You are the sunny scenery in my heart

I always feel dizzy recently, and occasionally I take a few paracetamol tablets to support myself when I have a headache.However, I didn't pay much attention to these things. I felt that I could live for a long time, and I didn't think about my illness.

One day after taking a shower, when Zhou Ran went in, he yelled, and I was so scared that I hurried in to see what happened.He picked up a lock of jet-black hair on the ground and asked me: "Is this yours?" Judging by the length of those hairs, it is undoubtedly mine, but I am very puzzled, why do I lose so much?It's as thick as a little finger.

"Oh, I just cut that one. I think my bangs are too thick. Yes!"

Randomly made up a pass to prevaricate.Zhou Ran looked at my bangs suspiciously, but it was difficult to see anything.Did not go any further.I exited in embarrassment, and when I heard the sound of running water inside, my mood began to turmoil.I didn't notice it before, it seems that every time I wash my hair, it will fall a lot.Only then did I notice that it might be because of my illness.Looking at myself in the mirror, my hair may fall out in a while, will Zhou Ran laugh at me for being bald?Hahaha.

In the locker, I found the wig I wore after the craniotomy, the one my mother said was beautiful.It feels great to wear it on my head with ease.Take it off and wash it carefully with shampoo, the wig is really good, as long as you wash it once, the fragrance can last for a long time.Carefully dry with cool air from a hairdryer.

I was still fiddling with my wig in front of the mirror, and when Zhou Ran came out of the shower, it was a bit unbelievable to see me. "How did you get it out?"

"Xin Jing said that I look more stylish wearing a headgear, do you see that I am more charming than before?"

After finishing speaking, you don't have to worry about integrity in front of Zhou Ran, just show your most lewd side.

But obviously Zhou Ran couldn't stand it anymore, "Jing nonsense, I didn't come out with a lot of flair, but I saw a big lunatic in heat."

I have long disdained low-level fun, but when I actually heard Zhou Ran say this, I still couldn't help laughing.

Nestling in Zhou Ran's arms, she asked him ethereally: "Da Zhou, what if one day I leave this world before you, and you are still young and in your prime at that time, will you miss me?"

"What are you talking about! But I'm sure I'm going to die behind you. I'm really worried about leaving you here alone. Now you should feel relieved. I'm responsible for your whole life, so you don't have to worry about anything. "

Zhou Ran put his arms around me and said.

I am used to taking pictures with Zhou Ran. I have to take a camera with me when I walk with Zhou Ran in the past few days, and I will take photos wherever I go. Occasionally, Zhou Ran will say that I am hypocritical. Such a big person is not very good-looking, why? Want to take pictures of yourself anytime, anywhere?

In fact, I'm just afraid, maybe one day, I will no longer appear in the next photo.

"Anji, I want to discuss something with you."

It was rare for Zhou Ran to be serious with me, so I quickly sat up, pricked up my ears, and put on a serious look.

"Shouldn't we be raising a child?"

"Yes, but, how can there be a child for the two of us to raise?"

"Do you remember Zhang Jing?"

My heart tightened, and I faintly felt that it was not a good taste. Well, why mention her? "Of course I remember, how could I forget."

"It's like this. She has a child, but now she is getting married. Maybe she thinks that the child will suffer if she marries with her. We just need a child, so I think..."

Suddenly there was a bad feeling, the child Zhou Ran was talking about, could it be his and Zhang Jing's?If that's the case, wouldn't I become a joke?If not, why should he be raised?

Full of doubts filled his eyes, he looked at Zhou Ran in surprise, he probably knew what I was thinking.

"This child is not mine."

"Why should you raise it if it's not yours?"

"I... I'm also doing it for the two of us, okay?"

In any case, it is impossible for me to accept raising his and other people's children with Zhou Ran.I thought that I would be too poor in that case.Besides, how old am I, can I use it on a child?

"It doesn't work anyway!"

Unexpectedly, he was furious: "Why are you like this? You were the one who said you wanted to adopt a child, but now you are the one who doesn't want a child. What do you really want?"

"That's because I didn't know at the time..." I almost blurted out, and almost all the previous efforts were wasted.

"You don't know anything, besides shooting this and that all day long, what else do you know?"

This fight seemed inevitable.I stood up very quietly, Zhou Ran was still talking, I put on a scarf and ran to Xin Jing's house, ignoring Zhou Ran who was cursing behind me.

"It's rare that the two of you even quarrel?"

I told Xin Jing exactly what happened, but Xin Jing patted me on the back and said, "That's your fault, no matter what, it's Zhou Ran's child after all, who's child?" Who doesn't want to take care of themselves?"

is it my fault?Is it because I'm too selfish?

"Actually, Anji, I can fairly say that Zhou Ran has done a good job. Although he is with you now, the two of you are not alone after all. Each of you has responsibilities that you must fulfill. There is also a responsibility that everyone must bear, that child is Zhou Ran's unshirkable responsibility, and judging from Zhou Ran's character, he doesn't necessarily have the intention of trying to shirk responsibility."

Maybe Xin Jing is right, maybe that child may be a knot in my heart, but for Zhou Ran, it is a responsibility.

If it were me, if I had a child who was alone and alone, would I want to take him with me?It seems that this is really human nature.I can't give birth to a child for Zhou Ran. Anyway, since that child belongs to Zhou Ran, I have an obligation to raise it with him.

In the evening, Zhou Ran came to pick me up as expected.

"I know you're here. You'll never grow up, and you'll trouble others whenever you have something to do."

I looked at him with a childish smile. He probably thought my appearance was funny and couldn't help but laugh at me.

Xin Jing said: "As long as he is still by your side in this life, he will never grow up. It is you, willing to accommodate him like this all the time, if it were someone else, he would have beaten him away long ago."

I complained that Xin Jing spoke harshly, but I didn't expect Gao Chong to say the same.

"Are you still my mother's family? If Zhou Ran bullies me someday in the future, don't you plan to vent your anger on me?"

"Zhou Ran didn't dare, I don't know him yet?" Gao Chong said with a smile.

"An Ji, I've made up my mind too, since you don't like that child..."

"Let's go home and talk about anything."

Xin Jing hurriedly stopped us: "If you have anything to say, just talk about it here, we just happen to listen to it."

"Stay aside."

When I got home, Zhou Ran wanted to say something to me, so I gently covered his mouth with my left hand and said: "I agree, no matter what, it is your child, that is, my child. Raise him , is our responsibility."

Zhou Ran looked at me in surprise, for a moment he didn't believe that I could really think about it, "Really? An Ji, is what you said true?"

I nodded earnestly and smiled and said, "Zhou Ran, do you know? I have seriously thought about what it will be like when we actually adopt a child in the future. The life of two people suddenly becomes the life of three people. It must be very fulfilling."

I really intend to accept that child from the bottom of my heart, not suddenly becoming magnanimous, I just think that since he is Zhou Ran's child, there must be Zhou Ran's shadow in him, he is little Zhou Ran.Thinking about it this way, although I haven't seen what that child looks like, I already think it is very cute.

Zhou Ran hugged me like crazy, almost making me breathless. "Anji, do you know? I have changed the child's name to Zhou Jian!"

I asked him what's the point?He closed his eyes, and his long eyelashes became very beautiful under the light.

"Of course there is! What is An Ji reading backwards?"

"Ji'an? ... Oh! That's what happened!"

"Well, your husband's brain is still working!"

I froze for a moment, it's been a long time, I haven't called him husband, and I haven't heard him claiming to be husband for a long time, I feel a little strange when I call out suddenly.

The two of us snuggled up on the sofa, fantasizing wildly about the future of the child. The joy was much stronger than when we were in love.