brother and

It has been almost two months since they last met.

The two of them were so busy that they kept their feet on the ground, and Lin Yan rarely chatted with Chen Huan on social networks.It was a difficult transition period for both of them.

These days when they were not in contact with each other, Chen Huan sometimes remembered what Lin Yan said at the beach that night.Chen Huan was lucky. After he lost his love, Lin Yan silently accompanied him, pulling him forward.This beam of light is very warm, and people who stay in the shadows for a long time will gradually rely on it.

But one day, he found that the light became dimmer and colder, and the light seemed to disappear.

Lin Yan's pain was not less than his own. For more than a year, he was only immersed in his own world, never paying attention to Lin Yan's emotions.

Is it too late to come to my senses and think about Lin Yan's words that day?

Until Chen Huan saw Lin Yan looking at the speeding cars on the road, Lin Yan clearly wanted to go up, he really saw it, and his left foot was about to step out.

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The seaside in May has already warmed up. Now you can find that the water is somewhat warm when you step into the sea with bare feet.

At the same place, the moods of the two people have changed differently.Chen Huan took off his shoes and socks and put them on the beach, and walked to a place where he could be washed by the waves. Layers of waves like white foam swept across his feet, making people itchy.

Lin Yan didn't want to go into the water, he just watched Chen Huan treading the waves like this, but his eyes were dull.

"Do you want to step on the water together?" Chen Huan turned around and asked him.

"No, it's so troublesome, I'll just watch from the sidelines." Lin Yan used to love going into the sea, and there was a beach near his home. They used to take a bath together in the sea every summer, and Lin Yan was always the last One was pulled home.

Seeing that Lin Yan didn't want to go into the sea, Chen Huan stepped on the water for a while, then came up, and then sat next to him with his shoes.

"Rely on me once in a while, don't live like Lin Mo." Chen Huan grabbed a handful of sand in his hand, and watched it slowly pass through his fingers.

"Do I look bad?"

Chen Huan shook the last bit of sand out of his hand, "It doesn't look bad, Lin Yan, you are in a bad state of mind, if I didn't stop you on the side of the road just now, would you have walked on? "

At this moment, the wound in Lin Yan's heart seemed to be infinitely enlarged. He wanted to hold his breath and let the festering place rot, but Chen Huan's words were like a band-aid.

All the defenses have been breached, it seems that people are like this, no matter how great the pressure and grievances are, they can grit their teeth and bear it, but they will be defeated because of a word of concern.

For too long, no one cared about his thoughts. Whether it was friends or parents, they chose to keep silent about Lin Mo's affairs. They defaulted to the fact that the sun will always shine and heat, but the sun is not a perpetual motion machine, let alone Lin Yan.

Lin Yan's tears did not know when they came down. There was no answer to that question, but the two of them already knew it.Chen Huan didn't ask any more questions, just leaned Lin Yan's head on his shoulder lightly, and said to him:

"Cry, the sun will still rise tomorrow as usual."

During those difficult years, frame by frame, was shattered in the morning light.The wound will not hurt until the scab scabs, and another person will be filled in the heart again. Memories cannot serve as a pillar. If you can't move forward, staying too much will become the culprit of killing the spirit.

When a relationship disappears, it usually does so quietly, without warning, when you thought you were still in it, it has dissipated over time and life's hardships trace.

Like, water disappears into water.

The author says:

Quote from "Borges: Man dies as water disappears in water."

I haven't written about Lin Mo's appearance and fall ×_×