You are the sunny scenery in my heart

After returning from Zhou Ran's wedding, I was in an unusually magnanimous mood. At the same time, I felt that the world was quiet, and there was a feeling of stillness in my heart from the inside out.Zhou Ran didn't break his promise. He said he would marry a wife and have children, so he married a wife and prepared to have children. But I really no longer want to have anything to do with Zhou Ran.We are like two straight lines, after they intersect, they extend infinitely to two different directions, and never meet again.

From time to time, news about the military training of college students broke out on the Internet, lamenting that another midsummer slipped away like this. I thought I would live like a year without Zhou Ran, but it seems that I am not as infatuated as I imagined.

I received a call from my mother just after lunch. After some pleasantries, my mother said to me in a serious tone: "Xiaoji, your grandpa's condition is serious again. The doctor at home said it's best to turn around." Go to City C, there is a professional cardiovascular and cerebrovascular hospital in City C."

"Then hurry up and turn around, don't delay, clean up today, come over tomorrow!"

After making a hasty decision and putting down the phone, I realized that many people will definitely come, and I live in a small place, so it’s impossible to accommodate so many people. After much deliberation, I decided to book a hotel first, and then make an appointment for another Doctor, casually posted a Weibo: Grandpa was seriously ill and moved to City C for treatment.

After tidying up, I went downstairs to take a taxi and went to the hotel to book a room.

The bright smile of the front desk manager made me feel at ease. It’s just a room reservation, can’t I do it?

"Excuse me sir, you can only book one room per person."

"Don't think I don't understand, how could there be such a rule?"

"Sir, that's the rule here."

"..."

"Anji!"

When I was negotiating with the front desk manager, a familiar voice came from behind, calling a familiar name, which made me feel in a trance.Zhou Ran?How can it be?

Zhou Ran pulled me into his car and put my bicycle in the trunk.

"Where?"

"Go to your home!"

I calm down.

When the motor vehicle started, my heart still felt a little bit, it was only my home, even though it was true, I still couldn't help but feel disappointed when I heard these words from Zhou Ran.

In the car, I asked him why he came here.

He looked at me through the mirror and said, "I saw you said on Weibo that grandpa was coming here for treatment, so I came to see you, and saw your car at the entrance of this hotel."

Zhou Ran seems to have his own radar, tracking my every step.I had no idea that he was following my Weibo all the time, and he was so impressed by my things!

I have nothing to say all the way, and I dare not go to see him. Regarding him, I have changed from a high-ranking victim to a heartless person, because compared to what he knows about me, I know nothing about his current situation.

When he got home, he took out the car, locked it up, and went upstairs with me.For Zhou Ran, this road has long been familiar, and he can almost find the place where I live with his eyes closed.Thinking this way, I don't know whether I should be sad or relieved.

Zhou Ran walked quickly, and he had already walked in front of me within a short distance. When he reached the door, before I opened it, Zhou Ran had already taken out the key and inserted it.After many years, he can still find this key, and it is tied with his car key. I really hope that I am worrying too much, and he doesn't particularly care about me.

I still couldn't help asking: "Do you still keep this key?" I don't know what kind of result I want, maybe I still hope that he can give me an accurate answer. What kind of?

He was silent for a while and said, "I forgot to return it to you, do you want it?"

"No, I don't want it, I just feel very curious, you can keep it, as a souvenir."

Zhou Ran didn't speak any more, and walked into the room quietly.

"Mom and the others... your parents and the others, are you coming tomorrow?"

I nodded.

"Don't let them live in a hotel. The environment is not good. Go to my house. My parents don't live here. Xiao Jing also went back to her mother's house. It's a waste for me to live in such a big room. Mom... auntie. When you do, just go there."

"It doesn't need to be so troublesome, I can handle it myself."

"I know you can handle it alone, I believe in you, but I also miss Auntie very much, I am helping Auntie, not helping you, you know?"

But does it make a difference?

"But……"

"Anji, can you let me do my filial piety?"

I'm at a loss, what does taking care of my mother have to do with his filial piety?

"Anyway, she used to be my mother, but I didn't do anything for her. I feel very guilty. Now I finally have a chance to do my filial piety. Please help me."

What Zhou Ran said was to the point, I couldn't refuse.Seeing him happy like a child, I suddenly felt an indescribable joy, as if the two of us had agreed to travel to different places, and now, we are both back.However, no matter how good the dream of Huangliang is, it is just a flash in the pan, and it will not stay if you try your best.

"Come and me to decorate, the house may be a bit messy now."

While driving, Zhou Ran turned on the car stereo, and Faye Wong's song that I once liked very much came out leisurely from it: Passenger.

Sitting in the car you drive, listening to the songs you listen to, we are very happy...

"Change it!"

"What's the matter, don't you like listening to this song?"

"Yeah, people change all the time, who knows what kind of song who likes at this moment?"

Zhou Ran didn't speak, but changed to the next song obediently.

Listening to the sound is great, but I don’t know what it is. I only recently liked listening to their songs.I looked at him, "Is this Zhang Jing's favorite song?"

Zhou Ran didn't deny it, so there's nothing surprising, Zhou Ran's people are already Zhang Jing's, and he should have a few songs that Zhang Jing likes in his car.

I no longer speak, and the common topics between me and him seem to have all disappeared when he left without a word five years ago, and they will never be found again.I also thought about whether the so-called common topic between us is just because Zhou Ran accommodated me and liked the same things as me.I don't have a chance to verify it, and I don't want to know the answer now, it doesn't make sense.

Maybe he thought I was worried about the song he played, so he turned off the music and said, "This is the song I like to listen to too."

I laughed it off, what's the use of telling me this, I really don't care anymore.

Arrivals.

In the past, I lived here with Zhou Ran, and then his mother kicked me out, and we went to the house I live in now, and now I have the opportunity to come back to see it, and I am still happy.

It's been five years, and to my surprise, there hasn't been much change here, except that some flowers and plants are not what they were when I was there.Zhang Jing should not be a hardworking person, but if it were me, I would definitely make this yard my own style from the beginning to the end.

Zhou Ran opened the door, "You can still live in your room, Auntie and the others live in the guest room. If there are not enough rooms..."

I know what he wants to say, if there is not enough room, the two of us will squeeze together.

"No, the bed between you and Zhang Jing is the most private place for both of you, I won't go to sleep!"

Zhou Ran didn't say anything more, he knew me well, I am a person who is easy to mind, besides, I don't think Zhang Jing is a hardworking person.

While I was making the bed, Zhou Ran had already prepared dinner. I looked at the food on the dining table, and there was nothing I didn’t like.

A sleepless night, the moonlight quietly sprinkled on the floor through the curtains, making me feel relaxed and happy. In fact, it is good to be friends with Zhou Ran, at least we still care about each other and need each other.

"Boom boom boom——"

I opened the door, Zhou Ran looked at me with piercing eyes, and said, "I knew you would not be able to sleep, let's chat for a while."

In his house, how could I refuse him.

We talked a lot about what we had seen recently, and no one mentioned the past, which was very embarrassing for both of us.Later, I just felt sleepy and fell asleep without knowing it.

I had a dream. In the dream, Zhou Ran and I were still the same as before, snuggling up to each other, doing things we like together, sometimes laughing out loud.

When I woke up in the morning, I found two pillows. I suddenly felt warm. I didn't want to complain about Zhou Ran at all. It was as if we were still living together, and it was him who cooked again this morning. It was very casual.

When I got up, I received a call from my mother, saying that I had arrived at the station. Zhou Ran had just made breakfast, and when I put down the phone, she understood everything, and said, "Let's go, take this with you, and eat it on the way." After that, he picked up a Mantou, I found a bag of pickles for me.

It was very cold in the morning, Zhou Ran took out a coat from the back seat of the car and handed it to me, "Don't freeze!"

When I met my mother and saw my grandfather's haggard face, I couldn't help but shed tears.My mother blamed me and told me not to let grandpa see me, I was sad.

It suddenly occurred to me that I hadn't made an appointment with the doctor yet, so I looked at my mother in horror, and then at Zhou Ran.Feeling wronged like never before, she shed tears without concealment in front of Zhou Ran, and said, "I forgot to ask the doctor."

Zhou Ran looked at me in the same panic. I didn't know where to go, but Zhou Ran turned from mourning to a smile, and said, "Fool, I've made all the arrangements, so I know you can't handle it. The doctor is my dad's best friend, so I can definitely trust you. Don't worry." !"

It has always been like this, Zhou Ran will arrange everything properly without my knowledge, making me feel unattainable no matter how hard I try, this is exactly the reason why I like him.

My mother asked me if something was wrong, and I smiled and said it was all right.very nice.

Zhou Ran drove us to his house. On the way, my mother asked me, son, do you two still live together?

"us……"

"Mom, we still live together, don't worry!"

I looked at Zhou Ran and didn't know what he meant by this sentence.

After hearing this, my mother was relieved, and said: "Then I am relieved, our family Anji, just lacks a string in his head, and doesn't understand many things. Living alone in the city, if it weren't because of you, I'm really worried! It's true, they are both young men, how can other people's children be so sensible, and how can my children be so finished."

"Mom, don't say a few words!"

The inside of the carriage became quiet, and I suddenly thought, if everything is still the same as it was five years ago, can I have a better understanding with Zhou Ran?in front of my mom.

Through the mirror, I saw that Zhou Ran was driving the car with all his heart and never slack off, but when I thought that he still had Zhang Jing, my eagerness to move was killed by myself.I can't be an unkind person, even if I don't know Zhang Jing well.

Arriving at Zhou Ran's house quietly, I also led my mother and the others in with ease. My mother was full of praise for Zhou Ran's house, saying that I was blessed to live in such a big place.

"Yeah, blessed is everyone who can live in this place!" I deliberately amplified my voice to let Zhou Ran hear it, but I don't know that even if he heard it, things would be different.On the contrary, I feel ridiculous about my lack of consideration, and don't do futile things in the future.

Zhou Ran obviously heard it, walked over to me, and asked me gently: "Do you want to tell your mother that we are in love?"

I looked at Zhou Ran in surprise. He said this sentence to me many years ago, but that time I could feel that he said it with his heart, and this time he was joking with his heart.

After breakfast is arranged, the doctor is about to go to work, Zhou Ran asked for leave to help, I am very grateful.The attending doctor Zhou Ran found was a man in his 50s and [-]s. He wore glasses, looked very refined, and spoke politely.Checking up my grandpa, taking pictures, and being busy, my mother kept telling Zhou Ran that I must thank him well. If I didn't know each other, who would be so busy.

Zhou Ran reassured her mother: "Mom, you can just stay here with grandpa with peace of mind. You can rest assured that you can leave it to me and An Ji to thank the doctor."

"I won't rest assured if I leave it to Anji, but I will rest assured if I have you."

Zhou Ran was overjoyed, and kept saying that my mother was cute in front of me.

After working for a long time, grandpa was finally able to lie on the hospital bed and rest quietly for a while.Mom stayed by the bed, and uncle, brother, and Zhou Ran went out to eat.I am with my mother and grandpa.From time to time, my mother would still choke up. Just now I heard the doctor say that my grandfather’s illness is not optimistic. He may recover and look like a normal person, but he may die soon. Everything depends on how well he recovers, nutrition and mood. It all matters.In fact, I also know what a cerebral thrombosis means to an old man.

Zhou Ran finally came back, holding a white convenience bag in his hand, which contained steaming buns and vegetable soup.He poured it carefully into a bowl and gently pushed it in front of me. "Eat something, old age is approaching, no one can avoid it."

The bun filled his mouth, but tears flowed out.

"What's the matter, isn't it delicious?"

I shook my head, "The doctor said that grandpa may not live long."

"How could it be? Don't think about it. It's obvious that a big living person is lying there, and he won't just say nothing."

No matter what Zhou Ran said, I couldn't stop my tears, mostly because of my grandfather's irreversible illness, and less than half because of my irreparable relationship with Zhou Ran.To be honest, this relationship that I was proud of was not much better than a serious illness at this time.Zhou Ran sat next to me without saying a word, I quickly stopped my tears and smiled, even if I was really sad in my heart, I could no longer cry in front of Zhou Ran, he was no longer my Zhou Ran, nor would he Seeing me cry makes me feel sorry.On the contrary, he even thinks that I am a child who will never grow up and will never be sensible for the rest of his life.

In the next few days, my grandfather was in the hospital, and my mother, uncle and elder brother took turns to stay by my side. I lived in Zhou Ran's house wantonly and boldly remodeled his yard. Anyway, Zhang Jing is a lazy person, so let me do it. Help her tidy up this huge yard.

Zhou Ran saw the clue when he came back from work, and said with a smile, "I'm so tired, let's do the rest tomorrow!"

I thought Zhou Ran would lose his temper, at least he should be a little unhappy, but he didn't.

The wind picked up and messed up my bangs and my mind.Who am I challenging?has no meaning?I think my irrationality is a bit funny.Putting down the hoe in his hand, he walked back to the house in a desperate manner.Seeing Zhou Ran busy making dinner again.I patted him on the back and said: "Let me come, you have never eaten my cooking, try it today!"

"Are you kidding me! Just you, hahahaha..."

I gently pushed Zhou Ran away, took off the apron on his body, tied it on mine skillfully, chopped vegetables in a manner, burned oil, and stir-fried.Every action is as good as a super chef. In the days when Zhou Ran left, I was so bored that I went to learn to cook, not to find a high-paying job, but to hope that one day, I can do it when I am with Zhou Ran. Feed it to him, and let him know how delicious that kind of meal is from someone you love.Zhou Ran stood beside him, watching intently, full of praise.Every time a dish is fried, he can't wait to taste it even if it is hot.

"It's almost catching up with me. Haha!"

"Obviously surpassed you."

At dinner, my mother ate my dishes, but shed tears and said: "I have never eaten the meals made by Xiaoji, Xiao Ran, you are more blessed than me, and you can eat such delicious meals every day." , I only hate that my child is not a girl, if it is a girl, I will let him marry you."

"Mom, you said he was a girl, and he is a girl. I will marry her in a few days."

"Mom~ Don't make such jokes in the future, Zhou Ran is married!"

Mom didn't know about this, and her face immediately darkened.Seems to be thinking about something.Looking at me worriedly, he must be thinking why Zhou Ran is married, but I still live here.

I looked at Zhou Ran, and he lowered his head in embarrassment. I held my mother's hand and said, "I haven't lived here for a long time. The reason why I didn't tell you is because I was afraid that you would worry about me. Now you can eat me too." Cooking meals, knowing that I can take care of myself, I don't intend to continue to hide it from you."

My mother sighed in frustration, and said, "I'm embarrassed to get involved in the affairs of you young people, you can solve it yourself!"

I smiled and looked at my mother, "Okay, try my stewed fish, it's fresh!"

Zhou Ran looked at me, suddenly his eyes were full of shame, what's the need?If you really cared about me that much, you wouldn't leave cruelly.I am very open now.

During the dinner, Zhou Ran answered a phone call, and his mother asked who it was. He used a colleague to pick and roll, who cares, whoever he loves, anyway, I don’t know him, and it has nothing to do with me.

Grandpa's condition in the hospital is getting better day by day.

Finally a good night's dream.