brother and

After the new semester starts, Lin Yan will often go to the dormitory to look for Chen Huan, and take him to the library when both of them are free. Kong Du accompanied Chen Huan to class.

After coming and going, Chen Huan's roommates could get along with Lin Yan.Lin Yan and Lin Mo are very different in character. Lin Yan is good at dealing with others and has a lively personality. Lin Mo is a down-to-earth person who arranges everything properly quietly.

Chen Huan was pushed hard by the heavy schoolwork. Apart from studying and sleeping this semester, he used it to think about Lin Mo.He didn't dare to forget Lin Mo for a day. He was under too much pressure during this period, and the days near the end of the period were the most painful.Not only did he have to review the sophomore subjects, but he also had to take care of the retake subjects.Lin Yan also stayed with him in the library all the time. Both of them majored in engineering. Although their majors were different, the freshman's basic public courses were almost the same, so Lin Yan had been helping Chen Huan to review.

The exam week is very full, and it is already very stressful for students who do not have the pressure to retake the exam. After all, Y University is a top-notch school, so the exam questions are naturally not easy.

Chen Huan smoked a lot during these days. With the heavy exam week, endless exercises, and endless drawings, his body and spirit were almost exhausted.He misses Lin Mo so much, if Lin Mo is still there, everything will not be like this, right?

After all the sophomores had finished their exams, Chen Huan still had three retakes that he hadn't taken.On the night after finishing the theoretical mechanics exam, he sent Lin Yan a message,

"I can't hold on anymore, Lin Yan, I'm a waste, leave me alone."

At that time, Lin Yan was eating hot pot with his roommates, and the roommates were going home for the summer vacation the next day, so they went outside for a meal.

After seeing the news, Lin Yan told his roommates apologetically that he had something to do and had to leave first. He asked them to eat more for this meal.When I arrived at Chen Huan's dormitory, he was not there.

Lin Yan searched the school all over, but couldn't find it, so he called, but refused to answer.Finally, he ran to the beach outside the east gate of the school. There were very few people on the beach so late. Lin Yan ran along the coastline for more than 20 minutes, and finally found Chen Huan sitting on the beach.

Chen Huan's stubble looks like it hasn't been shaved for several days. He used to be a very clean boy, even changing his school uniform almost every day.Seeing his decadent appearance, Lin Yan pulled Chen Huan up and punched him without saying a word.

Chen Huan obviously didn't expect Lin Yan to come like this. During the exam week, Chen Huan was tortured to the point of losing his face. The punch was hard on the face. He couldn't bear it. on the beach.

"Chen Huan, look at what you look like now! You're living like a ghost, don't you want your own life!" Lin Yan has always existed like a little sun. Although he is not as careful as Lin Mo, he has always treated others with the same care. It's warm, and I've never seen him fight with anyone and turn red.

Chen Huan lay helplessly on the ground, smiling but not smiling, "What's the use of me living better, can Lin Mo come back? The person I like is gone, what's the point of continuing my life? I'm under a lot of pressure , Lin Yan, the heavy exams these days have made me almost unable to find time to miss Lin Mo, why wasn't it me who died?"

"Do you think you can't see your brother after he's dead? Chen Huan, you're living like a puddle of mud now. My brother won't love you like this. He will be disappointed when he looks at you in the sky. If you don't make friends Can you come back if you study without taking exams and escaping from reality? Do you think you are the only one who is sad in the whole world?"

"That's my dear brother. Isn't my life harder than yours every day? But if I also fall down and give up, what will my parents do? They have already lost a son, and will they lose another one? If If I don't pull you, who else can save you? But Chen Huan, I am also a human being, and I can also suffer from pain. Now I feel that I can't pull you anymore, and I'm about to be pulled into the quagmire by you."

"Then leave me alone!" Chen Huan shouted hoarsely.

Lin Yan stared at him silently, big tears fell down on the sand, and a few small tide spots were smashed on the beach.

"Please, please, hold on a little longer, I know it's hard. If my brother sees you like this, he will be sad. Sometimes what I tell you is actually telling myself, I tell you Persevere, my brother will hope that we live happily, and I don't want him to worry about us. In the past, my brother took care of me, and now I should learn to take responsibility."

"Lin Yan, I miss Xiao Mo so much. Is he watching us?" Chen Huan sat up and looked at the sea surface. The sea breeze was blowing, bringing a faint salty smell.

"Yes, he will."

"Go back and accompany you until the last subject is over, and we will go home together."

Although it's been a year, but at least the foundation of previous studies is still there, and Lin Yan has been helping to review, Chen Huan finally has no red lights on his report card.

Everything is slowly, slowly, getting back on track.

The author says:

Don't worry, Xiao Mo will come out soon.