Blooming legacy

The next day, when Hao Lei and his father stood in front of me, I wished that there would be a crack in the ground for me to crawl in.He was so nervous that he didn't know where to put his hands.In fact, I am more nervous, but I want to pretend that I am not nervous, that I don't care, that I don't care.I thought that if I pretended for a long time, it would become true if I pretended, but in the end, what was pretended was just pretending, and the truth was still true.Hao Lei said, my dad has always missed me.I still don't believe it, thinking about why I didn't come to see me. After going there for more than ten years, I haven't heard from him. Is this called thinking about it?Hao Lei, are you an idiot, or am I stubborn?Believe what he says, Hao Lei!It seems that he loves you very much, and you love him very much.He said that he went to see me, but my grandma wouldn't let him see me.He said that Hao Lei's mother didn't want him to bring me back because one child was enough to bother them.He said that he had unavoidable difficulties.He said that he knew that explanations were useless, and he just wanted to make up for me in the future.He said that Hao Lei's mother had divorced him, Hao Lei chose to live with him, and Hao Lei's mother did not object.

Hao Lei said that his mother is a woman who is like the wind, and there is a commotion wherever it blows.Hao Lei said that when his mother chose him instead of Xie Chi, it was purely because he was pestering his mother and took him away as a last resort.Hao Lei said that his mother never cooks, so she often eats at Aunt Yang's restaurant, and Aunt Yang treats him very well.Hao Lei said that in fact, he didn't want to go home, and he didn't want others to see what his family was like.Hao Lei said, in fact, Xie Chi doesn't need to envy him at all, if time can turn back, he doesn't think he will go with his mother.

That afternoon, I didn't say much. Looking at this unrelated father and son, their close relationship must be the result of their long-term relationship.There is already a delicate and inseparable feeling between them, just like a real family.And I always feel that I can't get involved.Before leaving, he touched my head, which was very intimate, but I felt uncomfortable.The gap of more than ten years does not mean that it can be made up if it can be made up.

In the evening, my mother called.I told her he was here today and she just said "oh" and nothing else about him.My mother said that she would take me to the United States for surgery and medical treatment.I told her that I would go when I wanted to.She said, this is not a question of whether I want to, but a question of whether my body allows it.To tell the truth, I am very grateful to her, in fact, she has always loved me, but my stubborn heart does not want to admit the way she loves me.Everyone has their own helplessness, father is, mother is too.I should be considerate of everyone, just as I am considerate of myself.However, it is not easy to do this.Because whenever I fight alone, no one notices me, the me who is curled up in the corner, the me who is full of tears, what a sad person, who has lived alone for more than ten years, is it equal to blankness?

During the half month in the hospital, he, my father came to see me every day, although he didn't stay for long.In fact, it doesn't have to be long, I know you've been here, it's fine if you don't talk, or you talk.I'm not without love, and I don't want to hide anything.I need warmth and I need warmth, I no longer refuse, why should I refuse?In the end, the one who suffers is still yourself, isn't it?Xie Chi let go of his hatred because of me, and who am I to redeem others?

It's strange, Xie Chi hasn't come here since my father came to see me in the hospital.He also said that he would send me delicious food, didn't he?To be honest, it's not that I don't want him.I can't wait to get out of the hospital, can't wait to see that bright face.

The day I was discharged from the hospital was overcast. Is it going to rain?Still snowing?Tightening his collar, he watched the passers-by on the street, all hurrying.There is also a group of children who have just finished school, riding their bicycles very fast, and want to race with cars.Suddenly, a bicycle fell towards me, and I was caught off guard. If it weren't for the thick clothes, it would probably be scratched, but the clothes were torn and dirty. What a bad day. Today is not a good day.When I frowned and cursed secretly, a pleasant voice came from the side. "I'm sorry! Are you okay?" A handsome young man.But why did he say sorry?It wasn't him who hit me, it was the kid who was helping the bicycle.

"Oh! It's all right! But what are you sorry for?"

"Oh, I'm his brother!"

"Oh! You're in high school?"

"No! I'm in college and I came to see this kid today. I'm so sorry!"

"Oh. It's okay. I'm leaving!" Not to mention, I must have hit my knee just now, and it really hurts.

"Wait a minute, your clothes are dirty! My house is nearby, and I'll be there in a short ride. I'll take you to my house to change. Let's see if you're hurt!" Huh?Are you too enthusiastic?Didn't I say it's all right?However, it is quite embarrassing for me to go back to school with this virtue.Let's go with him, maybe he will eat it.

"Oh! Thank you then!" But what is this situation?I can't sit in the back, have to sit in front of the bike?

"Oh! I'm sorry! The shelf at the back is broken, so I can only sit in the front. My little brother absconded in fear of crime. I'm so sorry!"

"Oh! It doesn't matter, just sit in the front!" It's already good for people to do this.Feeling his breath above his head, he was uncomfortable.

His house is big and well decorated, but for some reason, he can't feel the warm aura.Is it because I am too cold?hehe……

"My parents are abroad, I live with my brother, hehe..."

"The house is very clean, spotless." It's really clean, not like a place where boys live.

"Hehe... I'm too lazy to clean because there are hourly workers. I can cook because I can only support myself." He brought clothes. "Maybe a bit big, but it will be warmer in cold weather." He put the clothes in my hands.

I came out after changing clothes, he was cooking in the kitchen, he kindly invited me to stay, if you feel embarrassed, you can help in the kitchen.Is he a little too enthusiastic?

"Oh! Hehe...Because no one visits our house, so..." He was doing what Xie Chi often did, touching the back of his head.

"Yeah! I see!" For people with the same disease, it was the right choice for me to stay.

"Oh! That's right! I don't know your name yet?" He said while chopping vegetables.

"My name is Du Ruo!"

"Hehe...a nice name. My name is Yun Kai, and my brother's name is Yun Shu."

"Oh! It's a very nice name! Hehe..." Both of us laughed, and the laughter was mixed with the sound of cooking, and the house felt very warm for a while.

After dinner, it started to rain and the wind was blowing, "It's raining heavily, you can stay at my house tonight! Oh! By the way, do you still go to school? Where do you go to school?"

"Oh! At T University! It's the only way, I'm on leave!"

"You are also in T University? I am also there! Hehe... What a coincidence!" What a coincidence!There is no coincidence without a book, no coincidence without a relationship! "Well, let's go together tomorrow! Hehe...It's a pleasure to meet you as a friend!" Is this considered a friend?It's just a meeting, it's just an accident, it's just a meal, so we are friends?Could it be that my definition of friends was too complicated before, so I thought I had no friends.

"Oh! Me too!" Then we are friends.

When I went to school the next day, Hao Lei was surprised by my sudden appearance, but there was a hint of anger in the surprise. "Where did you go after you got out of the hospital yesterday?"

"Go to a friend's house!"

"Friends? Do you have friends in T City?" Sure enough, no one believed that I had friends.In fact, that is, no friends, if the one I just met yesterday is not counted. "Oh! Go to Aunt Yang's place quickly! Xie Chi is crazy looking for you!"

"Xie Chi looking for me?"

"Well! He knew you were discharged from the hospital yesterday, so he went to pick you up. Didn't you meet him? It seems like you didn't!"

"He disappeared for several days, and I saw him in the hospital!" How did he know that I was discharged from the hospital yesterday?

"I told him that Dad was with you in the hospital, but he didn't go. I told him that you were discharged from the hospital yesterday!" Oh, no wonder. "Also, Du Ruo! I can tell that Xie Chi is very worried about you. It's not the usual kind of worry. It's too much. I can't tell you the specifics. You should go!"

Thanks Chi!What are you afraid to face?Why can you not see me for such a long time, just because my father came to see me?Or are you running from something?

I went to Xie Chi's mother's shop, and Xie Chi was indeed there.What surprised me was that Xie Chi actually drank. I have only seen Hao Lei drink, and I have also seen him get drunk. That kid was drunk and talked nonsense, and his wine taste was very bad.Where's Aunt Yang?Not in the store?Otherwise, how could he let him drink it?I went up to him and sat down, wondering if he could see clearly that it was me.It turns out my doubts were redundant.He pushed hard, and the wine bottles scattered all over the floor, and I flinched in fright.But he still held a bottle in his hand, as if that bottle of wine was different from the others, it was his precious treasure, and he was holding it tightly.He leaned over, reeking of alcohol, which disgusted me.

"Where did you go yesterday? Huh?!" It's not like the words of a drunk person. They are very clear and shocking. It seems that he is not drunk yet.

"I'm going to a friend's house!" Yun Kai, he can be considered my friend.

"Oh? Friend? Introduce me!"

"Well! Yes, he is also in our school, we just met!"

"Spent the night at someone's house when we first met? Why didn't I realize that you were such a casual person before?!" What does this mean?Is it a casual person to spend the night at his house? "Du Ruo! You didn't dedicate your first night to me! How do you think I should punish you? Huh?!" What first night?please!

"Xie Chi! He's a boy, okay?"

"I didn't say he was a girl! Besides, regardless of gender, you slept at his house after all."

"Please! Xie Chi! You don't know what Chu Ye means, do you? I'm just sleeping at his house, and I'm alone. I sleep in a bed by myself, do you understand?!"

"Of course I understand! If you sleep with him, I won't crush him to death! Hehe...then you sleep at my house tonight! I'll let you taste what a real first night is!" Smile, evil.

"I'm not going! I want to go back to school!" Who knows what will happen to this kid.I got up to go, but his tall body pushed me back down.