Since I met Xie Chi's mother, I envy him even more.Every time I want to call her mother, but I am too embarrassed to speak.Xie Chi said that it would be fine if I recognized her as a godmother, I never want to recognize what other people do, if they are, they are not.What's the matter with godmother?They had better not pity me to treat me so well. I hate other people's sympathy. Whenever I say this, Xie Chi always says, I don't think there is anyone who doesn't have a little sympathy for you.I asked, then you also sympathize with me?He said, I only feel sorry for you.

I don't know why, but I always feel that Xie Chi doesn't feel too happy. Could it be that people don't know how to cherish it when they have it?Or is his relationship with his mom not as good as I see it?Maybe take off the gorgeous coat, the inside is scarred and devastated?I dare not ask, because his deep eyes tell me what the consequences will be after knowing him.But, I will definitely know, I don't want to miss it, maybe he is the only person I can fully understand in my life, I rarely bother to understand a person, I want to understand him, understanding him is like understanding the whole world.

The exam is coming soon, and Professor Tong told me all the important points, but those important points can only be guaranteed to pass, and it is not easy to get a high score.I'm not a muddle-headed person, but I know I don't have enough energy.So when others are immersed in studying hard, I can leisurely read in the library.

In the afternoon of late autumn, the glare of the sun shone in. Ruo Da’s table was littered with a few books. My thoughts were as messy as the books. I wondered if I could survive this cold winter. I am frozen, let you see my crystal in the world.I don't want to leave, don't want to.

Someone tapped me on the shoulder, and when I turned around, it was Hao Lei. "Why are you here?" Didn't you go to the study room?

"I've finished my review, there's no need to be serious about the inspection class." Oh, what about Xie Chi?Recently, I will unconsciously think of this person, think of that smile and malicious kiss. "What are you looking at? Look at the mess here!" He tidied up his books and sat down beside me.

"It's nothing, just take a look." It's just boring to pass the time.

"Are you hungry? Let's eat!" Is it time to eat?How time flies!Does Xie Chi remember to eat?

Out of the library with Hao Lei, we saw a familiar figure slowly approaching us.

"Du Ruo! Going to eat?" With a basketball in his hand, didn't he read a book?Everyone really didn't pay much attention to Professor Tong's lectures, hehe, but his lectures were very interesting, and it was much better to talk nonsense than just lectures.He probably also knows that this is an inspection class, so there is no need to make things difficult for everyone.

"Oh! Yes, let's go together!" Although I know there are conflicts between him and Hao Lei, I should find an opportunity to resolve their conflicts, right?

"Okay! Together!" I didn't expect him to agree so readily. Is this the first step to success?Is it that simple to step out? "What do you want to eat?" I really don't know what to eat. I have already eaten in the canteens of the school. Eating seems to be a routine. I don't feel hungry if I don't eat, and I don't feel full after eating.

"I don't know! Actually, I like your mother's cooking!" This is the truth.

"Have you been to that store?" Huh?It seems that Hao Lei also knows that store.

"Oh... I've been there. Xie Chi's mother is the boss. Hehe... Let's eat there too if you have the chance!"

"I'm not going!" You should have been there, right?Hao Lei.

"Oh? If he won't go, then let's go, Du Ruo!" Xie Chi took my hand and prepared to leave.

"Wait! I'll go with you!" Why did you change your mind again?It is said that women are fickle, but I think men are no less than women!

There are not many people in the store at night, as if deliberately to welcome us.A man and a woman sat chatting by the window, and it could be seen that it was the woman who took the initiative.I've always trusted my instincts, especially when it comes to judging relationships.Still that song, Flameinmyheart.I always feel that it is telling a love story, and what I enjoy is the process. The ending is not important, and it seems that there is no ending.As the sky darkened, the lights in the store looked more warm, reflecting mottled shadows on the wall.

Seeing us coming, Xie Chi's mother froze for a moment, then smiled and greeted us warmly like that day.Hao Lei also called Auntie politely, but he couldn't hide his embarrassment. With my keen sense of smell, I smelled something unusual.

"Mom! Hao Lei is here today, you can cook something delicious yourself!" He sat down on the sofa casually, poured a glass of water casually, and looked at Hao Lei with a smile.Xie Chi's smile was indescribably mysterious, and he didn't know if it was friendly or malicious.

"Oh! Good! I'll go right away!" Hao Lei followed Xie Chi's mother until he disappeared, and his eyes stayed on Xie Chi's face.

"Hao Lei! It's not the first time you've come here! Sit down wherever you want!" As he said that, Xie Chi pulled me to his side. I sat down uncomfortably and looked at Hao Lei. He sat across from us.

"It's not the first time I've come here, but every time I come here feels like the first time." Hao Lei shook the cup in his hand, the transparent object radiated rainbow light under the light, the light flooded the owner of the cup, drowned Tears and the splendor of the past, the splendor of the past, are blown to the distance behind by the unstoppable wind, and we are always moving forward.Once upon a time, it was a time that was cherished with great pains. "Walking many strange roads, seeing many strange scenery, listening to many strange songs, and then found that, inadvertently, the things that I tried to forget are naturally blurred. Erase the pain and resolve the hatred. Time is love, right?"

"Hao Lei! When did you become so deep?" I'm really not used to it, like a different person.

"Hehe... Du Ruo! Everyone has many sides, and the Xie Chi you see may not be all about him."

"Oh! Yes! Or don't know at all." Hiding himself so deeply, lest others know his secret, as if he lived to keep it.

"I will give you a chance to understand! But don't regret understanding me!"

"Regret? Hehe...how could it be?" I spent the rest of my life getting to know you, so I probably don't have time to regret it.

Xie Chi's mother knew what Hao Lei liked to eat, and took good care of him. She seemed to be very kind to everyone, like warm water at [-] or [-] degrees.I like that kind of tenderness, like a calm lake, but the lake can also drown people, and invisibly, some people may be immersed in the gentleness of the lake and cannot extricate themselves, sinking for a lifetime.

After dinner in the evening, the three of us walked side by side on the street, and I was depressed that they were all taller than me.Even though they are the same age, I feel like their younger brother.Our posture was surprisingly consistent, with our hands in our trouser pockets.I remember Xie Chi said that he didn't like the feeling of empty hands, so would putting his hands in his trouser pockets solve his quirk?Or is there something in his pocket for him to play with?If so, it's better to hold hands.

"Are you all walking with your hands in your trouser pockets?" I stretched out my hands and asked them.

"Didn't you walk like this just now? Why did you take out your hand?" Huh?was discovered?I thought they were looking ahead, each with their own concerns, and didn't pay attention to me.

"Oh, I suddenly remembered that others said that this walking posture is not good."

"Not good? What's wrong?" Xie Chi stopped, Hao Lei also stopped, and I also stopped.

"It's just... not good for the body." Anyway, it's not good for the body.

"This is the full embodiment of the free and easy heart and free personality! Hehe... learn a little bit! Little brat!" What little brat?Thanks Chi!I'm not a brat!

"Why do I think this is a full expression of loneliness, rigidity and indifference, and a little affectation?" Hao Lei!I feel sorry for you.

"Then you admit that you are playing cool? Hao Lei?" Didn't they have a peaceful coexistence?

"Uh... do you know the Five Principles of Peaceful Coexistence?" Educate them.

"Hehe... Du Ruo! I found that you are really interesting!" He stretched out one hand to hold my hand, and the other hand stretched out to hold Hao Lei's. "Do you think that the people of the world will hold hands and there will be peace? Do you know what is behind the gentleness? Du Ruo?" His hand suddenly tightened, and I frowned, trying to escape from the sudden force.

"Xie Chi! Let him go!" Hao Lei!My savior!

"Oh? Let it go when you say it? Why should I listen to you? Hao Lei?" Hao Lei broke free from Xie Chi and held his hand, and then his fist landed on Xie Chi's face.This is the second time, right?Hao Lei hit Xie Chi for the second time.not good!However, Xie Chi didn't let go of my hand, and I took a step back with him.Xie Chi held my wrist tightly, and his strength became stronger and stronger. I cried out in pain, and my face must have turned pale. "Hao Lei! Let me rain on your face, otherwise...do you want to see him continue to suffer?" Why?Thanks Chi!When I asked you if you sympathized with me, your answer was distressed.Is that how you feel about me?What I feel pain now is not only my hand, but also my heart that believes in you.

"Xie Chi! Let him go! Hit me! Hit me! No matter how many punches you punch, it doesn't matter where you hit!" Hao Lei!I don't know if it was because of pain or emotion, but I actually shed tears.I felt the strength of my wrist relax, and then I faced Xie Chi's anxious face. "Are you crying? I'm sorry...I..."

"I'm fine! Hao Lei, let's go!" I don't want to see him, I don't want him to see me.I really don't want to, right now, I really don't want to.

"Wait! Hao Lei! I let him go, should you let me hit him?" Xie Chi was chasing after him?Did he really have to beat Hao Lei today?When he was beaten last time, he said that he didn't fight back for my sake, but it doesn't mean he will never fight back in the future.He still looked at my face last time, will my face work this time?He just used me as a bargaining chip, as a bet, to make a deal, didn't he?He believed that Hao Lei took good care of me, so... what about you?Xie Chi, have you ever really taken care of me?My heart, like being cracked by a car, is so painful that I can't breathe.I pinched my arm fiercely, but I didn't divert the pain from my heart in the slightest.

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