Blooming legacy

Xie Chi covered his stomach, bent down and did not speak. I thought the punch just now was not hard at all, but I couldn't help but go over to have a look, but I was firmly restrained.My biggest weakness is that I am too soft-hearted and easily deceived.This is Xie Chi's summary. Now I think this summary is too incisive. "Du Ruo, do you know? You look like a girl when you're not talking."

"Nonsense! Who said that? Let me go." I struggled hard, but in vain.

"They all say that! Hehe..." He let go of me with a smile and went to get the suitcase, "It's still like him." Although the voice was very soft, I still heard it.Still like him, he must be Du Ming.Du Xiao said it, Yun Kai seems to have said it too, said that I resemble him.Xie Chi's love is still Du Ming, but he found the feeling of love again with me, and has always refused to think about it this way, but the reality seems to be like this.

Thinking that he loves Du Ming, there is no place for him to feel at ease, and his heart aches, some things don't come if you want to refuse them.But I still want to think about the future, and I can't sigh for the past time. I chose this path. The best way is to only look forward and not look back.Just like a moth, in pursuit of light and heat, it throws its body towards the lamp, and ends up dying under the lamp or being submerged in oil.But in the last moment of life, it gets light and heat, and that's enough.This life is enough.

Lying on the bed and watching him tidy up his clothes in the bedroom, he lost his patience after tidying up a few pieces and simply lay down next to me.He doesn't speak, and neither do I.Just lying there felt like two dead bodies.Suddenly his hand became restless, he held my hand, and put it in front of his eyes, he scratched my handprint and looked carefully.I really thought he was a fortune teller, and he pretended to be quite sophisticated.

"See what?"

"Do you believe what I said? There is such a thing if you believe it, and it doesn't exist if you don't believe it." After saying that, if I say I don't believe it, do you still say it?Of course you have to say it.I nodded and motioned for him to say. "I see that your heart is not good. Look, there are island-shaped lines at the junction of the life line and the wisdom line." He was still gesturing seriously.I have a bad heart and you need to look at it. I retracted my hand, not wanting to hear his foolishness there. "Hehe... there's more! Take your hand here, and I'll continue!"

"How about this, what I ask you, you just say, and don't talk about other nonsense." After he agreed, I stretched out my hand, "I ask you, how old can I live?"

"Longevity!"

"Do I have money?"

"Big rich!"

"What about love?"

"We love each other!" After asking these questions, I withdrew my hand, completely disappointed.We are all human, so why pretend to be a god! "Hehe... Are you angry?"

"No! It's all good, why are you angry!" I don't want beauty, I want truth.I originally thought that this kid studies Chinese medicine all day long, learns some Zhouyi gossip and so on, and even wants to predict the future from him, so I should wake up quickly and stop dreaming again.

"I said it before my fortune-telling. If you believe it, you have it. If you don't believe it, you don't have it. In fact, will is a great thing. Du Ruo, you have to believe in yourself and live in peace with all the darkness in the world. Darkness, but not swallowed by these darkness at the same time. In this way, you are strong.” Yes, I have faced too many dark things, suffering from illness, tangled father-son relationship, and ambiguous love.He said this to encourage me, and I understand his good intentions.It is impossible for a person to rely on others to survive for a lifetime, and relying on others cannot last long. What I have to learn is to take good care of myself.And this means that loneliness will become a matter of course and leaving will become a breeze.After understanding these principles, I suddenly feel sad, Xie Chi, you are leaving, and you still don't forget to tell me this, you think you are very thoughtful, don't you?Only in my dreams can I believe that I will never give up in my whole life and the next life. The endless entanglement is not harm, but the warmth I long for. How much I long for those entanglements, but even entanglement has become a luxury now. "Your illness depends not only on medicine, but also on mentality. Hehe... But with me accompanying you every day, you will definitely be happy, right? I didn't overestimate my charm, did I?"

"Aren't you going?" Why do you still have to talk about every day, why do you still have to talk about these things to make people happy.

"Going? Where? Where do you want me to go?" Monk Zhang Er couldn't figure it out, so he had to ask. "You just drove me away when I got home. Besides, this is my home. If you want to drive me away, I will drive you away!"

"That's right! This is your home, I don't need you to chase me away, I'll go by myself!" It turns out that this is his home, and I have already regarded this place as my own. Du Ruo, you fool, do you still want to turn your back on the guest and occupy the dove's nest? ?

I got up and wanted to leave, but Xie Chi reacted quickly, half of his body pressed over, and the light suddenly became dark, "I'm sorry, I said something wrong just now, don't leave!"

"Get up..." I pulled his arm, but he didn't move at all, "You! Get up quickly! I...I'm going to the toilet!"

"Hehe...then I'll be with you!" Even though he said that, he still didn't move.I don't fight anymore because resistance doesn't work.He leaned over, and I could feel the rise and fall of his chest and the trembling of his shoulders, as well as my flustered heartbeat and rapid breathing.A fine layer of sweat oozes from his forehead, exuding a seductive luster, I only feel that my face is hot, I don't turn my head to look at him anymore, and he lies on the bed.

"Du Ruo! You make me suffer so much!"

"Huh?" He wanted to go to the toilet with me, but I didn't go, so he... "You can go by yourself, no one is stopping you, I lied to you just now, I won't go to the toilet. Go quickly !"

"Huh? Haha... Du Ruo, you are really interesting!" He straightened up and laughed, lest people in the world would not know he was laughing.I didn't understand what he meant, so I ran out of the room while he was laughing.

"Let's go to school tomorrow!" Even though I don't have many friends, I'm still excited to see the crowd because it doesn't feel like nothing.Taking professional courses can also divert my attention and enrich myself.Although sometimes he would make an excuse for being late, but the professor always believed it.Do I really have that kind of aura? When I say that I can't come to class because of illness, no one doubts it.

"Okay! Professor Tong is still asking you, I said that you have tormented him a lot in class, and he misses you quite a bit. Hehe..." No matter what kind of entanglement it is, someone will remember you in the end, probably this is the case The only benefit of entanglement.

"I guess he will talk about his philosophy of life unscrupulously in front of the students again. Our juniors are so happy!"

"Yeah! I always feel that taking his class is a kind of enjoyment. Hehe... Do you know why?"

"why?"

"Because Professor Tong never shy away from talking about that kind of issue. Hehe..."

"Hmm... he's a bit perverted too!" No professor talked about sex, sex, or sex in class.Talk about those things with great vigor, without caring about anything.That's right, he is a great professor who has published many books on sex research, and the principal likes to chat with him.

"Hehe... Didn't you realize that Professor Tong never shy away from talking about homosexuality?"

"What gay? Come on! That's masculinity, that's history, okay?"

"What history? Oh, homosexuality is allowed in history, but not in modern times? By the way, we can make a proposal to legalize homosexuality."

"Give you a whip, go to the roof to convulse!"

Ignoring him, I turned around and went to the study. In fact, Xie Chi didn't spend much time in the study. He only came to the study to surf the Internet. I didn't see him flipping through any books.Most of the books in the study were bought by my aunt, and there are many CDs.I accidentally saw a book, Fairy Tale of Xingyue, I vaguely remembered seeing it in the bedroom once, and I took it out to read it again, when something similar to a photo fell out.Pick it up and see, it really is a photo.In the photo, Xie Chi was holding a handsome boy in his arms. It was just a buddy's pose, but it still made people feel uncomfortable.

"What are you looking at?" Xie Chi walked over, holding tea in his hand.

"Who is this little boy?" I handed him the photo, but he didn't answer it, and leaned over to look at it. His hand holding the hot tea shook slightly, and the tea spilled slightly, but he didn't feel it. arrive.With a stiff expression for a few seconds, he put the tea on the table and took the photo in my hand.

"This is……"

"Du Ming?" I only had the name in my mind, like a conditioned reflex.When you see Xie Chi, you will think of him. Who else is there besides him?I took the photo away from him and looked at it carefully.

"Hmm... this was taken in my sophomore year of high school." He took a sip of tea and didn't intend to say anything more, but I have a lot of questions to ask.

"I found... I really look a bit like him."

"Du Ruo!" He put down the tea and walked towards me, "You are you and he is him, I will not be confused." He took the photo from my hand and put it in the book.

"Is it the only group photo? Why put it in the book? Wouldn't it be nice to put it in a photo album?" He didn't answer me, but just put the book back where it was. "Did Auntie buy that book? Or did you buy it?" I wanted to change the topic, but I didn't know what to say, so I just said what came to mind to ease my anxiety.

"Du Ming bought it!" He took the book away and tidied it up.No wonder they put the photos in that book, that book is their exclusive photo album.

"Oh... I'm going back to my room to rest first." Leave this room, maybe I don't want to come to the study again in the future.

"Du Ruo!" He stopped me, and I stood at the door to listen to what he said, "I'm sorry!" Are you saying sorry?Are you apologizing?Why do you have to apologize?You have to apologize when you do something wrong to others, don't you?So if you apologize to me, did you do something sorry for me?If it's because of a photo, I think I can still accept it, it's totally fine, then no need to apologize.Don't apologize to me.I didn't say anything, and the moment I walked out of the study and closed the door, tears flowed to the corners of my mouth, it really was bitter and astringent.