You are the sunny scenery in my heart

After returning from grandma's house, I was very depressed.

Zhou Ran lingered in my house, unwilling to leave for a long time.Alone, watching a football game on the sofa.

"Don't you have to go to work? Why don't you go back to the company?"

"It's okay, the company is not busy, if there is anything, they will call me."

I didn't push him away abruptly, and I didn't serve cold tea and hot water like a guest. I left him alone in the living room, and I went back to the bedroom to sort out my thoughts.

After a while, tired from sitting, I went to the bathroom, and saw that the TV was still on, and Zhou Ran was already fast asleep on the sofa.The remote control was still loosely held in his hand.

Suddenly I wanted to laugh, this scene was very similar to when the two of us were still living together, he watched the NBA, and I went back to the bedroom to pretend to be angry because I couldn't grab the remote control, but he knew me and ignored me.When I forgot that he was still watching the TV outside, when I came out, I found that he had fallen asleep, and what was beating on the TV was no longer the intense NBA game.

Gradually, the sun was setting, and the afterglow of the setting sun evenly sprinkled on his body through the glass window, and beads of sweat appeared on his forehead.

I'm already hungry, like an anxious child, barking non-stop.

I shook him lightly, he fell asleep a bit, and I shook him vigorously to wake him up. "It's time to get something to eat."

He sat up sleepily, and the cheek that was pressed down had already printed the stripes on the sofa, which looked a little funny.

"What are you laughing at? I'm drooling again?"

"No, go wash your face!"

After a sound of running water, he straightened his clothes and said, "Where shall we eat?"

Because I was at my grandma's house these days, and I didn't stock up on anything in my house. I was afraid that the leftover food would be spoiled, so I threw it away.The two had to go out to eat.

After Zhou Ran asked, he smiled at me, and the two of them said in unison, "Whatever you want."

"Casual" is a place that the two of us settled on. It was many years ago, and the two of us were still inseparable. Every time we went out to eat, we were embarrassed and didn't know where to go. At this time, Zhou Ran would often ask me Where to go? At that time, I didn’t think about anything but Zhou Ran. I didn’t know which place to eat, so I prevaricated him: “Whatever.” It seems that most people were asked this question, and their answers were similar.

Later, Zhou Ran had no choice but to appoint a Chinese restaurant downstairs that he frequented as "casual".

"You know, from now on, this restaurant will be 'casual'. If you want to eat cassoulet in the future, come here."

Afterwards, Zhou Ran said that it was a good way to deal with unreasonable girlfriends he learned from TV. It's ridiculous that I thought it was a way of expressing love.

The owner of the familiar Chinese restaurant is still here. The reason why I say that is because after Zhou Ran left, I rarely come here.The boss is a woman, she knows the relationship between Zhou Ran and me, but she doesn't know how she will feel when she sees us now.

"Long time no see, you two, what would you like to eat this time?"

"Braised sesame food! Two servings!" Zhou Ran shouted first.

Yes, the weather is getting colder day by day, it's time to eat something to warm your body.

When I was still in high school, I always went out to eat stewed sesame food with my friends, especially in winter, because at that time I didn’t have a lot of pocket money, and I couldn’t afford hot pot. Occasionally eating Malatang once or twice was already considered Improve the food, and the one that accompanies me the most in cold weather is risotto.Although the stewed sesame food made at home is not as authentic as Shaanxi, it is enough for me.Zhou Ran was taken to eat by me, I didn't expect to like it right away, and I always argue to eat thereafter.It's just that there are too few shops that can make sesame food, so I haven't eaten it for a long time after graduation.The rare thing is that a new Chinese restaurant was opened downstairs later. The boss went to Shaanxi to learn stewed sesame food. At that time, both of them were very excited when they heard the news, so they always came to eat.

However, in the five years since Zhou Ran left, I didn't dare to order stewed sesame dishes when I came here. I was afraid of thinking of him, and even more afraid that the proprietress would enthusiastically mention him.

The store has become more and more prosperous, and the prices have risen a lot.

Two bowls of colorful stewed sesame food were steaming, and they were served by the waiter. I filled my mouth with a spoon for the long-lost taste, but unexpectedly found that it was no longer the original taste.Slightly disappointed.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing my absent-minded appearance, Zhou Ran couldn't help asking.

"Don't you feel the taste has changed?"

"No, it smells the same!"

Although Zhou Ran said so, I clearly feel that the taste has indeed changed, and it has changed a lot. It used to have an aftertaste. After eating a bowl, the aroma lingers for a long time. Now, it’s just the moment of eating it. It's just fragrant.It may also be that it has been too long, I don't remember too much, maybe!

As expected, Zhou Ran still loved it, so he ate a bowl of it every time, wiped his mouth with tissue paper, and urged me to eat it quickly before it would be cold.

It's not a meal, there are sporadic people, and the proprietress sits down and chats with us after finishing her work.

"How about you two, are you still together now?"

"It's been gone for a long time. You were right at the beginning. Two men will always be separated one day."

I said sadly.The proprietress didn't continue to talk, she knew what happened at the beginning, she knew that after we separated, I came here alone, remembering, nostalgic, and commemorating this place alone.

"Actually, it's not a big deal. My husband and I also divorced last year. He found a young and beautiful girl outside. That girl is really pretty, but it's a pity that she will be ruined by that person. Little Anji, what do you say What's wrong with the girls nowadays, why don't they find someone of the right family to fall in love with, why do they always break up other people's families!"

"Because they're not in love!"

I don't know why I said this sentence, and after I finished speaking, I subconsciously looked at Zhou Ran.His face turned very red.Yes, Zhang Jing and Zhou Ran are the right couple.

The proprietress still has a wedding ring on her hand, which shows that she is still persistent in her former love.Maybe one day that man cried and confessed to her, and as soon as her heart softened, the two of them came together again.

A woman's heart is too soft.

There were more and more people in the store, and the proprietress was busy greeting customers, so we left.

"Little Anzi, let's go watch the sunset!"

"Little Anzi, let's go check out the street lights!"

"Xiao Anzi, let's go over there to see the fountain!"

……

"Okay! Zhou Ran, we are not children anymore, and I don't have the innocence to go to see this and that now. It's too late, and you should go home. Let's leave now, both of us!"

"No, I'll go to your house."

"Zhou Ran—the two of us will have nothing. People in their thirties don't expect any romance in their hearts, and they don't know how to be moved. We both have our own hard-working lives now, and we both have our own struggles. Career, we have no excuses to come together, live together, and say good night to each other. The days of the two of us were all over five years ago. In the future, you are yours and I am mine. There is no intersection, even if there is, there is no intersection. It just passed by."

Zhou Ran calmed down, looked at me, wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say.The lights on the side of the road were turned on early, and a beam of light just shone on his crystal eyes, dripping with tears.I couldn't bear to watch it, so I turned my back.The two were silent for a long time, and when I turned around again, Zhou Ran had disappeared.

Suddenly I was very disappointed in my heart, so I was still a little hesitant just now. If he begged hard, I might have no defense at all.Because Zhou Ran once said seriously: "Anji, you have a woman's heart!"