15 diary

Xie was still in a daze on the sofa when the phone rang.

"Yiran, where are you?" Lu Heng was a little anxious.

"Home."

Lu Heng said softly at the other end: "Yiran, I'm here, it's okay. I'll go back right away."

Xie Yiran nodded: "En."

After hanging up the phone, Xie Yiran went back to the bedroom and lay down for a while.

He was lying on the bed and quietly looking at the "family portrait" on the wall, thinking about many things, thinking about many things since Lu Heng came back?

He doesn't know why, why should he think about these things now?

Ever since Lu Heng came back, I always felt that something was different.

Xie still felt uneasy, and it wasn't all because Sean, as a shareholder of University D, asked the school to expel him. His uneasiness was because of Sean's sudden move.Next, what else?

Xie was still thinking about the file bag on the table, he didn't know what was inside? What will Sean bring to himself?

Xie still hesitated, he didn't dare to open it for no reason.

Looking at the "family portrait" on the wall, Xie still thought hard, but he couldn't remember where he put that photo.

A lot of things happened recently, Xie still always felt that something was going to happen, Lu Heng hadn't come back yet, and he suddenly felt inexplicably lonely.

Let's find something to do, Xie Yiran sat up, wanting to find that photo.

I opened the cabinet where the debris was stored and searched for it for a while, but still couldn't find it.I have searched many places, but to no avail.

Probably can't find it anymore.

Suddenly something fell out of the box, it was a cowhide wallet.

I remember that this was Lu Heng's birthday. I gave him a gift. I picked it out on the Internet for two days. It must have been five years ago.

When Lu Heng left four years ago, he was in a hurry and didn't even meet him. He just asked Lin Fei to come and pick up a dozen books before leaving.So these things that I keep with me now don't take anything away.This wallet has remained here forever.

Xie Yiran opened it to look, and there were four 100 yuan bills, some change, and the "family portrait" photo inside.

Holding the wallet and looking at the family portrait, many memories flooded my heart.Lu Heng's smile in this photo is really bright.

Xie Yiran looked at it for a while, and smiled in his heart, what happened to him?Hasn't Lu Heng returned to her side?How sentimental.

He was going to close the wallet and return it to Lu Heng when he came back.Xie still shook his head, maybe he didn't even know where he put the wallet.

I also feel that the interlayer where the photos are placed in the wallet is a bit bulging.

Xie still thought that there was some photo or something in the back, so he took out the photo and found that it was not a photo, but at first glance, it seemed to be a bill or something.

Xie Yiran took it out and opened it to see that it was a medical checklist.

"Non-Hawking's singular lymphoma..." Xie Yiran stared blankly at the name on it, and said to himself, "Lu Heng's... from four years ago."

He looked at the date, it was on June 17 four years ago, a few weeks before Lu Heng left.

Xie Yiran's mind was buzzing all of a sudden, he sat on the ground in a daze, and the medical bill slipped to the ground.

Lu Heng never told himself this, he had lymphoma, but he didn't know anything, and he never knew... What happened?In the end what happened?

Xie Yiran got up and rushed to the living room, he could not wait for Lu Heng to come back, he wanted to go directly to Lu Heng.

Rushing to the living room, Xie Yiran saw the folder on the table, and the hand that was about to open the door stopped.He looked at the folder lying there quietly, it was like a box to tell a secret, waiting to be opened by himself.What will be inside?

Xie Yiran slowly walked back to the desk, picked up the folder, and his hands began to tremble inexplicably.Will you regret opening it?

When Lu Heng came back, he saw Xie still sitting on the sofa with a blank face, and didn't look back to greet him like before.Maybe Sean did too much, Lu Heng knew that he might not be in a good mood now.

Lu Heng walked over, bent down and hugged Xie Yiran into his arms, and said softly: "Yiran, it's okay, I don't have a job, I will support you."

Xie remained motionless in his arms, his voice became weak, and he asked with a smile, "Who can support me? You? But you haven't told me... who are you?"

Lu Heng stroked his hair with his hand, kissed his hair gently, and said softly: "I am Lu Heng, and I will support you Xie Yiran for the rest of my life."

"Lu Heng?" Xie Yiran smiled, and suddenly asked: "Lu Heng, do you smoke?"

"I quit smoking." Lu Heng felt that he asked very strangely: "Yiran, what's wrong with you?"

Xie still didn't look at him, but looked at the front with empty eyes, and smiled in a low voice: "You don't quit smoking, you don't know how to smoke."

Lu Heng looked at him and was a little worried: "What's wrong with you like this? Is there any discomfort?"

Xie still shook his head: "I remember, you used to like smoking very much. It was a habit you developed in junior high school. That year, your parents divorced. Later, your mother passed away, and you smoked even more. It's just that I used to control you……"

"What are you talking about?" Lu Heng felt that something was wrong with him now.

"I never thought that one day you could cook a table of hearty meals for me..." Xie Yiran said with a self-conscious smile: "Do you still have it? You know I like to eat shredded potatoes. Once I insisted on Learn to fry and it comes out like a plate of overcooked chips."

"I remember," Lu Heng held Xie Yiran's hand, and gradually tightened it: "In the past, you were the one who cooked the dishes, but it's good to have me here in the future. I will know what you know."

Xie Yiran nodded slightly, and slowly withdrew his hand, his voice was still so low that it gradually lost its temperature: "You never know how to cook, fried rice with eggs can't even be boiled with salt, and the egg paste can stick The pot is half full, and you are excited to help me kill the fish, but in the end, you still want me to reprocess the fish scales..."

Xie Yiran said, no longer looking at Lu Heng, he slowly shook his head, his tone changed: "He doesn't like flowers and plants, but I just like keeping them, although he doesn't like it, but he can't learn it either. He will take care of them. He doesn’t like blue curtains, but I like them. I don’t eat shrimp and crabs, but he likes them very much. He doesn’t like sad songs, but he knows I like them, so he often learns them. Listen to me... There are actually many differences between us. I thought we couldn't get together..."

Xie Yiran said that his eyes were gradually turning red, but there was a calm wry smile on his lips. He choked up and said, "He... promised to prepare a sumptuous meal for my birthday, and I will eat it no matter how bad it is. But... I still didn't eat it in the end..."

"Yiran, I'm sorry, I'm back." Lu Heng hugged him tightly, "Yiran, what's wrong with you now?"

"I'm fine, I've never been fine, at least I understand." Xie Yiran's tears finally fell: "I understand...he won't come back again."

Lu Heng's hand holding him froze, he seemed to realize something.

Xie Yiran slowly pushed him away, with too much sadness in his eyes, he looked at the person in front of him: "Please tell me... Lu Ran, why is it called "Xiaobei"? Who is it for? Like Sean said? He was actually named by you in memory of Lu Heng?"

Lu Heng frowned and looked at him, his expression was a little flustered and surprised, and he couldn't believe it: "Still..."

"Why are you approaching me? Why?" Xie Yiran interrupted him directly.

"Because... I'm Lu Heng." Lu Heng said, a little tight, as if he wanted to hug him and hold him in his arms, he was very afraid that he would leave him.