wait until spring blooms

Seeing Mu Xi busy until the food was ready, Mu Xi carried the food into the back room first, listening vaguely to what she was talking to her father, Xiang Qing knew that Mu Xi had to let her father finish eating first, so she waited patiently , until she came out with a rice bowl and sat beside her.Xiang Qing took the food with the chopsticks and put it in her bowl. She was busy eating, and everything seemed to make Xiang Qing feel that nothing had happened, which is really good.Getting used to her cooking, Xiang Qing suddenly realized that it might be a long time before she could eat her cooking again.After eating, Xiang Qing took Mu Xi's hand, entered her room, sat on the bed, did not wait for her to speak, pulled her to lie down, wrapped her around her waist, closed her eyes, it was full of her The warmth is something that you will never experience when you are alone.Rubbing her shoulders, feeling her move slowly, the warm palm stopped on the side of his face, holding her hand, and kissing her lightly, smiling like a child, she also leaned closer, Surrounding myself, listening to her sticky voice, like a little girl, she said "Xiang Qing, I'm sleepy." She moved her head slightly, responding to her.Feel her carefully covering the blanket, unconsciously hugging her tightly.After an unknown amount of time, Mu Xi seemed to have fallen asleep.Maybe she thought she was asleep too.Opening his eyes, seeing her clinging to his neck was so reassuring.This kind of trust makes Xiang Qing confused who trusts whom more, but what is there to prove, this is all a love, regardless of each other.Looking at her stretched eyebrows, her closed eyes, and her gentle breath, Xiang Qing was no longer familiar with them.Listening to the ticking of the clock on the wall, it silently reminded Xiang Qing.Finally couldn't help waking her up, and got up gently. Unexpectedly, just as she pulled out her arm, she turned around in a daze, watching her eyelashes trembling slightly. Unexpectedly, she woke up, hugging her as usual. Holding his hand, he sat up, holding on to himself.Sighing softly, waiting for her to wake up.But she asked bluntly, "Xiang Qing, you, you, are you leaving,,?" How could Xiang Qing not understand the grievance in these words.Touching her slightly sweaty forehead, nodding her head, and responding, her eyes seemed to be extinguished as the source of a prairie fire, dim, holding her hand, dull, this is Mu Xi, She would not cry when she was angry, she would just be very quiet, like a child who was bored to death, Xiang Qing knew that a word from her could make her happy, but how long could she be happy like this?No, she huddled in a corner and cried like herself, which was a great blow to Xiang Qing.What my mother said came to my mind. It was a long time ago. My mother once said that Mu Xi is a person who will be very happy. Yes, it is necessary to make Mu Xi happy all the time. Unhappy for some reason.Holding her face, kissing the corner of her mouth lightly, little by little, Mu Xi liked this very much, and when she was willing to look directly at her, Xiang Qing pulled away and said, "Mu Xi, dad is the closest!" How is your body?" She said, "Well, Dad, I can eat, a lot, a lot, of rice." Xiang Qing guided Mu Xi with her patience in class, and said, "Then Mu Xi's father Are your hands and legs still hurting?" Mu Xi, with sadness in her eyes, Xiang Qing could understand at a glance, her hand was gently stroking her hair, it was still so soft.Listening to her saying "Dad, it hurts a lot. I can't walk yet." Soothing her mood, she smiled as usual, besides the doting tenderness in her eyes, there was also the tenderness hidden deep in her eyes. I can't express my sorrow.After a long time, Xiang Qing said, "Mu Xi, take good care of Dad." She, like a child who has received a task, nodded her head positively, Xiang Qing lowered her eyes, twinkling, and said, " So, Mu Xi may not be able to go back with Xiang Qing this time." She looked at her with a look of abandonment in her blank eyes, and Xiang Qing panicked, saying, "Mu Xi wants to take care of Dad, and Xiang Qing is still going to take care of him." I have to go back to school to work." Seeing that she was silent and did not speak, Xiang Qing knew that she should have understood the meaning.Holding her hand, she stood up, looking at the dark sky outside, Xiang Qing said proactively, "Okay. Mu Xi will take me out." She responded in a low voice.Following Xiang Qing's pulling, crossing the threshold, walking step by step, stepping on the old stone slabs, only the sound of cicadas and subtle footsteps echoed in this narrow and long alley, and my ears burst into tears. Mu Xi's voice when she was a child, her nonchalant, occasionally calling her own name, Xiang Qing, Xiang Qing, and that smile that is always much happier than others.But the alley ended abruptly like this, but fortunately, the warmth in her hands reminded Xiang Qing that Mu Xi was still by her side.Standing by the side of the street, Xiang Qing didn't make a sound, and Mu Xi stood quietly until she turned around and hugged herself. The sudden wetness on her shoulders made Xiang Qing feel distressed, and patted her on the back until she quietly carried her. Head, just like when I was a child, nonchalantly asked "Xiang Qing, when, come back." Wiping her tears gently with her fingers, she replied, "Probably around the time of the Chinese New Year?" Thinking as much as she could, she flicked her forehead with her fingers, and said, "I'll call Mu Xi, and Mu Xi will pick me up then, okay?" She just smiled and nodded.I thought to myself, look, Mu Xi is a person who can be happy so easily, how can she make her cry.When the car came, Mu Xi stood straight aside, Xiang Qing sat by the window and watched, forced herself to smile, waved, watched her smile happily, waved to herself, until the car slowly passed Driving, she couldn't see her on the side of the road. With her head buried, the corners of her eyes were wet, and Xiang Qing deliberately ignored it. At this moment, Xiang Qing was confused.Along with the shaking bus, the neon lights flickering, Xiang Qing barely regained consciousness, got off the bus, only to realize that she got off a stop earlier, no extra thoughts to complain, and walked on her own , I don’t know how long I walked before I got home.Mom and Dad, looking at them worriedly, Xiang Qing smiled with all her strength and said, "I'm a little tired today." After returning to the room, my head was empty. After a long time, my mother's voice came from outside the door saying, "Well, Xiang Qing Have you packed your luggage, Qing?" Xiang Qing replied, "Yes, I see." She sighed softly.The next day, after having lunch at noon, Xiang Qing packed a bag and hurried to the train station. When the train was turning, Xiang Qing realized that it would take a long time to see her.After nine o'clock in the evening, Xiang Qing got off the train, returned to the community, took the key to open the door, it was pitch black, and Xiang Qing was in a trance for a long time, then she turned on the light silently, looked at the two people's slippers that were still in the original state, bent The waist was neatly arranged, the unprocessed garbage in the kitchen was sorted out, the room was cleaned, and Xiang Qing carefully sorted and arranged her things. Xiang Qing only finished washing after 11 o'clock, looking at the empty room , Xiang Qing is not in the mood to make food.drink tea?Thinking about not wanting it, she drank a glass of water, turned off the light, and it was pitch black, but Xiang Qing was lying on the bed familiarly, holding her mobile phone, looking at the message sent by Mu Xi, "Xiang Qing, are you here yet?" Mouth, and then let go, and said "Well, I'm asleep, good night." Turned over, looked at her on the screen, then turned off the phone, lying on her side, habitually leaving half of the vacancy, and shelving it idly , I stretched out my hand, touched the toy, took it gently, and hugged it like Mu Xi, well, it's not as comfortable as Mu Xi, but it smells like Mu Xi.Fell asleep in a daze.With the coming of the new semester, Xiang Qing chose a third class in senior high school. It is better to be busy in life now, the busier the better. With the coming of autumn, Xiang Qing basically stays in the office and returns to the community very late. It can't be called a place to live in. When you are extremely tired, you fall asleep.But more often than not, Xiangqing woke up in the middle of the night, touched the furry toy, quietly moistened it, looked at the information stored in the phone, and turned off the phone very late. Judging from the text messages, at least Mu Xi didn't It's sad.That's good, Xiang Qing thought.Late at night is really the best time to expose your inner fragility.Xiang Qing chose to use work to numb herself.In the classroom group, Xiang Qing became a role model, a workaholic who gets up early and returns late.And this is what Xiang Qing wants most, in this case, maybe it won't be so uncomfortable.