Blooming legacy

All night I was thinking about whether to go or stay. After returning to the room, the door of the study room remained silent for a long time. Xie Chi must be there thinking about the past.Finally I heard the door of the study room opened, his familiar footsteps stopped in front of my room door, he was outside the door, he hesitated, in the end he didn't knock on the door, didn't come in, and went back to his own room.My heart was obviously let go, but it was extremely heavy, it might as well be hanging.

Tossing and turning at night can't fall asleep, I don't know if Xie Chi fell asleep.Suddenly there was an urge to break into his room, and then she really sneaked into his room like sleepwalking.He was asleep, but his sleep was extremely restless, his eyes moved from time to time, his lips moved one by one, as if talking, but not like talking.I stroked the hair on his forehead with my hands, and touched his smooth forehead.Suddenly he grabbed my hand and called Du Ming urgently and painfully, he was dreaming, dreaming of him.My heart is not peaceful at the moment, I let him hold my hand and call Du Ming's name, I don't know if I should wake him up, or let him continue to dream, he hasn't called for a long time him.

The hand that was tightly held before slowly loosened, but I still couldn't bear to let him go.Seeing the hot tears gushing from the corners of his eyes, my heart throbbed, for the him in front of me, for myself right now.I want to hold it tightly, but this love is like the fine sand, the tighter I hold it, the faster it will flow away.

The next morning, I got up early, but in fact, I didn't sleep at all.While preparing breakfast in the kitchen, I was startled by Xie Chi's voice, and he was also extremely surprised when he saw my expression.It never occurred to him that I would be in the kitchen making breakfast, or making porridge, instead of just warming up milk or something.After he reacted, he immediately took off the apron on my body and asked me to sit down.To be honest, I actually felt a little flattered at that moment, not like I used to take it for granted.

"Are you up?" I smiled at him awkwardly, looking a little restrained sitting at the dining table.

"what happened?"

"Ok?"

"I asked you what's wrong!" I don't know if it was because he just woke up, but his voice was very domineering, like a question, which made people uncomfortable.

"It's nothing." I replied angrily, not wanting to say a word to him.

"Nothing? What's the matter with your eyes? Didn't sleep well last night?" His voice became more and more gentle. I turned my head away quickly, not wanting him to see it. I found it when I washed it this morning. It was red and It was swollen. I applied a cold towel for a while and felt better. When he noticed it, it was still obvious.

"Um...you cook porridge here, I'm going out!" Leaving him in the kitchen alone, I went to the bathroom and put a cold towel on my eyes. I was planning to go to school today, but I looked at myself in the mirror and gave up. thought.

Looking at the rich breakfast on the table, it feels a bit like "the last breakfast".I took the spoon and stirred it in the bowl, but I didn't want to send it to my mouth.

"Hurry up, half of the credit for today's porridge is due to you!" I hummed and took a sip, but I didn't want to swallow it anyway, I couldn't spit it out, I forced myself to swallow it, but my throat seemed to be constricted. It's like super glue sticks, and refuses to leave a gap.I swallowed cruelly, and the porridge went down.Sure enough, sometimes you have to use force.When I took the second mouthful, I felt something tickle my throat, and then I rushed to the bathroom and vomited.Looking up at himself, his face was pale, his lips were also pale, only his eyes were bloody, at first glance, he looked like a ghost.

Xie Chi rushed in and watched me vomit, while he patted me on the back.I held his arm tightly, and then leaned against him without any strength in my body, "I'm sorry...I..." Before I could finish speaking, a burst of dizziness struck me, and I was hugged by Xie Chi.He frowned and said nothing, which made me even more angry.You're finally bored, are you fed up, it's better to get rid of people who only cause trouble for you.

I stubbornly refused to close my eyes, and looked at him with red and swollen eyes, as if he would disappear the next moment.

"Lie down and sleep! I'm going to find a doctor now!" After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave.

"You... aren't you a doctor?" Now I don't even bother to move a finger, I ask in a very low voice, I hope he can hear, I don't know if I still have the strength to say another sentence.

"Hush... don't talk, wait for me!" He went out like that, leaving me alone, I closed my eyes, just waiting to die.I vaguely heard his voice talking on the phone. It turned out that he hadn't left, so I fell asleep with the slightest relief.

In a daze, I heard the voice of an old man, saying that he should not be stimulated, that his life and rest should be reasonable, and he also said a bunch of things that I couldn't understand, probably medicine prescriptions and the like.Xie Chi just said "hmm", occasionally interjecting to ask.

When I woke up, it was dark.Xie Chi was lying on the bed holding the infusion tube, I raised my hand to touch his hair, then he suddenly raised his head, touched my hand with the needle inserted, and saw that the part of the infusion tube with the needle turned into dark red.He quickly knelt on the ground and put my hand away, with an apologetic expression on his face.

"Sorry, I……"

"Don't say I'm sorry." I don't like him saying these three words, I said them last night, and I will say them again tonight.Then the two fell silent.

"Who is that old man?" In order to avoid embarrassment, I can only say this, how can I think of Du Ming, how can I talk about him.

"Oh, it's my master. I'm really thankful to him today. He will come over another day, just for you. Hehe... Your charm is really great. I begged him to accept me as an apprentice, but he babbled for more than a while moon."

"Hehe...do you still hate him?"

"No! I am very grateful to him. He taught me many of the medicinal materials used to make porridge for you. But he is also good. Meeting a rare patient like you is an opportunity and a challenge for him. , when he saw you, he was very excited. Hehe... that old man is also very interesting."

"How can you call him an old man? You should call him Master!"

"Yes, yes, master!"

"Hey! Hehe... You are so good, get up quickly, don't kneel." I stretched out my hand to help him, this kid probably forgot that he was kneeling on the ground, but I also forgot my hand to help him There's still a needle in it.

"Don't move!" He pressed my hand on the edge of the bed, stood up and found a chair to sit down. "Du Ruo, sometimes I really don't know what to do with you. I'm always very careful not to hurt you, but every time I make a mistake. It seems that every mistake is inevitable, and the result makes me... Nothing to do." Really?Helpless?Ha ha... yes, I also feel quite helpless.Faced with their "human and ghost love", I really feel helpless, and of course there is some pain, which I can't express.

"You... still love him?" After all, I couldn't help it. I've always been like this. If you want me to hide everything in my heart like Du Xiao, I can't do it.

"I can't say it's love, I can only say... I can't forget it." I can't forget it, how can a person who died in his arms forget it.Unless I die, I can't think of any way to make him forget me.And I have to die for him, and I am willing to die for him.Originally, there was no love in life, but now that he is in love, he still has to die for perfection and eternity. "That day, I, Du Ming and Yun Kai went to Jiasheng to play basketball. Du Ming was in the cheerleading team. Hehe...he was very excited that day because Yun Kai and I were on the same team, and he could cheer for the two of us together. .In the school competitions before, if Yunkai participated, I would not participate, and if I participated, he would not participate. Now that I think about it, before...we could all be stupid." He gave a wry smile, which couldn't hide his sadness. "On the way back, I don't know why Yunkai and I got into an argument over a trivial matter. My basketball was snatched by Yunkai, and then the ball rolled on the road. I ran to pick it up...then...hehe...like It’s like a story, like a TV show. You can imagine the plot, but the main character is yourself, and it always feels unreal, like a dream, but it’s the truth, bloody… the truth.” He buried his face in his hands, and oozing blood between his fingers The wet liquid comes out, and the sadness hidden in the bottom of my heart is like urticaria. It should come out from time to time, otherwise we will be deeply poisoned and die sooner.

I saw that he could no longer speak, and felt very uncomfortable. After all, I was the one who caused this sad past.I said, you go to the bathroom, and he went.He wants to release the pain that has been suppressed for a long time there, and he will not cry loudly in front of me without any scruples.The drip was about to run out, so I pulled out the needle directly. I lacked skill, so it would naturally hurt.The left hand was bruised and bleeding, and I wiped it with a paper towel, but new ones came out, which couldn't be wiped clean, so I simply ignored it.After a while, the wound dried up.Sure enough, some wounds don't need to be ignored, and they heal slowly over time, which is a rule.

"Pull it out by yourself? Does it hurt?" Xie Chi came out of the bathroom, put the infusion stand away, and tidied up the adhesive tape and bandages.

"It doesn't hurt." It's a manly man, this kind of pain is nothing.

"Hehe...it's fine if it doesn't hurt. There will be more pain waiting for you in the future. By then, I hope you will be as strong as you are now!" He looked at my hand and said.

"Hmph! Let's talk about it later." I should always be prepared to get hurt. Didn't he vaccinate me in advance? "Anyway..."

"I will try my best to be gentle! Hehe... You know there is a song called lovemetender. Tender is gentle, and it hurts at the touch. I love you, love you tenderly, but no matter how gentle you are, there will be pain. Du Ruo, I love you tenderly, you won't refuse." A bunch of inexplicable fallacies, but the words are also extremely affectionate, I always feel that the nasty words are hypocritical, and now I am also hypocritical.

"Anyway, I won't give you another chance."

"Then I want to ask, what chance did you give me?"

"I... In short, I have given you many opportunities, and that's what I thought in my heart." From the very beginning, I didn't defend you, and let you take advantage of loopholes again and again, all the way to the depths of my heart.

"Okay, you have indeed given me a lot of opportunities. Hehe...tonight, in order to take care of Du Ruo who is sick in our family, can you give me another chance to share the bed with you?"

"Dream!" I picked up the pillow and threw it at him, and he grabbed it.He put down the pillow with a smile, said nothing, and went to the kitchen to cook.