15 diary

An came back from Xie Yiran's ward, and after reporting Xie Yiran's situation, he asked Han Yan to explain the work.

Two days later, Xie Yiran was discharged from the hospital. Before leaving, Ji Bei wanted to take him to see Lu Jue, but Xie Yiran also refused.

When Ji Bei went to go through the discharge procedures, An came to find Xie Yiran and saw him packing up his things and preparing to be discharged from the hospital.

After a few simple greetings, An immediately went to tell Lu Jue that Xie Yiran was going to be discharged from the hospital, but Lu Jue didn't say anything, and didn't ask An to stay.He knew that still's temperament tended to be persistent, and he couldn't keep it.

And he still doesn't really want to see himself now, most of what Han Yan said to him on behalf of Sean before made him have a grudge, and made him too "self-aware" about the relationship with himself.Still, his temperament is too self-respecting, and he won't easily get close to things that don't belong to him.

it's fine.

"I can't come over the mountain, I'll go over." Lu Jue said with a faint smile. He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked at the entrance of the medical department on the ninth floor. profound.

After that, Ji Bei began to take care of Xie Yiran after he was discharged from the hospital. Except for working hours, he ran to Xie Yiran's house every day, and Mingchen insisted on coming on Saturdays and Sundays. One of them was busy cooking for Xie Yiran, and the other was busy. One is too busy to stay and eat.

A week later, Xie Yiran had almost recovered, so he went to visit his grandfather at his aunt's house.

Before leaving, Ji Beifei wanted to see him off, but Xie still didn't agree, and packed things by himself in the room.

"How many days do you want to stay at your aunt's house?" Ji Bei asked.

"Auntie wants me to accompany Grandpa. I plan to stay for three to five days before coming back." Xie Yiran lowered his head and packed his things.

Ji Bei looked at Xie still packing his luggage seriously, and had to clean the room before leaving.

He walked up and down the room busy and careful.It seems that I want to start to take life seriously, I want to forget some things seriously, and try my best to be strong.

Forget Lu Heng, forget those years, maybe, I want to forget other things...

Ji Bei stood aside and watched silently, and finally hesitantly asked him: "Yiran, do you want to see Lu Jue before you leave?"

Xie Yiran stopped his hands and said with a smile, "No need... An is here."

Ji Bei saw that Xie still didn't want to see Lu Jue, and asked him: "Are you still blaming him? Blaming him for using Lu Heng's identity..."

"No." Xie Yiran said in a low voice: "Actually, there are many things that can't be blamed on anyone. Since it's all over, it's over."

"Then why don't you see him?"

"Ji Bei, I want to open up the past and forget about Lu Heng and everything about him." Xie Yiran said with a faint smile, "I know you all want to do my best, so I want to start a new life and start anew."

Forget everything about Lu Heng, which naturally includes Lu Jue.

Seeing that Xie is still like this, Ji Bei doesn't know if it's good or bad.He had no choice but to sigh and stop persuading.

Four days later, Xie Yiran came back.

He received a call from a stranger on the car back. Lu Jue's condition suddenly became serious and he was being rescued in the emergency room.

Xie still didn't know why Lu Jue, who was supposed to be in a stable condition, suddenly became urgent, so he had to get out of the car and go to the hospital in a moment of urgency.

When we arrived at the hospital, there was already a man in a suit and leather shoes standing at the door of the ward.

"Excuse me, how is Lu Jue? I am his friend, can I meet him?" Xie Yiran went over and asked.

"Mr. Lu just came out, go in and have a look." The man immediately opened the door for him and took him into Lu Jue's ward.

Xie Yiran also forgot at the time, he was still dragging the suitcase in his hand, and the sound of wheels dragged for a long time in the corridor.

I just remembered it when I was about to be dragged into the ward, and immediately handed it over to that person with apologies and took it out.The man just smiled respectfully and calmly, then closed the door and stood in the corridor.

Lu Jue hasn't woken up yet, he seems to be asleep.Xie Yiran silently sat down beside him.

The places reserved for family members in the senior ward are all comfortable sofas. Xie still sat on the sofa. After sitting for a while, Lu Jue still showed no signs of waking up.

Xie still didn't know if he could wake him up, and after sitting quietly for a while, he got up and wanted to go out to ask about the situation.

When he just got up, he heard Lu Jue on the bed move, what was he calling in a daze?

It's too blurry to hear when you get close.Xie Yiran leaned closer to listen, but still couldn't hear clearly, but was firmly grabbed by a hand.

At first glance, it was Lu Jue who caught him.At this moment, he lay there and opened his eyes. He looked at himself tenderly, and said with a low laugh, "Yiran, it's you I'm calling, can you hear me clearly now?"

"You're awake." Seeing that he was awake, Xie Yiran stopped looking at him.

"I've been awake all the time, but as long as I don't open my eyes, won't you stay with me all the time." From just now to now, he has been awake all the time, let him obediently stay with him for so long.

"I heard that your condition is not very good, I... Let me take a look." Xie Yiran took his wrist out of his hand: "Then you don't have any discomfort now, right?"

Lu Jue looked at Xie Yiran and smiled contentedly: "No, it's very good now."

Xie Yiran was looked at awkwardly by him, so he turned around and said, "Since you have nothing to do, I'll go back first."

"Will you come to see me tomorrow?" Lu Jue asked him.

"I... have something to do tomorrow."

"What's the matter?"

Xie Yiran stopped, but he didn't know what reason to come back to him.It's not easy to turn around just by standing there.

Lu Jue knew that he was just prevaricating and didn't want to see him again, if someone hadn't lied to him this time that he had entered the operating room for emergency treatment, he still wouldn't have come.

"Yiran, come see me tomorrow, okay?" Lu Jue smiled at him.

"I have something to do tomorrow, so I can't come."

"Then the day after tomorrow?"

"The day after tomorrow, it won't work..."

"Then the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow."

Xie still didn't know how to answer him now, and knew that he couldn't shirk anymore, so he had no choice but to walk away.

"I'm going first, you should have a good rest."

"You care about me?" Lu Heng suddenly said to him behind him.

Xie Yiran stopped again: "No."

Lu Jue smiled and said, "I rushed here without even putting the suitcase in. I heard a voice, and I'm in a hurry."

"You were injured to save me. I should have been grateful to you."

"Yiran, when I was shot... did you cry for me?"

"...I don't remember, maybe it's just fear..." Xie Yiran staggered his head, looked at the door and said, "I'm going back first, you can rest."

"That's right." Lu Jue put on a look that had seen through him long ago, and said with a smile, "Then you will come to see me tomorrow?"

Xie Yiran just didn't speak, then opened the door and left.

Hearing the sound of wheels in the corridor walking away slowly, Lu Jue smiled and closed his eyes.

However, the next day, Xie Yiran still didn't come.For the next three days, he didn't come.

Xie was still reading books at home, earnestly preparing for the recruitment of the library.

At night, the mobile phone at hand rang, and I took it to see that it was Lu Jue's call.

Xie still hesitated for a moment, but finally picked up.

"What's wrong with you?" Xie Yiran asked.

"Yiran, I'm hungry and I haven't eaten yet. I want to eat your cooking." Lu Jue was very direct, with a smile in his tone, quite similar to Lu Heng's tone back then.

Xie Yiran was in a trance for a moment, and after realizing it, he asked casually, "Why haven't you eaten yet?"

"I am alone now, and it is not convenient for me to cook as a patient."

"Is there no one to take care of the hospital?" Xie Yiran asked, only to realize that he was a little positive.Didn't you decide not to get close? Why do you still seem so concerned?

Xie still thought of this, and when he was about to say something to say goodbye, he heard Lu Jue on the phone saying, "I'm not in the hospital, but at home. I'm alone and haven't eaten all day."

"Are you out of the hospital?"

"If you don't come, I'll only be hungry until the next day." After speaking, there was the sound of something breaking.

"What's wrong?" Xie Yiran asked.

"It's okay, it's a cup."

Xie still didn't speak, but his face was not very good.He remembered that Lu Jue hurt his arm, so it was inconvenient to do things by himself, after all, it was hurt for his own sake.

"Just wait, I'll go right away."

"Okay." Lu Jue smiled and said, "I'm not in Jin'an, I'm in 1203."

"En." Xie Yiran answered, hung up the phone, got dressed and went out.

When Xie Yiran arrived at 1203, Lu Jue was sitting on the sofa waiting for him to look over. There was a bandage on his right arm, and there was a water glass on his left hand. The broken one had already been packed into the trash can.

Xie still knew that he had just been discharged from the hospital, and a patient must not have any vegetables at home, so he brought the vegetables from his home.

After entering, Xie Yiran just took a look at Lu Jue and went into the kitchen without saying anything.

Sure enough, there was nothing in the kitchen, only the kettle was still on. It seemed that he wanted to drink water just now.

Seeing that Xie was still busy in the kitchen, chopping vegetables, turning on the fire, and putting them in the pan, the kitchen was filled with the smell of hot oil.

Lu Jue just sat in the outer hall and watched his back busy in the kitchen.

He remembered that Lu Heng had written such a scene in his diary. He said that he was still very serious when cooking, and the feeling of waiting for him to cook with nothing to do was extremely blissful. No matter how hungry he was, he could still watch him The busy figure waits forever.

Many times, he was really envious of Lu Heng. He had been relying on him, being angry with him, and getting him.Although I have had it before, but it was when I still didn't love myself.

But it's different now, Lu Jue feels that as long as he works hard and gets close to him, he will fall in love with him.I can take him out of the abyss and take him to truly bid farewell to the past.

When Xie Yiran came out with the dishes, Lu Jue was still looking at him in a daze.

Xie Yiran looked at him and didn't know when he started to look at himself, and froze for a while, trying to ask something, but it was no good to ask again.After putting the dishes and soup on the table, he handed the chopsticks to Lu Jue, and Xie Yiran sat aside without saying a word.

After Lu Jue took a bite of the dish, he tasted it and said with a smile, "It's better than mine."

Seeing that Xie Yiran still didn't speak, Lu Jue asked again: "Why haven't you talked to me since you came in?"

Xie Yiran asked, "How long have you been out of the hospital? Hasn't An been here?"

"I left the hospital yesterday." Lu Jue took another bite of food: "An was resigned by Sean, and now I don't have an assistant."

It turned out to be like this, no wonder it was a stranger who called me that day, and I didn't see An when I rushed to the hospital.

"Then what will you do when you recuperate?" Xie Yiran asked.

Lu Jue looked at Xie Yiran, and smiled suspiciously: "I don't know."

"You are here to save my injury, I asked someone to take care of you."

"I can hire a servant." Lu Jue put down his chopsticks: "But I don't need it, and I don't like strangers walking around in this room. Besides, I also like to eat at night, and sometimes I suffer from insomnia. I often get up in the middle of the night to drink a glass of milk, so do I need someone else to live here to take care of me at night? I’m not used to it, and when I think of strangers living in the house, I can’t sleep even more, and not getting enough rest is not good for wound recovery.”

Xie Yiran thought for a while: "You can ask An to come back and take care of you."

"It's impossible for An to live here, besides, she has quit."

Lu Jue's attitude is very clear: I have no assistant, no servant, no one to take care of me, so I have no choice... There must be a suitable person to take care of the patient.

Xie Yiran could actually hear what he meant, but he didn't want to agree, what is this?Cohabitation in disguise?

Xie Yiran glanced at the ground, frowned and thought for a while: "I can bring you meals at regular intervals in the future, and if you need them, call me in the middle of the night and I will bring them to you as soon as possible."

Lu Jue was a little disappointed, he didn't expect Xie Yiran to be so persistent.

Xie still turned his head to the direction of the table, looked at the food on the table and said, "I'll wait until you finish eating and pack up before leaving."

That meant something like reminding him to eat.

Lu Jue had no choice but to eat slowly.After eating, Xie Yiran packed up the dishes and took them into the kitchen to wash them.