You are the sunny scenery in my heart

After just one night, black stubble appeared around Zhou Ran's chin, and he looked at me with watery eyes, wanting to use my razor.

"It's a little blunt, you just use it!"

The result lived up to my reminder, Zhou Ran bled within a few shaves.He looked at me aggrievedly: "You are not blunt at 01:30!"

He hurriedly found a band-aid and put it on him carefully, even blowing on it to relieve his pain.Zhou Ran was very cooperative and remained motionless at my mercy.When I pressed the last button, he asked me: "Why can't we be together again? Is it because you still have resentment when I left without saying goodbye? Or after so many years, you don't love me anymore?"

Why?In fact, I can't tell the reason clearly. Maybe I don't know why the two of us can't be together anymore. I just feel that we are not as compatible as before. My life style and way of doing things with him are all in just five years. In the middle of the battle, the stars move, and it is not the same as before.The two of us are strangers to each other at this time, and it is impossible for us to get along without any gaps.Maybe even blood-thick relatives will become inexplicably unfamiliar after not seeing each other for a long time.

"We can try to be friends!"

"No! I don't want to."

"Zhou Ran, you should know, your family..."

"My mother looked for you."

ah!he knows?No, no, with Zhou Ran's mother's character, she wouldn't tell Zhou Ran about threatening me. Zhou Ran must be testing me.

"No, no."

"Anji, you can't fool me. I don't believe there is anyone in this world who knows you better than me. When you answered me, you hesitated."

A very careful mental activity was clearly captured by him, so I have nothing to explain.There is no further explanation.

"Mom threatened you?"

I am silent.

"She is really my good mother...what did she threaten you with?"

I breathed a sigh of relief and said: "Zhou Ran, in fact, what your mother said is not wrong. We have never been able to sit on an equal footing. You come from a prosperous city and live a life of feasting and debauchery, while I am just a little girl living in a big mountain. A short-sighted chicken that flew out knowing which shit luck it took. One of us is south of the sky, and the other is north of the sea. When we put it on the balance, the difference must be worlds apart."

Zhou Ranan listened to me quietly, then looked into my eyes, and said seriously: "But we are in love! This is a fact. We have lived together for seven full years! This is a fact. Many friends already know our relationship Relationship, support our relationship! This is also a fact. You also said how difficult it is for us to come together. We have experienced ups and downs, so shouldn’t we cherish this hard-won relationship more than others? "

Even though Zhou explained his point of view to me clearly and convinced me with reason and evidence, he just felt that he and I were no longer fit to live together. Maybe there was a reason but I didn’t realize it, maybe it really was. Because our fate has come to an end, there is no need to continue to be paranoid.

Zhou Ran held my hand, and I wanted to break free, but as soon as Zhou Ran tried hard, I couldn't do anything.He pulled me to sit on the sofa that was still warm, his expression was a little confused, his likes and sorrows were complicated, and he couldn't tell which emotion was more and which was less.He looked at the floor, as if he was brewing something, and then suddenly stretched out his hands, and I was caught off guard by him and pulled him into his arms. I wanted to break free again, but he hugged me even tighter.

"Anji, listen to me. Ever since I divorced Zhang Jing, I have questioned myself every day, what do I want, what do I need, who will need me, and what does he need from me. Nine, only your name is always lingering in my mind. In fact, if grandpa hadn’t come here for treatment, and I didn’t happen to know about it, we might have passed each other like this in this life. But the reality is not like this, the two of us We got together again through this incident, time has changed, although we have all changed, but haven't you noticed that we love each other even more. Don't you think you love me more than before? An Ji, don't run away from this feeling anymore Okay? Let's go with the flow shall we?"

Hearing Zhou Ran say so many thoughtful words now, it's strange that there won't be too many disturbances.Is it because I don't love anymore, or I have loved to the bottom of my heart, but it is flat?

For some reason, he suddenly didn't dare to face Zhou Ran, looked at an insignificant direction and smiled slightly, noncommittal.I don’t know when I started, I used to be noncommittal about one thing, either I like it or I don’t like it, I just think it’s not that important to like it or hate it, sometimes it must be in fate, and there is no time to force it in life.

Sending Zhou Ran to work, in fact, it is better to say that Zhou Ran took me to work, because he is always riding in front of the electric bike.

Like two old friends who have a good relationship, they go the same way and say goodbye, smiling and waving.

Zhou Ran asked me about it, and I promised that I would seriously consider it, but the result was already printed in my mind.I, and Zhou Ran should stop in moderation.

In order to be able to leave Zhou Ran for a period of time, and to collect materials better, I decided to go out for a walk alone, holding a landscape map, all of which are densely packed with scenic spots, and each scenic spot is marked with fancy words. I feel that every scenic spot is full of charm, but I know that only when I am really on the scene can I deeply understand the meaning of the exaggerated words.

So I chose a place with a relatively quiet environment, and I realized later that it is just a quieter name, not a golden holiday, and it is also crowded with people.

When I was staying in the hotel, I received a call from Zhou Ran, "Where are you? I'm at your house."

"I'm not in City C!"

There was silence on the other side of the phone, and I could only hear the faint sound of breathing on my side. It was difficult to hang up the phone, and I didn't know what to say.

"Come back as soon as possible, I will go to have a showdown with my mother, Anji, don't worry, I will never let you be wronged."

Before I could refuse, he had already hung up the phone, and there was a "beep--" voice coming from the receiver, but it seemed that he missed a beat in his heart. Something was missing, which made his mind restless, so that he continued to play a little bit. The mood is gone.

The next day I took the morning bus after breakfast, planning to get home early, sort out what I had seen and moved in the past few days, and present it to netizens and readers who are looking forward to my works.

Unscrewing the door, it was very cold in the room, it was not yet November, so the heating had not been provided, and the room without anyone was very deserted, and even made people shiver.Quickly use a gas cooker to boil a pot of hot water.

Suddenly thought of a sentence: Boiling water does not sound, and sounding water does not boil.I was fascinated by the sound of the unboiled water, creaking.

I was interrupted by the sound of my mother's phone, and it was rare to call me once, "Hello——"

"An...Anji, your sister..."

My mother was hesitating, and I suddenly thought of something, my heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with my sister?"

Mom sighed, "You'd better come back and see him!"

It's over, a feeling that the sky is falling.