You are the sunny scenery in my heart

After You Fan left, the days became boring. He did business every day, ate and slept on time, and it was difficult to live alone.Can't help but wonder, what is Zhou Ran busy with at this time?Blame yourself, isn't it because you are already dating You Fan, why do you still miss Zhou Ran?After thinking for a long time, I came to a conclusion: Zhou Ran is my home, and now I am like a kite flying high, meeting another unrestrained kite in the vast blue sky, and the two kites are lingering with each other .It's just that there is no way to go further, because there is a person holding the line below us.One day, when each other is tired from flying, they will obediently return to that person.

No!You Fan and I are serious.It's just that he needs a little freedom in exchange for greater achievements, he needs this trip.

Thinking of this, most of the restlessness in my heart disappeared.

On this day, a stylishly dressed man came to the store, wearing a pair of big sunglasses, but it didn't hinder the beauty of his whole face in the slightest.He carried the suitcase and approached me.

"What book do you want to buy?" asked politely.

"I don't buy books."

"Then you came to watch the CD?"

"who are you?"

I was overwhelmed by this sudden question. Anyway, it seems impolite to ask someone's name when they come up without any prelude.

"I am a friend of the owner of this shop, . . . "

"I am the owner of this shop!" Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted me.

Before the surprise just disappeared, he said something that made my eyes shine.

"What?" I tentatively asked if he had made a mistake.

"I said I am the owner of this shop, who are you?"

I was a little confused, walked out from the front desk, pointed to the business license certificate on the wall and said, "The owner of this store is called You Fan!"

"I'm Youfan!"

"what?"

"Who the hell are you!"

I stood there in a daze, completely unable to recover.Without waiting for my embarrassment to end, the man who called himself You Fan took his luggage to the storage room at the back with ease, and took off the sunglasses on his face when he came out.

"Where's Yang Lin?" He looked around and said, "During my absence, what happened here? Why did you open a bookstore again? Are you the clerk he hired?"

The amount of information is too much, and I can't accept it.

"I don't..."

"Oh, I'm starving to death, let's find a place to eat and talk."

……

He was really hungry, so he ordered a lot of Chinese food and started to feast on it.In the end, when he gnawed on a chicken leg, I had already told him everything I had experienced.

"You're too young, he's just a MB."

He finally finished eating, and wiped the oil stains from the corners of his mouth with the tissue paper brought by the waiter.

Seeing his calm and breezy look, my despondency looked very pitiful in comparison, "He also cheated you out of a lot of money, and he sold all your CDs at a low price."

"It doesn't matter, I don't care."

I was finally convinced that the person in front of me was definitely an artist, so he must be You Fan.

Although I'm very unwilling to admit it in my heart, the fact is that I was cheated of everything by a MB, including money and feelings.Now I only have a naked shell left.

You Fan told me that he traveled this time to pursue a higher attainment, but because he only saw the back of the head of the person in front and the shoes of the person behind him during the trip, he turned back. "I originally planned for a long trip. I hope that I can experience some rare things or write some words that shock the world. Unfortunately, there are too many people, and things backfire."

It turned out that it was no wonder that person was so sentimental as he could say.

Suddenly he realized that he was an utterly humble person, not qualified to enjoy the life he yearned for, and could not win such a life.I also realized that if you want to live a good life, it is not enough to rely on passion alone, and you need to be scheming.

You Fan said: "Ann, you can stay and help me take care of my shop, and I also appreciate how you modified it, and I will pay you."

I was very touched, but I still declined.It's not that I don't like the life You Fan said, but I feel that I'm actually a stupid person, and I just want to live a good life.

Called my mother, and was scolded sternly.Probably Zhou Ran was looking for me all over the world, in such a hurry.Listening to my mother's familiar voice, tears lingered in my heart, but I couldn't bear to let out the sound.

Romantic, passionate life is definitely not suitable for me. I am still the ordinary An Ji who lives in the streets and alleys. I write some articles for some petty magazines, chat with netizens occasionally, take care of my children at home, and serve Zhou Zhou. Of course An Ji.

You Fan stared at me with envious big eyes and said, "Anji, so you are so happy."

I was surprised when I heard that, "Are you kidding me?"

"Do you know how much I want to live like that? I always hope that one day I can reach a high level, and then hide in this circle, and spend my life with a kind person. I will never know the world again. Unfortunately, I don't No matter how pure she is, now she is being chased to write lyrics all day long."

"Isn't writing lyrics a romantic thing?"

"Romantic?" You Fan looked out of the window with contemptuous eyes, "Have you ever seen a long-lasting romance? The more people you know, the more things you have to do, the busier you will be, and It is getting farther and farther away from the original idea. Moreover, the people I met later can no longer be called human beings. Anji, do you know? The more people I know, the more I like dogs.”

"So am I a human or a dog?" He asked tentatively.

"Nonsense, of course you are human. There are not many people like you now, I hope you can continue to maintain it."

"A person like me, what kind of person am I?"

"You're very kind. You said you still have a man at home?"

I nodded in shame, now that I think about it, it seems that I owe him something.

"Then go back quickly! Don't toss about outside. It's not easy to have someone who really loves you in your life. Don't cherish it. Don't think that the life of two people is still very long, and there is not much time to count on your fingers." Well, men, you still want to get married, have children, start a family and start a business. Don’t believe the words of those who say that they will never marry and only follow you for the rest of their lives. Those words are worthless compared to the scraps of paper in the garbage disposal plant.”

"Actually, you are kind."

You Fan stopped his finger while lighting a cigarette, and looked at me suspiciously: "I'm kind? People who can tell that I'm kind really don't understand me. You know what I've done before and you call me kind? "

"I don't care about that, at least you are kind now. Few people talk to me about these things. Others think that I am worthless, and that being with me is a waste of life."

"Then they are right. You are indeed useless. However, it's nothing. Even if a person has lived a life of bragging, he's just bragging in the eyes of others. After returning home at night, he's not alone. There is a so-called beloved by my side, and when I think that what he covets is not my body, I lose all interest."

You Fan's appearance of smoking is very obscene, not worthy of his face at all, let alone his talent.He is talented, but in his words, all he has is a money printing machine.

It may be that everyone's pursuit is different, which leads to everyone's attitude towards this artistic "money printing machine" is also very different.Many people spend their whole lives hoping to get a "money printing machine", so that they will have a stable source of income.And there are quite a few people who believe that art is for entertaining others and oneself, and should not be associated with such a hard and dirty thing as profit.There is a reason for each saying.