Blooming legacy

"So what?" I asked sullenly in his arms.

"I'll keep looking for you until I find you."

"What if you can't find it all the time?" He couldn't accept the loss.

"If I still can't find it, I'll tell my aunt to bury us together. Life is already separated, and death can't be parted!"

"Hehe... Xie Chi, do you think what you said is very touching? If we live to be a hundred years old, where will you find my mother? If my mother is still there by then, she won't be an old fairy. Look at it You didn't expect me to live a long life!" He was taken aback for a moment, then laughed again, which was very awkward. "Xie Chi, if you haven't been able to find me, don't look for me anymore. If you have fate, you can meet again without looking for me."

"If God really doesn't give us a chance to get together again, I'll look for you until the last second I breathe, probably this is our best ending!" He breathed heavily.

"What's the best ending?" I struggled out of his arms, a little annoyed. "The best ending is... um..." He actually kissed my lips, not superficially, not crazy and passionate, this kiss was affectionate and ecstasy, repeated and soul-stirring, at first he wanted to break free, but then he fell into it instead, This sinking became hard to extricate myself from. When I felt dizzy, he finally chose to end it. I almost collapsed into his arms, breathing in the air, my face was hot, and my heart was beating loudly.

"Is this the best ending?" He gasped and said, I nodded in his arms, God knows I actually nodded in his arms, at that moment I must have been delirious by his kiss Cleared! "Hehe... How could this be the best ending? The best ending is more than that!" The tone seemed to have a huge treasure waiting for him to find, with a little excitement and mystery.

"Then what else?"

"What else, a secret! Hehe..." He fiddled with my hair, "You don't know how much I suffer now, but I still have to bear it, and when I don't have to bear it anymore, I don't have to bear it anymore, I just Liberated, specifically, we are all liberated!"

As expected, God is very busy, joking with us is his routine, the moment when I suddenly understood what I wanted was actually the moment when Xie Chi and I were about to part.I am both painful and sweet. What hurts is parting, and what is sweet is parting.In my opinion, the short separation at this time is for the long-term reunion in the future. I don’t know when my thoughts became so optimistic, probably because I also have something, and I have some thoughts and hopes.

For the next two days, Xie Chi stayed with me in the hospital and brought my favorite food.Sometimes we don't say a word, just look at each other, and the warm current of happiness fills the whole body, just like the spring flowers bloom on the earth, and the river thaws and rushes.Later, my mother said that she didn't dare to stay in that room for too long. The eyes of Xie Chi and I kept sparkling, and she was afraid of being electrocuted to death.She always made fun of us, at first I was too ashamed, and later I followed Xie Chi's thick skin, but in the end I was not as thick as him, and of course I wouldn't be proud of my thick skin.I just discovered that Xie Chi has a lot of characters that I haven't discovered yet. Before that, I would not associate the word humor with him.He said that there will be opportunities for me to get to know him gradually in the future, as if there is a future.Those two days together with that night were probably the happiest times in my life.I think that no matter how much hardship we encounter in the future, as long as we think of the time with Xie Chi, we will have the firm belief and perseverance to overcome it, just as tenacious as the eight-year war of resistance, but full of hope.

On the day Xie Chi, Hao Lei and him saw us off, I saw Yun Kai from a distance, and if I read correctly, it was him.Dressed in black, with his hands in his trouser pockets, he paced back and forth among the crowd. He couldn't see his face clearly, but could only confirm the familiar figure. He didn't know if Xie Chi had noticed him.I said I wanted to stay with Mom and didn't want them to wait until they got on the plane, but they didn't say anything.In fact, half an hour is enough if I want to confess to Yun Kai about Xie Chi and me.Xie Chi insisted on a farewell kiss, and under Mom's encouraging eyes, I didn't care what other people thought, so I gave Xie Chi a farewell kiss.But what I never expected was that Hao Lei would also take advantage of the fire to rob. Of course, under Xie Chi's murderous eyes, I kissed his forehead symbolically. At that time, the two of them were quite alike, as expected of half-brothers.

The moment I saw Yunkai in the bathroom, I couldn't believe my eyes, how sad it would be for a person to become so vicissitudes in just a few days.I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him again, and suddenly realized that I was such a soft-hearted person, for a moment, I felt a little distressed, and I actually felt a little distressed for Yun Kai, I thought I was crazy.

"Du Ruo...Du Ruo..." He leaned against the wall and called my name over and over again, occasionally smelling of alcohol.

"Have you been drinking? Drinking in the morning?" His drinking capacity should not be small. I have seen him drink "Lan Yu" and drink it as soon as he raises his head. He drank it so decisively, as if swallowing a glass of poisoned wine with the heart of going to death. , and drank cup after cup.

"Well... they say, drink in the morning and get drunk for a day, and drink for a lifetime every day. But I don't seem to be able to get drunk no matter how much I drink, because I always see your face so clearly. Du Xiao said I was drunk and kept yelling Your name, I’m actually not drunk, your name is pressed here, and I can’t breathe, I called it out, but after I called it out, I found that not only was it useless, but it made things worse, hehe..." He thumped it with his fist chest, laughing while beating, with a desolate smile on his face.Suddenly his laughter was replaced by a violent cough, and his hands were tightly covering his chest, his face turned pale instantly, and my heart also tightened.I approached him, patted his back, but was embraced by him.I was suddenly speechless like a dumb man, and let him hold me tightly, because I had a strong feeling that he would fall down if he didn't hold me.I could feel his heartbeat rising and falling, and the heavy breathing behind him, I didn't dare to move, I was so stupid.When my consciousness was still stagnant, a kiss lightly landed on my forehead, followed by my eyes, and then my nose, just like writing, after writing line after line, everything seemed so natural, I pushed it away He was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, a sad smile.I covered my lips with both hands, that was the only place that was not invaded, I told him, that place can only be reserved for one person, and that person is Xie Chi.

I think he already understood what I meant, but just couldn't afford to admit the ending.Two lines of tears flowed down his withered cheeks, and he wiped them away with his hands.But then there were tears pouring out again, so he simply covered his face with his hands, letting the tears flow freely where no one could see them, and said, "A man doesn't flick his tears easily, but they don't reach the point of sadness." This time he was It's really heartbreaking, but the culprit is standing in front of his eyes, but he can't do anything, he can't do anything about this murderer.I think it is a painful thing if a person is hurt and has no power to punish the sinner directly.Suddenly wanted to hug him, but the moment their bodies came into contact, he escaped and ran out of the bathroom. He didn't want to get pity and comfort from others, and he endured everything silently. This is the real pain, right? , just like the previous self.

When I came out of the bathroom, I panicked, but I pretended to be calm on the surface. It was not my intention to end like this, but how many people can God make their wishes come true.

"He ran out crying!" Mom said without raising her head while flipping through the magazine. I admire her very much, she probably grasped the information immediately. "I met it when I came out of the bathroom, what a coincidence!" She continued flipping through the magazine as if nothing had happened. In fact, she was not reading it at all, just to avoid embarrassment.

"I told him... about Xie Chi and me!"

"Oh! I think he saw it too, the parting kiss between you and Xie Chi! And I think he kissed you too, in the bathroom, and I think..."

"You can't stop thinking about it!" I interrupted her conjecture. Like a psychologist, she is interested in analyzing others and is often self-righteous. Be explicit because sometimes I feel ashamed and ashamed.She shut up tactfully, but I was very uncomfortable at the moment when she was silent. It felt like something happened, but nothing happened, probably because I was thinking too much.

At the moment of boarding the plane, I suddenly wanted to look back, look at this place again, breathe the air here again, and miss the time I miss for some reason, but I dare not, for fear that this glance will make my determination collapse.I think I have no right to stay and enjoy their tenderness alone.