lend me to you

(Fives)

In the following days, I could receive text messages from him every day. "Are you at work? Remember to wear thicker clothes when it's cold!", "Have you had breakfast? Be sure to eat breakfast well.", "I just arrived at work, how about you? Are you busy with work?", "I'm having lunch Lah, do you want to eat a little, haha!", "Our side is very happy today, the sun is shining, how about your side?"...

The number of text messages he sends me each time is very small, usually more than [-] characters, and rarely more than [-] characters.Although the number of words he sent was not many, I could feel that he cared about me from those simple greetings, so I felt very happy and warm.

I will get back to him as soon as I receive his text message.I also expressed my deep love for him through text messages.Although we never said the words "I love you", we did love each other and loved each other sincerely.Not pretentious or artificial, very true and natural to express your heart and love for each other.Although that kind of love is not as fierce as a flame, it is as warm as the spring sun; although it is not as magnificent as the waves, it is as sweet and moist as a trickle.

Through text messages, we got to know each other better and got to know each other better.We are all longing for one thing to happen, and that is to meet.

Yes, I would love to meet the real him.Although, we have already met once, but that time I didn't care at all, it was too whole to be counted.Although he has repeatedly emphasized that we have met before, and perhaps the impression in his memory is deep, but for me, the relationship between us is still very mysterious.

I have repeatedly assumed in my heart the scene when I met him.Is it joy?Excited? Or disappointed?Whether or not this is the end of a relationship that has just sprouted, everything is unknown.And these hypotheses are just hypotheses. It's really hard to say what the outcome of the meeting will be.At least we've got a good start, so let's keep going.

But when he really expressed his willingness to meet, I was very uneasy, not confident at all, for fear that if we met, he would not like me, and I would lose face.I met other friends before, but I didn't feel this way, but when he proposed to meet, I didn't have the confidence, maybe because I cared too much about him.But no matter what, you have to face it all the time, and there is no way out.Instead of going on a blind date with trepidation, it is better to prepare well to meet his "test".

Soon, we agreed to meet on January 26, [-], which is the [-]th day of the twelfth lunar month in [-].After getting off work and arranging the affairs at home that day, I left the house on duty with an excuse, and started to walk towards my unknown new life.

I got on the bus bound for Tongzhou.In an hour, I will meet him who I have known for more than [-] years. Maybe from then on, we will become close lovers, walk hand in hand with each other, grow old together, and stay together for a lifetime.When I think of these, I will be excited.On the bus I texted him telling him when I would arrive, implying that he would pick me up at the station.

But in the following time, my phone's text message notification bell stopped ringing for a long time.I have to take out my phone to check almost every 2 minutes, but there is nothing on it.What's the matter?Is he lying to me?Why don't you answer my text messages?Is something wrong?My heart is so disturbed.

When I first got in the car, I really hoped that the car would drive faster, wishing I could arrive at Tongzhou in no time.Now I can't receive his text messages, but I hope that the car will drive slowly, the slower the better, so that I can reorganize my chaotic thoughts.But time will not stop because of my chaotic thoughts, the car is still speeding forward, and the rows of street trees flashing by in front of me make my mind go blank. In case he misses the appointment, let him go I'm a pigeon, what should I do if I get off the bus?Whether to find a place to stay or take a taxi back is really a difficult decision.

When the car was about to arrive at the stop, I sent him another text message: "I'm getting off the bus." At this moment, he finally replied to me: "Sorry, I was driving just now, so it's not convenient to reply to your text message. When you arrive, go directly to the ××× hotel, and I will wait for you in the ××× room.”

Seeing his text message, my heart trembled, why didn't he come to the station to pick me up?Could it be that all he wants is a one night stand and I'm just a delivery fool.When I think of these, my heart is half cold.The bus arrived at the station soon, and when I got out of the car, I felt that the sky above my head was foggy. Although I went to that station many times when I was a soldier, I lost my direction that time and couldn’t find the south, east, north, and west. .

Just when I was at a loss, he called me: "Hey, are you here? You can take a taxi and come here, I'll wait for you in the room." At that moment, I really didn't know what to say to him What's good, I just hung up the phone with a confused "um".Maybe he heard my unhappiness, and called again: "I'm sorry, I was going to pick you up, but I was delayed by something just now, so I went directly to the hotel and opened the room first, so I can only stay here Wait for you."

His explanation obviously cannot justify itself.In this case, why don't you come and pick me up first after finishing the matter, and then we go to open a room together?Forget it, don't worry about it, since you're here, let's see you, otherwise I'm sorry for the twenty yuan fare.

The taxi quickly sent me to the door of the hotel.It is one of the best hotels in the same state, right in the center of the city, very convenient.Of course, the consumption is also high.Why did he choose such a good hotel?I'm not sure about everything.Since you are not sure about it, don't make it up, just bite the bullet.

So, I walked into the elevator in the hotel.Soon I reached the door of the room he was talking about. I gently raised my hand and was about to knock on the door, but I put it down again.