forgive me for not being able to touch you

Yan Binyang found a job as a waiter in a bar. His biological clock was completely reversed. He could not wake up during the day, but suffered from insomnia at night. He seemed to have become a vampire, yearning for the night.

He was sleeping when he received Ye Yue's call, he closed his eyes and connected the call directly, "Hello, hello."

"Binyang, are you free now? Come to my office for a routine inspection."

Yan Binyang frowned, opened his eyes, "Ye Yue, I've been discharged from the hospital."

"I know, that's why I did the routine inspection." After speaking, Ye Yue hung up the phone, not allowing him to refuse, Yan Binyang took the phone, looked at the string of numbers on it, and suddenly remembered that he didn't seem to tell him the number Number.

Forget it.

He got up, looked at the crumpled uniform on his body, and sighed, he forgot to change his clothes to sleep when he came back this morning.

This apartment was rented from an old lady, and the price was relatively cheap. The head teacher paid him a lot of money. The man who was over half a century old always tried his best to treat him well.

He changed into a white T-shirt, jeans, and a pair of white sneakers before going out.After all these years, he still likes this dress.

He remembered the scarlet that he saw that day, he was still the same as before, he was young, as beautiful as a fairy tale, he didn't plan to meet him, he lived such a good life, there was no need for him to disturb his life.

Maybe it's because he's used to his absence, after all, he's been dead in his heart for five years, and he didn't let go as hard as he imagined.

Yan Binyang walked slowly to the door of Ye Yue's office, before knocking on the door, the door opened by itself, Ye Yue poked her head out, "I heard the sound of you walking."

Yan Binyang took another look at him, went into the room and sat on the sofa, "Tell me, what are you checking?" Ye Yue walked over, squatted in front of him, raised her hand to his chest, "Check your heart!"

"What are you doing?" He was shy for no reason, pulled his hand away, and said angrily.But Ye Yue also stood up, with an ugly expression on her face, "Binyang, you've seen Scarlet, haven't you? So, what do you think now, seeing him with him again, or..." "It's none of your business Something!" Yan Binyang's tone was not kind, and he said he was going to leave, but Ye Yue grabbed his wrist, "Yan Binyang, how long are you going to hide?" "Why do you care about me?" He struggled free, frowning Looking at him, his eyes were full of sadness.

Ye Yue was startled, and let go of his hand.Looking at him helplessly, "But I care about you!"

Yan Binyang's hand holding the handle froze, looking at him incredulously, but the next second he was hugged into a warm embrace.

A gentle voice came from the top of the head, "Binyang, you promised me to forget him."

After a long time, Yan Binyang pushed him away, his voice became low, "Ye Yue, I can't see him again."

"Why?" A voice came suddenly, and both of them were stunned.Yan Binyang looked at him in disbelief. The two people at the door, sitting alone in a wheelchair, were looking at him with extremely sad eyes.

"Crimson..." He could hardly find his own voice.

"Yang, good afternoon!" Although he can't remember his appearance, he can sense his presence, and now this feeling is very strong.

"Ye Yue, I'm leaving first." Yan Binyang didn't say much, he opened the door and was about to go out, it would be a pain to stay a second longer, the gentle eyes on the man wearing glasses were all on Feiran.

No one stopped him.They just looked at him, unsure.

Yan Binyang staggered away from the hospital, as if five years ago, he was also in this hospital, grabbing the lifeless Feiran, screaming his name, but he didn't move, but now, he just Then appearing in front of him, in the plot, unexpected.

"Binyang, you promised me to forget him." Ye Yue's words rushed into his mind, his body temperature still faintly existed, yes, he was promised.

But some things, to forget, are harder than ascending to the sky, Ye Yue, what you care about is Yan Binyang, who has been so fragile in your eyes for the past three months, not the current Yan Binyang, who needs sympathy and love I, I forgot together when I promised you to forget the past, so don't feel sorry for me.

In the office, Ye Yue was stunned in place, he walked so resolutely that he didn't look back, finally saw him, but the longing in his heart was still unfinished.

"Brother, there is no me in Yang's heart." Ye Feiran felt lost, his eyes, apart from panic at first, then calm.Ye Yue took a few steps back, sat down on the leather chair, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Yeah, he doesn't have anyone in his heart."

Not long after Yan Binyang returned home, he heard a knock on the door and got up to open the door. It turned out to be the old woman downstairs.

She squinted her eyes and smiled kindly, holding a bowl of peeled melon seeds in her hand, "Young man, do you have time to talk to this old woman like me?"

"Well, good." Yan Binyang helped the old lady into the house. He is also a person who likes to clean up, so the room is still tidy.

The old woman was sitting on the sofa, grabbed a handful of melon seeds and gave him, he took it and sat opposite him.

"Oh, being young is a toss, working hard outside alone is not afraid of hardship or tiredness, my son is in his 40s and is still making money abroad," he approached him mysteriously as he spoke, and whispered, "I'm not afraid of your jokes, He's already grown up, but he still doesn't have a wife." After speaking, he laughed twice.

Yan Binyang also smiled politely, "It means that he is more ambitious, and he wants to make more money so that you can live a better life."

The old woman leaned forward and backward with a smile, the melon seeds in the bowl trembled, as if she was dancing, "What are you talking about, how much money can my old woman spend, he doesn't like women."

After chatting for nearly two hours, the old lady said she was going to dance in the square before leaving.Yan Binyang took a deep breath, held back his tears, hehe, he didn't know who he was hiding from, Fei Ran, or Ye Yue?

How is it so bad? !

"咚咚咚" knocked on the door again, could it be that the old woman forgot something?He touched his face and walked over to open the door.

Standing in front of the door was none other than Ye Yue with a smile on his face. "Why are you here?" He looked at him suspiciously, he never told him his address!

"Hey," Ye Yue laughed twice, "I have something to do with you." He answered irrelevantly, and took out a gashapon from his pocket, "You said, tell me what happens after I find this." Don't admit" expression, what a rogue!

Yan Binyang stared at him for a long time, and then said, "Don't you all know?"

"So you owe me something, let's go, go out with me." He was about to pull him, but he was thrown away as soon as he touched his hand.

"Ye Yue!"

"Well, I'm here!"

Yan Binyang was speechless. He knew that he liked boys and had feelings for him, but he pretended not to understand anything. What was he thinking?He took a deep breath, and the next second, he pulled him over and kissed him.

His lips were as cold as anyone else's.Just touched it and left without having a chance to savor it.

"Ye Yue, I think you know that I like men, and now I like you, understand?" Yan Binyang said angrily, and he was about to kick him out. He is a straight man, and it is no good to bend him , and he was not sure if he was sincere.This feeling is very complicated!

"Anyway, don't come to me again!"

"No, you still owe me one thing, so come with me."

Yan Binyang hadn't recovered yet, even though the staff put the rope around his waist, why did he come here? !Ye Yue has been pulling him here, he said that he wants to take him to fulfill his dream, out of ten wishes, he took him to complete seven or eight of them, and then came to the bungee jumping place.

It was getting dark and they were the last group. "Are you afraid?" Ye Yue was ready and turned to ask him.Yan Binyang came back to his senses, and gave him a blank look, "Can I go back if I'm afraid?" "Of course!" He began to untie the rope around his waist, "Hey, it's all here, jump!"

Seeing his awkward appearance, Ye Yue approached, hugged him, and put all her strength on his body. Before Yan Binyang could get ready, she fell to the bottom together with him.

The sound of the wind rang in her ears, Ye Yue saw that his face was pale and his eyes were tightly closed, she couldn't help chuckling, "Binyang, don't be afraid, open your eyes, the scenery is beautiful."

"No!" Yan Binyang replied firmly.

Just what he wanted!Ye Yue kissed his lips without hesitation, licking carefully.Yan Binyang opened his eyes in shock, but when he was about to speak, he took the time to stick his tongue into his mouth. "Well~"

what does he mean?Do you like yourself?

He didn't know when he got home, but he found out when he slammed on the door.

Dazed, his mind is full of Ye Yue's words, "Binyang, this is the last time, the last time you will be self-willed. From now on, we will return to the bridge and return to the road. If we meet, we will pretend not to know each other!"

Thinking about it, he has figured it out, it doesn't matter, it's all over, and he is left alone.

Never met Scarlet, never met Ye Yue, back to a person's life.He played with the gashapon in his hand, opened one layer, and there was a small doll and a note inside.He froze for a moment, then opened it: Thank you for meeting you, it's a pity to meet you, it's a pity to meet you.

Suddenly, my heart felt a little sour.

He sniffed, opened the small one again, and there was still a smaller one inside, and there was still a note: At first he was reluctant, but in the end he disappeared.

He opened layer by layer, layer by layer of paper.Finally, when he saw the last piece of paper, he sat down weakly on the ground, the note gradually became wet, and the handwriting on it became blurred, but the words were vaguely discernible: I am so forgetful when I am old, but Forget lovesickness.I finally understand why some people choose to die quietly after suffering from lovesickness. The disease of lovesickness has always been an incurable disease!May your years be safe and safe forever.

It's over, it's over.He stumbled into the house, the phone was still in the room, it kept ringing, it was all calls from the bar, he didn't want to ignore it, lay on the sofa, closed his eyes, and raised his hands to cover his face.

The moonlight is thicker, but it does not have its brilliance in the city. This city lit up by neon lights is too dazzling, and there is no place for moonlight at all.

Yan Binyang just let himself lie there, motionless, the dark room, only the mobile phone flickering, quiet and weird.