Wall climbing observation diary

Chu Qi pondered for a long time, "You didn't want to break up with me."

Yan Ming: "I haven't thought about it."

The swollen throbbing pain in Chu Qi's heart suddenly tightened, and a different kind of sore feeling spread, which made him twitch his nostrils like a rabbit smelling the smell: "Aren't you afraid of him?"

Yanming was frank: "Scared."

It was an extremely straightforward and simple word, and Chu Qishou didn't know how to reply for a while.

After a while, Yan Ming said: "The boat will naturally go straight when it reaches the bridge, there will always be a way."

The more the other party pretended to be calm, the more Chu Qishou cared more: "Don't comfort me. How can you do it. I have no idea that he is my father..."

He had guessed that his father would vent his anger on Yanming the day he found out about his sexual orientation, but he didn't expect that he could directly bypass him and put pressure on Yanming.

He was blinded by the appearance of a happy family during the Spring Festival, so he relaxed his vigilance so easily.It turned out that his father had already attacked Yan Ming, and Chen Cang could not guard against this trick secretly.

Maybe it's not even counted as a dark secret, his father didn't plan to tell him in the end, let Yan Ming leave without anyone noticing, so as to achieve the purpose of breaking them up, and not to sever the relationship between father and son, it's the best of both worlds, His father is worthy of being a businessman who has been in the business world for many years, and he can maximize the results with the minimum cost.

Chu Qishou asked, "Teacher Yan, how did my father threaten you?"

There is nothing to hide now: "He told my agent that if I don't break up with you as soon as possible, I will disclose my sexuality through the media. He has evidence in his hand."

The so-called evidence is probably the surveillance video in the theater that day. Finding a short clip from the angle where Chu Qi closed his back to the camera but showed his face clearly, it is solid evidence.

Just by thinking about it, one can guess how excited the public will be on the Internet after the video is exposed.

Chu Qishou was a little angry, and his complaints were fired like cannonballs: "Don't tell me about such a big thing. If I don't find out, you will keep supporting yourself, right? Let's tide over the difficulties together, shall we?"

Yan Ming tried his best to deal with the company and his father over there, but he wanted to leave him here alone and live happily like a fool.

Chu Qishou thought sadly, whether Yan Ming could live up to his name a little bit.Don't take it upon yourself every time something happens.

Yan Ming replied: "I will tell you next time."

It sounds very perfunctory, and Chu Qishou doesn't expect him to change it in a while.He lost his temper: "Tomorrow I'm going to go home and confess my sexual orientation to my father. This matter can't be delayed any longer."

Yan Ming was stunned for a moment: "You want to come out."

Chu Qishou: "There is no difference between going out of the closet and going out. He has already seen the kissing video of the two of us."

Yan Ming was obviously shocked by the "kissing video", so he didn't speak for a while.

Chu Qishou noticed it: "Didn't he tell you? Yes, the evidence in his hand is hammered. It's still too late for you to repent. If you want to break up and tell me directly, then I don't have to go home and come out, tonight Go directly to the film and television city to find you to break up, and have a happy last night."

He was smashing the pot, deliberately making his words ugly, but Yan Ming was amused: "How can there be such a good thing, and I want to break up."

Chu Qi was surprised: "Did you feel wronged by fighting with me?!"

Yan Ming quickly changed his words: "I'm not wronged. I welcome you whenever you come."

Chu Qi was satisfied: "It's not too bad."

The flirting and flirting jokes at the end of the call barely weakened the depressing and heavy atmosphere.

The two had their own concerns and said good night to each other.

Chu Qishou tossed and turned sleeplessly that night, and returned to the main house the next morning with panda eyes on his face.

It was only eight o'clock in the morning when he returned home. His parents had already had breakfast and they hadn't left the house yet.

He walked up to his father with a feeling of uneasiness and lowered his head: "Dad, I have something to tell you..."

Since saying goodnight to each other that day, Yan Ming hasn't heard from Chu Qi for almost three days.

Turn off the phone and send messages without replying.Chu Qi received nothing as if the world had evaporated.

Day by day feels like years, and every time the clock on the phone changes a number, the anxiety in Yanming's heart increases.

On the third day, Yanming asked Li Banyan.Li Banyan didn't know exactly what state Chu Qishou was in now.Others are powerless abroad, and the radiated energy is much less than before.

Yanming asked Li Banyan to give him the address of the Chu family’s main house, but Li Banyan hesitated and refused. He didn’t dare to tell anyone else the address of the Chu family. He only persuaded Mingming that Chu Qi’s taking his father would not hurt his son, and it was probably confiscated after arguing. The mobile phone was locked at home, and it would be released when the elders calmed down. He said that if he went to visit, it might make Chu Qishou's father even more angry.

What Li Banyan said made sense.It is stated that there is no further request.

Yan Ming is very busy these days, not only has to be filming in the crew, but also prepares to attend the Golden Ape Awards ceremony.In the past, there was usually two months between the announcement of the nominations and the awards ceremony, but this year it was brought forward to next Monday for unknown reasons.

Yanming was resting at the hotel on Sunday afternoon, but unexpectedly welcomed an unexpected guest.

It was a middle-aged man with a steady pace. He was accompanied by two bodyguards, and he pushed the door and entered without saying hello.

Yan Ming hurriedly stood up from the armchair, his body tensed up in a defensive posture, until he found that the person who came was somewhat similar to Chu Qishou.

"Hello, I'm Chu Qishou's father, Chu Changyi. You can call me Mr. Chu." The man tried his best to maintain a well-dressed/handsome appearance, but the blueness in his eyes revealed his recent panic.

Yanming instantly forgave the other party's illegal intrusion: "Hello, Mr. Chu."

There is nothing here to entertain guests.Yan Ming had no choice but to take a bottle of water from the table and hand it to Chu Changyi.Chu Changyi waved his hand, but didn't take it.

Chu Changyi closed the door and sat down opposite Yanming: "Then let's get straight to the point and stop talking nonsense. My son came out to me a few days ago, do you know?"

Yanming replied: "I know."

Chu Changyi's face is round but not fat. He is a blessed face that the older generation often say. If he smiles, he will give people a kind and honest atmosphere, but if he keeps his face deliberately, these kind first feelings will be lost. It will evaporate.At this time, his brows were sharp, and his eyes almost scratched the person in front of him: "Did you instigate him?"

Over the years of acting career, Yan Ming has learned to hide his emotions and anger.He was a little nervous, and his palms were hot, but he could keep his expression normal when he spoke: "No. You should know what kind of person Qi Shou is. He has always been clear-headed."

Chu Changyi replied to him immediately: "Of course I know. Chess collection is the pride of my life. He has been well-behaved, sensible, perfect, and respects his elders since he was a child. He will never go against me. But this time he was so stubborn with me. For a long time, he refused to admit his mistake...it must be you! It was you who led him to ruin."

Yan Baiqing's jade-like face was a little sweaty, and there was a little delicate and bright light, which made him look more handsome and younger, in sharp contrast to Chu Changyi's face with deep aging lines.

Chu Changyi smiled, and a sarcasm flashed in his eyes: "He will eat your tragic and pitiful stories, but I will not. That is to say, he is young and honest, and he is easy to be fooled by those cunning and sophisticated people in your entertainment industry." My son actually begged me not to ruin your career, saying that you have suffered a lot to get ahead. It’s so funny. He was raised in a honeypot since he was a child, so he doesn’t know the real suffering in the world, you He can be fooled by crying a few words."

In Chu Changyi's eyes, Yan Ming has become a prodigal son who made up stories to deceive the little boy's feelings.This elder probably has some stereotypes about entertainment stars, and he doesn't believe that Yan Ming's acceptance of Chu Qi is true.

Yan Ming knew that it was useless to talk too much, but he insisted on saying, "I didn't lie to him."

Chu Changyi's brain circuit twisted to the end: "So, you still want to keep pestering?"

Obviously they like each other, but they have to be accused of entanglement.Yan Ming did not speak, and acquiesced.

Chu Changyi had bulging veins on his temples, he must have been out of breath, and his remaining rationality advised him not to lose control of his emotions in front of the juniors.

At the end, he spit out a sentence: "What is there to be proud of when two men are together? Shameless."

Yan Ming was not irritated at all: "May I take the liberty to ask, how is he doing now?"

Chu Qi received no news for many days, saying that the torment in his heart was like being eaten by ants bit by bit.

Chu Changyi was not happy, and snorted dully: "Hehe, you should worry about yourself. I am his father, can I still abuse him? Qi Shou is thinking about it at home now, and I will wait for a few days." Let him out."

Yan Ming's expression relaxed slightly.

After sitting on the chair for a short while, Chu Changyi stood up again: "I will give you the first little lesson later, if you don't repent, you will suffer later."

After finishing the harsh words, Chu Changyi turned his head and left, his steps were as steady as when he came, with a little restrained anger.

Wang Chou outside the door heard the conversation between the two.He stared at Yan Ming with round eyes in disbelief.He was terrified, and asked Yan Ming: "What is this man going to do? What lesson is he going to teach Brother Yan? Will he ask someone to beat you up?"

Yan Ming thought to himself, it would be fine if it was just a beating.

He opened his clenched fist and said to Wang Cho, "Pour me a glass of water."

The particles flowing down the hourglass of time became cloudy and viscous, and every minute and every second of the following time was extremely difficult.No one knows if something bad will happen in the next second.Chu Changyi's harsh words made people restless.

Wang Chou whirled around in the room for a while, sat on the ground and sighed for a while, Yan Ming reached out and stroked his shoulder: "It doesn't matter, no matter what happens in the future, I will pay you wages."

Wang Tiao cried anxiously, his eyes were red: "Brother Yan! Who is worried about salary, I am worried about you! What is that old pervert going to do? Why hasn't there been any movement yet?"

While waiting anxiously, the sun went down, and the distant morning and evening lines gradually disappeared.

The surrounding areas of the hotel have not been fully developed. At night, the village is deserted and the surrounding fields are quiet.There is heavy fog outside the window, and the clouds are also thick. There is no moonlight, and you can't see your fingers.

Waiting for unknown dangers made people anxious, and Wang Chou's sobs and sighs kept coming from his ears.

Later, from a certain moment, Yan Ming's cell phone suddenly received many seemingly concerned messages.

Immediately afterwards, he was on the hot search.

It took Chu Qishou three days to find an iron hook and make a small key.While his parents were out, Chu Qishou unlocked the door and slipped out.In order to prevent him from jumping out of the window and escaping, his father locked him on the fourth floor for the past few days, making him face the wall and think about his mistakes.

Before his father left, he told him that he would teach Yanming a little lesson.Chu Qi hurriedly escaped from prison and came out to get his mobile phone.With no way of contacting the outside world, his heart was filled with helplessness, and he couldn't bear it for a moment.

After finding his confiscated mobile phone, he quickly returned to the "confinement room" and locked it, pretending that he had never come out.

Countless messages popped up on the boot screen, Li Banyan's, Yanming's, Mangman's, Lulu's, Naixin's... The number in the small red circle on the upper right corner of WeChat exceeded 99.

However, a new news feed that popped up caught his full attention:

"Yan Ming's Weibo trumpet was exposed, and the abstinent male god actually followed many porn bloggers?!"

Chu Qi clicked and opened, and a popular Weibo instantly came into view.Weibo summarized the process of Yan Ming’s trumpet being hacked in detail. He didn’t bother to read these long-winded articles, so he directly focused on the focus of the third screenshot——Yanming’s trumpet Weibo username: Spicy Rabbit Head 2017, and was picked up for use. The last six digits of the registered mobile phone number.

Chu Qi received a mobile phone number that could recite the statement.The last six digits match the number Yanming is currently using.

It seems that this trumpet is a statement that I am right.Chu Qishou didn't know that Yanming had opened a small account, so he didn't tell him, so that they could pay attention to each other.

The title uses the description "porn/erotic" to catch people's attention.Chu Qi glanced back and forth, and said that the men the trumpet followed were not pornographic at all, they just liked to post photos showing their bodies and muscles.

Yan Ming has followed more than a dozen bloggers in total, and more than half of them are comrades who have publicly come out on the Internet.

This is a very common thing for gays like them. Chu Qishou also pays attention to several gays with hot bodies. It is human nature that everyone likes to watch some pleasing things when surfing the Internet.

Chu Qi calmed down and thought, maybe this is the "little lesson" his father told him.

Celebrity trumpet, same-sex, sex/eroticism, each label perfectly matches the appetite of netizens and satisfies all novelty hunting psychology.

"Yan Ming is gay? Is he gay?! Crap. This plot is too exciting."

"Can you leave us a man?! Why are all the handsome guys gay? We can't survive."

"This trumpet exploded, making it clear that coming out is better than coming out."

"Brother, is it 1 or 0, can you make an appointment?"

"Yanming won't come out and admit it. I guess in the end I will say that I lent my mobile phone number to a friend to register? I can understand it, otherwise I won't be able to hang out in the entertainment circle."

"I don't think he's necessarily gay. Maybe Weibo secretly paid him attention. His account should have been out of touch for a long time, and he hasn't posted much on Weibo recently."

"I also think that Weibo has paid him attention. You can see that he never posts gay things in Weibo on Weibo, but often forwards some messages from netizens asking for help."

"Yes, you see, according to the order, those big v bloggers only paid attention later. The first blogger he followed was the customer service official blog... The second one is..."

"Damn it! The second one is his fan!" Someone posted a link to the homepage, "He is a very fanatical fan, and he has taken a lot of pictures recently!"

"I didn't see the picture."

"Pay attention! Many of his pictures are only visible to fans."

"Really, really."

"But he seems to have become a fan of Yanming not long ago, right? Yanming has been following him for at least a few years. His previous pictures were all of Pan Li, without Yanming."

"Could it be that Yan Ming is a fan of Pan Li?"

"No way……"

"Yes, I remember that Pan Li was also exposed as gay!"

Chu Qi was dumbfounded in front of the phone.

The "fanatic fan" account released by netizens belongs to him.

He is the second blogger Yanming pays attention to.

Spicy Rabbit Head 2017...

He remembered.

Earlier, this netizen would occasionally reply to him, and Chu Qishou didn't have many fans at the time, so he clicked back.

And the last spicy rabbit headed back to him was...

The memory vein gradually became clear in my mind.Chu Qishou kept sliding up the screen, the numb and cold touch magnified on his fingertips, and the page quickly scrolled down.

He found it.

The last time the two communicated was last summer.

That day when he was shot at Yuhua Airport in City B, Pan Liang changed his ticket without telling him.He waited in the crowd for a long time, not wanting to return empty-handed. It happened that the scalper told him that the plane he was taking was about to land at Yuhua Airport.

That day, he stood timidly outside the glass door of the terminal building, especially conspicuous among a group of girls who were small and close to each other. He was worried that Yanming would regard him as a proxy shooter to earn extra money, because the other party glanced at him inexplicably when he approached glance.

Going home that night, Pan Liang texted him to break up with him.Without hesitation, he broke up with Pan Liang.

That day he posted the photo of Yan Ming's pick-up from the airport and set up a circle of friends, only a few close friends can see it.

At this time, you can still see the only two replies below.

Spicy Rabbit Head 2017: I remember that you seem to be a fan of Pan Li, why did you post a new picture of Yanming today?

Chu Qishou: I climbed the wall.

He climbed the wall.

To be precise, he broke up.

At the same time, somewhere in a remote hotel outside V city.

There are three hot searches related to him on the hot search.Netizens are discussing whether he is gay, whether he is a fan of Pan Liang, and whether he has a boyfriend.Yan Ming had already been called and reprimanded by Yao Lifan, and he didn't want to read these exaggerated news anymore.He turned off his cell phone, lay down on the bed to calm down, and gradually fell asleep.

In his dream, he remembered that after the first meeting many years ago, he had seen Chu Qishou a few times.

The second time we met was in the airport VIP room in the early morning.At that time, he was just emerging in the film and television industry, and he had a busy schedule, occasionally needing to catch an announcement by taking a red-eye flight.

There were very few passengers in the waiting room in the early morning.Chu Qi, who was carrying a camera bag, leaned back on the leather chair and fell asleep.

Yan Ming immediately recognized the sleeping boy in front of him as the person who helped him up on the street, and the boy danced with him. The boy's father once introduced him as Chu Qishou to others, saying that he had been recommended by a high school V big.

Yan Ming was deeply impressed by him.

He felt that he didn't like Chu Qishou very much at that time, at most he had a good impression.Chu Qishou's figure and face were in line with his aesthetics, so he couldn't help but glance at him twice.

He did not expect to meet the other party again in such a quiet and strange time and place.With the wonderful fate, the goodwill quickly doubled in my heart.

Chu Qishou had a handsome face, with stretched eyebrows, and the high nose bridge of the side face was particularly three-dimensional under the moonlight. His head leaned on the seat and tilted slightly downward.Because of the exhaustion of the journey, the corners of his eyes glowed with sleepiness, and his eyelashes trembled occasionally in his sleep.The gray mask was open, and only one side of the elastic cord hung over the pinna.

The large floor-to-ceiling windows in the VIP lounge are translucent, and the frosted glass reflects the blurred silhouette of the night.This gentle face seemed to be glowing white in an instant, which attracted Yan Ming's attention.

Yan Ming found a lens cap on Chu Qi's feet.It should be after falling asleep and not letting go.He knelt down and picked up the lens cap, and put it on Chu Qishou's seat.

There is a beautifully written label on the lens cover, with the word "Chu" written on it.

When he got up, he saw Chu Qi's mobile phone put away on the table, Weibo was open on the screen, and the number red circle on it was constantly updating.He didn't scan the other party's account name on purpose, he just had good eyesight.

Realizing that he had peeped into someone else's privacy, Yan Ming immediately looked away.

Then Yan Ming sat on the other side of the aisle.The work of the past few days made him very tired, so he closed his eyes and took a nap.

"Brother Chu!" After an unknown amount of time, a boy came in noisy, and the excited and noisy voice woke Yanming up, "Brother Chu, the plane is about to take off! Huh... it was two hours late, and finally We have been waiting for it."

Yan Ming follows the prestige.The person who came was a boy with the same fine features, his chin was a little shorter than Chu Qi's, and he had a small oval face with more flat bones.Yan Ming didn't know him at that time, but after seeing each other on the red carpet at various banquets and red carpets, he found out that the boy's name was Pan Liang, and he was an artist signed by Huixing.Every time he meets Pan Liang, he will always be accompanied by Chu Qishou.

Pan Liang shook Chu Qishou's arm to wake him up.

Chu Qishou opened his sleepy eyes, nodded, picked up the phone on the table, and said, "Let's go."

Pan Liang grabbed Chu Qishou's arm, and put his chin on Chu Qishou's shoulder like no one else was there: "We're going to make our debut the day after tomorrow...you have to make me look better!"

Chu Qi smiled and patted his cheek: "Yes. You are the most beautiful."

The figures of the two disappeared outside the door, and then Yan Ming's assistant walked in.There was no noise in his ears, and with an assistant beside him, Yan Ming felt at ease, but at the same time, he felt a strange sense of loss, rippling.

This sense of loss appeared briefly and ended briefly, but it was not completely dissipated, but was triggered again in the repeated encounters with Chu Qishou and Pan Liang, and even increased after that, as he spent a year and another Spring, summer, autumn and winter of the year.

Before leaving the VIP waiting room, he glanced at the seat where Chu Qi had been sitting.

—the lens cap is still lying on the ground.

It is estimated that the other party didn't pay attention when he left, and knocked it off its position again.

Yan Ming stepped forward to pick it up and put it in his bag.

"Brother Yan, wake up, Li Banyan called me and said he wanted to find you." Wang Tiao pushed his arm.

Yan Ming opened his eyes and found that the sky outside the window was slightly bright.

It's less than six o'clock.

Yan Ming answered the phone and said, "Hi..."

Li Banyan said: "Teacher Yanming, did Qishou look for you just now?"

Yan Ming sat up: "No."

Li Banyan was very worried: "Hey, just now his father called and asked me if I hid him again. How can I manage this kind of thing? I am wronged."

Yan Ming asked, "What happened?"

"This thing scared me—" just saying it, Li Banyan felt scared, "Chu Qishou jumped from the window on the fourth floor in the middle of the night and ran away from home."

The last microblog posted by Yan Mingxiaohao a few months ago was dug out, and it was reprinted with screenshots and enthusiastically discussed by netizens and the media many times, and it became a hot search.

And the reason for being on the hot search turned out to be: no one can understand it.There are only eight characters on Weibo, and I always feel like I want to say something, but I deliberately don’t explain it clearly, as if there is something in the words.But no matter how obscure it is, everyone knows that this sentence must be describing love.

"Day and night. I hear it like this."