can i trust you

Ding Li was waiting in Shen Mo's dormitory, and when he saw him come back, he said softly, "Thank you."

Silence smiled, "There's nothing to be thankful for." He looked at Ding Li's pale face, "I think you just vomited badly. Do you want to go to the school hospital?"

Ding Li shook his head, "No need. I know what's going on. Take it easy and you'll be fine."

Nodding silently, without forcing him.He walked to the water dispenser and saw that the machine was still off, so he reached out to turn on the switch.

Ding Li bit his lower lip and looked at the ground, not knowing what he was thinking.

Silent didn't urge him, walked to Ding Li's side and slowly raised his hand, gently stroking his hair.

After an unknown amount of time, Ding Li suddenly said, "That girl...is my ex-girlfriend," Ding Li laughed at himself, "Actually, I don't even know whether our relationship counts as talking or not." in love."

Listening to Ding Li's voice in silence, she didn't speak, just looked at him quietly and stroked his hair gently.

Then, there is that period of the past that makes Ding Li sick whenever he thinks about it, and the past that made him look stupid.

Listen quietly.

Ding Li spoke calmly, as if what he said had nothing to do with him.

After finishing speaking, Ding Li was silent for a moment, then said with a smile, "Do you think I'm stupid?"

Foolish to be used again and again, deceived again and again, and abandoned again and again, but he will still walk over when others reach out.

However, if there is no everything in the past, what kind of life will I be in?

"So I have always disliked myself. Cowardly, selfish. I didn't tell you. In fact, I hated you very much at first. Because you seem to have light on you, and people around you always like to turn around you. Everyone follows you Get along very well. But I can't. When I get along with others, I always inadvertently wonder if he has any intentions to get close to me... So I am willing to make friends with others, but I never take anyone seriously. As friends...but..." Ding Li lowered his head and smiled softly, "It's light, so it's impossible to only shine on certain people. I thought it would be good to stay in the dark. But I still want to Get closer to the light, and the closer you get, the more reluctant to leave. However, the light is not mine alone, it always takes care of everyone."

As for Ding Li, he couldn't accept that kind of indifference.This will make his already insecure heart even more insecure.

This is also the reason why he chose to leave first when he felt that Mo Mo was getting farther and farther away from him.

However, as a human being, we cannot prevent the approach of light.

What's more, Ding Li didn't really want to leave from the beginning.

After listening to Ding Li's words silently, she looked at him quietly, "You are not stupid, you are just too sincere, they are not worthy of your sincerity."

Ding Li raised his head slowly, and the two looked at each other.

The ambiguity always begins to spread suddenly at a certain moment.

Both began to feel uncomfortable, so Qi Qi turned his head to the side.

Shen Mo coughed softly, "Well, are you still going to the bookstore tonight?"

Ding Li smiled, "Let's see you. Anyway, the exam is over. You can read books if you want."

There was a moment of silence, "Let's go."

Because that place belongs to two people, without the intervention of other people.Two people can stay together quietly for a while.

However, the reality tells Silence that nothing is absolute.

Mo Mo looked at the two people sitting on the other side of Ding Li, feeling very helpless, "So why did you two come out?"

Xie Lei smiled, "We really came here on a whim because we heard Ding Li mention it before." We didn't want to be light bulbs for the two of you.

Ding Li smiled, "The cake here is quite delicious. You can try it."

Xie Lei nodded, and Liang Xiao expressed that he was not interested in such sweet things.But I still bought the same cake as Xie Lei.

"Did you guys review here a while ago?" Xie Lei looked around while eating the cake, "It feels pretty good."

Ding Li nodded, "It's not so quiet that the library is suffocating, but it's not too noisy. That's why I come here often."

Xie Lei looked at the dejected silence sitting on the other side, smiled and did not speak.

Liang Xiao naturally put the blueberries on his cake on Xie Lei's plate, and said, "I'll go and read that book. Otherwise, sitting around will be too boring."

Xie Lei nodded, "Get me a copy too."

"Yeah." After that, Liang Xiao went to the bookshelf.

Ding Li watched Liang Xiao leave, "Does he know what you want to see?"

Xie Lei smiled, "He knows." Then he ate the blueberries on the plate.

Shen Mo turned his head to watch the actions of several people, but did not speak.

The author has something to say:

Just... I have something to do today, so I rushed to rush... So...

Thanks to everyone who likes my articles.