You are the sunny scenery in my heart

When I returned home in a state of embarrassment, I felt that the house was not angry at all.As the saying goes, there is no smell. It may be because no one has been active here for too long, so that when I first came in, I smelled a musty smell.Hurry up and find an air freshener and keep spraying it, spraying it inside and out.

Suddenly, the interest came, and I cleaned the whole house.Take out all the clothes in the closet and refold them before putting them back.After everything is processed, take a photo in a clean room.

"Crack!"

Suddenly my heart darkened, and I saw the photo standing on the bedside table in the bedroom.Because I thought it was fun, I took out the photo of Zhou Ran wrapped in a quilt and put it in the frame.In the photo, his nose is red, his eyes are looking at me with disgust, and he is wrapped in a thick quilt.At that time, the two of us may really be the most important things to each other!Nobody wants to hurt the other side.

Up to now, Zhou Ran has disappeared. He may have moved out of this city long ago, or he may still be in an alley in this city that I have never been to.When he just left, I even had this thought: search the whole city of C, and I will definitely find him!But then I figured it out, even if I was lucky enough to find him, who can guarantee that he won't leave again?Rather than being farther away at that time, it's better to be like this, at least I can perceive that he is not very far away, at least not too far away in my heart.

Xin Jing didn't know what was wrong with asking me to go to her house for lunch, saying that Gao Chong hadn't seen me for a long time and missed me very much.Dare to find a plump excuse.There must be something else to ask me.

I still need to dress up, I don't want to lose face in front of Gao Chong.After all, in the past, he was the prince I dreamed of.It's just that he still doesn't know why I was so enthusiastic about him at the beginning.

Riding my electric bike, I came to Xin Jing's house leisurely. The weather was so cold that I couldn't help it. When I got to the door, my hands were frozen.

When Xin Jing opened the door, she hurriedly cried to her, and she looked at me distressedly: "If I knew it was so cold, I would have asked Gao Chong to drive to pick you up."

"If you don't come here, I'm sure you won't want to part with it. You just know how to follow me later."

Xin Jing hurriedly welcomed me in, changed her shoes, and saw Gao Chong working in the kitchen wearing an apron.I looked at him jokingly and said, "Brother-in-law, that's not bad, look at me getting so many delicious food for me."

"Well, Xin Jing said, ah, I invited Anji, you must show off your best cooking skills, and then I have been busy since morning, and I have always valued you."

"Oh, it's so good, tell me, is there anything you want from me?"

Xin Jing pulled me to sit down and said, "I don't have anything to ask of you, but I have something happy to share with you."

"Happy event? What happy event? Someone in your family got married?"

Xin Jing thumped my back, and there was a "boom", and Gao Chong heard it and shouted towards this side: "Be careful, don't break his little ribs again."

Snort.

It can be seen that it should really be a happy event, and I can't wait to share it with me. The whole face is full of happy words.

"Actually, I'm actually pregnant!"

For a moment, my brain seemed to be electrified, and I woke up a lot with a "shua". "That's really a happy event! I really have to congratulate you!"

Seeing Xin Jing's triumphant appearance, I'm really happy for her. She and Gao Chong can also be said to have gone through ups and downs, and finally came together after going through hardships. Still love kind people a little more.

The excitement in my heart was beyond words, and Xin Jing and I didn't know how to express our emotions at this moment.Gao Chong looked at the two of us in the kitchen and laughed like fools, but couldn't help smiling.The whole room was filled with laughter and laughter.very nice.

"An Ji, my happiness has already taken root, what about yours, what are your plans for the future with Zhou Ran or yours?"

One sentence pushed me from the warm hot spring to the biting ice cellar.

"Do you still love him?"

In fact, I have asked myself more than once, do I still love him?If love, what is love for him?What else is there in him that deserves my continued love?It wasn't until the relationship with Gao Ze accidentally fell through that I realized that Zhou Ran was already an indelible part of my heart, and I had branded everything about him on my bones. gone by the wind.

"I love him. I love him forever." I finally said it firmly, finally I was willing to face my heart, and finally expressed my most sincere thoughts.In the future, I don't need to annihilate my emotions again because of any grudges. I love him, and I know clearly that I love him, and I love him clearly.

Xin Jing looked at me, something bright in her eyes flickered slightly. "It's just a pity that he left. So what are you going to do in the future?"

I didn’t plan for the future. At any time five years ago, I never made any plans for a day when he really left. I would live like a walking dead. Maybe it would be a full day for others. But only I know how such a day feels like a year.

"I don't have any plans, maybe I will live alone for the rest of my life!"

"How can I do that? You still need to find someone earlier, two people live together is called life." After speaking, he looked at Gao Chong tacitly.

I never thought about it, otherwise there would be no Gao Ze later.It's just that even if you find it, so what, doesn't it end without a problem?I don't have the energy to devote myself to another relationship again.The relationship with Zhou Ran is my last time, although it is only the first time.

"No, my whole life belongs only to Zhou Ran, my whole life belongs to him, and so does my heart. It's just that Zhou Ran is full, and I can't fill it with other people. Xin Jing, what do you think I'm going to do?" Is it just like this? Knowing that this is a prison for yourself, you still have to continue without hesitation. Am I being too stupid?"

"You are stupid to a certain extent! If Zhou Ran will never appear again in this life, what are you going to do, just wait like this? Waiting stupidly, waiting for him to come back to you?"

"No, Xin Jing, I don't think he will come back to me, and I don't want him to come back to me. I have hurt him so shamefully, and I have put him in dire straits. How can I get his forgiveness? Being single may not be waiting for him, there is really no way to fall in love with someone else again."

"Anji, I don't want you to do this."

"Who would want that?"

I fell silent, looked at a table full of lunch, and heard Gao Chong say that it was snowing outside.

Suddenly it got cold, and then it snowed, without warning.

I dragged Xin Jing to the window to look at the snowflakes, but it was still not cold enough, the snowflakes melted as soon as they hit the ground and disappeared.

"Xin Jing, do you know Nankang Baiqi?"

"Of course I know...Anji, you are not allowed to do that!"

"I didn't say that. It's been five years. Have I committed suicide?"

Still returning to the dinner table, the three of them finally sat down and began to seriously taste the richness of the whole table.