can i trust you

Ding Yixing has been on a business trip to the neighboring city for the past few days, and yesterday he suddenly remembered that today is Ding Li's birthday, thinking that the work is almost done, so he came to visit Ding Li and have a meal by the way.

He came from the next city in the morning.

After getting off the high-speed rail and then taking the subway, it was almost noon.

During the whole process, he never expected to call Ding Li first.

As soon as he took out his mobile phone to make a call, he saw two people coming out of the hotel diagonally opposite the subway station.

Tried it, Ding Yixing saw the two of them when they came out of the hotel.

It was only because of the distance and my unwillingness to believe it that I didn't rush forward immediately.

He hesitated for a while, and first called Ding Li's sister-in-law to check his room opening record with Ding Li's ID card, and then he quickened his pace and followed the two of them.I also saw the interaction between the two along the way.

If two people come out of the hotel together, it can also be said that two friends who have a good relationship come out to talk about something.

Looking at it along the way, Ding Yixing was sure that the relationship between the two was not that simple.

And just now.

Ding Li's sister-in-law called, but she just said indifferently, "Ding Li lived outside yesterday. But the boy with him..."

Ding Yixing couldn't listen to what was said later, so he hung up the phone in a hurry, walked a few steps quickly, and stopped the two people before they turned the corner.

Some things, seeing is not necessarily believing.

Maybe it's just a good relationship, boy.

Ding Yixing thought so.

But when he saw Ding Li's hickey on the upper part of his collarbone, he couldn't calm down at all.

There are still some looming spots near the neckline, and Ding Yixing hardly dares to think about what is under there.

Ding Yixing took a deep breath, "You..."

Ding Li looked at Ding Yixing in surprise, and didn't realize that Ding Yixing was talking, so he said directly, "Why are you here?"

"Of course you wish I didn't come. If I don't come, I won't know the good things you are doing here!"

Shen Mo frowned, tilted his head and asked Ding Li, "Who is he?"

Ding Li looked calm, "My dad."

Silence froze for a moment, "You..."

"It's okay." Ding Li whispered in Shen Mo's ear, and then said to Ding Yixing, "What good did I do?"

"You said what good thing you did! You said yourself, are you still a man?"

Ding Li frowned, "Don't speak so harshly."

"You still think my words are ugly. You think my words are ugly. Why didn't you think of it before you did it."

"So you came all the way here to scold me? Have you scolded enough? Go back when you've scolded enough."

"you!"

"Dad." Ding Li looked at Ding Yixing, "You never cared about me. Anything. Since you never cared about it before, then don't worry about this matter."

"No! You must stop."

"reason."

"You are all men!"

"so what?"

"How can men be together."

"Why can't men be together," he said, as if remembering that Shen Mo was still beside him, he turned his head and said softly to Mo Mo, "You go back first, I'll find you later."

"Ding Li!" Ding Yixing seemed to be furious.

"This place is not convenient, let's talk in another place."

Then he turned and walked towards the school gate.

Shen Mo grabbed Ding Li's arm, but didn't make a sound.

Ding Li looked at him, and after a few seconds, he said, "Then you sit beside me."

Silence nodded.

Ding Yixing looked at the interaction between the two, and it was like a slap in the face.

But as Ding Li said, this is Ding Li's school, no matter how angry Ding Yixing is, he doesn't want to make a big deal out of himself, so he followed Ding Li to the school gate.

The three of them sat down in a coffee shop not far from the school gate. There were not many people, and there were less than ten of them.

Sitting alone is three tables away from two people.

This is what Ding Li meant. He felt that if they were silent together, they would probably just explode from the beginning to the end.

Ding Yixing frowned and looked at Ding Li.

Ding Li looked at Ding Yixing calmly.

"separate."

"impossible."

"Ding Li!"

"I still say the same thing, since you didn't take care of me before, don't take care of me in this matter."

"I don't care about you? I don't care where you get your money to go to school, food, clothing, housing and transportation. I don't care about you."

Ding Li nodded, "What else?"

"What else."

"In addition to giving money, there are other things."

Ding Yixing looked at him and was stunned for a while.

"You will call me about once a month or two. Every time you tell me to contact my family more, but I haven't called once. Do you know why?"

Ding Yixing still looked at him, still did not speak.

"I called you once when I was in high school. I really lost my mind that time. I felt that if no one comforted me, I might not be able to hold on. Remember what you said?"

"You said um, ah, it's okay. Just do it like this." Ding Li said with a self-deprecating laugh, "After that, I told myself that I would never call you again. That was the only time I talked to you 'Help', you don't seem to care. Then there won't be a next time."

"Every time I go home, I hide in my place, and you always tell me not to just stay in the house, but to come out and wander around. I heard it and never moved. Do you know why?"

"Once, I listened to what you said, and I sat there for a long time and no one paid attention to me. I found it quite boring. I don't want to come out again."

"You kept saying that you managed me. Do you know when my grades started to decline? Do you know that I was pretended to be a leg when I was a child? Do you know that I was almost depressed for a while in high school? Do you know that I have a social barrier now? "

"You don't know. Because the meaning of my existence is that you can brag about my achievements to others every Chinese New Year."

"Dad, I am your son."

"You know, I used to wonder for a long time whether I was picked up by you."

Ding Yixing looked at Ding Li, but couldn't say a word for a while.

It was the first time that Ding Li talked so much with Ding Yixing.

It was also at this time that he realized that he had accumulated so much dissatisfaction with Ding Yixing unconsciously.

Those days when I was alone all jumped out of my head.

How much he once wished that the people in that family could pay more attention to him, but now he doesn't care how much they feel.

"I know, it's not easy for you to give birth to me and raise me. I remember all these, and I will be filial to you in the future. Don't ask for other requests. After all, the elder brother has already given birth to a grandson for you. I There shouldn't be any task of carrying on the family line. Then you can leave me alone with whom I want to be with."

"What words! If this kind of thing gets out, where will I put my face?"

Ding Li couldn't help laughing.

"why are you laughing!"

"After all, you still care about your face. I seldom go back. How I do outside should not hinder your face at home."

"No! You have to separate from him, otherwise... you will never spend a penny from me in the future!"

Ding Li looked at Ding Yixing quietly, and Ding Yixing's spine felt cold when he looked directly at him, so he said.

"it is good."

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