Blooming legacy

Open your eyes, it's the hospital again!I'm afraid I can't escape the familiar white color for the rest of my life.I still remember every word Xie Chi said last night, even if I am wronged, I will work hard to maintain my demeanor.When I'm sad, you'd better disappear without a trace, like now.Once the water flows deep, it will not make a sound, so once people's feelings are deep, they will choose to be weak.I used to be too stupid to control my emotions, too easily infected.I have to wrap myself in layers of armor, so firm that I can let myself go my own way.After this winter, please let me go. I am no longer able to find out who's who. Knowing a person is never an easy task, especially knowing a person who doesn't want to be known.

There was a rustling sound outside the door, like a nightmare in the dark night, and the bed was like an isolated island, disappearing all the paths leading to the other shore.

"Xie Chi! I'm very disappointed in you!" Hao Lei sat wearily on a bench in the hospital corridor, and said to the person leaning against the wall, who stood in the same posture like a sculpture.

"I'm even more disappointed in myself!" The body slid down slowly, and finally sat on the ground, like a decadent young man singing on the street. "Hao Lei! I have never hated myself like this. My mother, you know, she is very good to me, but you also know who my real mother is! We are half-brothers, hehe... Father! How ridiculous... But our common mother didn't choose me! He chose you! Sometimes I really admire her, why men are fascinated by her. My father is more for her..."

"Xie Chi! Aunt Yang is very kind to you, and there is nothing to say! Don't always hold on to the past. Happiness is like hope. Sometimes it is very dim, but it is always waiting for your pursuit at the corner. But Xie Chi, have you pursued it?"

"Hao Lei! I feel so tired! I used to fight against you all the time, making each other uncomfortable. The moment Du Ruo passed out, I was sober as if I had been brainwashed. I suddenly realized how idiot I was. I owe you a beating! Hehe... You'd better punch me a few times from time to time to keep my mind clear."

"Xie Chi! Do you know about Du Ruo's illness? Congenital heart disease! God knows how to joke! Do you know why I treat him so well? God is joking with me again. Hehe..." Hao Lei raised his head and looked at the ceiling of the corridor .

"Hehe...Hao Lei! What are you kidding me about? Tell me what you have to say!" Xie Chi got up from the ground and sat next to Hao Lei.

"My current father... is Du Ruo's biological father!"

"What did you say?!" Xie Chi turned Hao Lei's body and looked at him in disbelief.

"He said that his current father is my biological father!" I originally wanted to know their secrets, but this world is so complicated, and the pain was too deep, so I had to choose to forget it.Maybe there is nothing that belongs to me in this world at the beginning, but I have been lying to myself, telling myself that it is not like this.My sadness belongs only to myself, no matter how many tears shed, it is useless, the world is still as usual, including the fact that everyone has left me.

"Du Ruo!" It was surprisingly unanimous again, but this time I don't doubt the reason for their unanimity, he is a half-brother.And me, I'm an unwanted child.

"Hehe...don't blame me for eavesdropping on your secrets! It was just a vague voice at first, but it became clearer and clearer. It seems that I am not comatose enough! Hehe...I'm leaving, you guys continue!" Only to cover up, Only hiding, I can have nothing, at least I can have a gorgeous turn.

"Du Ruo! Wait a minute!" Hao Lei stood up and walked towards me quickly, "I want you to meet him!"

"Oh? Really? Can I still see people like this?" See him!After seeing him, do I have no regrets before I die?If it is said that there is no regret after seeing him, then I am willing to die with regret.

"Du Ruo! Your father has been treating you..."

"Okay! I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to say anything." I always feel that making up is an extremely stupid thing. It can only remind people of what they have lost and what they have not cherished. In exchange for the pain and regret at this moment , both hurt each other.

"Okay! You are tired, go to rest first!"

"Wait!" Is the person who made my heart hurt yesterday still bright today?Don't you feel any guilt or anxiety?Hehe... Xie Chi!I don't know if I don't understand you or I don't understand myself. "I'll carry you!" Huh?What's the situation? "Come on! It's not the first time I've carried you on my back, hehe..." After slapping someone else, I'll give you a sweet date later?I am not such a person, Xie Chi.You hit me, how can I accept your things?I am so stubborn, so relentless, even if my head is broken. "If you don't speak, that is tacit consent!"

A feeling of dizziness, God!This is not a back, this is a hug!It's not the first time I've been hugged by someone, but it's the first time I've been hugged by a man. In my impression, only my mother and grandma have ever hugged me.The feeling of being suspended in the horizontal embrace, as if about to fall, I unconsciously grabbed his collar, I was afraid.Noticing my movement, he smiled evilly, "I like me to hug you so much? Hehe..."

"Stop being so sentimental! I don't like it! Let me down!" I struggled in his arms, but would it be more comfortable to be put down?Why am I willing to be hung like this, in mid-air!

"Don't move around, I don't promise I won't fall to you!" Uh?fall?Then what else do I move?Just hang in there.His strong heartbeat and rapid breathing, the warmth exhaled from his mouth, made me feel at ease, I suddenly had the idea of ​​going on like this forever, holding me, always, always, to the end of the world, to the end of time.

"Hey! Xie Chi!" Hao Lei shouted behind us, almost ignoring this person.

"I'm going to run! Hold on to me!" Although there was a bumpy feeling, at this moment I felt that the world was full of bright colors because I was active once. "Hehe... how do you feel? Is it cool? Hmm?" He put me on the hospital bed, and he also lay down together, and we looked at each other.The smooth and fair face was sharp and stern, with some fine beads of sweat on his forehead, which glowed charmingly, and there was a wild and unrestrained smile on the corner of his mouth.Suddenly I really want to kiss those beautiful lips, when I get closer, my mind jumps, he is Xie Chi!He is a man!He is the one who made my heart ache yesterday!I must be the inmate's brain is not clear! "What do you want to do? Du Ruo? Hehe..."

"Don't do anything! Get up, you're lying here...it's crowded!"

"Huh? Oh! Hehe..." He sat up and continued, "Do you know what I thought you were going to do just now? Thought you were going to kiss me! Hehe... I was about to kiss my lips, but you didn't move Already! Hey..."

"We are all men, what are you thinking?" Did he see it?I just wanted to kiss him.

"What's wrong with men? It's normal for men to kiss!"

"Don't you feel awkward? Don't you feel sick?"

"What's disgusting? Hehe... Besides, Du Ruo's little mouth, I really want to taste it!"

"You! What are you... talking nonsense?!" What did he want to do?Nothing good happened after meeting him. "You get out! I want to sleep!"

"I've been sleeping all day, okay! What are you pretending to do?" I admit that I am really not sleepy now, but I am at a loss when he is here. "Du Ruo! Let me take care of you, let me protect you!" He suddenly leaned over, and then a kiss landed on my forehead, which caught me bewildered and caught me off guard.Am I someone who needs to be protected?I never think so!

"That... Xie Chi! I think you should spend less time with me, I..." Seeing his cold eyes, I swallowed.

"Go on! What's the matter with you?"

"I think... I'm not gay!" Is he a pervert?Has anyone ever talked to a man like that?

"Haha... Du Ruo! You're so interesting! How do you know I'm gay? Really! It's a failure for you to see it!" He covered his face in annoyance.

"Huh? Are you really gay?!"

"Hmm... what should I do? Du Ruo... I'm gay, will you still be my friend? I don't want to lose you!" His voice suddenly became weak, as if he had been wronged.I understand that everyone has difficulties. God made a joke with him, and I can't continue to play with him.

"I...Of course I want to be your friend! I know..."

"That's good! Hehe... I really didn't misread you! My good brother!" He hugged me, patted my back twice, and rubbed my ears lightly, and I got up all over Goosebumps and a jolt. "Hehe... Du Ruo! You will get used to it gradually!"

"Huh? Get used to what?"

"Get used to my hugs, my kisses, all the intimacy I do to you! Hehe..." I have a feeling that I have entered the wolf's room by mistake, and the best strategy is to walk 36 times, but I have no power to escape!

"I...I want to go to the bathroom!"

"Haha...Okay! You go! I'll wait for you!" After that, he lay down on the bed again, with his head resting on his arms, crossing his legs, looking like a rascal.

"Huh? That...you don't go to class today?"

"Well! Today is Saturday, Du Ruo! Are you stupid?" I am stupid!I am stupid!I don't know who changed my clever head before.I have a high IQ, my high IQ of 125 can't beat you!Thanks Chi!

"Oh! Then I want to leave the hospital and go out to play!"

"Discharged?! Du Ruo...you really don't know what your situation is now."

"What's happening?"

"You... Forget it! Don't talk about it, anyway, you stay in the hospital for me."

"Actually... I know what my situation is!" At worst, I have no nostalgia for this world. After listening to their conversation, I feel even more pitiful. I don't need my father now, and I can live without my father.But just now you said that you want to take care of me, I suddenly don't want to leave so soon, because I don't want to leave someone, so I don't want to leave this world.