Blooming legacy

Five days after I came to the United States, the doctor performed an operation on me. The moment I woke up from the operation and saw the sun, I felt extremely luxurious, as if I had bought a unique thing, and I was full of joy.I thought I would be the same as a normal person in the future, and shouted to be discharged from the hospital, but the doctor refused and asked me to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time.All hospitals are the same, wishing to let you live in them for the rest of your life, and the United States is no exception.I was so nervous, as if I was going to spend the rest of my life in this ghost place.

The doctor said that they had never seen a case like mine. I was found to have a congenital heart disease since I was a child, and it took me until now to undergo surgery.Later, I found out that my disease was different from that of other children. I thought that there were many unfavorable factors, and I was not suitable for surgery when I was about five years old, the most suitable age.As time goes by, this kind of heart disease does not seem to be a common symptom, but has some unique characteristics.I was confused by what I heard, and in the end, I just felt that cheating people of money, plus increasing their experience, God knows how many people in the United States took me as a guinea pig.The doctor forced me to stay in the hospital with such a ridiculous reason, but my mother still believed in the doctor's statement and asked me to cooperate with the doctor's treatment.Cooperate?God, if I continue to cooperate, I won't get out alive.I thought I was reborn, but after rebirth, I still faced death so soon. If I didn't face death, at least I didn't live a solid life.In the hospital, I had a stern face every day, with a gloomy expression and few words.The doctor said that the patient's bad mood can also make the condition worse.So, I was discharged from the hospital as I wished.hehe……

I miss Xie Chi's cooking and the delicious porridge he cooks.I'm totally out of shape with the eating habits here and lost weight again after surgery.He didn't say he missed him on the phone, but only said that he missed the porridge he made. He joked that the porridge to be packed was still the person who wanted to pack it, and it would be airlifted immediately.I said, do you worry about porridge when you have all the people?The great dictator said that people are everything.He smiled, and I could see his cheerful face across the ocean.

Later, he recorded a video of making porridge, and asked my mother to learn how to make it for me.I tasted Mom's finished product, but it didn't taste as good as Xie Chi's.I'm not belittling her, she's really bad at cooking.She wants to love me and give me everything I want, but she can't satisfy me after all, I know.Maybe Xie Chi is used to serving my stomach, but I didn't expect to be so dependent on it.I guess I'll have to give my stomach some ordeal, or its viability is a real concern.So, every morning, eggs, bread, milk, and whenever I drink milk, I can think of Xie Chi cooking porridge in the kitchen. Whenever I think of that figure, I wish I could fly to that lovely land of China immediately.God knows how I swallowed that steak.

Los Angeles is nicknamed the City of Angels. Walking in Chinatown, I couldn't find an angel who could save me.I looked at the sky, high and deep, really like my loneliness at this time.I found that I felt lonely wherever I went. I was lonely when I went to the beach, I was lonely when I went to the temple, I was lonely when I went to Xiangshan, and I was lonely when I went to the stilted building. I was almost drowned by loneliness.Such a lonely person, don't complain about anything, it's all your own fault, your own fault!

An inexplicable tightness in the chest slowed down my pace, and I felt it carefully, like a stomach problem or a heart problem.

"Du Ruo?" When I was helpless, hearing this voice gave me a little comfort.When I turned around and saw a person, I sighed how small this vast world is.

"Du Xiao? Why do you..." I feel uncomfortable.

"What's wrong with you? You look so bad?" He came to help me, as if I was about to fall.In fact, I really need this support right now, and it is timely.

"No...it's okay...just hungry. Hehe..." I smiled weakly at him, "But don't eat steak!" I insisted.

"Oh... good!" He was surprised at my words, I could feel it. "I'll carry you on my back, are you sure you..."

"I'm sure! I'm hungry..." Please don't send me to the hospital.In a daze, I was lying on his back, which reminded me of Xie Chi's embrace. He always likes to hold him horizontally, giving me the feeling of being suspended in mid-air.

I finally found a Chinese restaurant that could save me. It has porridge and a few side dishes that I love.And the feeling of tightness in the chest just now has also disappeared. Could it be that I am really hungry?It's amazing!

Du Xiao looked at me eating, he must have felt that I was living in a slum, with a puzzled look on his face.

"Hehe...you don't know, I'm not used to the food here, I like these." I pointed to the porridge in the bowl and the Chinese food on the table. "Oh! By the way, why are you here?"

"Come and see Yunkai." Yunkai?He is in America?

"He also came to America, what happened?" He looked down at the porridge in my bowl, and didn't speak, did he not want to tell me? "what happened?"

"Du Ruo! Let me ask you, do you like Yunkai?" He suddenly asked such a question, which caught me off guard.

"I... I only treat him as a friend... the kind."

"What about Xie Chi? What kind of Xie Chi?"

"Yes……"

"Du Ruo! Are you gay?!" Don't be so excited, okay, there are so many people in the restaurant, my face turned red instantly, and I lowered my head so much that I couldn't lower it.I dare not say yes, and I dare not say no.Seeing me like this, he regained his composure, and continued to ask, "Is that so?" His voice was much lower than before, as if asking a child, for fear of scaring him.

"I... don't know too well, it's just..."

"Just like the feeling of being protected and taken care of, don't you?" He stirred the coffee in his hand. "Are you here to ask for a debt? Are you?"

"Wh... what?" Want a debt?What I said was like a beggar begging them to take care of me. Originally, I was fine by myself, but they came to provoke me.Although he enjoyed Xie Chi's care later on, it was what he wanted willingly, wasn't it?Unless, he doesn't really like me. "Why do you say that? Please make it clear, I don't understand."

"I'm sorry...just pretend...just pretend I didn't say anything!" His eyes were flustered, as if he had just woken up from a dream. "I go first!"

"Wait!" He got up to leave, but I stopped him, and he sat down again. "Tell me, what happened to Yunkai?" My intuition told me that something must be wrong with Yunkai.I asked a little anxiously, God knows, I would be anxious for him.

"Hehe... You and him are really similar sometimes." He looked at me looking at his face, and said such words, which made me confused.

"Who do you look like?" Xie Chi?Or cloud open?I don't think I'm anything like them.

"No...it's nothing. No one." He took a sip of coffee in a panic, and looked away.He spoke strangely, and when he looked at me, he seemed to be looking at another person through me.

"Are you going to tell me or not?" I pulled him back from the dream again.

"You... really want to know?" There was hesitation in his tone, but it made me feel that he wanted to tell me.

"Yeah! I think!" I said very resolutely, and if I let him waver a little bit, I would be able to know the situation of Yunkai.

"Yunkai him... comminuted fracture, in the hospital!" Comminuted fracture?

"It's serious? What happened?" When I asked him, he was a little annoyed and a little angry, but he didn't answer me. "Is it that day..." At the airport that day, he ran out crying, could it be that day... the uneasy feeling on the plane, could it be...

"I'm leaving!" He walked resolutely this time, and I couldn't stop him.

"Which hospital is he in?" I chased after him.He didn't tell me and walked out of the restaurant.

With my mother's help, I found that hospital, and I admired her from the bottom of my heart.

With a haggard face and indifferent eyes, under the sunlight of winter, it is full of tranquility and despondency.

"Who can't you forget? Him, or Du Ruo?" Isn't that Du Xiao's voice? "Is it worth it?" Yun Kai didn't say a word, and I withdrew my hand that was holding the door latch tightly, not daring to go in. "You can't forget Du Ming, can you?" Du Ming?who is it?Why is the surname Du? "I met Du Ruo the day before yesterday, in Chinatown. He almost fainted."

"Fainted? What's going on?"

"Hehe... you get excited when you mention him? You don't look dead anymore? You... like Du Ruo, really? It's not because of him and Du Ming..."

"Stop talking!" My temper came as soon as I said it, like a summer rainstorm.

"But... Du Ruo likes... Xie Chi."

"I told you to stop talking!" The voice was filled with anger and desolation, which made people feel uncomfortable.Just because of their conversation, I don't know whether to go in, I turned him down, if I can say that, then what am I doing now?Show off my happiness, or laugh at his pain?There is also that Du Ming, which confuses me.Just as I was hesitating, the door opened.

"Du Ruo! How did you find this place?" Du Xiao was obviously surprised. He didn't tell me the address, but I just found it.I don't know why, when I heard that Yun Kai had a broken bone, I really wanted to see him, but now that I'm here, I'm afraid to see him.

"I..." Not knowing what to say, I stuffed the flowers in his hand and turned to leave.

"Du Ruo! Don't go!" Yun Kai hopped on one leg and approached us, and Du Xiao quickly went to help him. "It's already here, why don't you see me?" This sentence is no longer the previous "Don't go", the tone has become indifferent, I don't know whether he wants to let people stay or let people go.I stood at the door, unable to move, and my body instantly became heavier than lead. "Where are you working as a model? There are no painters here!"

"Oh... Yunkai... I... I'm sorry..." Nervous, I don't know what to say.

"You have to provoke me so much, don't you? I hate hearing these three words!" He said it easily, God knows how heavy his heart is.He took the flowers from Du Xiao's hand, "I heard that Du Ruo is planting flowers, next time I will bring Du Ruo!"

"Ah? Du Ruohua... it bloomed in early summer. Now... probably not." Can you still talk and laugh happily?

"Oh? Hehe..." He smiled awkwardly, and with the help of Du Xiao, he hung his injured leg high.Du Xiao said he would keep me for lunch, and then left with an excuse.To be honest, I don't want to refuse, because I want to eat Chinese food, Chinese food.