You are the sunny scenery in my heart

In the morning, I heard Zhou Ran talking on the phone again, "You don't know them, so it's useless for you to come back! Besides, they all live here, isn't it inconvenient for you to come back?...No, they I won't find fault with you,...No, it's good if you have this kind of heart...What are you doing when you come back...I said no..."

Zhou Ran saw that I was listening, hung up the phone in a hurry, walked out of the bathroom, wanted to say something, but swallowed it back.

"Zhang Jing! What's the matter, does she mind if we live here? If that's the case, we'd better move out immediately!"

"No, no, trust me, I can definitely handle it."

My mother heard us talking in the bathroom, so she came over and asked us to eat: "Go and eat, the food will be cold in a while. What's wrong with you, did you quarrel?"

"No, mom, how could we quarrel? Let's go to eat!" Zhou Ran pushed her mother to the living room.

I was still standing at the door of the bathroom. If Zhang Jing really came back, what kind of identity should I face?Zhou Ran's good friend?So why did you suddenly rush out with such a good friend?Forget it, let's talk about it if she really comes back!

My mother went to the hospital again, and I watched TV dramas at Zhou Ran's house. His TV is very good, and I can watch many paid programs.It should be because Zhang Jing also likes watching TV dramas very much. Zhou Ran deliberately bought a TV that is so suitable for watching TV dramas. He must love Zhang Jing very much!Maybe he didn't let her come back because he didn't want her to worry about it!I am very envious of Zhang Jing at this moment, being pampered by such a perfect person.

During the advertisement, I found that my nails were a little long, so I called Zhou Ran to ask where the nail clippers were. He said they were in a drawer under the TV cabinet.I searched one by one, but I didn't find the nail clippers, but I found a pack of cigarettes that had been opened, and there were still a lot of cigarettes left.It seems that after Zhou Ran left me, he even learned to smoke. No wonder his voice was a little hoarse at the wedding. Zhou Ran started smoking. So what else in this world will not happen?I played with it for a while, put it back gently, and let out a long sigh.Go back and continue watching TV.

At noon, I stewed mushroom soup for my mother and grandfather, and my uncle and brother left to go shopping in the mall because my mother felt relieved.Mom said the soup was very fresh, and grandpa drank a lot of it very well.

Grandpa was lying on the bed, having fallen asleep because of boredom.

Seeing that grandpa was fast asleep, my mother asked me softly, "Son, tell me the truth, Zhou Ran, did you two really quarrel?"

I was very surprised, why my mother would suddenly ask me this, maybe I still noticed something was wrong!

"I have a very good relationship with Zhou Ran now."

"Don't lie to me, I know everything with just one look from you, whether there was a quarrel, whether you did something to make Zhou Ran angry."

Looking at my mother's determined eyes, I knew I couldn't hide it. "Yes, Zhou Ran and I had a quarrel, and we haven't seen each other for five years. Now he contacted me because he heard that you were coming, and I don't live in his house. He is already married, and the bride is very beautiful. "

"Whose fault are you two arguing?"

"Of course it's my fault. Because, because I felt bored when I was with him, I carried him behind my back and found a new friend to share the rent together. I didn't see him and avoided him for five years."

Mother heard it, and stood up angrily, but she was afraid of disturbing grandpa's rest, so she sat down reluctantly, "You, how can you, Zhou Ran treats you so well, how can you repay your kindness with revenge."

I pretended to be a criminal suspect in front of my mother, and the fake guilt was not real at all.I was ambiguous, making up lies that I don't know if they are true or not, and cheating my mother for Zhou Ran.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, I went to open the door, and there was a strange woman standing outside the door. After thinking for a long time, I remembered that it was Zhang Jing who had seen it at the wedding.Ask her to come in.

The way she smiles is very familiar, but I can't tell how familiar it is.She was holding a big fruit basket in her hand. She had heard that Zhang Jing came from a famous family, so the fruit basket she gave was not a small one.

Greeted very politely, making people feel that he is a dignified, virtuous, and knowledgeable person.But it suddenly occurred to Zhou Ran that when he talked with her on the phone, didn't he agree not to come back?Did Zhou then agree later?I didn't call Zhou Ran to ask, no matter what, Zhang Jing is Zhou Ran's wife and the hostess of that villa, so it's understandable that she won't come back.After chatting with her mother for a while, Zhang Jing left, saying that she was going home to pack her things.Made dinner as well.Mom apologized and said thank you.

"Xiaoji, don't look at Zhang Jing who looks very noble outside, in fact, it can be seen from the eyebrows that Zhou Ran doesn't love her very much. If a woman is deeply loved by a man, she won't appear sad. Even the wrinkles will be very fine. But you look at Zhang Jing, it's obvious that she can't get love. Does Zhou Ran have someone he likes, and is Zhou Ran forced to marry her?"

"How do I know! Mom, it's someone else's business, so don't worry about it. You don't care whether Zhou Ran loves her or not. At least they are living together now and they haven't divorced. They are a couple. In the eyes of others, they are still a sweet couple."

He said so, but he couldn't help muttering in his heart. Is it true that Zhou Ran didn't like Zhang Jing as his mother said, and marrying her was just a pretext, and he had other unavoidable reasons?But, how could it be possible, how could Zhou Ran, that persistent person, put his own marriage on the line for anything.Think about it and feel that it is unrealistic, so let it go.

At night, when Zhou Ran came home, he saw that Zhang Jing had already returned, and he had a complaining look in his eyes: "Didn't you say that you don't need to come back? Why are you still here?" The voice was very careful, but I heard it.After Zhou Ran discovered my existence, he stopped blaming Zhang Jing.

At night, I used my glasses case against the wall next to Zhou Ran's bedroom, hoping to refuse to hear that sound.For a long time, I didn't hear any sound.Maybe it's because so many people are here, they are shy.

The next day, it turned out that Zhang Jing was preparing breakfast, and Zhou Ran was sitting leisurely in the living room chatting with his mother. I scolded him: "Do you really have the heart to let Zhang Jing be alone in the kitchen with the cooking fumes?"

"She can do it alone. Don't worry."

I still felt sorry, so I went to the kitchen to help Zhang Jing.Every dish she cooks is the most friendly to Zhou Ran, and I envy her for being so attentive to Zhou Ran.It must be difficult for Zhou Ran to be taken care of by her like this, not to love her.I feel happy for her, and even more fortunate that Zhou Ran can find such a virtuous wife. After all, not everyone is likely to find someone who cares about him so much.While loading the plate, Zhang Jing suddenly asked me: "Since you are so familiar with Zhou Ran, do you know about his affair, that is, do you know who Zhou Ran liked before marrying me?"

I was very surprised why Zhang Jing would ask this, "I'm not very clear about this, you should ask Zhou Ran yourself."

Zhang Jing looked at me disappointedly, but said nothing.

At this point, I suddenly realized something, as if in the dark, there was nothing missing in the things I had in the past, but what was different from before was the lack of formal things.

That's it.

Zhang Jing asked me if I wanted to go shopping in the mall, but I didn't like crowded places, so I declined.After Zhang Jing left, I was bored by myself, so I took a look at every room in Zhou Ran's house. I kept avoiding Zhou Ran's bedroom, because I knew there would be good memories of Zhou Ran and Zhang Jing there. But for others, no matter how beautiful it is, it is disgusting.But this time the curiosity was too strong, and it drove me to twist the doorknob of the bedroom.

The smell inside is fragrant, a touch of green tea, not a perfume, but a simple smell of air freshener, the smell I like, the days without me, Zhou Ran’s habits because of me have not changed, a little bit in my heart There is a touch of emotion.

There are still changes. I don’t know when Zhou Ran began to like calligraphy and painting. He was lying on the bed facing a banner, which was written in a very elegant font: Chasing the fleeting years in the wind, flowers, snow and moon, and remembering Zhou An with a heart like still water.Perhaps this is the most literary sentence for Zhou Ran.I am very grateful that Zhou Ran can hang this in the bedroom. It's just such a simple and clear sentence, can't Zhang Jing see it?Or is there some other reason for Zhang Jing to compromise?Perhaps for Zhang Jing, she never thought about me at all, and that Ann might not be me!

I didn't ask Zhou Ran, I think these are all trivial things, asking too much will make Zhou Ran think that I still want to go back to the past, wouldn't that be too unreserved.

At noon, I went to the hospital, and my mother told me that my grandfather could be discharged from the hospital, and he could go home after packing up.I said that I finally came to City C, so I should stay a few more days, and I took it around. "How can I go shopping? The doctor said that I need to go home and continue to rest. It may be good or bad. There is no definite number for everything. It still depends on your grandpa's fortune." After speaking, he looked at his grandpa and sighed.

I didn't say hello to Zhou Ran in advance, and went home to pack things with Zhang Jing. Halfway, Zhou Ran hurried back, looked at me with a slightly angry expression, and said nothing.Stop my mother from leaving.My mother said: "There is always a time when the music is over. If you miss me, just come to see me at home. This time I have stayed for too long. The family is not relieved to see your grandpa for such a long time. When you have time in the future I'll see you again, oh!"

Zhou Ran couldn't hold back her mother, so she could only watch her pack up her things reluctantly, and look at me desperately from time to time.A pair of bright eyes seem to contain too much to say but can't say.

Zhou Ran likes his mother very much. According to him, his mother's character is very suitable for him. When the two of them are together, there are always endless topics to talk about. Zhou Ran even likes my mother more than me, who is a son.Of course it was just a joke. Before, Zhou Ran hadn’t visited my mother for five years. Maybe he was afraid that he wouldn’t be able to keep going. He would think of me when he saw my mother.

Zhou Ran drove us to the station. Along the way, no matter how mother tried to mobilize the indifferent atmosphere, Zhou Ran had a silent face. When he shifted gears, I gently put my hand on the back of his hand, and he turned his head Looked at me, smiled slightly, changed gears, and I smiled back, the two of them were making eye contact, probably, don't do this, mom will be worried.OK, I'll be fine right away.

This is a tacit understanding between the two after seven years of friction.No third person can understand it, and that's one of the few things I can still be proud of.

Zhou Ran bought the tickets, and we sent them to the car together, reluctant to watch the car slowly drive out of sight.Suddenly the wind picked up, and the weather at the end of summer was already a little bit cold. Zhou Ran took off his coat and handed it to me. I declined, "Go back early, Zhang Jing will be anxious when she is alone at home." After finishing speaking, Zhou Ran didn't wait for a reply , Gu Zi got in the car and fastened his seat belt.

Zhou Ran got in the car and started the car, but he didn't move. I was about to ask him why he didn't leave, but he said, "An Ji, let's go for a drive!" I wanted to refuse again, but Zhou Ran didn't give me a chance, "The steering wheel In my hands, you have to listen to me." After speaking, he stepped on the accelerator hard, and the car accelerated very quickly.I rolled up the car window worriedly, the car was driving fast, my whole heart was raised, but I looked at Zhou Ran with a calm look.There is nothing to be afraid of, the big deal is death, if I can die with Zhou Ran, it is my luck.Thinking this way, he suddenly lost his fear and stretched his body in line with Zhou Ran's rhythm.

"Da Zhou, let's play a song!"

"Okay, what do you want to hear?"

"monster!"

The sound of music poured into my ears, and I forgot for a moment that I was sitting in the car. I closed my eyes and felt the comfort brought by the translational movement and the pleasure brought by the music. I vaguely heard Zhou Ran humming along with the music. There is a pause, and it is very flavorful. I can't help but sigh that Zhou Ran still has skills in this area, but I have never had the opportunity to hear him sing a song.

I turned off the music, and Zhou Ran looked at me suspiciously, "Why did you turn it off, doesn't it sound good?"

"No, please sing me a song! You are so good at singing, I haven't heard you sing before, I feel very sorry, let me fulfill my wish today."

There was no music, no rhythm, Zhou Ran sang Faye Wong's "Red Bean", every word seemed to be carefully considered, it was exciting.I was deeply conquered by his voice, which became very magnetic because of smoking.Close your eyes, slowly immersed in his singing.

Suddenly, Zhou Ran stopped singing, and the car shook violently. I hurriedly opened my eyes, and my vision was blurry. Zhou Ran was trying his best to control the steering wheel. Screaming braking sound, felt a violent impact coming from the front, the front of the car must have hit something, but the car did not stop because of this, nor did the steering wheel, as if trying to break free from the car and take full control Can't live.The back of the car also hit something, because the force of the impact was relatively strong, I felt the whole world was shaking, and finally the brakes that Zhou Ran had stepped on to the bottom worked.The car finally stopped obediently, Zhou Ran was panting heavily, sweat was all over his forehead, and it had already begun to flow down his cheeks.He slowly put his head on the steering wheel, still panting.The airbag in front of me has ruptured, and there are faint red blood stains on it. It seems that something bad has happened.Zhou Ran suddenly realized something, held my head in both hands, slowly turned around, and looked at me guiltily. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't pretend to be B, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

I try to smile, it hurts a bit but it's nothing serious, it's just a skin scratch, and the blood is just a broken capillary.Zhou Ran unbuckled his and mine seat belts, hugged me tightly, wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything because he was so choked up.At this moment, I don't care about any morals and ethics, even though Zhou Ran hugs him so selfishly, I am also intoxicated in his bosom.The two hugged like this for a long, long time.

On the way back, Zhou Ran said that when the car broke down, he had made an agreement with the god of death. I asked what it was, but he refused to say anything.Just say that one day I will understand.

The car drove very slowly, so slow that I wanted to make people fall asleep, and I fell asleep to the sound of music. Even though I had just experienced a near death, my trust in Zhou Ran only increased.He is my God, let me have nothing to fear.

When I woke up, I had arrived at Zhou Ran's house. I packed up my things and asked Zhou Ran to take me home.There is no long-winded, as my mother said, there is no permanent banquet in the world, not to mention that the future is long, and there are still many days to meet again, it's just something you think about.