You are the sunny scenery in my heart

Life finally returned to calm, and the relationship with Zhou Ran was reconciled as before, and the two finally lived the long-awaited quiet life.Although this life span is short.

Zhou Ran didn't know where he heard a sentence: "Anji, from now on, I will be responsible for making money to support my family, and you will be responsible for being beautiful." I punched Zhou Ran in the chest: "You are making fun of me, because I am so ugly. , why is she as beautiful as a flower?"

"Xiao Anzi, I have to talk about you. Sometimes you are too unconfident. You go look in the mirror and see who can look better than you?"

I scoffed, I didn't have a pretty face when I was young, and I couldn't change it when I was old. "It's probably because your old eyes are dizzy, and you see everything the same. Oh, by the way, don't you have such a disease called prosopagnosia, you must be prosopagnosia, otherwise it is nonsense."

Although he said so on the lips, he couldn't help being praised in his heart.Take out that camera, take pictures of this and that, very busy.Zhou Ran saw it and asked me when I bought it, and I said, "When you don't want me."

"cut--"

When I uploaded a picture, Zhou Ran was watching from the side. I accidentally opened Lao Zhang’s photo album, realized something was wrong, and quickly deleted it.

"Don't close it, let me see what you and Lao Zhang have done!"

Immediately afterwards, the photos one by one and the old ones were all exposed to Zhou Ran's eyes.Immediately, I couldn't hide my shame.

"It's a good shot, but the lighting direction of some photos is not very good. If I do it differently, I will definitely shoot better than this."

Zhou Ran said lightly, and I couldn't hear the slightest bit of jealousy in his words, as if he didn't mind the past between me and Lao Zhang at all.I didn't plan to go into it, thinking that the matter was over anyway, and if it was left out, it would be just old sesame seeds and rotten millet, and besides, Lao Zhang might have destroyed these things a long time ago.It's not interesting for me to keep it, delete it while Zhou Ran is not paying attention.

When I bought this camera, it was purely to pass the time, but I didn’t expect it to come in handy now, because one day I will inevitably leave Zhou Ran, and I can’t leave my breath and voice, so I will give him my images and let him When you miss me, you can secretly read it with the person next to your pillow behind your back, occasionally smile, and occasionally cry nostalgic.It's really touching to imagine that warm scene now, but it's a pity that I won't be able to see it in my life.

At the beginning, Zhou Ran was not used to being photographed by me. Like me, he thought he was ugly and didn't want to be photographed.I don't even want to be posted online.I said, "I didn't post it on the Internet, but I saved it here, so that I won't find it if I accidentally lose the memory card in the future."

I got used to it later, when I was taking pictures with the camera, he would do whatever he was supposed to do, neither pretentious nor evasive.

Occasionally, on a whim, he would give me pointers, or take pictures of me, or take a group photo of two people.

A lot of new things are like rejecting at the beginning, then accepting, and then being inseparable from.

Now I take my camera with me no matter where I go, and take a few pictures when I have nothing to do. Occasionally, I will read it with Zhou Ran in bed at night, and he will give me serious comments. The light here is too dark, and the angle here is not perfect. .

When I took pictures of small fish in the fish tank at home, Zhou Ran looked at my posture and said, "No, why do you always like to close one eye when taking pictures?"

I opened that eye and looked at Zhou Ran. He seemed to feel that he had said something wrong. He covered his mouth, his eyes drifted away, and his feet began to move back and forth.

"I'm going to cook," he said.

I just got used to it, because when I first bought the camera, I could only see with one eye, and then I closed the other so that I could devote myself to that eye.I gradually got used to it, and even if the other eye regained light later, I still got used to using one eye when taking pictures.I don't think so?

At the dinner table, Zhou Ran felt a little depressed.

"what happened to you?"

Zhou Ran looked up at me, hesitant to speak.The two big eyes are rolling around, very charming.

"Anji, I've always wanted to ask you something."

"Ask if you have any questions!"

"Your eyes, I mean when you were blind, was it because of the car accident?"

It turned out that all his thoughts were spent on thinking about this matter.No wonder they have quieted down since seeing me taking pictures.

I nodded.

"I'm sorry."

"It's nothing, it's all over."

"How did you survive, being blind in one eye, how did you survive."

Zhou Ran's voice trembled a little, and the originally generous and magnetic voice became a whimper.

"It's not very strong, it's just that time waits for no one, and it came here in a daze."

Zhou Ran lowered his head again and asked me in a low voice, "Have you ever hated me?"

Hate has been hated, but such a little bit of hate is just a drop in the bucket for other feelings. Maybe that little bit of hate is not because he caused my blindness. I once seriously asked myself if I really hated Zhou Ran blinded me in one eye, and the result was negative. What I hate is myself. I can't be with Zhou Ran in a legitimate way. I hate myself for clearly loving him, but I have to do such clumsy things cruelly. .I hate myself for not being able to control myself.

"I hated it," I knew that Zhou Ran wanted me to say I hated him, he felt guilty, and he hoped that I would blame him so as to get redemption. "But it's over."

The past, no matter what, is not a big deal.

"Okay, it's all in the past, I'm not doing well! I want a nose to have a nose, and eyes to have eyes."

Zhou Ran looked at me, from his eyes, the music could see distress.

I looked at him with a smile, walked over to put my arms around his neck, and kissed his cheek heavily.Said: "Okay, my high officials, don't mention the past, don't you hate repeating the past? Now we are together, we still have a family, you said that we will adopt children in the future What! Don't blame yourself, oh!"

Zhou Ran turned to look at me and held my hand tightly.