You are the sunny scenery in my heart

When I saw my sister again, it was as if a thunderbolt was drawn from the sky, and it hit my temple impartially, and then my whole body trembled.

The older sister shrank, her eyes that were originally big and bright were already dim, and she couldn’t tell if she could see clearly. Mom said that after the accident, my sister kept crying and crying. Now the bags under her eyes have swollen a lot, and her hair doesn’t want to be tidied, like dead grass. Stick to the face.The brother-in-law blamed himself cowardly, and the mother sobbed from time to time.

My sister finally noticed me, "Anji is here, you can find a place to sit!" She said a simple sentence, but she said it intentionally and weakly, but it made me feel like a heinous villain, bursting out with deep guilt. guilt.I know that my sister's appearance today is definitely because of me, and it is definitely because of Zhou Ran's mother.

"Go find some fruit for Anji." My sister commanded my brother-in-law to take care of me in a trance. Suddenly, I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes, and threw myself into my sister's arms and cried happily.My sister patted me gently with her hand, saying it was okay.As if I was the one who was insulted, the more she was like this, the stronger my sense of guilt.She said secretly in her heart: "Sister, don't worry, I will definitely give you justice, even if there is no justice, I will definitely give you an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth."

I stayed with my sister every step of the way. I didn’t have the courage to tell them that it was because of me that my sister had what happened to me, so I had to treat my sister well in every possible way, to make up for the harm I caused her, and to make my heart a little bit be redeemed.I am the youngest in the family, everyone dotes on me, everyone is centered on me, although I don't like this feeling, but there is no way to change this situation, so that now my sister has... and wants to comfort me in turn Me, let me not be too sad.The more I think about it, the more I feel that my sister's appearance is caused by me alone, and the deep sense of guilt almost swallows me up.

My mother and brother-in-law tried everything possible to find justice for that hateful person, and let the law give him the sanction we thought he deserved.Everyone is working hard in this direction filled with righteous indignation, but only I know the truth, and only I know that the road is boundless, but I can't make this truth public. Hurt.

At night, I locked myself in the room alone, and after careful consideration, I finally made my next decision.

There is a mirror in the room, through which I can see my own cheek with difficulty, I cover my left eye, the world is the same.

Zhou Ran called, I refused to answer, the phone rang again, I refused to answer again, the phone rang again.

"Hey!"

"Why did you refuse to answer my call?"

"Zhou Ran, let me tell you very seriously that you and I have reached a point of no return. What you have done has touched my bottom line. No matter what you say, it is impossible for us. Maybe you still love Looking at me, maybe I still love you shamefully, but from now on, those are the past. No matter from which aspect, it is impossible for me and you to get together again. "

"Anji, what's wrong with you, why are you so angry?"

"It's not angry, it's despair, it's really despair. Go back and ask your great mother, what good things she has done, and what she has done to keep us from being together. pointing things."

I hung up the phone, my body began to tremble, I don't know if it was because I had exhausted my courage, or it was too difficult for me to face Zhou Ran so bluntly.

The mother and brother-in-law's intention to continue to pursue the idea was known by the elder sister. The elder sister looked downcast and said weakly: "I feel ashamed enough, don't let more people know, don't let more people pity me."

My sister is a strong person who beats children, and she has a man's heart in her bones. Now that she has encountered such a thing, her heart has already collapsed.If it was used as a topic of conversation after dinner, it would undoubtedly not be a new kind of torture for her.The mother and brother-in-law stopped their work unwillingly but helplessly under the begging of their sister.

I said in my heart: "Sister, don't worry, I will definitely give you an explanation, and I will definitely not let Zhou Ran and his mother live in peace."

During lunch, my absent-minded mother noticed everything.My mother gently put down the bowls and chopsticks, breathed a sigh of relief, and patted the back of my hand, "Anji! No one would like such a thing to happen, but no one can expect it! Don't be too sad, your sister It must be hard to see you like this."

My mother is comforting me, she doesn't know at all, she doesn't know that this incident is obviously avoidable, and I also know that it can be avoided, but I didn't prevent it before it happened. This is my fault, and it's all my fault. However, after my mother warned me, I didn't get entangled with Zhou Ran anymore, and my sister might not suffer this kind of treatment. In the final analysis, it was me.

Just after cleaning up the dishes, the doorbell rang, and my mother wondered who would come to our house at this time.Opening the door hesitantly, unexpectedly, it was Zhou Ran.

"Come in, it's cold outside."

Shaking off his gray rain, Zhou Ran walked in hurriedly, before he had time to change into his slippers, he kicked off his leather shoes that had soaked up the muddy water, and unexpectedly knelt down in front of me.This move of his scared everyone, his mother hurried over to help Zhou Ran, Zhou Ran said: "Mom, don't worry about me, let me kneel here, this is what I should do." Zhou Ran stubbornly Over and over again, he pushed away the hand that his mother stretched out to help.My mother looked at him with heartache, and then looked at me viciously. She must be complaining that even if Zhou Ran made a mistake, I would not kneel down. My mother always felt that a man had gold under his knees.

I closed my eyes, not because I couldn't bear to see him kneeling there, but because I was confused for a moment. I didn't know how to deal with the situation at this moment, and whether I should ignore it.

Mom calmed down, probably realizing that this was our business and we should let us solve it by ourselves, and went back to her room with a long sigh.

I got up, pulled Zhou Ran's tie and walked out the door without looking back. Zhou Ran was dragged by me, and my mother shouted at the door: "Zhou Ran hasn't put on shoes yet..."

My mother's shout disappeared in the dark corridor, I dragged Zhou Ran down hastily, and it was indeed raining outside.

I stuffed him into the back seat of the car and gave him a punch, and then I sat in the driver's seat and started racing on the road calmly.

I don't know how long it took, but I felt that the rain on the bangs had dried up. I turned the speed down very low, and when I looked around, I realized that I had already arrived at my home.

With my mother, I didn't give him a chance to talk, I was afraid, I was afraid that if he said casually, I would walk into the vortex of eternal doom.

Zhou Ran was sitting in the back, very quiet all the time, presumably at this moment, he must be apologetic to me in every possible way.

"Is it cool?"

"A bit!" Zhou Ran stepped on the unheated floor in late October, and for some reason, I still asked.

"Go to the sofa!"

Zhou Ran walked over silently, seeing him tiptoeing, my heart suddenly twitched, and I was very disappointed with the fact that although my own heart was saying that I could no longer like him, I still cared humblely. he.Suddenly, I felt as if I had drawn a prison for myself, which was very strong, and let me fight and kill each other with my beloved in this prison.No way, I really hate him!

"An Ji, actually I..."

"I know, in fact, maybe it has nothing to do with you. I blame myself for being too self-righteous, and I can't stop my eager heart."

I sat next to Zhou Ran, resting my head on his shoulder safely, "Zhou Ran, do you know how scared I am now, how much I blame myself?"

Zhou Ran gently hugged me, "It's okay, Anji, I will definitely protect you and never let you be afraid again."

I sneered, I know that no matter when I compare Zhou Ran with his mother, I am an outsider who is not worth mentioning. Since I am an outsider, what is worth breaking up my family for me? ?

"An Ji, when I came, I had already had a showdown with my mother, and I told her clearly that if she comes to stop us again in the future, I will sever relations with her."

I looked at him sadly, "But, something happened to my sister!"

"I'm sorry, I know that nothing I can do at this time can restore the harm my sister suffered, but I hope to do my best to make up for her."

"Make it up? Hehe! If something like that happens, there is no way to make up for it."

I don't have a mirror in front of me. If there is one, I must have a pair of empty eyes at this time.Without focus, I don't know how far to look.

Zhou Ran let go of me, slowly moved to the floor, and knelt down again, "An Ji, from today on, I will do whatever you ask me to do, and I will never say no, and I will never ask why."

I helped him up, my heart was churning, my hard heart seemed to gradually soften, and a certain thought was almost wiped out because of his words.

However, when I think of the way I saw her after my sister's accident, the despair, the helplessness, and I know who did it, but I can't let her get retribution immediately, everything returns to the past, what Zhou Ran said just now Everything, I have the right to hear nothing.It is impossible for us two to be together.It seems a little sad to think about it, because Zhou Ran is so sincere.

I slowly helped Zhou Ran up, "I know you don't want to, and I know you didn't know beforehand."

I know that only when I have a good relationship with Zhou Ran can I get close to his mother and do what I want to do.I will definitely let her know what it means to get what she deserves.