forgive me for not being able to touch you

It was a month after seeing Feiran, Yan Binyang had just returned from the bar, still wearing his uniform.When he saw the two people at the door, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting.But Fei Ran looked at him with a friendly smile, "Yang, how are you?"

He nodded as an answer, took out the key to open the door, Qi lingered on his clothes for a while, but didn't speak.

"Do you want to come in?" He walked into the room and looked at them. In fact, he didn't really want to see them, but it seemed that Fei Ran's legs were almost healed, so that's good.

Ye Feiran shook his head, and took out a red bronzing post from Qi's pocket, Yan Binyang hesitated, and took it, "Congratulations."

"Well, my brother is getting married, and I've been a little busy recently, so I'll send the post." Ye Feiran said with a smile, then raised her eyebrows and looked at him, "Are you going to grab a kiss?"

Ho!Yan Binyang smiled helplessly, "Snatch Anya or your brother?"

"Of course it's my brother!" Ye Feiran looked serious.

Yan Binyang's expression darkened, and he restrained his smile. "Well, I will go." I will go to bless, and I will not snatch the kiss.Now that he has his own family, there is no need to make so many troubles.

The wedding came as scheduled, and Yan Binyang also changed his job - he opened a pastry shop, which is very popular in this small town.His life is to make cakes every morning, and stay in the store by the window to read in the afternoon. A quiet life suits him very well.

Yan Binyang changed into a clean white suit and came to the wedding scene with wedding invitations and red envelopes.

There are huge crowds of people, the Ye family is indeed a famous family, the only church in the town is full of well-dressed people.After the incident in high school, he had a crowding disorder in his heart and was afraid of crowded places, but with Ye Yue's treatment, this symptom gradually recovered.And now, looking at those unfamiliar faces, his temples throbbed again.

"Hello!" A magnetic voice came from behind him, startling him, but when he turned around, he saw the face that was only gentle to Fei Ran——Qi. "Hello," he nodded slightly, "Can you bring this to Ye Yue for me? I still have something to do in the store..."

"He's over there, go by yourself!" Qi stared straight at him as if he had seen through his lies.

Yan Binyang looked in the direction of his fingers. The black tuxedo made him look extra energetic. He was talking with a guest with a gentle smile on his face.

So warm, yet so dazzling.

Yan Binyang turned his head, glanced at Qi, took a deep breath, and walked towards Ye Yue.

Yan Binyang originally thought that he would leave after giving the red envelope.However, the appearance of a reporter broke all the plans.

The reporter has been there with a camera

The person who was shooting this and that saw Yan Binyang, and immediately gave him several close-ups. After the shooting, he asked innocently: "Mr., have we met?" He always felt that this person looked very Familiar, as if seen on TV

Yes, it seems to have seen it in the newspaper again.

Yan Binyang frowned, raised his hands to cover his face, "No!" No!No!without

Have!

Enough is enough, stop shooting!

He pushed the reporter away and stumbled out, bumping into various people and things along the way.He didn't care that his clothes were stained with drinks, he just wanted to escape.Don't appear under the camera anymore, don't be pointed at by others!

Ye Yue was talking to a guest, when she heard a loud clatter over there, she thought that a guest might have accidentally fallen, so she asked her best man to deal with it.

Yan Binyang didn't expect that it was Qi who protected him behind him, he was taller than him, standing in front of him, his calm voice made people feel at ease. "Okay, okay, it's okay, let's continue." After speaking, he dragged Yan Binyang out of the church.

"Thank you...thank you..."

"No, it was Fei Ran who asked me to take care of you. He didn't come today." He thought for a while and then said, "There are a lot of reporters here, do you want to help?" It's all because he's spoiled.

"No...no, yes, give this to Ye Yue for me." Yan Binyang didn't understand what he meant, and honestly took out the red envelope from his pocket.

Qi's complexion became uneasy, and he accepted the red envelope helplessly: "Well, I will." He had no intention of snatching the marriage at all!

"Then you, go back and rest early," he looked at him, "change into clothes, it's soaking wet."

When Yan Binyang returned home, he touched his pocket and took the key to open the door. When he found something hard, he remembered that the wedding invitation had not been returned to him.He took it out, opened it, and Ye Yue's name in the groom's column was really... Forget it, it seemed that someone was destined.

There was wind blowing in from the aisle, Yan Binyang shivered inexplicably, opened the door and went in.He took a shower, and wrapped himself in the blanket. He curled up into a ball as much as possible, like a stray cat, hugging his body tightly.

He recalled what happened from the memory, thinking about it, his heart hurt like a knife.

I still work in the morning and read in the afternoon every day.A few days passed without incident like this. On the afternoon of the end of the month, he was about to walk to the place where he usually sat with a book in his hand. After sitting down, he realized that there was already a person sitting opposite him. "Sorry, you can't sit here." He said politely, but he still didn't look up at the person.But I was thinking in my heart, what happened to those waiters, didn't they tell them that they couldn't take guests here?And this guy is really weird, he still hasn't left after all the talk.

He pursed his lips, and slowly raised his head, "This guest..." Before he could finish speaking, someone grabbed his collar, and he was forced to stand up, put his hands on the table, and looked at the man .

The man gave him a hard look, then let go of the strength in his hand, and looked at him helplessly and desperately: "Yang, you are always like this. You have done too much, but people can't get angry .”

Yan Binyang didn't speak, straightened his clothes, waved his hands to let the frightened employees continue to work, then sat down slowly and looked at him quietly.

"Yes, I've always been like this. I always do things that are too much. First I abandon you, then I provoke your brother, and then I abandon him!" Yan Binyang smiled, he raised his hand and flipped through the book boredly, his eyes Staring at the table, thoughtfully.

Scarlet didn't care about what he said, yes, when he said he wanted to take him away, he shook off his hand and said no, but he knew it wasn't abandonment, and he had forbearance.

But...you really passed this time...

Ye Feiran patted his clothes and stood up, "You can figure it out, there will be a lantern festival in Qiyi Mountain tonight, I will take my brother there, just take him alone." He deliberately emphasized the last half of the sentence, and then Just leave.

Yan Binyang looked at his back, his vision was gradually blurred, his eyes were a little dry, he probably didn't sleep well, his work and rest are not regular recently.

Lantern Festival... so many people, how could he go?

The wind was strong, mixed with snowflakes blowing on the face, a little cold.The Lantern Festival is a traditional program. It is different from the Lantern Festival on Qixi Festival. The lanterns on Qixi Festival are placed in the river and drift with the current. It is still good luck, if it falls, the wish will never come true.However, these are just legends.

Strange Mountain is the highest place in the town, and it is also the most beautiful place.Even though it was night, the lights were still brightly lit.

A child wearing a mask of "Tianming" ran past Ye Yue, and Anya pulled him to avoid being hit, "What's the matter, are you okay?" Anya looked at him worriedly.He shook his head, pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "No."

It's another year, and before I know it, a year has passed, and I still feel a lot of emotion when I think about it.

Tonight's night is so beautiful, will he...will come to appreciate it?

No way……

Yan Binyang nestled on the sofa, holding chocolate in one hand and wine glass in the other, staring blankly at the beautiful cake on the table.He suddenly thought of making a cake just now, and then made it in a rush, but he didn't want to eat it, and he didn't know why he did it.His gaze shifted to the window, and the strange mountain on the opposite side was extremely beautiful under the light.

The Lantern Festival... seems to be very lively.

Ye Yue returned home, brushed off the snowflakes on her body, and went to take a shower.He was in the bathroom, turned on all the lights, turned on the shower, and didn't take off his clothes. The whole person was under the shower, letting the water drench himself.He closed his eyes and thought about the words written on the lamp just now, "every year, every year." Suddenly, he felt that he was very irritable. You let others leave your life, and now you want others to come back?It's ridiculous!

He closed his eyes, thinking back, the first time he met Binyang was at the end of summer, and the winter solstice was coming in a blink of an eye.In six months, I accidentally stayed with him for so long.

"What are you thinking about so preoccupied." Suddenly, a hot body came up behind him, soft and intimate.Ye Yue was slightly startled, but didn't open her eyes, "Xiaoya, can you go out?" "No..." "Okay, I'll go out." After speaking, he opened his eyes and walked out. "Ye Yue, you can't treat me like this!" "Oh, why did I treat you?" "We're married, and you haven't touched me." "Sorry, I don't want to."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for her reply, he went out, changed his clothes and prepared to go out, but he didn't know where he was going, so he just drove around in the car.

There was soft music playing in the carriage, gentle and tactful, just like when we first met, his slight smile, probably at that time, dumped his entire city.

Ye Yue suddenly wants to look for him, but where to look for him?

The winter night is very quiet, and tonight I mostly went to see the Lantern Festival in Qiqi Mountain, so there are few people on the street.From a distance, he saw a pastry shop with several employees in it.

How about going for a cup of coffee!

Yan Binyang is now on Qiyi Mountain, surrounded by various people holding Kongming lanterns.He looked at the lamp in his hand, smiled self-deprecatingly, and slowly let go of his hand, the lamp floated unsteadily, and the words on it were clearly illuminated: Ye Yue, wishing to have today with you every year, and present today every year.

After setting off the lights, he went down the mountain, and there were still people walking up the mountain one after another.He looked at the sky, some Kongming lanterns had fallen down, and he didn't know if there was one of his own.He didn't know that at this moment, Ye Yue was sitting in his shop, drinking coffee, and also looking at the snowy night sky.