can i trust you

In order to avoid meeting Li Hang again, from that day on, Shen Mo came to find Ding Li early every day, and then took him to the library or bookstore.

In fact, Mo Mo wanted to ask Ding Li if he wanted to move out for a few days, but Ding Li refused.

It's not that I'm worried about what will happen if I go out to live with Shen Mo, it's just that I don't think it's necessary.

"I don't think I have to do so many things to avoid him... Actually, I don't care so much now. Whether he appears or not, it has nothing to do with me." As he spoke, Ding Li raised the corner of his mouth, " If it bothers you, I think you'll be fine."

Hearing Ding Li's words, Mo Shen raised the corners of his mouth unconsciously, "Okay...then we'll wait..."

……

Time flies sometimes, and after the turbulent exam week, the winter vacation is just here.

Ding Li thought for a while, he got acquainted with Shen Mo, but it was actually only a year ago.

But what happened in this year cannot be finished in a few words.

If it was a year ago, he would never have thought that one day he would be willing to be with him alone.

It wasn't even part of his plan to offer to be good friends.

While packing up his things, Ding Li talked to Shen Mo who was sitting next to him playing with his mobile phone, thinking that this was really good.

He knew there would be plenty of controversy in their relationship.But doesn't he mind at all.

At least that's how he feels right now.

He thought maybe what Xie Lei said was right, he had "conspired against Shen Mo" from the very beginning.

"When you go home, remember to call me often... and video is also okay. You have to remember."

Ding Li nodded, "Don't worry. I'll plant it in front of the computer when I get home. As long as you have money, I can do it."

Hearing this, Shen Mo frowned unconsciously, but didn't say anything, just approached Ding Li, knelt down and hugged him, "I will miss you."

Ding Li said calmly, "I will miss you too." However, the slight redness at the tips of his ears revealed his true feelings.

Ding Li used to go to the high-speed rail station by himself when he went home, and left by car. This time when he returned home, Shen Mo sent him to the station.

In fact, Ding Li doesn't care much about many things, but when someone is willing to express it for you, your mood will still be different.

Ding Li entered the station, said goodbye to Shen Mo, and got on the car to go home.As the car went further and further away, my mood gradually sank.

Ding Yixing came to pick him up when he went home this time.This somewhat surprised him.

Ding Yixing thought about his school situation, because Ding Li was really tired, so he closed his eyes and began to rest after replying to him a few words.

Ding Yixing glanced at him from the rearview mirror, "When is the holiday this time?"

Ding Li paused for a few seconds, then said again, "Let's go on the sixth day."

"So early."

"Well, I entered the laboratory and have to go back early."

Ding Yixing nodded, "Go back with your mother to visit your grandma in two days. Your grandma misses you very much."

Ding Li nodded and said, "OK."

"Your grandma is celebrating the New Year at our house this year. Do you think you are with her or..."

"Dad," Ding Li tried his best to suppress his emotions, "I'm almost twenty."

"I know, but..."

"I'll go live at my aunt's house. They have a lot of vacant rooms upstairs."

Ding Yixing paused for a few seconds without speaking.

Ding Li also continued to lean on the back of the car without speaking.

After a while, Ding Yixing said, "Then let your brother live in their own house. Your grandma sleeps in their room, and you can sleep in your own room."

Ding Li didn't want to talk.

Every time he encounters this kind of problem, he starts to think: Why does he have to come back, since he doesn't even have his own room in that house, why does he still have to come back.

Ding Li has an elder brother who is eight years older than him and got married when Ding Li was in high school.Now he has a child of his own.

When he got married, Ding Yixing bought a house for them, but Ding Yixing asked them to stay because he had a room at home and no one lived there.

Usually it's okay, after all, there are two second bedrooms in their house.

However, since the child was born, Ding Li found that his room was full of the child's clothes, and now he had to bring clothes back every time he went home—the so-called home didn't even have a single piece of clothes that fit him up.

Later, Ding Li's grandma was not in good health, his grandfather passed away early, and grandma had no income, so she depended on several children in the family to support her. Ding Li's uncles and brothers were not very good people, so Ding Yixing took the matter down.Later, it may be because I was afraid that it would not sound good, so I took turns to take care of it.

Ding Li didn't like his grandma, not only because he had no contact with this so-called grandma since childhood.

The most important thing is that Ding Li can't bear him to stay in their house and take care of him, but turn his head and speak ill of other people or Ding Li's mother.Showing off his power at their house, he is as quiet as a chicken when he comes to his uncle's house, and he is also licking the dog of his aunts.He even used Ding Yixing's subsidy to please others.Every time at this time, Ding Li would wonder, his father is also grandma's real son, how could he favor one another to such an extent.

Although Ding Li has little feeling for family affection, he is not willing to let others bully his family just like that... But after all, it is his father's mother, so he can only try his best not to touch it.

Ding Yixing also knew this, so he tried not to force Ding Li to do anything.

It's just that every time it hits the day, it will be a little embarrassing.

But Ding Li also refused this matter outrightly.

After all, Ding Li is already an adult and a man.

His grandma has many indecent and bad habits, Ding Li can't accept being with her no matter what.

At this time, Ding Yixing would let Ding Li's brother and sister-in-law go back to live in their own house.

And every time at this time, Ding Li would feel very awkward.

It felt as if my presence had driven them away.

Self is like redundant.

So Ding Li later felt that going home was not going home.Every time he comes back, it will add a lot of psychological burden to him.

But despite this, he still has to come back during the Chinese New Year.

Just think of it as meeting grandma and aunt.

Ding Li leaned against the back of the car seat with his eyes closed, resting quietly, waiting to go home.

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I took a peek...it feels like it's almost over...