forgive me for not being able to touch you

something is wrong!But for a moment he couldn't figure out what was wrong.

"Doctor Ye, take a look at this case. This kid always likes to cling to his own shortcomings." The colleague brought a document and handed it to him.

16 year old kid.Paranoid character. "Oh, just ask him to forgive himself." The words blurted out, the colleague took the things and left, but he was shocked, forgive himself, yes!

Yan Binyang was able to stay in the hospital without escaping because his subconscious mind thought it was his fault, so it doesn't matter if he is blamed or imprisoned, they are all punishments he deserves.Fei Ran's accident, the head teacher's accident, are all like this, so she apologized in a coma.

Yan Binyang woke up leisurely, and found that he was not in the white ward, but Ye Yue, he must have picked him up!But where is it?

"You won." It was Anya who came in with the milk who spoke, and her expression was not very good.During this period of time, she has been thinking about why the agreed marriage has been delayed for so long, and then when Ye Yue brought him back last night, she talked about the divorce, all because of the man in front of him, this man who is younger than her!man!

"What?" Yan Binyang was puzzled, what did her hostile words mean?

Anya put the food beside the bed, sneered, and said, "Ye Yue didn't even want me because of you. He said he couldn't get married, and after he got married, no one would take care of you. But have you ever thought about my feelings?"

Yan Binyang frowned, Doctor Ye for himself?Ho, why? "Miss, you may have misunderstood. I just asked him to help me out of the hospital, nothing more. I have a lover, thank you."

Anya gave him a cold look and walked out.She didn't intend to believe his words, after all, his appearance even envied her.Ye Yue's words last night still hit her heart like a heavy hammer. He said that this is not a matter of love, but a matter of responsibility.

Of course she couldn't figure out why Shi Yeyue was responsible for a man, even Ye Yue herself didn't understand.Whether he kept him by his side was for himself or Fei Ran, he was also in a daze for a while.

Ye Yue communicated with Yan Binyang's high school head teacher for a long time, and learned more about that depressed man.

When leaving, the middle-aged man with gray hair in his sixties held his hand tightly, "Doctor, I treat him as my own son, please cure him!" "Well, I will " Ye Yue said firmly.

He will open his heart knot and let him see the beauty in the world.

When I got home, I saw Yan Binyang coming down from upstairs. This apartment is very large, and the complex structure is not crowded.

"Where are you going?" He stopped him, and the latter glanced at him with complicated eyes, "I want to go home, thank you for taking me out."

go home...?Where did he come from?

... "That's fine, but I have something to tell you now, come to my room." After Ye Yue finished speaking, she walked into the room on the left, Yan Binyang hesitated, and followed in.

The room is well-furnished, black and white, simple yet stylish. When Yan Binyang entered the door, he saw a bed laid flat on the floor, and suddenly remembered that the same bed was in Feiran's house. What is the relationship between them, brother?No, no, one of them is mischievous, one is gentle and elegant, one is a brother from a rich family, and the other is a doctor from a small town. How can such two people be brothers?

Shaking his head, he continued to look. There was a full-length mirror in the room, and Ye Yue was standing beside him, staring at him intently.

Feeling a little embarrassed for a while, Yan Binyang frowned, "Why?"

Ye Yue was startled, came back to her senses, smiled and said, "Come and have a look."

Yan Binyang walked over and was motioned by him to sit on the chair in front of the mirror, Ye Yue walked around behind him and spoke quietly.

"There is a boy, about fifteen or sixteen years old, clear and clean. He is a bit withdrawn, no one can get into his heart, until another boy appeared." Ye Yue glanced at him, he didn't respond, and then Then he said, "The boy gave him unprecedented happiness, and he loved the boy very much. But things didn't go as planned, the boy finally had an accident, and the rescue failed, so he began to feel sorry for not being able to leave with him at the beginning. It's all self-made. So he's more closed off."

Ye Yue paused, he clearly felt Yan Binyang's body trembling, he almost didn't want to say any more, he knew that he was exposing his scar, but if his scar was not uncovered, so what? Give him medicine?How to recover? "Yan Binyang, you have to forgive yourself. You can understand Feiran's family and your class teacher, why can't you understand yourself? What you need is not to understand their pain, but to understand yourself. They don't understand you, so don't I can understand your feelings, but it's not your fault. It's because this world is too dirty!"

Yan Binyang looked at himself in the mirror, described as thin, and no longer had the vitality of his youth.For five years, he has been deceiving himself and others, just like when his parents went on a trip when he was a child and left him alone at home, he would hug himself tightly in the big house and say that they would come back and bring him something delicious and fun Yes, it's not that I don't care about myself.

However, every time I woke up, I found tears on my face and swollen eyes.

Yan Binyang cried bitterly, but Ye Yue breathed a sigh of relief, patted him on the shoulder knowingly, and said softly, "It's okay, it's all over. It will be fine..." Yan Binyang held him tightly It was not his fault, from the departure of parents to the departure of Feiran, it was all accidents, and he could not be blamed.

Just like that, Yan Binyang fell asleep crying like a child, and his hands gradually let go of him.At this time, Ye Yue stretched out her hand and took out a few pieces of paper to carefully wipe the tears on his cheeks, looking at his rarely sleeping face, her heart seemed to melt inexplicably.

Tomorrow, he will be born again!

The first ray of sunlight in the morning came in through the window, and kissed the young man's fair cheek densely.The boy's eyelashes fluttered, then slowly opened his eyes, looked at the clean morning, and smiled slightly.

A gentle voice just happened to come from the kitchen, "Are you up? Come over for breakfast when you're up."

Yan Binyang was stunned for a moment, then smiled and got up, changed his clothes, and walked to the living room.He fell asleep in Ye Yue's room yesterday. He had no dreams and slept soundly.

When he walked to the kitchen, he saw Ye Yue's busy figure with her back turned to him.He ran behind him and looked around, and asked, "What are you doing, Ye Yue?" "Ah, preserved egg and lean meat porridge." "Not bad, I like it." After speaking, he smacked his lips, as if he had eaten the delicious food.

Ye Yue looked at the gurgling porridge and smiled happily. Is he finally healed?

After dinner, Yan Binyang worked in his room all morning and made a list with more than ten things written on it.

He took the list and walked to Ye Yue's room, but found that the door was ajar. He opened the door and went in, but found that there was no one there, only the clothes that seemed to be just received were neatly folded on the bed .

He bit his lip, thinking about where to put the list, the door beside him suddenly rang, and Ye Yue appeared in front of him wearing only a bath towel. "You..." Yan Binyang suddenly forgot what to say.But he's in good shape!

Ye Yue was also just startled, and frowned, "Get out!"

Yan Binyang stuck out his tongue playfully and went out, but he didn't notice Ye Yue's hand that was clutching the bath towel because of nervousness.

Really!

When Ye Yue got dressed and came out, Yan Binyang was already leaning on the sofa and fell asleep. After all, he spent too much energy recalling the unfinished things. It was a promise between him and Fei Ran, and temporarily let Ye Yue Complete it with yourself!

Ye Yue stepped lightly and walked over. He may not know it, but his sleep time is getting longer and longer, which is not a good sign.He pushed him, "Hey, wake up." "Huh?" Yan Binyang opened his eyes in a daze, and saw a fair face, "Ye Yue, are you okay? I have a Checklist, can you accompany me to do the above things?" He said and handed the note in his hand to his eyes.

Ye Yue took it over and looked at it. It was something very common, so she agreed to him. He didn't know that this was a very important promise.

As the night slowly fell, Ye Yue meticulously prepared a three-hour candlelight dinner, which was about to kick off.

Yan Binyang was anxiously looking forward to this first and possibly only candlelight dinner.He was anticipating and nervous like a kid waiting for Halloween candy.So when Ye Yue took him and asked him to close his eyes and walk to the kitchen, his palms were densely covered with sweat, and even his hands trembled involuntarily.

"Okay, open your eyes!" Ye Yue's voice sounded, and he slowly opened his eyes, almost laughing for a moment.

How would you describe this unique dinner?It doesn't seem to be as luxurious as in a high-end restaurant, nor is it as romantic as imagined, especially those few red candles, how funny it looks.

However, the shining candlelight scorched the long-cold heart.

Yan Binyang raised his head, looked at the face similar to his beloved, and said seriously, "Thank you, Ye Yue!"

Seeing his satisfied appearance, Ye Yue just reached out to stroke his head without saying a word.He is glad that what he does can make him like it, simply like it, and has nothing to do with Feiran.

Unexpectedly, his next sentence sent him into the ice cellar.

"Crimson will definitely not do such a good thing, he is so arrogant!" Yan Binyang couldn't help laughing, and Feiran would definitely pull his sleeve with a helpless look and say, "This kind of It's better for a daughter-in-law to do things!"

It's just Feiran... don't think about it anymore, now it's Ye Yue not Ye Feiran who is staying by his side.

When he looked up, he found that Ye Yue was looking at him with a complicated expression.

"What's the matter, are you okay?"

"No," Ye Yue came back to her senses, "I'll take you to meet someone tomorrow." After speaking, Ye Yue went straight to her bedroom.

"Hey, don't you want to eat?" Yan Binyang didn't know, so it was a pity to look at him and at the arrangement on the table.