wait until spring blooms

Silent and silent, Cicada's non-stop noise, Lu Hu looked at Xiang Qing as if he was a little uncomfortable, just about to ask, Mu Xi took the washed fruit, put it on the counter, sat next to Xiang Qing, and held the fruit in his hand. Holding a knife, she was about to peel an apple, and said, "Mu Xi, peel, apple, very, good." With a giggly smile, Xiang Qing also responded as best she could, watching her nimbly peeling the apple in circles. The rings fell off, cut into small pieces, put them on a plate, handed them to the front, opened their mouths to bite, it tasted very good, but Xiang Qing didn't pay much attention, just wanted to look at her and confirm that she was hers.Lu Hu glanced at the side and looked out the window.Mu Xi's father looked at it slightly, and closed his eyes in an unknown manner.In the afternoon, Lu Hu had something to do and left.Looking into Mu Xi's father's eyes, Xiang Qing knew it.She also said "Well, Mu Xi, I want to go home too." Although she was unwilling, she obediently agreed.Xiang Qing braced herself and left the ward, Mu Xi followed, pulling Xiang Qing's wrist.Xiang Qing knew about it, but there was no other movement.Walking in this long corridor, Xiang Qing felt that it was so difficult, she stopped suddenly, pulled Mu Xi into the safe passage, and hugged her tightly, she dared not Apart from this, Xiang Qing didn't know how to relieve the pain in her heart, until she said softly, "Xiang Qing, Mu Xi, it hurts." Xiang Qing realized that she let go of the hand holding her , looked at her face to face, kissed her, from the forehead, the corners of the eyes, and stayed on the lips that I loved, without the tenderness of the past, full of predatory nature, and the rapid breathing made Xiang Qing panting, so she pulled Keeping a distance, he held her who didn't have much strength, patted her on the back, couldn't help but kissed her cheek, stayed in her ear, and said her name, Mu Xi, Mu Xi, over and over again. All over the place, she answered in a low voice, looked at Xiang Qing inexplicably, and Xiang Qing said softly, "Mu Xi, I love you so much." After taking a deep breath, she let go of the hand holding her, and squeezed her. With the palm of her hand, Mu Xi slowly combed her messy hair with one hand, Mu Xi was a little scared, Xiang Qing in front of her was different, but she didn't know why?Calling softly, "Xiang Qing" the hand resting on Mu Xi's forehead, paused slightly, and moved to her cheek, she was habitually close, Xiang Qing responded to her, Mu Xi felt that there was no difference that's it.Until Xiang Qing's cell phone rang, Mu Xi watched Xiang Qing answer the phone, took her hand, and walked out of the long corridor, Xiang Qing said first, "Okay, Mu Xi go back." Mu Xi Responding, the hand did not let go.Xiang Qing watched, took a deep breath, and for the first time took the initiative to pull Mu Xi's hand away, saying, "Mu Xi, be good, go in quickly." She deliberately ignored Mu Xi's surprised eyes, and looked at her bored. Responding dully, he turned around and walked.Turning around, inexplicable tears dripped down, Xiang Qing stretched out her hand to wipe, and walked.When I got home, my parents were waiting to have dinner together. Xiang Qing tidied up her emotions. After eating, she washed up and sat on a chair on the balcony.Looking at the flickering lights not far outside the window, it was so dim.Xiang Qing was confused and helpless.There was a sudden torrential rain outside the window, patting on the glass window, blurring Xiang Qing's vision, her parents had already returned to the bedroom, Xiang Qing curled up in the chair, her undried hair let loose, The light in the living room has been turned off, Xiang Qing only left a small lamp, the dim light faintly reveals Xiang Qing's lifeless face, a rare insomnia, Xiang Qing smiles wryly, turns off the light, the darkness Zhong Zhong entered the bedroom without turning on the light, and walked straight, lying on his side on the bed, holding his mobile phone, and looking at the text message he sent, Xiang Qing, good night.The black screen was turned on again, so repeatedly, Xiang Qing replied, "Well, good night." Turning off the phone, she threw the phone aside, sighing weakly, the rumbling thunder in her ears was mixed with violent rain, slamming All on the ground.The pleading look of Mu Xi's father in his mind is like this unexpected storm, attacking Xiang Qing's cherished determination towards Mu Xi.This night, Xiang Qing was doomed to sleepless.In the days after the storm, when the heat of summer resumed, Xiang Qing almost ignored everything except reading Mu Xi's news, got up early, bought breakfast, then went to the hospital, and came back in the evening.Sometimes Xiang Qing would also think about the meaning of what she did. When she saw Mu Xi, Xiang Qing knew that as long as it was for her, it was meaningful.And Lu Hu will come to visit every two or three days.When Mu Xi's father lived for nearly two months, the cast was removed, he was discharged from the hospital, and went home to recuperate.Mu Xi was busy taking care of Uncle Mu, because Luhu often came to visit because he was so close, and Xiang Qing heard Mu Xi's father say, "Don't bother Xiang Qing because we are so far away." A genius came to see it once, and he couldn't stay.Mu Xi would be wronged and pull herself to refuse, but Xiang Qing hastily thought about how to tell Mu Xi that school is about to start.Sitting on the shaky bus, Xiang Qing's thoughts were haunted by memories, and she refused to let them go.The vibration of the mobile phone brought back Xiang Qing's thoughts, looking at it, it was a teacher's notification sent by the school.When I got home, I told my parents about the date of returning to school. After eating, when Xiang Qing was about to go back to the bedroom, her mother was holding warm milk and handing it to her. The next time I go back to school, I don’t want to take Mu Xi with me, after all, Mu Xi’s father needs someone to take care of her.” I don’t know how to calm down, Xiang Qing, holding the milk in her hand, said “Yes.” Look at her mother As if he breathed a sigh of relief, Xiang Qing went back to the bedroom, put down the cup in her hand, and stood stiffly, as if being pushed down a cliff deeply, no one knew, that horrible feeling of suffocation made Xiang Qing's heart ache. Powerful, maybe, no one will agree, yes, yes, no one will allow it, bent over, squatting on the ground, leaning against the bed, tears flowing unscrupulously, fingers tightly grasping his arm, to Qing forced herself to calm down and took a deep breath.She just stood up, turned off the light, and lay on the bed bent over, thinking of Mu Xi, Xiang Qing's heart ached, she clutched her heart and closed her eyes.What echoes is, Mu Xi, Mu Xi, Mu Xi!For a long time, the light in the dark room gradually became brighter, and the pale face of the person lying on the bed could vaguely see the remaining wet tears.In the following two days, Xiang Qing fell ill and had a fever that fluctuated. Xiang Qing's mother asked for leave and took care of her at home, while Xiang Qing was sober from time to time, watching her mother work hard for herself.Lying down in a complicated mood, holding the phone in his hand.And Xiang Qing's mother sighed softly as she looked at the glass full of milk.As the date of returning to school approached, Xiang Qing's illness was about to recover.Thinking about it, she still got on the bus. Xiang Qing had seen the scenery along the way countless times, but none of them matched her current state of mind. Xiang Qing couldn't find words to express it.Only silence. After 1 o'clock, I got off the car and approached the alley. The small stone slab was treading lightly, still trembling a little. When I arrived at Mu Xi's house, I looked at the threshold and couldn't help remembering that when Mu Xi was a child, she would obediently listen to her father's words, If you are not allowed to cross this threshold, she is really obedient.Thinking about it, every time I came to find her later, I almost crossed the threshold to find her by myself, the more I thought about it, the more complicated it became, as soon as I walked into the yard, Mu Xi came over, took my hand, hehe Smiling without saying a word, Xiang Qing handed the fruit in her hand, and Mu Xi then dragged Xiang Qing into the house. After a long time, she said intermittently, "Okay, long time, no, look, Xiang Qing, "The nerves that were originally tense were relaxed because of her words, she turned her head and looked at her face with fine sweat, holding a tissue and wiping it, she leaned over her face and accepted it as it should be.Her hand stopped slightly, drawing her thin eyebrows, this face that she had seen since she was a child, Xiang Qing was extremely familiar with every tiny expression.I really can't bear to see her cry because of me, sad.Stretching her arms around her waist, she nestled in his arms like a child, leaned close to her, and said, "Mu Xi, don't move, let me hold you for a while." She responded gently, quietly, just He could hear the heartbeats of the two of them. After a long time, Xiang Qing let go of her hand. She said, "Well, Xiang Qing, do you want to eat?" "Okay." Seeing her standing up, Xiang Qing subconsciously followed her, She is in this kitchen, the serious one, the clumsy one, and the occasional gentle one, let Xiang Qing move her eyes with her.She couldn't bear to part with her, but Xiang Qing couldn't think of any other way.