can i trust you

The four of them made an appointment to go out for a while before the official holiday, so in the past few days, several of them were discussing where to go, so Shen Mo went in and out of Ding Li's dormitory more frequently.

And after that day, Bai Ran stayed downstairs in the dormitory early every day, left at meal time, and came back after eating.

Mo Mo stood at the window and looked out, frowning, "Why hasn't such a person left yet?"

Xie Lei glanced at the opposite side of the window, "Maybe it's a holiday and I have nothing to do."

Ding Li pursed his lips.

In fact, Ding Li wanted to go down to explain things to Bai Ran before, but Shen Mo was not happy to let him go, "You react like that just by looking at her by the window, if you get close to her...you better not go."

Ding Li thought about his situation, hesitated for a while, and didn't go out.

But, it's been a few days.Ding Li felt that he should tell her clearly.

"Silence, come downstairs with me."

Frowning silently, "I didn't mean..."

"Things have to be resolved. I can't let her wait downstairs. And she keeps asking people about me...it's annoying."

In the past few days, several people from his class have come to him.

Shen Mo lowered his head and thought for a while, "Okay. If you feel uncomfortable, you must say so."

"Ah."

So Shen Mo went downstairs with Ding Li.

From the moment he walked downstairs, Shen Mo continued to build himself up psychologically.

Also constantly adjust breathing.

Don't think about those things, maybe it won't be so disgusting.

He kept hinting to himself, and warned himself: things have to be resolved, this time, I must bear it.

In constant self-regulation, Ding Li and Shen Mo walked to Bai Ran's side.

When Bai Ran saw her, he immediately raised a bright smile. Just as he was about to speak, Ding Li said, "It's not convenient to talk here. Come with me."

After finishing speaking, he turned and walked to the side.

Bai Ran watched Ding Li turn around, her whole expression darkened again, and it was at this time that she realized that there was someone beside Ding Li.

The one who let himself go that day.

Bai Ran bit her lip, but still followed.

The three of them walked to the lawn on the side of the dormitory building.

Because it is relatively remote, there are generally no people here.

Ding Li looked at Bai Ran, then turned his head to look at Shen Mo, and whispered, "You wait for me...I'll talk to her alone."

Silently hesitated, "Are you okay?"

Ding Li nodded.

Shen Mo glanced at Bai Ran again, then turned around and walked a few steps to the side, then leaned against a tree and looked at them neither far nor near.

Seeing Shen Mo go away, Bai Ran opened his mouth, "Ding Li, I..."

"I don't think we should have anything to talk about."

Bai Ran opened his mouth, then pursed it again, "Ding Li...I know you've been blaming me."

"No, I didn't blame you. As I said, since we never said it, let's pretend that we haven't been together. Since we haven't been together, why should I blame you?"

"then you……"

"I just simply don't want to see you."

"..."

"It's good for you, Li Hang. I don't want to see each other. I thought we had made it clear so many times. I even deleted my contact information. What on earth are you here for?"

Bai Ran pursed her lips, "I...was just fascinated for a while, I was just curious..."

"Bai Ran. Don't you think what you said is very irresponsible to yourself? "

Bai Ran opened his mouth, but made no sound.

"You are curious and no one will say anything about you. But is this kind of thing just a matter of curiosity?" Ding Li felt that Bai Ran's statement was simply absurd, "Because of curiosity, can you be so mean to yourself? ?”

Still in a dark alley.

"I don't know what you think. It's fine as a classmate. I don't agree... But whatever you think, it has nothing to do with me. I just hope you can stay away from my world. I don't want to recall Those things in the past."

"Ding Li. I really know I was wrong. I will change it. I will change whatever you say, I just..."

"Bai Ran. Do you have to do this? Do you have to tell me the truth? "

"..."

"I feel disgusted when I see you."

Bai Ran's face turned pale instantly.

Shen Mo looked at Ding Li from the side, and frowned unconsciously.

wrong.

Very wrong.

Ding Li's state is very wrong.

Silence looked at Ding Li's frowning with impatience on his face. The girl opposite him slowly lowered her head, so she walked over and said, "Let's go. It's time to eat."

Ding Li turned his head to look at him, nodded, ignored Bai Ran who was beside him, and walked away.

When he got to a place where the other party might not be able to see, Ding Li suddenly turned to the side, crouched under a tree and retched.

Shen Mo frowned, "Why do you do this? If this is the case, why do you want to see her?"

Ding Li squatted on the side and slowed down, "I just want to see if I can do it."

Silence looked at him, "Speaking of which, you never told me, why did you..."

"Why did you have such a reaction when you saw her?" Ding Li laughed at himself, "Probably because he was too young and the impact was too great?"

"Ok?"

"It's nothing."

Ding Li felt that no matter what happened to this matter, it should not be said.

No matter what is in his heart.Bai Ran is still a girl after all.

In fact, Ding Li also knew that what he said could not completely convince Bai Ran.

He didn't even know why Bairan insisted on getting back with him again.

But this time I just wanted to express my attitude clearly.

After that, he will no longer have any contact with Bai Ran.

Although, Ding Li also felt that his words might be a little too much.

But otherwise, so what?

From that day on, Bai Ran never appeared downstairs in the dormitory again.

Ding Li felt that she should have left.At least not in the near future.

Because the middle school has done some things again, in fact, they have less time at their disposal.So the four of them finally decided to spend two days in S city next door. After all, it was going to be a big holiday soon, and it was not convenient to walk too far.I thought that if I wanted to go out and play, I would plan it carefully when I had time later.

After returning, everyone packed up their things and went back to their respective homes.

Ding Li sent away the people in the dormitory and Shen Mo, looked at the sky outside the window, and did not speak.