Gee, are you picking me?

Song Xu froze there, feeling that Xu Yang was not joking.

Xu Yang doesn't like to joke, especially when it comes to this kind of thing, he has always been very serious.

So Song Xu was stunned for about 2 minutes before he reacted and asked why.

Xu Yang's eyes were very forbearing, Song Xu's aura during the 2 minutes of silence seemed to be a giant net, wrapping his whole body, making it difficult for him to breathe, and his flesh was bloody.

He thought about it, "I've thought a lot these two days, maybe we're not suitable."

"Why?" Song Xu's voice was very soft, as if he could only say these three words with a deadpan face.

Xu Yang lowered his head and didn't look into his eyes, because his brows and eyes, which were always confident and shining, seemed to be covered with a thin layer of frost.

Those who see it are sad.

It was as if he had only today clearly understood the true meaning of the word.

"Inappropriate", Song Xu tilted his head, pursed his lips and laughed self-deprecatingly, "Although we have not been together for a long time, it has been a while, you didn't tell me it was inappropriate until today..."

"I……"

"Xu Yang", Song Xu's voice hardly fluctuated, but Xu Yang's subconscious heartbeat was extremely fast, and he felt his anger that was about to burst out, "You really can, it's the first time I, Song Xu, are with someone else, It was also the first time I was dumped, heh..."

He nodded, rushed into the bedroom suddenly, grabbed the bouquet of roses on the bed, and threw it on the wall in a venting manner.

The packaging was torn apart, and the broken petals of the roses were scattered all over the place.

After venting, Song Xu grabbed his things and prepared to go out.

Xu Yang witnessed the whole process of his venting, but he couldn't say anything until he saw that he was about to leave, so he hurriedly stopped him, "Don't leave, let's have a good talk."

"What's there to talk about?" Song Xu was furious, grabbed Xu Yang's collar, and was about to push him away from him, when he suddenly remembered something, his movements froze, and he just pulled him aside, Roared, "Aren't you going to break up with me, sub! Tell me how I have treated you badly from the beginning to now, if you can tell me, I will change it ten times! If you can't tell, then forget it, don't you want to break up , yes, I agree, we break up!"

"Calm down." Seeing that the bandages on his hands were stained red, Xu Yang knew that the wounds on his hands had split open again and blood was leaking out. He grabbed Song Xu's wrist and held it tightly, not letting him mess around.

"Let me calm down? How the hell do you want me to calm down?" The more Xu Yang refused to let him move, the more Song Xu wanted to move. Now he is dominated by anger, so there is no need to worry about pain, except for heartache and I feel angry and feel nothing else, "It's just to dig out the old accounts before, and you're going to break up with me, yes, I have a lot of history compared to you, dark history, but I told you all that I am now With you, I won’t go out and mess with others anymore. Ask yourself, after we’re together, will I make you feel uneasy again? You really believe in me even for a minute, and you are not wary of me ?”

Xu Yang stared at him blankly, loosened his grip, and Song Xu stopped fighting with him, and calmed down after roaring.

It is undeniable that Song Xu was really kind to him, Xu Yang recalled it, as he said, after they got together, they really couldn't find anything wrong with Song Xu.

He is an excellent and perfect lover, with outstanding conditions, and he still likes him so much. Xu Yang is sometimes rejoicing that he gave him his first time in many senses.

But no matter how good a person is, he doesn't have the honor to talk to him later.

It has to be said that Wan Lai's stick came in time, and woke him up in time, allowing him to see clearly the end point that was so close to Song Xu.

The two of them were destined to be just partners on a journey, and this journey was very short, and soon, whether he wanted it or not, the two of them would part ways.

After all, Song Xu will get married sooner or later.

When Wan Lai said this fact mockingly, Xu Yang was stunned, unable to refute.

It's not that he doesn't know, he has realized this problem since he was a little tempted by Song Xu, it's just that who can control emotional matters, and later emotions overwhelmed reason, whoever still cares about the present and cherishes the existing happiness is the most important thing. enough.

The future is so long, the fate is so unpredictable, maybe a wave will break up the two of them, how can we support whether he will get married or not?

But I have to say that Xu Yang underestimated Song Xu, and his feelings for him became more and more sincere and deep, unlike what he imagined, when he got tired of playing, he went to find someone else.

As for his history, it has already been explained clearly. Although Xu Yang will feel a little uncomfortable in his heart, he will inadvertently give Song Xu a face, after all, he will recover after a while.

"It's not because of that incident," Xu Yang said in a low voice, "It's not that I don't believe you either."

It is true that in many cases he would have a feeling that it was a loss for Song Xu to be with him.

He is so good.

So even if he feels uncomfortable, he still thinks that if Song Xu gets bored and likes someone else in the future, then even if he still likes him very much, it doesn't matter if he breaks up, he will understand.

He tried his best to treat him well and meet his requirements every moment they were together, so even if they separated in the future, there was nothing to regret.

However, he only found out today that Song Xu may have always felt his psychological reservations, so he was trying his best to be nice to him, and sometimes even deliberately please him.

It turned out that his efforts to be nice to him were not only love and passion, he also had his fear.

"What is that because of?" Song Xu's eyes were bloodshot, he lowered his hands, changed his outburst state, and asked hoarsely, "Ah? Wasn't it fine before? I just haven't been back for two days. Has anything changed? Don't you love me?"

Xu Yang's heart hurt much more than when he was hit with a stick.

"What about you? You love me so we can be together forever?"

What does Song Xu like about him?

He doesn't doubt that Song Xu likes him very much now, but that liking has no foundation, can't stand the test, and can't stand the wind and rain.

After a pause, Song Xu seemed to realize something, and sneered, "You want to break up with me just because of such illusory things?"

Xu Yang opened his mouth, he felt his eye sockets were hot, as if two holes could be burned out.

For this, it’s not enough, really not, if it wasn’t for Wan Lai who revealed that Song Xu’s father wanted Song Xu to get married quickly, and threatened to find an opportunity to talk to his Uncle Song, he would marry Song Xu. He told Song's father emphatically, so that his father could force Song Xu to settle down sooner. He originally wanted to let Song Xu take its course and go as far as he could.

No matter how Song Xu played in the past, his father must not have known that he was still playing with men, so no matter what Wan Lai chose to say, Xu Yang was sure that as long as Song Xu's father knew the news, he would definitely take measures immediately.

No need, for a relationship that would have no result, there is no need to make such an ugly mess and lose all my freedom.

But Xu Yang didn't tell him these things, it's all the same anyway, he can't say that I broke up with you to prevent you from being forced to get married, such a high-sounding reason.

He just shook his head and said, "It's not illusory to me, you will get married sooner or later, so long-term pain is better than short-term pain..."

"So what about the beginning?" Song Xu couldn't accept this reason, "Why didn't you think of this question at the beginning and accepted me?"

"I..." Xu Yang's eyes flickered, he hesitated for a while, and then said softly, "I regret it now, can't I?"

Song Xu's face became extremely ugly, he looked at Xu Yang silently, and didn't want to say anything for a moment.

Xu Yang couldn't bear to look at his expression, he closed his eyes and looked away.

"Why do you think about the future?" Song Xu finally couldn't help but said, "Is it enough to live the present well? We were so good..."

"It's not fair," Xu Yang shook his head lightly, "Song Xu, it's not fair, not only to me, but also to you. I may always like you, but you will leave one day, and if I always If you are on guard, you will not be able to love you with all your heart."

Even if you can't get married when you fall in love, you don't want to be together all the time, but you are always on guard against when the other person is arranged as a girlfriend or getting married is too tiring, and the relationship will be exhausted one day.

He broke up with Song Xu, on the one hand because of Wan Lai's threat, and on the other hand, he was afraid of seeing his relationship being polished bit by bit.

Just stop now.

Song Xu stared at him without blinking for a moment, as if he could see his helplessness through the flesh, but he was helpless.

It is undeniable that what Xu Yang said made sense, but if it were someone else, he would definitely throw all those shit--nonsense reasons back in his face.He should have been furious, but now he was almost convinced.

Because it was Xu Yang, when he thought of the possible situation where he would abandon him in the future, he felt distressed for him.

He never thought that one day he would actually break up with someone because he loved him dearly.

"Okay." Song Xu sniffed, and then he was a little choked up when he opened his mouth. He covered half of his face with his palm, and tried his best to say calmly, "Let's break up. But you...can you promise me a request."

Xu Yang suppressed his emotions, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Say it."

"Stay with me one more night," Song Xu said with difficulty, "We will break up tomorrow, okay?"

Xu Yang looked at him, but felt that he couldn't help but want to hug him and kiss him.

And he did.

"Okay, I'll accompany you", Xu Yang whispered in a hoarse voice between the kisses, "we will break up tomorrow."

The two of them kissed all the way to the bedroom, and lay down on Song Xu's big bed. There were bright red rose petals scattered beside the bed, dazzlingly red.

"Your back...", the two of them were very depressed, turning this depression into □□--- desire, the usual intimacy now seemed to be venting anger, and the intensity was terribly intense.Song Xu thought that Xu Yang was still injured on his back, so he tried his best to protect him from getting his back involved.

Xu Yang stopped his movements, quietly glanced at the blood stained by the bandage on his hand, stepped on him in the next second, gently pinched his wrist, and pushed his hand to the top of his head, "Stop moving your hands, I come……"