boss, i mean it

At this time six years ago, Yu Cheng was a junior and had just started school.

He sat blankly in the empty dormitory, frowning and staring at the news on the computer screen.When I was out of my mind, I received a text message from Xie Zhixing, saying: "I'm here, by the small river in the school. I'll give you 5 minutes, come quickly!"

He quickly changed his shoes and went out.

This year, Xie Zhixing was in the third year of graduate school and planned to stay in school.He is busy writing papers and participating in research projects with his supervisor all day long. Yu Chengge doesn't have as much time for romance as he did a year ago.However, Xie Zhixing seized every opportunity to "date" him, and Yu Cheng was still immersed in the love relationship between you and me, worrying about gain and loss, but also happy and sweet.

Xiaohe is right behind Yu Cheng's dormitory building, and there are many "weirds" who study hard in winter, but from the beginning of spring, the "weirds" will automatically "offline".The scenery by the river is replaced by a couple on a bench under a weeping willow.Everyone is not afraid of being fooled by others, and cares about their own happiness. They sit with their arms around each other and kiss each other in full view. They can't wait for another projector to project the love images of themselves and their boyfriends and girlfriends into the sky, and let the whole universe stand and applaud them.

Of course, Yu Cheng and the others did not have such conditions.Their usual way of meeting is that Xie Zhixing pretends to be a deep poet, looking at the hills on the other side of the river in the independent wind.When Yu Cheng ran in front of him, the two looked at each other like underground parties, and immediately drove away along the river side by side.They whispered nasty love words, tried their best to hold back their shy expressions, and only dared to make secret glances when they were sure that there were no eyes around them.When they are more happy, the two will take advantage of the frequency of walking, hand and hand pretend to touch each other inadvertently, and then be excited for a long time by that fleeting touch.

This day, however, White/Valentine's Day, the dating vibe changed a bit.

"Xingxing!" Yu Cheng rushed to the "poet" and asked out of breath, "Have you heard about the incident over there?"

Xie Zhixing nodded, motioning for him to go quickly, away from the couple who might just be looking at them unintentionally.He didn't have the seriousness that Yu Cheng expected, but instead had a little disdainful smile and said, "I'll just come over from the library."

Yu Cheng was stunned: "Then you... saw it?"

Xie Zhixing dragged him to a place where no one was around: "No, I just missed it. It was blocked over there, we were not allowed to approach, and we were not allowed to talk nonsense. Did you know it from the Internet?"

Yu Cheng: "Elephant's phone exploded."

Xie Zhixing: "Oh. How do you want to celebrate tonight?" He looked at his phone, "It's still early. There are a lot of flowers blooming next to the teaching building. Let's go for a walk first, and then go to the city—or go to my place, buy vegetables and cook by yourself." In time..."

Yu Cheng glanced at him in disbelief.With such a big incident happening at school, Xie Zhixing acted like it had nothing to do with him.

Yu Cheng was not reconciled: "How is the person? Dead?"

Xie Zhixing just looked at him: "I don't know yet. What's wrong with you today? Have you already said this kind of thing, at least one in the headquarters every year, it has become a routine..." He touched Yu Cheng's hand and smiled, "You Are you thinking of yourself again?"

Yu Cheng said in a low voice: "No... It's been a hell of a time recently. Go online carefully, and all the news that pops up..."

Xie Zhixing laughed: "Xiao Cheng, who is tired enough to live!"

Seeing that Yu Cheng was in a bad mood, Xie Zhixing didn't say much.The two walked around and walked through the "lover's slope" with only grass, and came to the most romantic foreign language school in the new campus so far.A dozen or so bare cherry trees were planted here last year. Unexpectedly, starting from March, the branches were miraculously pressed together.Clusters of small flowers do not have a strong sense of independent existence, but if you look carefully, you will find that each petal is delicate and transparent, and the translucent white is dyed with a very light powder, which is pleasing to the eye and spring.

Xie Zhixing said: "This one is pretty good!"

Yu Cheng agreed and said yes, and the two slowed down at the same time.Under the golden setting sun, Yu Cheng stood still, looking at the flowers absent-mindedly.It took a while to gather up the courage, and looked at the man who was sticking close to him, accompanying him to "enjoy the scenery".

He smiled all over his face, and pretended to start another topic: "Xing Xing, you have been with me for more than a year, are you happy?"

Xie Zhixing raised his hand to scratch Yu Cheng's nose: "Of course! You are a very, very good boy!"

Yu Chengxiao, with more confidence, asked while the iron was hot: "Since we are so good, can we...not separate?"

Xie Zhixing paused, with a delicate expression.He looked around for a long time before turning back his gaze: "You think we are very good, we get along harmoniously and everything goes well, what is the important basis?"

Yu Cheng: "We like each other!"

Xie Zhixing laughed: "So many couples like each other, why do they quarrel every now and then? So many people who love each other, why do they break up soon after getting along?"

Yu Cheng immediately understood his subtext.

This is not the first time that Xie Zhixing mentioned "the way of getting along", since he first dated Yu Cheng, he has made N chapters.

Including but not limited to, no more than 5 minutes late for a date; chewing gum before kissing; no swearing no matter how angry you are; you must satisfy each other in bed before you stop, etc.

Yu Cheng didn't quite understand it at first, but Xie Zhixing repeatedly emphasized to him the reason and importance of the "contract".Of course, Xie Zhixing is older than him, has more experience than him, is more mature in his conduct, and thinks further.After Yu Cheng accepted the rules of getting along he made, he was gradually amazed at the positive effects they played.He had to obey.

So Yu Cheng nodded and admitted: "You guided well."

Xie Zhixingle: "Isn't it? A good environment can be replicated, because any conflict has a solution. All methods are invariably the same - the simplest is often the most useful." Yu Cheng didn't understand that he was talking about this What does it mean, Xie Zhixing has no doubts, with the attitude of someone who has experienced it, he said earnestly, "Xiao Cheng, in this life, only the mind can do whatever you want; the skin can't. There are also many rules in society, and we must abide by them."

Yu Cheng: "We don't kill people and set fires, so what does society have to do with personal feelings?"

Xie Zhixing: "Look at you, are you excited! Let me ask you, when two people are together, the most important thing is that you want the other person to be as happy as you are? The last thing you should do is to cause trouble for the other person?"

Yu Cheng was speechless and nodded.

Xie Zhixing: "So! When a relationship needs to make some sacrifices to continue, it means that it should end. We are living a good life now, so let's be happy about ourselves. But one day, we will Start a family."

Yu Cheng didn't speak.

Xie Zhixing: "At that time, if you want to take on the responsibilities of a son, if I insist on dragging you and watching you break up with your family because of me, then I will cause trouble for you and your family. .I don't want that. If it were me, you wouldn't want me to be deserted, would you?"

Yu Cheng was stunned for a long time, then turned his gaze to the blossoming cherry tree.

Xie Zhixing: "Don't be angry! In fact, it's not that no one can give you the kind of life you want."

Yu Cheng glanced at him.

Xie Zhixing coaxed him with a smile: "The premise is that that person is strong enough! He is so strong that no one dares to object, or it doesn't affect him if he objects - I can't. Hey, why do you get angrier the more you listen to it?"

Yu Cheng's chest was blocked, but he couldn't utter a single rebuttal.Xie Zhixing had a good temper and enlightened him for a long time, and finally said: "Xiao Cheng, if you get angry again, we won't be able to pass this test!"

Since the two met in the afternoon, the channel has been wrongly tuned.By this time, the sun had set behind the hills not far away.

The wind blows in the evening, and the cherry blossoms are like snow, fluttering down in front of Yu Cheng's eyes.No matter how beautiful they are, they will soon be crushed into mud by people, or smashed into the soil by frequent spring rains.Yu Cheng felt cold and also hungry, he smiled at Xie Zhixing: "You are right, I am not angry anymore."

The street lights on the campus gradually turned on, and Xie Zhixing was happy. Seeing no one around, he put his arms around Yu Cheng's shoulders: "In the future, you can't make trouble about this kind of thing anymore, okay? Seeing that you are unhappy, I feel very distressed."

Yu Cheng: "Good!"

Xie Zhixing: "Then let's make another small agreement to ensure that neither of us will be sad about this kind of thing in the future—and we can't ruin ourselves foolishly like today's inner man."

Yu Cheng: "...Okay!"

Six years later, Yu Cheng looked at the man on the other side of the dining table, and just said "I'm a coward" to himself, and suddenly played back the long-forgotten past in his mind like lightning.

I don't know how long he was in a daze, at least Gu Tianjiao waited patiently.Seeing that he finally came back to life, Gu Tianjiao answered with a smile: "You are so ruthless in self-analysis!"

Yu Cheng nodded: "I know you care about me very much, but you fit me too well, and you entered the role too quickly... I don't think there is such a good thing, I can't believe it-although when I was chasing you, I It's like a dog seeing a meaty bone..."

Gu Tianjiao: "You chased after me?" Yu Cheng was embarrassed first, then stunned, Gu Tianjiao laughed, "Okay, I got it wrong, you continue!"

Yu Cheng paused for a moment, then Mu Leng continued to recall: "Well... I have only seen it in stories since I was a child - but I really believe that true love is like Tang Monk learning scriptures, sincerity can achieve positive results. But when After I fell in love myself, I found that it was not like this, so I didn't believe it much... Then, now I believe it all again."

His words were vague, with conclusions without process, like a journal.Gu Tianjiao was speechless, and continued teasingly: "Your first love has subverted your view of love? I'm sorry, what kind of love are you talking about?"

Yu Chengxiao: "It's not considered subversive. I always had a little bit of luck in my heart - I told you to 'drink with love'. But at that time, I thought you were an ordinary person. Who would have thought that you were such a flower?" Wonderful!"

Gu Tianjiao: "What's wrong with me?"

Yu Cheng: "On the one hand, you are super strong, but on the other hand, you are so weak!"

Gu Tianjiao: "Really?"

Yu Cheng shook his head: "You are too open-minded about your every appointment. When you come to me, you are simply at the mercy of others! Don't talk about me, my mother can't stand it, okay?"

Gu Tianjiao was puzzled: "Your mother?"

Countless heart-wrenching scenes flooded into his mind, Yu Cheng thumped for a long time, and nonsensically said: "So are you wrong?"

Gu Tianjiao nodded: "Wrong."

Yu Cheng: "... Huh?"

Gu Tianjiaole, as if he already had the answer: "It's my problem that I haven't communicated thoroughly with you. You have a lot of petty thoughts, I understand; if I don't mention it, it's my wishful thinking to protect you, and I hope my performance will make you let go of the past. But in fact, your wave band has not adjusted from your predecessor's mode. In that case, the more I do, the more insecure you will be, and the greater the psychological pressure will be."

Now, Yu Cheng was speechless.

Gu Tianjiao went on to say: "There is nothing wrong with the rules set by your predecessor, it's just that you want different things. The problem is that you are more emotional than him, and you trust him more than yourself-plus the peaceful breakup, he showed his cards The timing was not right, which caused your perception to be twisted abruptly, and then locked into your subconscious mind. So you feel wrong in whatever you do - you feel sad when you think that I don't have my heart for you, because it doesn't match your real expectations ; When I give you back, you will be sad, because your subconscious mind tells you that I am not as strong as your ex said, and some of us are 'sacrificing', and this relationship should stop."

Yu Cheng was stunned.

Gu Tianjiao: "Your experience, if I want to say 'I can understand' casually, that is just talking nonsense and disrespecting you. But I speculate that this contradiction in your heart will also affect our later relationship. Because you I found out that between me and you, most of the time you are 'convincing' me - it is very similar to your last relationship. You are afraid of repeating the same mistakes, so you are more disturbed, but..." His eyes are deep and sincere, "Please believe me, I am with you He is different."

For a second, Yu Cheng wanted to blurt out and ask, "Brother, what is your major?", but in the next second he felt wronged for no reason.He nodded: "I believe. In fact, from the first time you made concessions to Xiaojing, I thought about your family, your daughter, your career, and your material accumulation—these are the things that ordinary people value. Big one, even if you keep only one thing, I can bear it! Keep one thing, that's the bottom line! I know you're not entirely for me, but I just don't want you to be here with me, I really lost it all. "

Gu Tianjiao looked at him quietly, Yu Cheng closed his mouth, sighed and smiled: "Hey, it doesn't matter, everything is OK now!" He suddenly came back to his senses, "Brother, I didn't say anything about the past! Why do you... …That's right! Oh, that's right!!!" He laughed with mixed feelings, "You say you! Which diary is not easy to steal, but that one!"

Gu Tianjiao also laughed: "I found it as soon as I turned it over, it's fate!"

Yu Cheng: "Why didn't you remind me?"

Gu Tianjiao shook his head: "The year before last at the Huxin Pavilion, I helped you manage your family relationship and the company's personnel affairs. But I found that it is one thing to tell you the truth. You need to understand it from your heart. It’s another matter. It’s still the same sentence, you have to solve the trap yourself. If you don’t reach that threshold, the reminder is meaningless.”

Yu Chengjing was silent, and said with a smile: "Then it's all settled now, when will you return the diary to me?"

Gu Tianjiao's style of painting changed, and he pinned his hopes on the sky: "The time has not come - don't protest, if you don't accept it, go upstairs and challenge yourself!"

Yu Cheng: "..."

The two laughed at the same time, Gu Tianjiao asked: "Don't you have something to ask me?"

Yu Cheng nodded, but he looked into the eyes of the person opposite, and suddenly there was nothing wrong with him.He was silly and happy: "No need. What about you?"

Gu Tianjiao smiled: "Come back?"

Yu Cheng paused, got up and walked around to Gu Tianjiao.After taking the man's hand, he knelt down on one leg, lowered his head and kissed the back of Gu Tianjiao's hand: "Thank you, Ajiao, for not forgetting the past." He raised his eyes, "Even if you don't want me anymore, I won't give up easily— —I will try my best to chase you back!"

Gu Tianjiao was stunned for a moment, but held on firmly: "You are so domineering! From now on, if you dare to run casually again, I will break your legs!"

Yu Cheng: "..."

Gu Tianjiao: "Also, like last time, those who shoot casually just to break up, and deny other people's entire life, don't say it again!" Yu Cheng blushed, Gu Tianjiao laughed angrily, "I know the source, there are many ways Analysis and judgment. But if you say you are used to it, don’t you really be stupid?”

Yu Cheng said embarrassingly, "Hello, you!"

The two talked for a long time, still maintaining the posture of sitting and kneeling hand in hand, and stared at each other at this time.Gu Tianjiao burst out laughing, and helped Yu Cheng: "Aiqing is alive, anyway... yo, it's almost nine o'clock—I made an appointment with Tingting's mother to pick up the girl at ten o'clock."

Yu Cheng also came back to his senses: "Oh yes, the dried plums are still closed!"

The two immediately split up. Gu Tianjiao went upstairs to change his clothes, and came down to throw a bunch of keys to Yu Cheng: "After walking the dog, you go back, pack your things and come here!"

Yu Cheng: "Oh... good!"

Gu Tianjiao: "Also, you are also the owner of this house. The rent depends on my mood, and you can get a part of it!"

Yu Cheng: "Ang? Oh, oh, ok, ok, ok!"

The two went downstairs together, the garage door opened, and a large piece of golden sunlight came in from the outside.Gu Tianjiao's car disappeared out of the community, and Yu Cheng foolishly took the plum dried vegetables and looked at the end of the road in a daze.Suddenly remembered that last night he came out of concern for Gu Tianjiao's future, and he really didn't expect it to end up like this.

They haven't said a word yet!Now Yu Cheng has thrown himself on the chopping block, if he can't help Gu Tianjiao, and the two of them lose their jobs together, then go drink the northwest wind?

But for the itinerary after this day, he didn't have a chance to chat with Gu Tianjiao about serious matters.

Before Gu Tianjiao picked Tingting back, he returned to his residence non-stop and said goodbye to the elephant couple affectionately.

Elephant leaned against the door with a cup in his arms, squinting his eyes and watching him pack his things with a smile that was not a smile, and said, "The leftovers are all packed, won't you come back?"

Lao Gao actively and cheerfully helped him, and Yu Cheng couldn't hold back his smile: "It depends on the situation, we will still come to support you two on major festivals!"

Elephant: "Tsk tsk tsk, 'we' is back! What's the matter, have you found the 'sign'?"

Yu Cheng: "What sign?"

Elephant: "You're always asking for a 'sign'!"

Yu Cheng acted like a normal person: "What kind of sign do you want! The person is right, the feeling is right, and the life is right, so let's be happy in your heart! Why, you don't have one?"

The elephant quickly glanced at Lao Gao, and said to Yu Cheng, "Your sister!"

After finishing the chores with a smile, cursing and cursing, Yu Cheng swept around his empty small room, turned around and hugged the elephant Lao Gao.

Yu Cheng: "Bosses, the rent from now on..."

Elephant: "Don't worry, with your sister and my current worth, Mao doesn't even count!"

Yu Cheng gave a thumbs up: "Treat!"

The three of them, like girls, exhorted and blessed each other, almost without shedding tears.An hour later, Yu Cheng reunited with a real little girl in his new residence.

Tingting seems to have changed a little bit. I heard that her test scores last semester were excellent in both style and style.Seeing Yu Cheng, Tingting was happy at first, then stared at him sensitively with dark and watery eyes, and asked, "Uncle, are you not leaving from now on?"

Yu Cheng had mixed feelings in his heart, and he almost didn't shed tears.He hugged her vigorously, and said affectionately: "I'm not leaving. Whenever my daughter comes, the uncle will be there!"

Tingting smiled reassuringly: "Yeah!"

The three had a good time for a long time.In the evening, Yu Cheng and Gu Tianjiao sent the little girl back to her mother's house, and the return trip was boring.After that, Yu Cheng entered the master bedroom of his and Gu Tianjiao's new house as the official master for the first time.

The master bedroom is divided into three parts. Connected to the corridor is the carpeted study; the middle is the bedroom with bathroom; outside the bedroom there is a small balcony with a tea table and two wicker chairs.The inner layer of the curtains is still white gauze, half open, Yu Cheng can see the starlight in the deep blue sky outside the window when he raises his eyes.

But he didn't have the time to look any further, all his thoughts were focused on the person in front of him—Yu Cheng, contrary to his usual attitude of obedient acceptance, pushed Gu Tianjiao flat who was trying to hug him.

Gu Tianjiao was surprised, and asked with a low laugh, "Little thing, what do you want?"

Yu Cheng shamelessly replied: "You~"

He tucked himself under the covers and explored.Gu Tianjiao obviously made a mistake and was a little nervous, but he didn't say anything and didn't stop him.

Yu Cheng snickered.In the darkness, his kiss went down all the way and stopped at the upper middle.His actions irritated the man lying flat, and Gu Tianjiao fell from top to bottom.Through the quilt, Yu Chengyi could hear his heavier breathing.

He wiped the corners of his mouth and climbed out of the bed, Gu Tianjiao's eyes were deep under the light of the footlights.Yu Cheng smiled and said, "You are ready..."

He was overturned by a force.

Strange to say, what Gu Tianjiao led next was also a feast that Yu Cheng had never experienced before.

It's like he's having sex with Gu Tianjiao for the first time.But obviously they have been at the pinnacle many, many times before, making Yu Cheng forget where he is. For some reason, only this time, the level of heartiness and emotion has become the most in Yu Cheng's life so far.

Not just passion.Even Gu Tianjiao only lingered with him once - he couldn't help teasing him, except for the time when he climbed to the top "unauthorizedly" - but it lasted for a long time.

Most of the time, Gu Tianjiao is like a gourmet, while Yu Cheng is a dish that suits his taste.Gu Tianjiao is hungry, but he is not in a hurry to satisfy his hunger, but to enjoy the taste and smell.Every link he enjoys makes Yu Cheng fear, look forward to, excited and selfless, from body to heart, except Gu Tianjiao, everything else does not exist.

When the gourmet finally moved to the "taste" session, Xiao Cai Yu Cheng trembled and sobbed in his lips.While feeling that I have no reservations, I also enjoy my full acceptance of Gu Tianjiao.

In the end, the gourmet finished eating, and Yu Cheng was wiped clean without leaving any residue.He was paralyzed in Gu Tianjiao's arms, the pleasure was still going on, like waves surging up and down, making him unable to calm down.

It seems that since when, the last gap in his chest has also been closed.The two hearts beat together, supplying oxygen and blood, allowing warmth to overflow from the chest and fill the whole body.

Yu Cheng lay on Gu Tianjiao's body, raised his elbows and looked at him with a smile, and said in a daze, "Brother, why are you so good-looking?"

Gu Tianjiao: "..."

That night, Yu Cheng slept soundly.Only for a moment, half asleep and half awake, he found himself caressing a folding fan with smooth bamboo bones.The folding fan is opened to the third gear, and a small vermilion seal can be seen.He couldn't see the black handwriting before the printing, but he knew that the content of the lowercase script was "Cherish the Covenant", and the owner of the seal was Fu Xin.

Yu Cheng was surprised that although the person he "dated" hadn't appeared in front of the camera for a long time, the surrounding information seemed to say that his "past life" was not over yet?Moreover, he seemed to have seen this scene many times.When he woke up in Gu Tianjiao's arms, he thought about it for a long time in the bright morning light, and felt that this was the first time he had dreamed.

No matter how many times, if the memory of the previous life really exists and the dream has a real hint, then he is clear about the meaning of the hint.Yu Cheng was a little uneasy, but when he turned over and saw Gu Tianjiao's side face, that uneasiness disappeared instantly.

He looked at the man beside him who woke up at the same time, and then continued his nympho the night before: "Brother, why are you so good-looking!... You were also very good-looking before, but why do I feel that you are more beautiful than before?"

Gu Tianjiao was helpless: "...because I am a goddess."

Yu Cheng laughed, Gu Tianjiao: "Get up, I'm going to be late!"

Yu Cheng suddenly fell from the honeypot into the abyss of reality, and suddenly felt that his vision was gray and lifeless: "Damn, I still have to go to work! I don't want to go--" Seeing Gu Tianjiao get out of bed, Yu Cheng flattened himself and stretched himself Say, "I'm going to take time off and take a day off!"

Gu Tianjiao entered the cloakroom: "Are you sure? Didn't you have been inseparable from the company for a while, and you are like glue with all generations of operators and the strict gentleman in your department?"

Yu Cheng twisted: "I didn't have you in the past! Now I want to look directly at Shan Yongchang's red-faced and black-hearted dummy again. My eyes hurt and my kidneys are weak!" He rolled up, looking for approval with bright eyes, " Brother, didn't you say that work is hunting, there is no need to torture yourself?"

Gu Tianjiao: "That's when your health is in conflict! Otherwise, you have to work hard!"

Yu Cheng wanted to cry but had no tears: "You have finished all the words..."

He took the phone and obediently obeyed, but was stunned for a moment.In the opened WeChat, there are a bunch of messages from Song He.The time was past nine o'clock the night before. At that time, he made up his mind to spend all his time with Gu Tianjiao, and he didn't know anything about Do Not Disturb on his phone.

Gu Tianjiao saw that his expression was not right, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Cheng took a deep breath: "The grandson of Shan Yongchang gave me a 6.5 in annual performance."

Gu Tianjiao didn't seem surprised, and said with a smile: "It's such a coincidence, I'm also 6.5."

Yu Cheng: "...In other words, your end didn't hold down at all?"

Gu Tianjiao asked back: "What about you? Why are you so miserable?"

Yu Chengzhong read the WeChat content, and Song He said in it: I chatted with him, and he said that HR decided that since it is a "271" scoring system, each team must have a "1" out.I have spoken for you, but you also know that my greatest authority is to give Shan Yongchang oral advice.He has not been persuaded yet, so you should be mentally prepared.

Yu Cheng sighed.

In front of Sa Yinghua on Saturday night, he also struggled with whether to "sell out" Shan Yongchang.Looking at it now, he really shot too late.