can i trust you

After Ding Li was with Shen Mo, he entered the mode of wanting to spread dog food.

The reason why he said he wanted to was because Ding Li was embarrassed to be too obvious, so silence could only accompany him to keep a low profile.

But Xie Lei still noticed something was wrong between the two.

On this day, in physical education class, Mo Mo went to play with the "tall guys" in the class.Ding Li sat on the sidelines and watched.

Xie Lei came over and sat beside him, without laying the groundwork, "You two, what's the situation now."

At this time, it was only a week since the two officially got together.

Ding Li blushed slightly, lowered his head, "That's just...that situation."

Xie Lei raised his eyebrows, "Why are you hiding it?"

Ding Li continued to whisper, "I didn't want to hide it...I have a thin skin."

Now Xie Lei laughed, "All right... Congratulations." Then, he lowered the corners of his mouth and said seriously, "Congratulations really."

Ding Li raised his lips, "Thank you."

Xie Lei looked up at Shen Mo who was running in the field, "Actually, you two should have been together a long time ago."

Ding Li also looked up at Shen Mo, "Really?"

"You should know better than me what you think."

Ding Li pursed his lips and continued to stare at Shen Mo, "Really."

Ding Li never faced up to his own feelings.

As he himself said, he dared not.

He is afraid of expecting too much.

Because he came from a little expectation.

He has looked forward to family affection, friendship, or maybe love.

However, those things have always brought him only disappointment.

So he didn't dare to look forward to it, because only if he didn't expect it, he wouldn't be disappointed.No one is invincible.

Maybe someone can still maintain their expectations of the world despite being hit again and again.

But this does not include Ding Li.

Perhaps, it was because he had endured too many disappointments.

Therefore, he began to get used to shielding his emotions and also shielding his feelings.

Later, he couldn't understand his own emotions clearly.

Therefore, he actually didn't know why he wanted to be close to Silence in the first place.Just because he wanted to get close, so he went close.Without even realizing how dimensional and peaceful my actions are.

Make peace with yourself.

Therefore, he approached silence with his little thoughts, approaching silence.

Looking at it now, in the few days when I was silent and alienated, my choice to stay away seemed ill-intentioned.

But he still felt that it took him a long time to start liking silence.

Although this explanation may not hold water.

Xie Lei said that he should be more aware of his own thoughts.

In fact, he didn't know at all.

But whether it is clear or not, he knows that it is true that he wants to be with Silence.

Ding Li looked at Shen Mo who was running up and down the field, and unconsciously rolled his eyes.

He wants to be with Silence.

Silent thought too.

Then they were together.

This is enough.

After the stadium ended, silence came.

Ding Li got up and handed him the water in his hand.

Taking a sip of water in silence, he asked, "How is it?"

Ding Li tilted his head, pursed his lips and said with a smile, "Handsome."

Shen Mo smiled, "I also think I'm handsome...what are we going to eat later?"

Ding Li thought for a while, "The incense pot in the second canteen."

Looking at him silently, "Can't you change your picky eating habits?"

"Won't you take me there?"

"Go, of course."

With that said, the two of them went to the second canteen together.

The two chatted while walking, and as they walked, Ding Li's cell phone rang.

Ding Li took out his phone and glanced at it. He was stunned for a moment, then picked up the phone, "Hello, Dad."

The person on the other side seemed to have said something, and Ding Li replied flatly, "I know...ok...I know. I will...well, goodbye." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Looking at him silently, "Your father?"

Ding Li nodded, "He said my brother is getting married, let me go back."

"when."

"When the holiday is about to come...the exam week should be almost over by then...I'll go back after the last exam."

Nodded silently, "Remember to call me when you go back."

Ding Li smiled, "Okay."

Then the matter was put aside by the two of them.

The relationship between the two is low-key, and the two of them are already very clingy, so no one knows that they are dating.

Not to mention those off-campus.

Once when he saw Li Hang downstairs in the dormitory, Ding Li's eyebrows were almost squeezed together.

Silently looked at Ding Li, stretched out his hand to help smooth his brows, "Don't do this."

Ding Li also turned his head to look at him, then walked straight over as if he didn't see Li Hang.

But Li Hang was not willing to just let Ding Li go away.He stepped forward and grabbed Ding Li's arm, "Ding Li."

Ding Li didn't want to make too much noise downstairs in the dormitory, so he chose to ignore Li Hang, but when Li Hang came up by himself, Ding Li had to say a few words to him.He pulled his arm out, "What are you doing?"

Li Hang looked at him with a smile in his eyes, "We are on vacation, so I came to see you. I will go back with you when the time comes."

Ding Li still frowned, "Why should I be with you?"

"Ding Li..."

Ding Li looked around, and then looked back at Li Hang, "Li Hang, I don't want to fight with you downstairs in our dormitory, so get out of here."

"Ding Li, why are you doing this to me?"

Ding Li sneered, "Then you have to ask yourself what you have done before."

After finishing speaking, Ding Li kept Li Hang in a daze, and walked away in silence.

After Ding Li entered the park, he still had a very unhappy expression.

Mo Mo bent down to observe Ding Li's expression, "What's wrong?"

Ding Li shook his head, paused and said, "It's just annoying."

Shen Mo rubbed his head, and said softly, "Don't be annoying. Don't think about those annoying things, think about me more."

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This counts as 11.1, there will be more tonight