In order to survive, I do many jobs

As a top-notch galgame player, I have played so many galgames since I was a child, and I have never overturned even once. The whole strategy is just a drizzle for me, a piece of cake.

Until I met Osamu Dazai, the biggest Waterloo in my life.

Black slime, game black hole.

I have read countless games about this mystery game, and I have never seen such a wild way. In which small workshop did Osamu Dazai find it?

unbelievable!

At the beginning, "I" lost my memory, and I didn't know anything about it. Except for the gentle black-haired big sister who accompanied me, the red-haired tsundere lady, the pink-haired childhood sweetheart, the indifferent doctor in a white coat, and the young domineering female president.

It is rich in content and has everything you need.

Because of the game title of "blackening", I am most wary of my childhood sweetheart's pink hair. I understand the reason why fans cut black, so I won't be fooled.

Heh, as I expected, the bento sent by Fen Mao has added ingredients. If you eat it unsuspectingly, Mr. X will really get the bento.

I moved around flexibly and manipulated Mr. X to avoid the backstab of Yamato Nadeko, the black fist of the tsundere lady, the poisonous food of Fenmao, the doctor's horror potion, and the thugs hired by the president.

I'm so tired, isn't this a strategy game?Why was I playing an escape game?

can the game play?

"Qianye is amazing! He actually came here..." Mr. Dazai's eyes showed admiration, and he held his cheeks with both hands, like a cute girl.

Tsk, it's because you are too good at it, and you are also blind for more than ten weeks.

E-sports, food is the original sin.

But I am not satisfied, I am a professional player, how can I not play happy ending!

Blind strategy is meaningless, I must know the reason why Mr. X was hunted down by his harem, prescribe the right medicine, and break through one by one.

Pedal on a few boats and overturn?Come on, galgame, is it so realistic?If you can’t be a Neptune in the game, what am I going to do with you?

I played lonely.

In the end, the strategy game turned into escape and puzzle-solving. Mr. Dazai happily reviewed the entire complex prospect summary with me. After countless escapes, I slowly pieced together the truth about Mr. X’s amnesia.

It turns out that Mr. X is a scumbag.

It's the kind of scumbag who can't be forgiven in the literature of youth pain, the kind of scumbag who is bound to be attacked by a group of people who hang on the forum and become popular for three months.

The slag of the slag is nothing but scum.

I can completely understand the girls wanting to kill him, and I can't bear it either.

Thinking of me-manipulating this scum for so long, I can't help but want to smash Mr. Dazai's game console and use up a whole new bottle of hand sanitizer to wash off my skin.

It's better to take a bath with grapefruit peel or something to get rid of bad luck.

It's a pity that I dare not, I'm afraid he will make me pay, the game console is so expensive, it's worth half a month's salary.

Be patient, be patient.

Remember the amnesia at the beginning of the game?Draw a key point and take the test later.

Mr. X's amnesia is not a bloody accident, but one of the revenge of the girls. They all wanted to kill the scumbag with their own hands, so they refused to give in to each other. Under the suggestion of Mr. X's childhood sweetheart, they decided to compete fairly. Whoever kills it will be the head.

The black reputation of powder cutting is well-deserved.

Uh... so the black-haired Nadeko was a steal at the beginning?No wonder Miss Tsundere sees that her nose is not her nose and her eyes are not her eyes.

After three hours, I played the ending.

The ending is that Mr. X got on the plane to Thailand, determined to remove his crime tools, change his mind and start a new life, debuted as an idol, and devoted all the money he earned to public welfare undertakings to protect women's rights and interests.

Also strange inspirational.

"This is an educational game." I slowly put down the handheld, feeling that my soul has been sublimated.

It's a thought-provoking work.

It's just that it's too much to be assigned to galgame. What kind of grudge does the player have with you?

I just want to play a game happily, but now I'm so tired that I don't want to move a finger.

Osamu Dazai took the game console away from me who was slumped on the sofa and refused to move, and restarted the game.

I struggled to move my body, leaned on his shoulder to watch the screen, and found that he had actually typed out another branch line.

He manipulated Mr. X to jump down from the seventh floor, and then the game perspective changed to the vision of the dead, and the main line changed to the mystery of Mr. X's death.

?Can it still be like this?

learned learned.

Mr. X was even more unforgivable in the eyes of the necromancers. I ate melons, tsk tsk, and shook my head.

"Not bad, it's a good game." Mr. Dazai looked at Mr. X's body and asked me without looking back, "Does Qianye-chan think that after death, people will become undead?"

This... how should I answer him?

To talk about the feeling of dying once, no one has more right to speak than me.

"Hmm... no way. Death is death, a very cold darkness, nothing but nothingness." I bit my nails and answered him seriously.

"It sounds like Qianye is very experienced." Mr. Dazai said abruptly.

There was a layer of cold sweat on my back, but I didn't panic.

"Yes, actually I died once, but I was resurrected again." I frankly said the truth that no one would believe.

Hearing this, Mr. Dazai turned to look at me, our eyes met, he suddenly smiled and rubbed my hair.

"Really? That's terrible."

"Scary? Shouldn't it be luck?" I straightened up and retorted, "A chance to do it again is a miracle in the true sense."

"...What is the meaning?" Mr. Dazai looked at me, as if he was looking at the quagmire-like darkness around him, "In this oxidized and decayed world, there is no such thing as the pursuit of prolonging the painful life. .”

I disagree with him.

After I came back from the dead, in order to continue my life, I broke away from the carefree and happy that I should have at my age, depended on the system, and tried every means to keep myself alive.

I used to be a little princess who had no worries about food and clothing, but a while ago I was almost starved to death.

Not only do I have to do such a dangerous job as an undercover agent, but I also have to do multiple jobs. Every time I add more protection for myself, I will be in an extra layer of danger.

will i give upI won't, I want to live, I want to live.

"It seems to me that Mr. Dazai who said that is really arrogant."

I slowed down my voice and said word for word, "Only people who can survive without effort can easily talk about death. People like me, who have exhausted all their strength for today's life, have no room to think about other things." gone."

"I am not qualified to have the right to freely choose my own life and death. I really can't understand your thoughts."

I heard Mr. Ango say that he and Mr. Odasaku became his friends because they could understand Mr. Dazai without interfering with him.

I can not do it.People like me who desperately want to live can't understand Mr. Dazai who longs for death.

"The death you desire is not good." Personal statement from a person who has experienced it first-hand.

After I finished speaking, I felt a little regretful. Mr. Dazai felt so longing for death, but I bluntly denied his yearning, which was a bit disappointing.

I shouldn't have said these things to him, and he couldn't understand me. No matter how wise he was, he still couldn't imagine that standing in front of him was a dead person.

The distance between us is life and death.

"Arrogance...? This is the first time someone said that." Mr. Dazai pressed the power button, and the game console turned off with one click.

He suddenly bent his lips and smiled, the heavy atmosphere was swept away, and he returned to that cute and headless state, and said to me in a brisk tone: "Oh, I almost forgot, today's supper can be chosen by Qianyejiang ,What to eat?"

Supper!I cheered up quickly and raised my hand happily, "Steak and foie gras! The most expensive restaurant in Yokohama!"

I want to empty Mr. Dazai's wallet!

"No problem." Mr. Dazai took out a black card from his wallet without changing his expression, and asked me to order whatever I wanted.

So generous?Mr. Dazai today is incomparably stalwart!

I happily took the black card and ran to find the little brother who was on duty for Mr. Dazai. I couldn’t stay too far away from him without Mr. Dazai’s order, so I can also command this little brother.

Steak, foie gras, salad, mushroom soup!Mr. Dazai ordered extra red wine and roast duck, so much that the two of us couldn't finish them all.

But who cares, Mr. Dazai paid for it anyway.

I paid the bill and got on the elevator, just in time to meet Mr. Nakaya.

"Good evening, Mr. Chuya!" I saluted chicly with a black card in my hand.

"Anhe, good evening." Mr. Nakaya nodded friendly to me. Suddenly, he fixed his eyes and silently looked at the black card in my hand.

"? What's the matter, Mr. Chuya?" I'm not afraid that Mr. Chuya will make a fool of himself because he is the last conscience of Hong Kong gangsters. If even he can't be trusted, the whole Hong Kong gangsters are almost hopeless.

"This card looks familiar." He suppressed his anger and asked me, "You got it from mackerel... Dazai?"

I nodded hesitantly, no, don't, Mr. Chuya won't blame me, will he?Osamu Dazai killed me!

I deliberately ignored the fact that I was also a beneficiary, and my face was filled with righteous indignation, "Could it be that Mr. Dazai swiped your card? He is too much!"

"You take the card, even if I can't eat supper anymore, I can't let you suffer losses." I lowered my head, bowed ninety degrees, and handed out the black card with both hands.

From this angle, my overly emaciated figure can be seen at a glance.

"No, it's okay... I'm here!" The elevator opened with a ding, and Mr. Nakaya left in a hurry, avoiding his eyes and daring not to look at me, and did not accept the black card.

I slowly stood up straight, and calmly put away the black card.

I'm so thin that even Osamu Dazai can't bear to see him give me extra meals, let alone Mr. Chuya, who is such a kind person.

"I lost my conscience in order to survive." I confessed in my mind, "I am guilty, and I will definitely go to hell after I die."

【Cub, it's not your fault. 】The system father loves me very much.

"Help me keep the accounts, my boss, and I will return the money to him." With Mr. Dazai's style, he probably used Mr. Nakaya's card from the first supper.

A dull ache in my still-destroyed conscience.

When I become a rich woman, Mr. Chuya, I will definitely support you!

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Qianye: My conscience hurts, I can’t breathe

Zai: Without a conscience, there will be no pain~