Don't miss it in this life

It was so familiar, but illusory, like fog and wind, unpredictable, but inexplicably made her feel at ease.

Leng Yiqing identified a direction, and ran forward desperately with her eyes closed, as if she could find an exit, find the owner of the voice, and make her feel at ease in this strange environment.

It became brighter and brighter, and the voice gradually became clearer.

"Miss, I'm sorry, you can't follow here, this is the operating room."

"No, I want to watch her." Wen Kui pushed the nurse's hand away and wanted to rush into the operating room.

"Miss, don't get excited, okay, don't disturb our operation."

Wen Kui stopped resisting, and was blocked by the nurse outside the operating room, watching Leng Yiqing being pushed into the operating room.

The red operating light came on, and Wen Kui looked at the closed door of the operating room and fell to the ground.

Wen Kui looked at the blood on her hands, and her hands trembled uncontrollably.

Where were her hands just now?

is the heart.

Blurred light.

'Why are there doctors wearing masks all around? '

'Another place? '

'It's a beach and a forest, and now I'm in the hospital again, why do I keep having nightmares recently. '

Leng Yiqing who just opened his eyes fell into a deep sleep again.

Wen Kui, outside the operating room, fell down on the ground, expressionless, not even shedding tears, just staring at the floor in a daze, neither speaking nor moving.

"Cold!" A shrill female voice came from the other end of the corridor.

"Ruan, don't worry, you'll be fine in the cold." A calm boy said.

"How can you tell me to calm down, Leng was shot! I don't even know where I hurt, whether it's serious or not!"

The two ran to the operating room while yelling.

"Cold, cold, cold!."

Ruan Luozhi looked at the red light that was on, and walked around anxiously outside.

"Ruan, please be quiet, please, no matter how urgent you are, you can't help Leng, do you still look like a soldier!" Zang Di's voice became lower and lower, but his voice became more and more majestic of.

"Hey! You guys don't make noise, this is a hospital." A doctor came over and yelled at Zang Di and Ruan Luozhi.

"I'm sorry. Our comrade-in-arms was injured, so she was a little anxious." Zang Zhai hurriedly dismissed the doctor.

Ruan Luozhi stared at a pair of tear-filled eyes, but she knew in her heart that what Zang Di said was correct, and it was useless for her to worry about it by herself.

In fact, as long as Ruan Luozhi has something that involves Leng Yiqing, there is no way to calm down at all, so Zang Zhai never let Ruan Luozhi and Leng Yiqing be together when he was on a mission.

Ruan Luozhi stopped making noise, curled her legs on the chair, wrapped her arms around her, and buried her head deeply between her knees.

Zang Di sighed deeply, lowered his head to light a cigarette, and only then saw Wen Kui squatting aside.

"You are the soldier who will come this morning."

Wen Kui nodded dully.

Seeing her like this, Zang Zhai thought she was frightened by the shooting.After all, in the eyes of special forces like Zang Zhai, high-tech talents are flowers in a greenhouse.

"I'm sorry, this is the first time this happened today. This is undoubtedly a failure of our base's prevention. It's the first time you come across this kind of thing. You should be frightened."

Seeing her like this, Zang Zhai didn't want to say anything, but sighed in his heart that the recruit's psychological quality was too poor.

Zang Di had a cigarette in his mouth, and the rising smoke drifted in the cold corridor of the hospital. He squinted his eyes, not sure if it was the smoke or what.

For a moment, all three fell into silence.

"Which of you is the family member of the patient?" Before the light in the operating room turned green, a doctor wearing a mask came out.

Both Wen Kui and Ruan Luozhi stood up with a "chuckle", and Zang Zhai also quickly threw the cigarette butt on the ground, stepped on it a few times, and hurriedly turned around and walked to the doctor.

Because of squatting for too long, Wen Kui stood up suddenly again. The blood supply was insufficient, and she almost fainted. She quickly reached out to support the wall. It was dark in front of her eyes, but her eyes were still wide open, unwilling to miss every expression of the doctor. an action.

"Doctor, how is she? Can I go in? Tell me if she's okay?" Ruan Luozhi grabbed the doctor's shoulder excitedly, and threw her questions like cannonballs.

"Don't get excited, don't get excited, I'm just here to tell you that she didn't have any fatal injuries. Although the shot hit her heart, it's a good thing she was wearing a bulletproof vest..."

"Then is she okay now? I'm going in to see her." Ruan Luozhi said as she was about to rush into the operating room.

"Hey, hey, I haven't finished yet." The doctor hurriedly pulled her back.

"Then tell me quickly, why are you talking so much nonsense!"

"Ruan! Let the doctor finish." Zang Di couldn't help scolding Ruan Luozhi, and then said to the doctor, "I'm sorry doctor, she is impatient, you continue."

The doctor breathed a sigh of relief and continued, "But I don't know why the bullet exploded the moment it hit the bulletproof vest. A thin layer of bulletproof vest couldn't withstand the impact and flame temperature of such an explosion. , so the bullet fragments all cut through the bulletproof vest and embedded in her chest, and her heart also temporarily stopped beating due to the impact of the bullet itself and the impact of the explosion, and her sternum was also fractured. Good bones don't pierce the heart."

"Then is she good or not?" Wen Kui popped out suddenly, she didn't want to know this, she just wanted to know whether Leng Yiqing was good or bad now.

Postoperative

"I came out to tell you this." The doctor said as he took a piece of paper from the nurse who came out of the operating room behind.

"I'm just here to ask for your opinions. The patient is not in any danger now, but the key is the bullet fragments. If the fragments are to be removed, then multiple operations around her chest will be required at the same time. Because of her sternum fracture, the operation Any unknown situation may happen in the process, and it’s okay if you don’t take it out, but we can’t be sure what will happen to the fragments after they stay in the body, but at least you can save your life now. No matter what your choice is, you need to be responsible for this Sign the book, but the choice to take it out or not is yours."

"You quack doctors!" As soon as the doctor finished speaking, Ruan Luozhi roared, "Your doctor's duty is to save people, I don't want to sign any responsibility letter of consent, I want you to give me back my cold, Give me the original healthy cold!"

"Doctor, give me the letter of responsibility, I will sign it and take out the fragments."

"Zang Di! What are you doing!" Ruan Luozhi yelled like this for the first time.

Ruan Luozhi's eyes were red, she didn't know if it was from tears or anger.

"Ruan, you know it in your heart, I have to choose this way. Leng's identity is first of all a soldier! If the shrapnel is not taken out, then in case something happens in the future, she will be useless in this life!"

The more Zang Di spoke, the more excited he was, his hands tightly grasped Ruan Luozhi's shoulders, Ruan Luozhi's clothes were wrinkled because of Zang Di's strength, Ruan Luozhi looked into Zang Di's eyes, there was too much hidden in it However, Ruan Luozhi only saw the pain, the pain because the person who followed her through life and death is now lying on the hospital bed unknown, the pain because she had to make a difficult choice, the pain because she couldn't replace Leng Yi share the pain.

Ruan Luozhi suddenly understood. She had always thought that Zang Zhai was calm because he had lived as a special soldier for too long, and had seen too much parting from life and death, so it was impossible for these things to affect his emotions. That's why he signed so calmly.Actually not, it's just because Zang Di is the captain, both Leng Yiqing and Ruan Luozhi need Zang Di, Zang Di is the backbone, he can't mess up, and he doesn't dare to mess up.

Ruan Luozhi's tears, which she had held back for so long, couldn't hold it back anymore, they gushed out like a flood, and couldn't stop no matter what.

Ruan Luozhi rested her head on Zang Di's shoulder, and wrapped her hands around his waist tightly, as if she could gain the little sense of security from Zang Di in this way.

Zang Zhai hugged Ruan Luozhi's head with his hands, his throat choked.

"She'll be fine."

The hospital was terribly silent, but at this moment, Wen Kui's quiet voice suddenly came, and there was even a faint echo in the empty corridor.

The two people hugging each other turned their heads to look at Wen Kui.

There were still wet tears on Wen Kui's eyelashes, but her eyes were so firm.

"She'll be fine, because I believe in her." Wen Kui said lightly, but her clenched fists and still red eye sockets proved that Wen Kui was in pain at the moment.

But she knew that outside the operating room, apart from praying for Leng Yiqing, there was nothing they could do to help.If the pain could be shared, Wen Kui would definitely be the first to rush forward to share all the pain for Leng Leng Yiqing, but she couldn't.

Zang Di and Ruan Luozhi let go of each other and suddenly understood something.

Ruan Luozhi also stopped crying, put away her hysteria, and raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face.

Zang Zhai completely overturned his previous view of Wen Kui at this moment. When he first arrived, he saw Wen Kui's dumbfounded appearance and thought she was frightened. But now Zang Di doesn't think so. He is calmer than him who has been a special soldier for many years, and he trusts Leng Yiqing.Zang Zhai didn't know where Wen Kui's belief in Leng Yiqing came from, but he knew that this belief was extremely powerful.

Of course Zang Di didn't know, because Zang Di didn't know Wen Kuihe