forgive me for not being able to touch you

In the innermost room on the second floor of the hometown, the sun shines in through the window, kissing the boy's face densely.

The boy closed his eyes serenely. He looked about fifteen or sixteen years old. He was really young and carefree. There was a faint smile at the corner of his mouth!

This is the third day, the third day since he showed an expression, and everyone thought he was about to wake up.

The sun was warm, and it seemed to warm the young man's heart. The index finger of his hand resting on the edge of the bed suddenly bent as if he had sensed something.

And at Ye Yue's house, Yan Binyang suddenly woke up from his sleep, he seemed to feel a scarlet aura.Panting heavily, he looked around, but saw nothing.

He stood up, walked to the window, looked at the comfortable sunshine, and stretched himself, the weather is really nice today!

Ye Feiran would hear that familiar voice every day, but he didn't know whose voice it was, but it would appear on time every day.Very caring and reassuring.

"Crimson, I'm here to see you again. Today's weather is fine and the sun is warm. It's autumn now, do you feel the weather is getting cooler?"

felt it.Ye Feiran wanted to speak, but he couldn't even open his mouth.

"Auntie came to see you yesterday. She said that you are recovering well, and the doctor also came, saying that you will wake up in a short time. You will see the world again, and you will be happy every day." His voice really It sounds good, like the clear spring of Ding Dong.When he wakes up, he must take a good look at his appearance. In his imagination, he has a pair of slender eyes, which should be a gentle appearance, yes!That's it!

Ye Yue had a strange dream, he dreamed that Fei Ran woke up, he looked like fifteen or sixteen years old, he kindly called himself brother, Yan Binyang stood beside him, the two were very close, but their expressions No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look right. Finally, Yan Binyang said, "Why didn't you tell me that Fei Ran is not dead? You are so selfish, do you want to imprison me?" Ye Yue woke up suddenly.

The two of them stand together so well, but their eyes are talking about his selfishness.No, he is going to see Fei Ran, he is his own younger brother, he knows everything about him, including his love for Yan Binyang.

What's wrong with me?There was a voice in my heart clamoring, don't take Yan Binyang to see Feiran, it was obviously he who managed to cure his illness!

While struggling, he heard the sound of the door opening behind him, and when he turned around, he saw Anya looking at him with dark complexion.

She came in and sat on the edge of the bed, curling her hair with her fingers, "Our wedding..."

"I'm sorry, Xiaoya." Ye Yue was full of apologies. It was his fault to make a woman tangled up about these things. "After Fei Ran accepts Yan Binyang, shall we get married again?"

"Ye Yue, you can't be so selfish!" Anya shouted at him with slightly red eyelids.She is afraid, afraid of long nights and dreams, afraid of his feelings after a long time...

Ye Yue stood up, put her hands lightly on her shoulders, "Xiaoya, I'm sorry." He didn't know what to make up for.

Anya looked at him and wiped away tears, "However, I'm here to tell you some good news. Scared him, woke up!"

Yan Binyang got dressed and went downstairs. Ye Yue said yesterday that she would take him to meet someone, but she didn't know who it was.It's just that there seems to be a strange feeling in my heart, as if something is scratching and itching, and it's been like this since I woke up.

Ye Yue's door was ajar, uh, maybe she's taking a bath again?

Yan Binyang approached but heard a woman's voice. "He, Feiran, woke up!" He suddenly opened his eyes wide, his legs gave way, and he almost fell to the ground. He stood up in a panic, leaning on the wall and running out.Scarlet, Scarlet, you are not dead? !Where are you?Where are you?

Ye Yue and Anya came out of the bedroom and saw the messy things on the ground. Ye Yue subconsciously looked upstairs. The door of Yan Binyang's room was wide open, and there were still his slippers on the stairs.Feeling bad, he rushed out the door before he had time to think.

Binyang, it's my fault, it's my fault, I shouldn't have lied to you, I shouldn't have made you preconceived that Scarlet has passed away, please, don't have an accident, okay?Ye Yue slapped the steering wheel fiercely with one hand, where would he go, to their secret base?

"Brother, look, Yang and I's secret base." In his memory, Feiran took him to see that place.

That's... a cliff! !

At this time, Yan Binyang seemed to be crazy, crying and laughing at the same time.Scarlet is not dead, he is not dead, and he is awake!Then he should be in the hospital, well, he thought and ran towards the Central Hospital.

He was so excited that he almost forgot where he was, and ran so recklessly that he didn't even see the speeding cars on the street.

"Squeak—" The sound of rapid brakes echoed throughout the street.

Ye Feiran felt a shock in his heart, and then felt chest cramps inexplicably. He wanted to open his mouth, but he couldn't do anything.

The boy on the side saw him frowning, grabbed his hand, and asked nervously, "Fei Ran, are you feeling uncomfortable? Just move your fingers, okay?" He asked while taking out his mobile phone to call Telephone.

Yang, yang, yang... Ye Feiran kept repeating this word in his heart.

"Yang~" He struggled to say the word, although there was only one word, the people beside him were pleasantly surprised.

How to survive two notes with "dead" written on it?

You just survived!

The loud sound of "dong" brought Yan Binyang back to reality. He fell to the ground, helpless. Less than one meter away from him, two cars collided with each other, and the ground was covered with wreckage.

He saw a man crawling out of the overturned white car, dressed in ragged clothes and covered in blood, he stumbled to him, knelt and sat on the ground, seeing that he was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief, and fell into his arms inside.

All kinds of voices and hustle and bustle filled my ears, but they disappeared in an instant.Yan Binyang stared blankly at the person in his arms, stroked his blood-stained face, and suddenly remembered an image.

Fei Ran was hanging upside down on the horizontal bar, and he was sitting beside him reading a book.

"If one day, I am in the middle of the road, and I will be hit by a car in the next second, will you save me?" He asked suddenly.

Fei Ran turned over and jumped down, standing in front of him with an indifferent expression: "No!"

His heart was suddenly picked up, but he just buried his head and said nothing.But at the moment when he buried his head, he heard his voice again.

"I'll stop that car like Edward did, though!"

"Ah——" he suddenly raised his head and cried out heart-piercingly, as if trying to exhaust all his strength. Passers-by thought he was overly sad, but they didn't know that it was him venting, venting five Years of depression, venting dissatisfaction with the world, venting everything that has happened.

The next rain will be fine, the next rain will wash away the past.

Ye Yue was still in the emergency room, and Yan Binyang was in the corridor, wondering what he was thinking, the sound of hurried footsteps came from the end of the corridor, very much like the day when Feiran had an accident.He panicked for no reason.

The door of the emergency room was pushed open, and he hurried forward, "Doctor, how is he?" His voice was trembling, the man on the stand was pale, but his palms were hot.

The doctor took a deep look at him, "Don't worry, Dr. Ye is fine, the skin is traumatized, and he will wake up in about an hour."

After saying that, he asked the nurse to push him into the general ward. Yan Binyang heaved a sigh of relief, but his eyes were firm, he bit his lower lip, and clenched his fists.

He took a deep breath, walked in, sat by the hospital bed, and gently held Ye Yue's hand, "I'm sorry, I will never say these three words to you again."

From now on, let me take care of you!Although I can't give you my heart, I can treat you well in every possible way.Not only because you are Feiran's relatives, but also my savior.No wonder you feel that he and Feiran are so similar. They are relatives. Since they are relatives of Feiran, they are also my relatives.

Feiran, I don't know if you are still in this world, but I know that since you are avoiding me, there must be a reason, but if you don't tell me, I won't ask until I get old.