My bamboo horse bends whenever it says

"An Yi, please come back. Wu Yicheng said with tears in his eyes, "I have been looking for you for eight years, and I can't find you for eight years. I'm going crazy, I'm really going crazy. It's going crazy! "

Taking the plan with Mo Nanxi as the last bargaining chip is to get An Yi back here.In fact, he knew where An Yi was a few years ago, but he never dared to look for him, so that he was not sure how An Yi felt about him until now. Wu Yicheng was about to be driven crazy by himself.

An Yi didn't speak or move.I couldn't believe it until I was surrounded by that familiar breath.

Finally, he sighed and said, "I ruined your reputation, I ruined you for my own sake."

"It doesn't matter, as long as I have you, it doesn't matter anything. The arm holding An Yi is tight, and Wu Yicheng is so nervous that he is afraid that An Yi will run away.

"I'm already 30 years old, I'm not young anymore."

"I'm also thirty, and I'm not young anymore, I just want to grow old with you."

"I'm sorry for your dad. I sold his company and hurt you so badly."

"But you have suffered too. He won't blame you, and neither will I."

"Acheng."

"An Yi, I only have you."

Wu Yicheng's last words gave An Yi no reason to refuse, or maybe he didn't seem to refuse, but just made some excuses for his retreat.

Yes, he is 30 years old, why not have someone to accompany him to grow old? ?

Hugging Wu Yicheng with trembling hands, An Yi buried her head in his embrace, feeling his warmth.

"I love you."

Huh? ?It seems to be two voices.

After all, in this cold winter, Wu Yicheng and An Yi felt each other's warmth, and they never wanted to let go.

This is the rebirth after destruction, whether it is joy or sorrow, they don't care anymore.

It's good to be together.

It's good to be together for a lifetime.

Extra episode one:

"Doctor Li?? Doctor Li??"

"En?? En?? What's wrong??" Li Xia suddenly came to his senses.

Seeing all the leaders below sitting there, looking at himself on the stage with scrutiny, Li Xia suddenly remembered that he is now under the watchful eyes of everyone - the meeting room of the forensic summary meeting of the police station of this city and the police station of a neighboring city.

The funny thing is that after he took the stage, he caught sight of a figure who was very similar to that person from the corner of his eye, and suddenly lost his mind.

How the hell do you still think of him!

Li Xia collected himself, and tried his best to shift his attention to the few reports in front of him.Li Xia didn't know how he finished the report with a few sheets of paper and tens of thousands of words. It was only the applause that suddenly occurred to him in the conference room, and the people next to him signaled that he could step down. Then he knew that he had finished the report. spoke.

Li Xia knew that it was wrong for him to act like this, it was not his original appearance at all!

But he really didn't know what was wrong with him.Obviously all parts of the body are still in good condition and functioning normally, why is something wrong?

After asking the leader for a leave, Li Xia lied that he was not feeling well and left first.

It was already deep winter, and it was unbearably cold outside, Li Xia wrapped his coat tightly, and the snowflakes fell.This is the eighth winter that Huagan has left, and it is unbelievably cold.

I wanted to take a taxi back, but Li Xia stood outside the police station for a long time, his feet were almost frozen and he didn't see a taxi passing by.There was no other way, Li Xia had no choice but to transfer to the subway.

But when he walked for a long time, he suddenly realized that he was walking in the opposite direction of the subway!

"Li Xia, what is going on in your head!" Li Xia was anxious, and raised his hand to knock on his head.

The road he walked was too familiar. Although Li Xia was unwilling to admit it from the bottom of his heart, the corner of this road was the shop where that person worked.

In such a cold weather, wouldn't he still wear so little?Are there many people in the store?Will he be busy?Will there be no lunch? ?Li Xia's brain was all wrinkled, and he walked to the corner faster, like a thief, hiding by the wall and secretly looking into the shop,

He didn't admit that he came here for that beggar!

"It's 35 yuan in total. You are welcome to come next time."

Put the items into the shopping bag one by one and pass them to the female customer opposite. The tiny appearance of Huagan would make anyone who has ever known him drop his jaw if he saw it.

The sincere and handsome smile is so bright on the face of the man who is almost 30 years old.

The female customer is also an acquaintance in the store, and after several visits, she has a lot of affection for the cashier.Dallying, unwilling to leave, watching everyone else finish paying and push the door out, only she and Huagan were left in the whole shop.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" Hua Gan asked politely.

The female customer's hands clenched the belt tightly, and she seemed a little embarrassed to strike up a conversation for the first time, only to hear her ask: "That. May I have your mobile phone number?"

Hua Gan was stunned for a moment, looking at the shy look of the female customer, she really couldn't bear to refuse, but she didn't have any reason to agree, after a long time, Hua Gan finally choked out three words: "I'm sorry."

The female customer anxiously wanted to explain: "Just be ordinary friends, I, I just want to,

Hua Gan still shook his head, restrained his smile, his expressionless face was completely different from his usual talkative look: "No, I'm sorry."

The female customer left with tears in her eyes.

"Ugh,"

Huagan sighed and sat down tired.

From the reflection of the mirror, I could see Li Xia sneakily peeking here, Hua Gan's heart was filled with joy after a day of exhaustion, it was indescribably joyful.

I heard that their police station has a big meeting today, Li Xia can appear here now, did he sneak out? ?

Thinking of this, the corners of Huagan's mouth widened.

He is still as awkward as he was a few years ago, Hua Gan thought, always thought that he was hiding well, hiding at the corner and watching him secretly, in fact, Hua Gan had seen Li Xia since the first day he came.

If you can go back a few years ago, if everything is not as it is now.Huagan will definitely catch up without hesitation.

But looking at him now, he has already lost his qualifications. All he can do is to greedily look at Li Xia's figure in the mirror, pretending that he doesn't know anything, and live day by day.

Three months later.

"What?? Found An Yi??!"

Hua Gan was holding the phone, and when he heard what Wu Yicheng said, he was so excited that he was about to swear.

Since he drank a few bottles of wine with An Yi on the street eight years ago, he disappeared without a trace the next day. Wu Yicheng was overwhelmed by the pressure from all aspects of the company, and he had more energy than he wanted Insufficient, wanting to find An Yi, there is no way to start, he disappeared so completely that there is not even a trace of clue left.

Hua Gan glanced at the clock on the wall, and it was an hour before his time to get off work, so he immediately made an appointment with Wu Yicheng on the other end of the phone to meet at a time and place.

For an hour, Hua had a hard time.

Finally found An Yi, it would be a lie to say that I am not excited.He and Wu Yicheng have been going around for so many years, and finally they can let go of everything and walk together.

He Huagan sincerely wished them well.

"An Yi! You boy! You are finally willing to come back!"

Hua Gan excitedly hugged the 30-year-old man in front of him, and kept looking at him.An Yi has changed, the original delicate face has become a bit vicissitudes, and there are some wrinkles on the face, the traces of the years are much heavier, the 30-year-old man in front of him is really An Yi, a more mature An Yi .

"Let me see if it's An Yi himself, or is it a fake?" Hua Gan said, rubbing An Yi's face with his hands.

"Don't make trouble." An Yi smiled and avoided Huagan's hand, looked at Wu Yicheng, and smiled.

Wu Yicheng held An Yi's hand, the sweetness between the two could kill everyone.

The three of them ate a meal for more than three hours.

In addition to blessings to Wu Yicheng and He Anyi, Huagan also has more envy.Declining Wu Yicheng's opportunity to invite him to work in Wu Yicheng's new company, Hua Gan knows what level he is, and even if he is the best friend, he can't agree.

"Actually, with your ability, Huagan, you shouldn't just be a cashier in a supermarket."

What Wu Yicheng said was very sincere. Both he and An Yi knew how much the past family had hurt Huagan. They tried not to mention it as much as possible, hoping that Huagan could forget it, instead of being stuck in the past and unable to get out.

"I'm used to it." Hua Gan said calmly: "A simple life is good, and I don't want to be the same as before. Now I have a good life. Besides commuting, I also work part-time. When I sleep, I run and keep fit, and I don’t know how chic I am.”

An Yi couldn't help asking: "What about Li Xia?? Have you ever looked for him?"

Hua Gan shook his head with a wry smile, took a sip of beer, and calmed himself down: "Looking for him?? I'm no longer qualified. From the day my family had an accident, I knew that we are not the same people."

"Have you ever thought that Li Xia is waiting for you, he is waiting for you to find him." Wu Yicheng said.

"Give yourself a chance, Hua Gan, and give Li Xia a chance, if you miss it, you will regret it forever."

Do you regret it forever?

Huagan was so bitter that he wanted to shed tears, he was destined to be like this all his life, how could he drag Li Xia into living such a life with him? ?He doesn't have the ability to make Li Xia live a better life, so he can't bother him.

In his Huagan heart, Li Xia is an eternal, inviolable beauty.

So everyone, including Huagan himself, can't let him suffer a little bit of grievance.

Drunk in a daze, Hua Gan still insisted that he was not drunk, and walked a crooked straight line as if he had to prove it, evading Wu Yicheng and An Yi to leave quickly, and walked home slowly by himself.

Coincidentally, Li Xia was also walking lazily with a bag of apples in his hand.

The two never expected to meet like this.The snow at night is deep and deep, as if there are countless emotions, and it is as turbulent as sea water, capable of submerging everything, and there is a feeling of uncovering the hidden head and revealing the tail.

They just stared at each other in silence,

A street, the two saw each other face to face, and stopped at the same time, looking at each other stupidly, neither of them was willing to look away first.

"Mom, mom, look, these two uncles are so strange." A mother and daughter passed by, the little girl pointed at Hua Gan and Li Xia, and said loudly.

"Shh, don't talk."

The mother pulled the little girl away quickly, and before leaving, she looked at Huagan and Li Xia with a slightly disgusted look, as if she had already seen from their expressions that they were gay.

Hua Gan coughed twice, pulling both of them back from their thoughts.

"Cough cough."

"I."

"I."

The two opened their mouths at the same time, and closed their mouths at the same time.

"you,"

"you,"

It was the same tacit beginning.

Li Xia first scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, but now he was so nervous that he didn't know what to say!

"Going home?" Hua Gan was the first to break the silence and asked.

Li Xia nodded, his eyes dodged a little, not knowing how to face him.

Hua Gan forced herself to look away, but she kept looking at Li Xia greedily, so close, so within reach.The two of them seemed to have nothing else to say except silence.

"Then. I'll go first."

After finally making up his mind to leave, Hua Gan didn't dare to stay longer, he was afraid that in the next second, he would rush up to Li Xia and hug Li Xia, and then he would never let go.

That's wrong, he can't do that.So Hua Gan had to be forced to leave, forcing herself not to look at Li Xia again.

Seeing Hua Gan walking past her without turning her head away, Li Xia's heart suddenly felt as if it had been hollowed out.

"do not,"

The body has already grabbed the flower stem one step earlier than the consciousness.

Li Xia could feel Huagan's body stiffen suddenly, and grabbed the corner of Huagan's clothes. Li Xia's strength was great, and Huagan didn't dodge it, but the beating speed of his heart was getting faster and faster. .

He himself was taken aback by his actions, and when he realized it, he had already grabbed the corner of Huagan's clothes.

"Hua Qianyou, why are you avoiding me?" God knows how much courage Li Xia mustered to ask this sentence that has troubled him for a long time.

He really wants to know why! ?Why did Hua Gan never see him? ?Why has Hua Gan cut off contact with her since the meeting eight years ago? ?Why did you say that you like your dried flowers so decisively? ?

"Dried flowers."

Even a heartless person can't bear to hear such a pitiful voice from Li Xia, let alone a heart that has been thinking of Li Xia all the time for eight years, and was crushed by Li Xia's voice. Knead softly.

Taking a deep breath, Hua Gan turned around and stood in front of Li Xia face to face.At this moment, the distance between the two was less than half a meter, and Hua Gan could kiss Li Xia with a slight lean.

But the flower stem didn't do that.

"I didn't hide from you, it's just that Hua Gan didn't know how to explain it for a while, scratching the back of his head, he hasn't seen Li Xia so closely for a long time, unexpectedly he still hasn't changed much.

I still remember Huagan who just met Li Xia, and recognized Li Xia as a girl. He was beaten badly at the beginning and he is still so beautiful now, Huagan suddenly panicked.No, that's not okay,

"There's no need for us to contact, right?" Hua Gan said such cruel words on purpose, and every time he uttered a word, his heart ached even more.

Sure enough, Li Xia on the opposite side paused.

"It's not necessary?" Li Xia repeated blankly: "That's right. It's not necessary,"

Hua Gan looked at Li Xia and didn't speak any more.

"I must have been crazy to believe what you said!"

Say what you like! ?Talk about liking everything about Li Xia, talk about love.

"I must be crazy! Crazy!"

That's why I secretly went to see him for the past eight years!That's why I can't let go of his flowers all the time!That's why he wanted to know what happened to him and checked all the information about him at the police station all night long!Only then will I know why Huagan is doing all this!

Crazy to the extreme, isn't it love?He, Li Xia, didn't understand it before, and didn't admit it before, and he always enjoyed the kindness of Huagan to him willfully.But Li Xia understood, but it was too late.

God's will tricks people.

"I see." Li Xia's answer was unexpectedly calm, as if the bitter roar in his heart just now had never appeared.

"You, obviously felt that something was wrong with Li Xia, Hua Gan frowned, and wanted to ask him again, but Li Xia spoke first.

I just heard Li Xia say: "Then we will never see each other again." After speaking, he walked away without looking back.

Hua Gan raised her hand to grab him, but her arm stopped abruptly in mid-air.

"No, absolutely not."

Hua Gan warned herself time and time again that she must not chase after her.

He knew that what Li Xia said just now was not to Hua Gan, but to Li Xia himself.He may never go to that corner to peek at himself again. When he thinks of this, Hua Gan's heart becomes empty.But he knew he had nothing to complain about.Because he was the one who pushed Li Xia away with his own hands.

Li Xia, I love you, I really love you but it is because I love you that I want to leave you,

This winter snow, this sad couple.Love melts in the snow, but it still exists.

The days passed day by day, and Li Xiazhen, as he said, never appeared in the world of Huagan again.How many times Huagan would unconsciously look towards the window, but never saw that familiar figure.

"Winter is almost over, and spring is coming!"

The person who said this was the small boss of Huagan's part-time job, a middle-aged man in his 40s with a beer belly, happy every day, as if he had no worries.

Hua Gan, who just worked here, thought that the boss was a very lucky person, without any troubles.

Later I heard the little boss say: "Happy? I just got married for the second year. My wife and unborn child were taken away in a car accident." The little boss took out the ring on his chest and the style of the ring finger on his hand. It's the same, just a man and a woman.

"Haven't you ever been sad?" Hua Gan asked him.

"Sad, of course I am sad, how can I not be sad?" Even after more than 20 years, every time I think of that incident, the little boss's heart still hurts.

"But what can you do if you are sad?" The little boss said: "The person is already dead. This may not be a good word, but it is the truth."

"I cried, I felt bad, I thought about suicide. Thinking about it now, I'm so stupid."

"Obviously I can take their lives and live well, and I can cherish my own life, but I don't want to live anymore. Now that I think about it, if I really went with my wife back then, then under Jiuquan, she and I The unborn child will never forgive me."

"So young people, cherish when you can, love seriously when you still have the ability to love, and don't regret it until you lose it."

"I have no chance, young man, you are still young, you still have a chance."

The little boss patted Hua Gan on the shoulder and said.

Hua Gan smiled wryly and shook his head: "Opportunity? I'm already 30 years old and I'm not young anymore."

"What's wrong with thirty?! What's wrong with thirty?! Don't you know there's an idiom called standing at thirty?! What does a good boy say in front of me?! I'm not old, why are you old!?" The little boss raised his eyebrows , staring at the stem of the flower.

"I,"

"What are you?! What are you?!" The little boss didn't give Hua Gan any time to speak, and kept being aggressive with a few words.

"Look at the way you've been out of your mind recently, as if you've lost your love, and you don't have any energy at all!" The little boss patted Hua Gan's back several times with his big palm, and asked Hua Gan mysteriously: "Is it the girl who always came to buy things a while ago??"

What the little boss was talking about was the female customer who confessed to Hua Gan a while ago.

Hua Gan shook his head: "No."

The little boss shrugged, looking helpless. "You young people, I really don't understand." The little boss hiccupped. There were wine bottles all over the place in front of the two of them. The current little boss obviously drank too much.

"Boss, let me take you upstairs." Looking at the little boss who was already dozing off, Hua Gan said.

The little boss was already lying on the table and talking without knowing why.The second floor of the supermarket is where the little boss lives.It took a lot of effort to lift the boss to the bed, and I heard the boss still yelling something like "yunyun, yunyun" in a daze.That should be the name of the boss's dead wife.

No wonder the boss has never been married, probably because he couldn't forget his wife.

"Cherish it. Think of what the boss said just now, and think of the farewell to Li Xia a while ago.

Huagan fell into a bigger contradiction.

"Brother, it's time to eat."

"Brother? Eat!"

"Brother! It's time to eat!"

Li Xiatian kicked open the door of Li Xia's room, and her elder brother was lying on the bed like a dead body.

"Brother! Eat! Rice! It's done!"

"Ahhh??"

Li Xia finally turned his gaze away from the ceiling and turned to look at Li Xia. His ears hurt from being yelled at just now.

"Such a big girl, can you be more gentle!" Li Xia frowned dissatisfied.

"I called you for a long time and you didn't answer! Mom told you to eat! If you don't go to eat, it will be cold."

Li Xiaxia wanted to say something else, but he rolled his eyes helplessly when he saw that his elder brother was in a daze again.It's been a week, God knows what kind of wind my brother has.I heard from my parents that he has been like this for a week, and Li Xiatian finally came home from school holidays. Seeing his brother like this, it would be a lie to say that he doesn't feel sorry for him.

What happened to him?Why are you so haggard?Seeing that his figure is a lot thinner than the last time I saw it, I really don't know what happened.

"Your brother, there is no one to take care of him. He is already 31 years old. He is not married yet, and he doesn't even have a girlfriend. It's not easy to worry about every day."

Li Ma was chattering at the dinner table as usual, Li Xiaxia's ears were almost growing calluses, and looking at Li Xia across the dinner table, she was eating as usual as if she hadn't heard, but,

"Brother?? What's the matter with you???" Li Xiaxia was very puzzled: "Why don't you just eat food??"

"kindness??"

Hearing the girl calling him, Li Xia came back to his senses all of a sudden, looking at the rice in the bowl, he was also very puzzled.Did he really not eat food just now? ?

Li Xia chewed a few mouthfuls of vegetables perfunctorily, but the food was also tasteless.Now Li Xiaxia knew that something was wrong with her brother.

After eating, Li Xia Tian followed behind Li Xia, and followed him into the bedroom.

Pulling the stool and sitting on it, Li Xiaxia cautiously asked Li Xia: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong??" Li Xia avoided Li Xia's eyes a little: "What can I do? I have nothing wrong."

"There's something wrong with you." Li Xiaxia rubbed his chin, vowing inwardly that he must figure things out!

Li Xia was a little irritable, she reminded him of Huagan again.

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