You are the sunny scenery in my heart

I am a person who likes to be quiet. I hope my life can be stable from now on. It is enough to have a lover and things I like to do.And I am also working hard in this area, hoping that life will reward me with equivalent rewards.

I don’t know when I fell in love with photography. I haven’t studied it professionally, but I just think it’s very interesting. I didn’t plan to make a living from it. I just shoot some scenes that I think are meaningful.But in fact, most of them were used to take pictures of Lao Zhang. After getting along with each other slowly, I found that Lao Zhang is also rich and handsome.Maybe it's because I haven't looked at him before!

Maybe I can fall in love with him, just like I fell in love with Zhou Ran back then.

It's National Day, and Lao Zhang has a long holiday. On the first night, he planned to celebrate. He asked me where I wanted to go, eat, drink and have fun, whatever.

"Casual!"

I don’t know how Lao Zhang knew that I like hot pot, so he drove me to the second floor of Rick Street to eat.

"Why are you here?"

"I think the hot pot here is delicious."

It's still a familiar smell, a familiar room, but there are different faces on the opposite side.

"Would you like a bottle of champagne?"

This scene seemed familiar. In the not-too-distant past, Zhou Ran said the same thing, but at that time, he really brought a bottle of champagne.

"No, I don't like to drink."

Old Zhang was obviously surprised: "Huh? This kid Zhou Ran dared to lie to me."

Sure enough, it was about him.

The two of them drank red wine. I don't have a good impression of wine, and naturally I don't know how to taste wine, let alone which one is good and which one is cheap.But according to my personal experience, the better the wine, the cheaper it is.

After going back and forth, I was so drunk that I seemed to see Zhou Ran in a daze, sitting next to me, drinking.Must be drunk, all drunk hallucinations.

I don't know how I got home, but when I woke up, I found that it was the quilt I was familiar with, and I was in my own home.

"Old Zhang!"

Called several times, but no one answered.

I woke up reluctantly, with a heavy head and sore body.

When I went to the bathroom and passed the living room, I found that there was already breakfast on the dining table. This old Zhang, what did he do so early in the morning.

It was almost noon when he came back, and he hurried over, dragged me out, "Let's go on a trip!"

Lao Zhang’s speech became blurred, because he always felt that if he was with Lao Zhang, he could only talk about daily necessities. He is a big bastard who doesn’t know art or literature, but knows how to travel?Ask him this way, and he said: "If you don't understand anything, just talk to anyone you meet! What's the problem?"

The two shuttled through the crowds. People from different places spoke different accents, but they all came to the same place by coincidence, shoulder to shoulder.

If you regret coming out, you might as well stay at home, drink tea, listen to music and write novels.Looking at Lao Zhang with complaining eyes, he also looked embarrassed, but his intentions were good, and he wanted to take me out for a stroll, but the timing was wrong.

After a day of tossing and returning home, I was unwilling to move. I was surprised to find that there was an insulated lunch box on the table. When I opened it, I saw hot food. I suddenly found that Lao Zhang was really careful.Find two plates, put them in and ask Lao Zhang to eat.Lao Zhang looked at me with a smile, which made me feel embarrassed. The food was very suitable to my taste, and the two of them ate it up.

Lao Zhang took the initiative to ask Ying to wash the dishes, and then looked at me lewdly, knowing what he was going to do. In the past, when he asked for it, I would find various reasons to prevaricate. He took me out to play, and he was afraid that the two of us would be tired when we came back and prepare meals in advance.

The two were intense that night.

When it was over, I was a little absent-minded, and Lao Zhang turned off the dim bedside lamp, and fell asleep contentedly.But I have insomnia, there is a person active in my mind.It was already a very deep night, did he also fall asleep in someone else's arms?Is it the same as me, missing me?I feel ashamed, because I am clearly lying in Lao Zhang's arms, but I have another man in my mind.Open your eyes and look at Lao Zhang's eyebrows and eyes by the faint moonlight. There is a little resemblance between his eyebrows and Zhou Ran's.Or maybe all the people with thick eyebrows and big eyes in the world look the same.

I stroked his eyebrows with my thumbs, and then swayed his cheeks with my palms. Lao Zhang was woken up by me and asked me why I was not asleep.

"You make me so happy I can't sleep."

"Of course, no one can match me in that area. Back then..."

He suddenly realized that he had made a slip of the tongue, so he quickly shut up, let me go to bed early, and then turned his back.

I stretched out my hand, and he grabbed it in front of me, and the two of them held like this. The strange thing is that the distance between hearts is very close, but there is no very intimate feeling.

Sure enough, still unable to fall in love with him, she withdrew her hand, and the two fell asleep back to back.

What Zhou Ran said is not bad at all. I have been with Lao Zhang for several months. During this period, he will always go out to steal, and even if I find out, I will not say anything. I pretend that nothing happened by myself. I don’t want to Let Zhou Ran know that I am not as happy as I look, or I really don't care at all.