Don't miss it in this life

I don’t know about Leng Yiqing’s story many years ago. For so many years, it is this belief that has supported Wen Kui to continue to stay in the difficult environment of the army. Maybe even Wen Kui himself has not noticed this. Faith, that is the attachment to Leng Yiqing, this attachment has been deeply rooted, it lives in every corner of Wen Kui's body, and has long been a part of Wen Kui's life.

The waiting is always long and exhausting. The red light in the operating room looks so scary and weird to the three people, as if they can swallow them up instantly if they are not careful.

"Snapped!"

The lights finally went out, and the three of them stood up immediately, their eyes fixed on the door of the operating room.

Leng Yiqing was pushed out, and the three of them surrounded him. What they saw was Leng Yiqing with his eyes closed, and a respirator covering his mouth and nose. They could only see the fine mist from the respirator. It can be judged that Leng Yiqing is still alive.

"Doctor, how is she?" Zang Zhai's usual calm voice asked this sentence at this moment, and after listening carefully, he could feel the trembling and uneasiness mixed with it.

"The operation was successful, and the shrapnel has been successfully removed, but because of the fracture and postoperative trauma, she still needs to rest now."

As soon as the doctor finished speaking, all three of them breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and their bodies that had been tense for a long time relaxed immediately.

"Thank you doctor."

The three put Leng Yiqing in the ward, looked at the time, it was already midnight, since Leng Yiqing was shot in the morning, everything was like a dream.

The three of them were a little tired after tossing to this point.

"Ruan, you bring..." Zang Zhai pointed at Wen Kui, but suddenly remembered that because of Leng Yiqing's operation, he hadn't even had time to ask her name.

"My name is Wen Kui." Wen Kui introduced herself with a wink.

"Oh, Wen Kui, Ruan, you should take Wen Kui back to the base first, so that she can get her way and get acquainted with the working environment in the future."

"No, I want to stay with Leng." Of course Ruan Luozhi would not agree.

"I want to stay too." Wen Kui also said to Zang Di.

Zang Di looked at Wen Kui, not knowing whether Wen Kui's eyes were too firm, or because of this day's toss, Zang Di was persuaded for the first time.

"Let's go with you."

Then Zang Zhai walked outside the ward, leaned against the wall, and lit a cigarette.

In the ward.

Wen Kui looked at Leng Yiqing's pretty face, but at this moment, due to the loss of blood, she looked pale and weak.

The instruments in the ward kept beeping, but it was these instruments that proved that Leng Yiqing was still alive.

Wen Kui couldn't help but want to caress her cheek, stretched out his hand halfway, and suddenly remembered that there was another person in the room, so he quickly took his hand back. Fortunately, it was dark night, so he couldn't see the weirdness on Wen Kui's face clearly. of red.

Scared

But how could this little trick escape the eyes of Ruan Luozhi, who had been a special soldier for so long, not to mention Ruan Luozhi's eyes never left Leng Yiqing's face.

It was only then that Ruan Luozhi realized that it seemed that Wen Kui only came today, how could she care about Leng Yiqing so far.Think back to Wen Kui's various behaviors today. Ruan Luozhi never noticed it because Leng Yiqing's situation was unclear before. It seems that Wen Kui's feelings for Leng Yiqing are not that simple.

Wen Kui looked at Leng Yiqing in a daze, suddenly felt as if a gust of wind was blowing, raised his head suddenly, and saw Ruan Luozhi's eyes wandering up and down her whole body as if trying to pierce her, Wen Kui Aoi turned her head away unnaturally, and naturally knew that her "little action" just now had been seen.

"Did you know Leng before?"

"what?"

"I mean, have you and Leng known each other for a long time?" Ruan Luozhi's tone was not asking, but affirming.

Wen Kui was silent. She didn't know whether to answer or not. If she answered yes, Wen Kui didn't know Ruan Luozhi's details. I don't know if Leng Yiqing wanted Ruan Luozhi to know about this; if he said he didn't know him, how would he explain his behavior just now?

"You don't need to ask me to know, you must know each other, right?" Before Wen Kui could answer, Ruan Luozhi spoke first.

Suddenly she changed the subject again and said, "My name is Ruan Luozhi. You said your name was Wen Kui just now, right? You will be a teammate from now on. Please take care of me."

Wen Kui was confused by Ruan Luozhi, but she still replied politely, "Take care of me."

"However, teammates belong to teammates..." Ruan Luozhi stopped halfway through speaking, and looked at Wen Kui intently.

Wen Kui also looked at her.

"However, Leng is mine." Ruan Luozhi finished the sentence word by word, and then looked at Wen Kui leisurely, "I don't care what you have before, but Leng has been a special soldier for the past few years. It was me who was always by her side, not you, we carried out missions together, went through life and death, and at that time, where were you?"

Ruan Luozhi's words touched Wen Kui's sore spot. I have to say that Ruan Luozhi is very good at putting salt on people's wounds. What Wen Kui feels most sorry for is the past few years, not just not seeing each other. However, there is not even a little contact, Wen Kui doesn't know what Leng Yiqing is doing, is the food good?Can you sleep?Do you dress warmly?Even if they don't know these most basic things, she and Leng Yiqing will never be able to make up for the gaps in the past few years that she and Leng Yiqing missed.Although Wen Kui's world is full of Leng Yiqing's shadows, and Leng Yiqing has never left Wen Kui's world for a moment, how does Wen Kui know if Leng Yiqing still remembers her? With someone she likes, does Leng Yiqing still remember her...

The more Wen Kui thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became. It was as if a huge boulder was pressing on her chest, which was heavy, and her mood, which had improved slightly just because Leng Yiqing was out of danger, suddenly sank down.

Seeing that Wen Kui was silent, Ruan Luozhi wanted to say something more, but she saw Wen Kui sitting beside the hospital bed tightly grasping the sheet, her knuckles turned white from excessive force, Ruan Luozhi's mouth The words on the side braked abruptly.He pursed his lips and said nothing more.

Wen Kui's heart was in a mess. When Leng Yiqing just came out of the operating room, Wen Kui looked forward to Leng Yiqing waking up soon, but now after hearing Ruan Luozhi's words, Wen Kui started to get scared. She was afraid that Leng Yiqing would wake up Come here, afraid that Leng Yi will wake up and treat her with strange eyes, afraid that Leng Yi will say "I hope we don't meet again" again when he wakes up.

Thinking of this, Wen Kui recalled that day, the blood all over his body seemed to be drawn out and then injected back again. The scene of that day was replayed in Wen Kui's mind over and over again, stimulating Wen Kui's emotions again and again. nerve.

Ruan Luozhi looked out the window in a daze, while Wen Kui sat on the edge of the hospital bed and stared at her toes. No one noticed that the pale fingers on the hospital bed suddenly jumped.

'It's so heavy. '

Leng Yiqing only felt that his eyelids were sewn shut, and he couldn't open them for a moment.

'it hurts. '

Leng Yiqing felt as if he had been disassembled as a toy by someone and then reassembled again. It felt as if all the parts on his body had been replaced all over again, and he didn't listen to his orders at all.

The pain in the chest was like being hit by a heavy stone, and every time the heart beat, it felt like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

'What is it this time? '

Leng Yiqing wanted to smile wryly, she has been dreaming all day, but she seems to have forgotten something important.

'Someone seemed to call me just now, it's so quiet now. '

Leng Yiqing wanted to move, but it was as if his body had fallen into a black hole and was sucked tightly.

'What's going on here?I feel like... I feel like...'

'It seems that there is something very important that I can't remember. '

'Why does my chest hurt so much? '

"boom!"

The familiar gunshot suddenly exploded in Leng Yiqing's mind.

'I got shot! '

Memories poured into Leng Yiqing's mind one after another like a tidal wave, the screams of the crowd, the roar of ambulances, the roar of police sirens, the noise of the hospital, and Wen Kui's cries.

"Wun Kui... yes, Wen Kui, Wen Kui, Wen Kui..."

Leng Yiqing's mind kept turning Wen Kui's name, why is Wen Kui here?

'Why is Wen Kui the one I'm going to pick up this morning?Shouldn't she be studying well in college?How did you come to this place? '

Leng Yiqing's question followed one question after another. She had too many questions to ask Wen Kui, but she couldn't utter a single word. Leng Yiqing's consciousness became more and more blurred, like a drowning person no longer able to struggle Generally, slowly, slowly sink to the bottom.

The more Wen Kui thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she even wanted to escape from the ward, as if there was no other way but to escape. She didn't want to hear those cruel words, she didn't want to hear those cruel words with her own ears. Say it out of your pretty lips.Perhaps in this way, he can continue to deceive himself, continue to regard Leng Yiqing as his pillar, and continue to live with such a humble attitude.

In the quiet ward, there was a sudden ringing of the mobile phone, Wen Kui was so frightened that he shuddered suddenly, and when he looked at the phone, it turned out to be Du Hengchun.

In the past few years, apart from her parents, Wen Kui has only been in close contact with Du Hengchun. It can be said that Du Hengchun knows many things that even her parents don't know.I have more contacts than both Liang Zhenxuan and Lan Lan. In fact, it is because the three of them are now in the army, and there are fewer opportunities to meet each other than before.But what makes Wen Kui feel strange in the past few years is that Lan Lan seems to have disappeared. Except for occasional text messages, she rarely even makes phone calls, let alone meeting.

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