boss, i mean it

After thinking about it, Yu Cheng realized that Gu Tianjiao's punch had broken two things: one was Yu Cheng's preconceptions about Gu Tianjiao's behavior, and the other was his historical relationship with Gu Tianjiao.

But at that time, apart from being blindfolded, he only heard Gu Tianjiao asking with concern: "Does it hurt?"

Yu Cheng was stunned: "It doesn't hurt...I, it's not..."

Another golden light flashed on a black background, Yu Cheng dodged, but did not dodge, the light of the object in front of him stretched from a dot to a line - he was hit again.

Yu Cheng: "..."

In good conscience, Gu Tianjiao didn't use any strength, just like Yu Cheng's father tied a mat to his hand and cut him.But this feeling, like a cat teasing a mouse, makes him dangle, more annoying than real beating!

Gu Tianjiao raised his fist and posed: "What do you know about the company?"

Yu Cheng was confused, angry and funny: "Old Sa came to find me..."

Another "black gold", "boom".Yu Cheng's eyes blurred, and his face was covered with a "cold blow" of artificial leather texture.His mind was numb, but he still listened to Gu Tianjiao's cheerful provocation: "Don't stop talking! Fight back!"

Yu Cheng: "...I'll go! Brother!"

"Boom!" Gu Tianjiao said, "Fight back!"

Yu Cheng couldn't hold back any longer, Qiqiao retaliated angrily: "Oh brother!"

Gu Tianjiao dodged, but he didn't say anything, and was tripped by Gu Tianjiao's foot and fell to the wooden floor.

The slipper flew out into the air, propped himself up and looked up, Gu Tianjiao smiled at him with his glove: "Such an old trick will hit? You can't react anymore!"

Yu Cheng gritted his teeth and said in a low voice: "...Damn...you're crazy!"

Gu Tianjiao: "Why is Lao Sa looking for you?"

Yu Cheng: "..."

He bounced up, and rushed forward again.This time, Gu Tianjiao didn't hide, but blocked it with one hand, and punched him in the left rib with the other hand.

Yu Cheng: "Oh!" Then came the right rib.

Yu Cheng: "Fuck!"

The so-called "weakness" refers to the place where people are least willing to be attacked-the humiliation brought about by pain and itching can be compared with face slaps.Yu Cheng finally became "chuckle" angry.

A large lump of heavy, messy red cotton appeared in his mind, churning and spinning.Gu Tianjiao's little black fist was still dangling in front of his eyes, hitting his head and face.喻承防护，谷天骄不是猛击他遮着脸的手套，就是换方向揍他身上；喻承反打，却总被谷天骄及时挡住，他连一次都没得逞，还频频被偷袭。

Gu Tianjiao seemed to have come prepared, he couldn't shake off a pair of small black punches.Yu Cheng was in a hurry, and he piled up his whole body, pushing against Gu Tianjiao with his shoulders, bumping with his waist, and rolling with his back.For a while, both of them fell down and still didn't forgive each other. They tangled up in each other's hands and struggled for a long time on the ground.

It was really a nonsensical fight with no rules, no technical content, and no entertainment.

But the air was filled with adrenaline-fueled heat.The two finally stood up, but Gu Tianjiao didn't give up.Yu Cheng was even angrier. He held a breath in his chest, but finally he didn't hold it back. He shouted and sent out with his fists: "Damn it! Gu, Tian, ​​Jiao!!! Oh shit... stop, stop, can't you?" What the hell are you going to do?! Oh! Damn... Okay! You're mature! Don't worry! Amazing! You can handle everything!! Others are pediatrics! Can't help you!"

Gu Tianjiao spoke clearly: "What else?"

In the gap between being pushed back and forth by the sponge leather next to his ear, Yu Cheng was dizzy and said indiscriminately: "There is still hair!!! Forever! You dare to promise casually! How about breaking up? Just agree without thinking! Daughter That’s right!! So is the house!! After work...you deserve to be fired! When you go to beg for food, I won’t throw a penny into your broken pot..."

When Gu Tianjiao heard the last sentence, he seemed to think it was funny, and stopped his hands.It just so happened that Yu Cheng punched, and with a "bang", Gu Tianjiao took half a step back, lost his footing, and fell to the ground on his back.

Obviously, neither of them thought it was true, but the moment Gu Tianjiao was hit, Yu Cheng suddenly felt, so-so cool!

Even if he intends to hit, he won't be able to make such a real punch!Not only did he lose all his grievances, but even all the joints in his right fist shouted: "Yah!"

Gu Tianjiao didn't get up right away.He curled up slightly on the floor and pressed his abdomen.Yu Cheng was startled, his head was so hot that it turned cold.

He hurriedly threw himself on the floor: "Ah, I'm sorry brother! I, I, I... didn't mean to..."

Unexpectedly, Gu Tianjiao stood up and raised his legs to knock him down, overturned him and rode on his waist.Yu Cheng fainted, he quickly covered his face with his arms, when Gu Tianjiao's combo attack came from the back of his hand as expected.

Gu Tianjiao hit harder and held harder, panting but with a steady voice: "That is to say, apart from liking you, I haven't done anything right so far, right? What else?"

Yu Cheng was stunned.

All the couples he has seen quarreled, they must have shot at each other and complained; but Gu Tianjiao, as always, talked about the matter, tried his best to be considerate of him, and never hurt others.He hid behind his glove, endured Gu Tianjiao's "light annoying punch without pain", he was so sad that he had a headache and distressed, and burst into tears.

He choked up and asked, "Also...do you miss me?"

Gu Tianjiao was stunned, then moved aside for a moment.Yu Cheng couldn't hold back his tears: "It's been so long, do you miss me? I, I miss you every day..."

Gu Tianjiao didn't say anything, Yu Cheng lay down for two seconds and got up by himself, moved to the wall and sat down while smoking.

He threw off his gloves, hugged his legs and said intermittently: "I'm afraid to see you, I'm afraid to hear people talking about you... that bastard plum dry vegetable, go back and walk it, it will go out of the community and run west... Woo... I , I hid everything I could think of about you, but it was useless at all... As long as you keep your eyes open, the cars you see belong to you; the gossip you hear seems to be talking about you; A statue, I think they are carved in your image... Then, then, I opened that box again... Huh... Secretly hugging you to sleep at night... As a result, I dream of you every day...Brother , I think you are going crazy..."

Gu Tianjiao also took off his gloves, squatted down and looked at his crying face seriously.

Yu Cheng tried his best to pull himself together, but still couldn't help sobbing: "I don't understand why it's so difficult to end a relationship... No, it's easy to end, but I didn't expect it to be so difficult to forget you!... It's so fucking difficult! I recently I often wonder if it was a mistake to break up with you..."

He babbled a lot, and the more he talked, the more sad he became, and he covered his face with a piece of paper and wept uncontrollably.Gu Tianjiao didn't answer or persuade, just sat beside him and listened silently.Seeing that the tissues in his hand were soaked, I handed him two new ones.

I don't know how long it took Yu Cheng to stop talking, and the two sat quietly, leaning against the wall, side by side.

Gu Tianjiao suddenly touched him with his knee: "You just said that you dream of me every day?"

Yu Cheng nodded honestly.

Gu Tianjiao smiled: "Tell me!"

Yu Cheng: "Well... Basically... At the beginning, someone encouraged me to find my 'right man'."

Gu Tianjiao: "Is it me?"

Yu Cheng moved his feet and shook his head: "No...you are making trouble..." Gu Tianjiao frowned, and Yu Cheng laughed to himself, "I dreamed of you for the first time, you are a beggar. Stand in the corner Then I said, old cousin, pass it on!"

Gu Tianjiao: "..."

Yu Cheng: "I was terrified at the time. I woke up with a yell, grabbed a coat and ran outside... Just as the elephant got up at night, he saw me holding the key to open the gate, so he stopped me and asked, 'Who is so poor that you have to beg for food? ? Are you delivering food in the middle of the night?'”

Gu Tianjiao couldn't help laughing.

Yu Cheng: "The second time you were a wounded soldier covered in blood and asked me to save you...but I don't know why, but I ended up carrying you, and we sang "The Last Battle" together in front of thousands of people."

Gu Tianjiao laughed, and Yu Cheng followed suit: "The later characters were even weirder, anyway, they were all the same - as soon as you appeared, I forgot about my true destiny, and stayed with you until I woke up from my dream."

Gu Tianjiao: "I'm sorry, I delayed your business!"

Yu Cheng slowly suppressed his smile, lowered his eyes and stammered, "Brother, I think..."

Gu Tianjiao: "Okay!"

Yu Cheng: "..." He smiled wryly, "I'm so happy, I haven't finished talking yet!"

Gu Tianjiao stared at him, and said firmly: "Anything is fine—I want to eat when I am crying and hungry, I will do it right away; if I want to stay tonight, all the things in this house are prepared for your share; if I want to come back, I will also I have been waiting for you for a long time."

Yu Cheng was speechless, and took a few breaths: "You don't blame me at all?"

Gu Tianjiao: "What are you to blame? The relationship between two people has never been a problem to a problem, and it has never been the fault of one person."

Yu Cheng: "But before I..."

Gu Tianjiao: "As I said before, you can go out and 'pick'. Although I regret saying that, it is not a violation for you to 'go out'; what's more, you didn't 'pick' - I still some."

Yu Cheng did not give up: "Why?"

This time, Gu Tianjiao was speechless.He seemed to have finally been stepped into a minefield, his eyes were first surprised, then disappointed.But he quickly regained his composure, looked at Yu Cheng and shook his head: "You asked this repeatedly... I thought you were testing me before, but you are serious."

Yu Cheng was taken aback.

Gu Tianjiao was silent: "Let's put it this way, at the beginning I thought there was no love for no reason in the world. I believed you when you said, 'Sentient beings drink enough'. Many people have said it, but I believed you. Here you The promise is out of my original intention and to make you feel at ease; the promise to break up is to give you a chance to think clearly about what you want-I think as long as your heart is with me, other problems, no matter how big they are, can be solved .Even if your confidence is not firm, and you will retreat because of other people's words or some realistic pressure, it doesn't matter..." He sighed, "But love is always a matter of one person. If it is possible, you can tell me 'Why', otherwise we..." He smiled, "I might have to reconsider our relationship."

Yu Cheng was stunned.He understood Gu Tianjiao's subtext, but at this time, Gu Tianjiao still didn't say the most decisive sentence.

He felt the pain of Gu Tianjiao, but he was at a loss as to what to do.A few minutes later, Gu Tianjiao looked at his phone: "It's past ten o'clock, what are your plans for tonight?"

Yu Cheng paused, and said in a cheeky low voice, "I want to stay here."

Gu Tianjiao was silent for half a second, stood up and smiled: "There is enough room. Go down and make you something to eat."

In the process of going downstairs, Yu Cheng went to grab Gu Tianjiao's hand, and Gu Tianjiao held him firmly, neither holding grudges nor being awkward.It's just that the stairs are too narrow, Yu Cheng is hypocritical, forcing himself to walk side by side with Gu Tianjiao.When they parted on the first floor, both of them couldn't hold back their laughter.

Gu Tianjiao entered the kitchen, and Yu Cheng was sticking to the crowd like a dog's skin plaster, but he didn't stand for a few seconds, and suddenly he relaxed and felt extremely sleepy.I really can't stand, so I move to the dining room and wait.Unexpectedly, as soon as he touched the chair, he fell down on the dining table, and then fell asleep on his arm and fell unconscious.

Hearing the phone ringing in the morning, Yu Cheng woke up refreshed from his long-awaited sleep.After clicking on it, he was stunned: Someone added him on WeChat, and he introduced himself as "Xie Zhixing".

Immediately afterwards, he got up, dressed and opened the door.There has just been a heavy snow outside, and the eyes are bright white.

Pushing aside the tender willows blocking his eyes, and crossing the white snow, Yu Cheng faced the dazzling Chu Yang, as if he was looking for someone.A voice reminded me, saying, "That's the man!"

Yu Cheng thought, well, here we go again!In the next step, I don't know what identity Gu Tianjiao will use to make trouble.

In the pure white field of vision, someone held a paper umbrella and approached him with one deep foot and one shallow foot.Yu Cheng watched intently as the man leaned over the handle of the umbrella and flicked it to the palm of his hand, and the white snow on the umbrella shook off.The visitor raised his head and smiled at him, Yu Cheng was stunned - this person turned out to be Xie Zhixing.

Yu Cheng: "Xing Xing..." Oh, that's not right, it seems that it was agreed a few years ago that the person who should be called "Brother" changed his words immediately, "Brother Xing, why is it you?"

Xie Zhixing cast a look of "knowing everything" and smiled mysteriously: "It has always been me!"

Yu Cheng: "Huh?"

Xie Zhixing: "I am your guide, have you forgotten? Most of the voice in your head is me; the voice-over in your dreams is me; I also know where the person you want to see is. Go, find your Mr.Right!"

Yu Cheng was dazed and excited: "Really?! Where can I find it?"

Xie Zhixing dragged him under the umbrella: "Follow me!"

There was a faint sun in the sky, and the snow was falling again. Yu Cheng leaned against Xie Zhixing and looked left and right: "Brother Xing, did you see that on the way you came, um... I, Brother Gu, Gu Tianjiao?"

Xie Zhixing: "Who?"

Yu Cheng: "Oh, you don't know...it's strange..." He stopped on his feet, wondering, "We've been walking for so long, as usual...eh? There!"

A small firewood house appeared not far ahead, and an oil lamp was lit in the dark room.The lamp beans illuminate a small table, and the person reading a book by the table is Gu Tianjiao.

What thoughts do you move, who do you see.

Yu Cheng, the person in the dream, seems to be awake but not awake, unable to tell whether the present is fake or real.He sneaked into the hut, and saw that Gu Tianjiao was not like before, always disguised as another identity.He is what he is today, wearing a thin sweater, as if he is not afraid of the cold.After he appeared, Xie Zhixing disappeared inexplicably.

Yu Cheng seemed to have been here for a long time, sitting at the table and drinking tea with Gu Tianjiao.The wind and snow outside the door stopped instantly, Gu Tianjiao pointed to the distance and said with a smile: "Look, Aaron, the mountains here are white and the water is black. Does it look like a painting?"

Yu Cheng felt the warmth in his heart, and said with a smile: "Brother Ah Jiao, you are so beautiful!"

Gu Tianjiao: "Since you like it, I'll draw it for you."

He swiped his brush, and Yu Cheng watched with great interest.However, at this moment, Xie Zhixing's voice appeared in Yu Cheng's ears like a soul: "Don't waste time with irrelevant people, we should go!"

Gu Tianjiao shakes out a landscape to Yu Cheng, Yu Cheng fixes his eyes, the paper is really the scenery outside the house.Gu Tianjiao hung the painting beside him, and then motioned him to look at it: "These are all souvenirs."

The walls of the hut rise abruptly, and there is a gallery in front of it, which is endless.One picture after another hangs on the wall, which are the things Yu Cheng has experienced and the scenes he has seen.Yu Cheng moved back and saw several portraits, including grandpa, grandpa, uncle Xiaokai, second and third concubines, and Xie Zhixing.

Yu Cheng was suspicious, Xie Zhixing's voice said again: "The person you are looking for is ahead, let's go!"

Through the gallery in front of him, Yu Cheng clearly saw several figures passing by.His heart beat violently, and nostalgia, lovesickness and guilt swept over him.

A few words echoed each other, disturbing each other: "Do you still remember our agreement?...If you don't come again, I can't wait...Are you going to break your promise again, and regret it for life..."

Yu Cheng: "I..."

He shut up and saw Gu Tianjiao warming the paint with the flame of the oil lamp.He dipped the brush and handed it to Yu Cheng: "Now, you paint me."

Yu Cheng was startled, and snapped down the pen: "No way! These people are drawn in the past tense..."

Gu Tianjiao: "Am I not?"

Xie Zhixing's voice: "He's not that person, you finish drawing quickly and let him go!"

Yu Cheng desperately pressed Gu Tianjiao's hand: "I don't paint! You can't paint either!" He turned his head towards Xie Zhixing's direction, "Brother Xing, you are enough! I think he is, he is!"

In an instant, in the dark corner where nothing could be seen clearly behind him, a bronze arhat was illuminated by its own golden light.Yu Cheng was taken aback, he couldn't recognize it based on his appearance, but he knew in his heart, isn't this his predestined Arhat "Subhuti"?

He looked up, and something was about to move in his chest.He heard Gu Tianjiao say to him at a certain moment: "There is no past, no future, you are the present you."

Yu Cheng's mind lit up - that's right!The three love affairs between him and that person who had no good results were not the first one that focused on the "future" after a fluke success, and the third one that was obsessed with the pre-set "past". "Now" without a separate "you"?

Yu Cheng was excited and trembling for his comprehension. He turned towards Xie Zhixing and mustered up his courage: "Xing Xing, let's go! And my Mr.Right, let's go together!"

Xie Zhixing: "Just for such an ordinary 'whoever', you don't want anything? Do you remember that I told you..."

Yu Cheng grabbed Gu Tianjiao, shook his head and interrupted: "He is not 'anyone'. He is completely different from you. I don't have to worry about anything in front of him and don't pretend! He said that the so-called world exists only for 'this moment' So, I won’t miss him for anything else, whether it’s you, the outside world, or that person, the symbol of my true destiny.”

Can't tell who is talking: "It's time for you to end..."

Yu Cheng shook his head: "It shouldn't end, and it won't end! I won't believe in your theory anymore, because the person he loves is me, and the person I love is also him!"

With the beating heartbeat, Yu Cheng jerked his whole body and opened his eyes.

Hey, where is this?

The sky was gray outside the window, he turned on his phone, it was a quarter past seven in the morning.The fingerprint lock was accidentally activated, and WeChat was open. Yu Cheng suddenly discovered that someone had added him not long ago, and that person was really Xie Zhixing.

But Xie Zhixing didn't say anything in the new friend dialog box.In the past, Yu Cheng would have greeted him immediately, but now it's different, he doesn't have the time to inquire about it.

Yu Cheng put down his phone and looked around, he was still alone on the bed - Gu Tianjiao worked hard to get him to the second floor the night before, but kept respecting each other and arranged him in the guest room.

The dream just now is vivid in his mind, together with the memory of what happened the night before, Yu Cheng was stunned for a while and suddenly realized.

About "love", he and Gu Tianjiao seem to have never talked to each other.Gu Tianjiao believes that love needs actions, and he only mentions "lover" or "the person I love"; as for him, it is enough to deceive himself and others to "know love".But now I want to understand that all along, it was his subconscious mind that he still couldn't bear such an important word, so he didn't dare to face and respond.

Until not long ago, he yelled that sentence in his dream—in the dream, what happened in the dream?Dream talk is the truth!What's more, Gu Tianjiao is in the dream, his predecessor is there, and the former N seem to be there!

Ouch~ Erhahahaha... Yu Cheng was so happy that he couldn't hold back the scene, he huddled under the quilt and had fun alone for a long time.

Never felt like this before, like he won the whole world at once - no, better than that!Because "winning the whole world" is abstract and empty, and no one has ever won—what he feels is real satisfaction and... as Gu Tianjiao said, "joy".

But all the joy is joy, for Gu Tianjiao, he still has a lot of things to explain.

Yu Cheng tidied up his mood, got up again, packed himself in the bathroom of the suite, and went out lightly.

In the so-called low-density housing, the extravagance lies in the space—one space only does one thing.The suite that Gu Tianjiao rented was decorated in an elegant Nordic style as a whole.In addition to the underground garage, the first floor is divided into living room, dining room, kitchen and public bathroom; the third floor is the sunny greenhouse and gym he has seen; the second floor consists of a small living room surrounded by three sets of bedrooms.No difference can be seen from the bedroom door alone, but apart from the suite where he slept, there are two remaining rooms, one south and one north, and the door to the south is closed.

Obviously, Comrade Lao Gu was hiding inside.

Yu Cheng is eager to find him right away, but now is not the time.He went down to the first floor, flashed into the kitchen and closed the door, sweetly changing back to the original appearance of Conch Girl.

Turn over the refrigerator, take the pots and pans, wash, chop, cook and fry.Recalling Gu Tianjiao's wedding room in Qiantang Crystal City, it seems that he replaced the hostess of the original house; now this house, judging from the layout and furnishings, it is known that Gu Tianjiao tailor-made for their small family, Even the living space of the guests—except Yu Chengma—has hardly been counted.

What's more, he moved all the old furniture from the apartment in the Crystal City, excluding the factor of saving money, maybe he wanted to keep the memory of Yu Cheng and him as much as possible.

Yu Cheng was grateful and used the existing ingredients to make seafood noodles, milk porridge and omelet rice for Gu Tianjiao.After working for nearly an hour, he brought the things to the dining room, arranged them beautifully, and smiled with ketchup on the omurice.

As soon as he took off the apron, when he looked up, he saw Gu Tianjiao appearing in a nightgown.Yu Cheng was embarrassed, his face was hot and he smiled foolishly: "Brother, good morning!"

Gu Tianjiao looked at him first, then glanced at the gorgeous breakfast on the dining table, a smile appeared in his eyes, and boasted: "A state banquet!"

Yu Cheng: "Hey, whichever you like to eat, the rest is mine."

Gu Tianjiao laughed: "Isn't it my little wife?" He generously pulled Yu Cheng to sit down at the table.Under the golden light of the morning sun that breaks through the clouds, the two enjoyed breakfast together as in the past.

Yu Cheng was moving his plate in his hands, he had countless things on his mind, and he didn't know where to start.In the midst of entanglement, Gu Tianjiao said: "The dishes you cook are better, no wonder the girl asks uncle every now and then."

Yu Cheng was happy for a moment, then embarrassed again: "Have you told her... about our affairs?"

Gu Tianjiao: "Say you're on a business trip, and you won't be back until some time later."

Yu Cheng: "...So, are you sure I will 'come back'?"

Gu Tianjiao smiled and didn't answer vaguely.

Yu Cheng was in a complicated mood, he thought for a while, and sat upright: "Brother, I have always understood the question you asked me yesterday."

Gu Tianjiao's eyes brightened slightly: "Yes."

Yu Cheng: "But there are some things that I still want to hear from you; you must be the same. So we..." He took a deep breath, "Why don't we talk about it and clarify things, so maybe we can... ..."

He's stuck, feeling ashamed to say "turn the page and move on".

Gu Tianjiao gave a understanding look, and saved the situation again: "OK." He paused, "Why don't I ask you a question first. Why did you break up with me in the first place? How much of what you said is true? "

Yu Chengmeng shook his head: "It's all fake!"

Gu Tianjiao seemed to be slightly relieved, Yu Chengshun calmed down his mind, and said seriously: "I broke up with you. The reason I gave myself is that I don't want to see you lose more for me. But the root cause is..." He deeply Take a breath, "Because, I... I'm a coward."