can i trust you

In fact, the silent life is very simple.

The only son, the father is stricter, but only superficially strict.The mother is more gentle, so she takes care of him everywhere.

Therefore, Silence grew up casually.Feel free to do whatever you want.

However, this is just silence in the eyes of others.

But in fact, the freedom of silence is only superficial freedom.

Shen Mo knew from a very young age that his parents seemed to give him more freedom, but there were many things he couldn't do whether he wanted to or not.

It's like there are many things that he must do whether he wants to do it or not.

Silence can make the friends you want to make and do what you want to do.

However, he can make the friends he wants only because the people within his reach already meet his father's requirements.Do what he wants to do, just because he knows that he can't do anything out of the ordinary.

His dad seems to not interfere in everything, in fact, it is only because he has already sifted everything around him.

When Shen Mo realized this, it was the [-]-day countdown to the college entrance examination.

Knowing such a depressing reality in an originally depressing situation made Silence's mentality collapse a bit.

But he didn't dare to collapse too obviously, so he suppressed himself little by little to release his emotions.

then.

"After the college entrance examination, I couldn't hold it anymore. So," Mo Mo smiled self-deprecatingly, "I went to 'Ye'."

Ding Li tilted his head and looked at Shen Mo with a puzzled expression.

Shen Mo looked at him, stretched out his hand unconsciously, touched Ding Li's head, and smiled, "You can Google it yourself, the 'liquid' in T City, you will know what it is." Then Shen Mo put his hand Pull it back, and continue to look forward, "During that time, I didn't seem to feel anything. It's just that the arrogance in my bones kept me from being too depraved...but it's still quite depraved."

During that time, Shen Mo often stayed out at night, and he also had a strong smell when he returned home.

Although he didn't do anything, he deliberately acted like he did something.

"Nothing is..."

Mo Mo smiled helplessly, shook his head, and just said, "I think it's dirty."

This was probably Silence's last insistence.

"During that time, my parents felt that I was studying too hard in the third year of high school, so they wanted to relax. They didn't care about me. They just said, pay attention... probably, they also know that no matter how crazy I behave , and it won’t be too out of the ordinary.”

The same is true.Silence's self-discipline has been carved into his bones since he was a child. No matter what happens, he can't get over the line in his heart.

After that, the silence felt very boring.Except for torturing yourself, nothing will change at all.

So, the silence did not continue.

Ding Li was silent for a while, then turned his head to look at him, "So, is that when your habit of talking about running trains started?"

Mo Mo was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yeah. It feels like I can say whatever I want. It's very cool."

"..."

"It's not just what you want to say..."

This is talking nonsense if you want to say anything.

"Uh... yeah."

"so what?"

Shen Mo turned to look at Ding Li, and asked him with his eyes: So what?

"So, what does this have to do with what Hong Ning said?"

"You know Hong Ning's personality... oh, you don't know. Hong Ning is more outgoing and likes to be diplomatic. So when I was in charge with her, she was familiar with a few of my high school alumni. Woke up. They often saw us together again, thinking that we had a good relationship. So when Hong Ning asked, she jokingly said something to her. Then, I don’t know where she got my photo..." Silence She pursed her lips, "The photo of me when I was in 'Ye'. She didn't know where she heard it from. She thought I cared a lot and was afraid of being known by others, but I actually didn't mind at all."

Ding Li was really curious about what 'Ye' was, so he opened his phone to search while speaking in silence.

Then, with an "ah", she turned silent, "You like boys."

Silently smiled, "Actually, I really don't have that many ideas, I just like the environment there. Plus the people I was with at the time liked to mess around. We went there often."

"Oh. Isn't it embarrassing?"

"What's embarrassing."

"Oh."

Ding Li didn't know what emotion he was in.

He looked at the screen of his mobile phone quietly until the screen went dark before he said, "That."

Silence looked at him.

Ding Li thought for a while, then pursed his lips, "Then what about you now? Are you still the same?"

"Now. It's much better now. Look at how well-behaved I am every day. Actually, when I think about it now, I was probably in adolescence. Now when I think about the past, I just feel naive. I don't understand anything, and I have to pretend to be Looks like an adult, looks handsome in clothes... no."

Ding Li smiled, thought for a few seconds, and said, "I thought about it, and I think your story is not exciting at all, and it is not as interesting as the story of the protagonist of "Metamorphosis"... It is estimated that no one will want you if you apply. Come up with something interesting."

"...Student Ding Li." Shen Mo looked serious.

Ding Li also became serious, "Yes."

Silence continued to be serious, "I think the you I knew before was fake. What do you think?"

"I think you're right."

I was never really me.

but.

Ding Li looked silent.

I think I can get it back.I also want to get it back.

Ding Li looked silent, "I think your story wasted my feelings."

"?"

"I thought you would talk about a heavy topic. In the end, you just told a rebellious story of the protagonist of the Transformer who was brushed off. I am a little disappointed. I feel that the money for the popcorn has not been made back." Ding Li made a speech The motion of eating air popcorn.

Shen Mo felt that the person she knew in the past was really a fake Ding Li.

Ding Li smiled, and turned the corner of his mouth, "So, silence. What can you do now, what can't you do?"

Mo Mo was silent for a moment, then slowly said, "I can't do...probably...not many..."

His voice was light.

Obviously, it should be something to be thankful for.But it seems that there are many things that he didn't say in the silence.

Ding Li guessed.

But he wasn't going to ask.

Perhaps Silence had never intended to tell him.

Or maybe, silently or suddenly tell him.

Who knows.

Anyway, Ding Li's curiosity is not strong.

He is not in a hurry.

Just wait until the protagonist of the Transformation Meter, who was not selected, wants to tell him when he will know.

others……

Ding Li pursed his lips.

He just waited.