My bamboo horse bends whenever it says

"I'm fine." Li Xia sighed: "You're fine, if you're fine, get out of my room!"

After hearing what he said, Li Xia immediately shut up, sat on the stool and stared at Li Xia.

"Is it because of Brother Hua??"

Li Xiaxia said suddenly, as expected, Li Xia froze for a moment when he heard Brother Hua, his expression was very unnatural.

"It's really because of Brother Hua." Li Xiaxia nodded.

Li Xia sighed, as expected nothing could be hidden from her.

"What's the matter with you?" Li Xiaxia asked, she knew that Li Xia and Brother Hua hadn't been in touch for a long time, and it had been seven or eight years.But she knew that Li Xia was still thinking about Big Brother Hua in her heart, because she once secretly saw her brother lying on the intersection like a thief, looking towards a small supermarket - that was where Big Brother Hua worked.

"We met on the street a few days ago." Li Xia took a deep breath, thinking that he still had to tell the matter, maybe he would feel more comfortable.

"We told him not to contact him in the future."

Seeing Li Xia suffering so much, Li Xia felt even more uncomfortable. God knows that his brother has always been an arrogant person since he was a child. He is very confident in everything he does. Although his temper is not very good, she has never seen Li Xia like look,

"elder brother,"

She knew that Brother Hua spent a lot of effort chasing after Li Xia seven or eight years ago, and she even remembered that Brother Hua put a lot of thought into preparing a special birthday party for his brother's birthday—even though her brother saw Li Xia After that, a big fire broke out.

However, Brother Hua gave him a set of exquisite forensic knife equipment that year, and Brother Hua would take it out every once in a while to take good care of it.As for the imitation skull that Brother An and Brother Ang had lied about as a gift from Brother Hua in order to avoid Li Xia's anger, I don't know where he put it.

Even she can see her brother's liking for Brother Hua, but why are such two people so awkward? ?

"Brother, do you know why Big Brother Hua said that?" Li Xiaxia asked.

Li Xia shook his head and said: "If I don't know, I just don't like it, but I also know that I knew from the beginning that he didn't really like me, I already knew it haha."

He said and sighed.With this sigh, Li Xiaxia's heart skipped a beat.My brother, when did you become so dull!Also you know, what do you know!

Brother Hua liked you so much back then.Blind people can see it, why don't you understand it so much!

"Brother! You are really smart and confused for a while!" Li Xiaxia was helpless and helpless: "You never thought about why Brother Hua said that?? Maybe there is a reason why he can't say it. Why don't you stop talking about it?" How about taking the initiative? Maybe it will happen!"

"Active?!" Li Xia's face was flushed red, should he be asked to take the initiative to chase after flowers? ?

"I don't like him?! Why should I chase him!" Li Xia said loudly, as if trying to cover up his guilt.

"Do you like it or not?" Li Xiatian coaxed Li Xia.Her brother still hasn't changed, and he needs to save face if he's awkward.

"The two of them are fighting so stiffly now??"

In the coffee shop, Li Xia Tian and An Yi Wu Yicheng sat opposite each other, and Li Xia Tian recounted all the conversations he had with Li Xia two days ago.

"Alas" Li Xiatian sighed: "My brother is so pitiful, he was already thin, and now he is almost no longer looking like a man."

An Yi frowned even more when he heard what Li Xia Tian said.

"What's going on with this kid, Huagan?"

"He has changed a lot in the past eight years. Every time I see him, I feel that there are many things hidden in his heart." Wu Yicheng said.

So what happened to the dried flowers?

"Could it be because of the shock at the beginning?" An Yi thought for a while, "But it doesn't make sense for him to refuse to work in your company."

"What blow?" Li Xiaxia asked.

Wu Yicheng explained to her: "Hua Gan's father was the former mayor of a neighboring city. Later, because something happened, he was pulled from his seat, and the entire Hua family was retaliated against."

"At that time, I didn't care about him more." An Yi blamed himself very much, thinking that Hua Gan had endured so many things back then, but he was not by his side as a friend.

Li Xiaxia took a sip of coffee, feeling as if he understood something.

"Would it be because of this that Big Brother Hua will always avoid my brother?"

All three were lost in thought.

"Okay, then I'll just watch, I'll go first, wear more clothes when it's cold, don't just ignore it just because you're young."

The little boss was a little nagging, Hua Gan kept nodding, took off his uniform, put on his coat and went out.

As soon as he stepped out of the supermarket door, he saw three people standing in front of him.

"Why are you two here?? So much time??" Hua Gan first glanced at An Yi and Wu Yicheng, then turned to look at the girl next to him: "You are, are you Xia Tian??"

Li Xiatian nodded and smiled sweetly at Huagan.

"It's grown so big." Hua Gan said with emotion, Li Xia Tian, ​​who was a little girl in the past, has now become such a beautiful and elegant lady.

Wu Yicheng drove the four of them to the restaurant, found a seat, and the four of them sat down together.The purpose of the three of them this time is very simple, they must untie the knot in Huagan's heart and give Huagan and Li Xia another chance to be together.

But a certain person doesn't cooperate, Hua Gan seems to know the purpose of the three of them, no matter how they turn the topic around Li Xia, Hua Gan can always find another topic, such as:

Li Xiatian: "Brother Hua, my brother,"

"Come, come, eat more of this, it's good for your skin."

An Yi: "We want to know about dried flowers,"

"Hey, An Yi, when is your wedding with Wu Yicheng scheduled? Has the venue been booked??"

Wu Yicheng: "Dried flowers!"

"Don't speak loudly! Pay attention to your quality in public places!"

They were finally defeated.

Huagan was really too smart, knowing what they wanted to ask, but he gritted his teeth and refused to say anything.An Yi and Wu Yicheng looked at each other, and it was already like this, and it is estimated that there will be no results if you continue to ask.

Finally, a meal was over within an hour.Wu Yicheng went to pick up the car, Li Xiaxia went to the bathroom, and only An Yi and Hua Gan were left.

"You're pretending to be fake." An Yi said in a voice that only two people could hear.

Hua Gan chuckled: "Don't you think it's familiar? I'm the same as you once."

An Yi sighed: "So I don't want you to be like me back then, Huagan, it's not easy to fall in love with someone in your life, don't give up on him, let alone yourself."

The corners of Hua Gan's mouth raised an angle, listening to what An Yi said, he knew that what An Yi said was for his own good, and An Yi didn't want to stop following his old path.

But only he Huagan knew that he was different from An.He has no ability to be worthy of Li Xia, so Hua Gan can no longer fall in love with Li Xia.

"I don't like him anymore."

If he hadn't heard it with his own ears, An Yi would never have believed that it was Hua Gan's own words. Looking at Hua Gan's side face without any turmoil, An Yi's heart skipped a beat. He heard that another person in the restaurant People must have heard it too.

"I don't like him anymore"

After Huagan said these words, she swallowed the bitterness in her heart bit by bit.

An Yi turned her head subconsciously, Li Xia had already disappeared.Yes, it was not four people who came, but five people who came.

Li Xia drove the car by himself, followed Wu Yicheng's car, walked into the restaurant with them one after the other, sat behind a big potted plant not far away, and listened to the conversation between them.

Until the end, until he finally heard Hua Gan's words, he knew that everything was over.

You shouldn't have hope, you shouldn't have hoped for a ten-thousandth when Li Xiaxia contacted him.

It would be great if he didn't take a little bit of luck and think that Hua Gan still likes him.

Without hope, there is no despair.As great as the hope is, so great is the despair. Hua Gan's words made Li Xia's heart ache suddenly, so painful that he even forgot to breathe.

"Brother... I'm sorry, I'm sorry." If she didn't go to An Yi and Wu Yicheng on her own initiative, if they didn't want to do that.Li Xiaxia threw herself into Li Xia's arms, crying heartbreakingly.How stupid is she to think that?People will always change, it has been eight years, it has been eight years, who can guarantee that the flowers will not change?

"It's okay, it's okay, brother is okay."

Li Xia's heart no longer hurts, not at all.In other words, Li Xia's heart is dead.

"Don't worry, your brother is not that fragile." Li Xia's voice was very gentle, and his fingers gently stroked Li Xia's back.

He, Li Xia, is a man, an upright man!How can you be so sad for another man?

"It's over, it's all over."

As long as there is enough time, he will definitely forget it, Li Xia thought, he will definitely, definitely forget it.

"Xiao Li, look at your age. I have a niece who is about the same age as you. You see, I also put down this face and become a matchmaker for you. How about meeting each other?"

Li Xia panicked and was a little overwhelmed. It turned out that the director mysteriously called him to the office to introduce him to someone!

If it is okay for others to say it, Li Xia can politely refuse, but the person in front of him who wants to match him is the bureau chief, his immediate boss, and he said so just now.

"I,"

How can I refuse this!

"I'll give you a vacation in a few days, let's meet up." The director may be used to this position, used to issuing orders directly, and didn't give Li Xia any time to refuse.

Li Xia walked out of the director's office dejectedly. He had already lost interest in girls after being disturbed by Hua Gan. What should he do now? Or make it clear after meeting.Li Xia was thinking, he must not harm others.

"So brother, you agreed??"

During the dinner break, Li Xia secretly told Li Xia Tian what the director had told him.

"Yes." Li Xia was also helpless: "You help me think about it, how can I politely refuse, this is inappropriate."

"Why refuse? Let's meet and see first, in case it's suitable!" Li Xiaxia said vaguely, biting the chicken leg.

"Impossibly suitable."

He, Li Xia, has been turned off and can no longer like women.Li Xiaxia looked at his elder brother who was struggling, and after listening to the action of biting the chicken leg, he thought about it.

"A total of 23 yuan. Summer? Why are you here?"

After Hua Gan finished sweeping things, she looked up, and saw Li Xia Tian standing opposite the counter, her expression was not very good.

I saw Li Xiaxia took out a 50 yuan note from his wallet in a very rude manner, and fell it on the counter with a "pop", Hua Gan was so scared that he didn't realize what was going on, and looked Li Xiaxia up and down , Did the child take the wrong medicine today?

For some reason, Huagan, a 30-year-old tall man with a height of more than 1.8 meters, shrank a little in front of a weak-looking girl who was less than 1.7 meters tall.

What is that called?It's the aura!Like her brother Li Xia, her aura is too strong, and Hua Gan almost retreats subconsciously!

I gave Li Xia 27 yuan, and Hua Gan handed it over with the bag and change.

"Hmph." Li Xiatian pulled the bag over, gave Huagan a vicious look, turned around and left, not even taking the change that was given to her.

"Hey??" Hua Gan took the change and immediately chased it out. Fortunately, there are no other customers in the supermarket now, otherwise the boss will be angry again.

"Summer! Summer!"

Hua Gan chased after him, and even yelled several times, but he didn't know what Li Xia Tian ate, and he walked so fast!

"Summer! Summer!"

Li Xia Tian, ​​who was walking fast in front, finally stopped. In fact, she realized that she didn't take the change as early as the moment she stepped out of the supermarket door, but she really didn't expect that Brother Hua could really give it to her. Run so far with her.

Looking back, Li Xia Tian's heart softened when he saw Hua Gan wearing a thin work uniform. Although it was already spring, the weather was still cold for the past two days.

"Summer! You didn't take the change! Huh—"

I don't know if it's because of my age, but I feel that I can't keep up with the physical strength of young people. After running such a short distance, Hua Gan is already a little out of breath.

Seeing Huagan like this, Li Xiatian couldn't bear it anymore: "Thank you, Brother Hua."

"You're welcome." Hua Gan smiled, turned around and prepared to return the same way.

Li Xia looked at the back of Hua Gan going further and further away, with tears in her eyes, she remembered her brother's expression last night, in order not to make her younger sister angry, Li Xia deliberately pretended to be very happy, pretending that everything Nothing happened.

"If I said! My brother is getting married! Brother Hua! What would you think!"

Li Xiaxia put both hands around his mouth to make a loudspeaker, and shouted loudly to Huagan: "My brother is getting married! Do you really not care?!"

Boom—Hua Gan's mind exploded, and Li Xiaxia's words kept ringing in his ears repeatedly.

My brother is getting married, do you really not care?

My brother is getting married, do you really not care?

My brother is getting married, do you really not care?

care!He damn cares!Is Li Xia really going to get married?Is he really going to get married?All of a sudden, all the disguises that Hua Gan worked so hard to do were defeated, and his whole body felt dizzy, and all the appearances of Li Xia appeared alternately before his eyes.

married.

Li Xia is married.

As soon as the cold wind blows through Huagan's clothes, the cold air is piercing. The cold despair that seems to be in an ice cellar is the most realistic portrayal of Huagan's heart at this moment.

Because my heart is colder, I don't feel how uncomfortable my body is.

"Brother Hua, I beg you, don't torture my brother. Li Xiaxia walked behind Hua Gan and said almost pleadingly: "My brother is going crazy, he is going crazy. "

Where is Li Xia the only one who is crazy?Doesn't he Huagan live in pain all the time.

"I'm not good enough for him."

After a long time, Hua Gan finally spoke. He turned around and grinned a smile that was uglier than crying. His bleak figure almost merged with the weather at this time.

"I'm not worthy of your brother, Xia Tian."

"If your brother really wants to get married, I will bless him, I will really bless him." After Hua Gan finished speaking, she left without looking back.

Li Xiaxia's tears finally flowed down, and he said to himself:

"It's not good enough. That's how it is.

It's not that I don't love anymore, it's that I don't deserve it.

That's great. Does this mean that Big Brother Hua and Big Brother still have a slight possibility?Li Xiaxia thought, if possible, they must not miss it like this,

Who sings the black song of departure when the spring is getting stronger? ?Who watches over the white village when hope comes? ?Those inferiority wounds that will never heal are willing to pass away quietly only under the infection of the spring scenery of the green forest flowers.

The streets were full of people, and everyone was smiling.The young people walked on the street in groups of three and five.They wore MP3s, listened to music, and couldn't help singing along with the music.Some young people were talking and laughing, and their laughter echoed in the street.The coming and going, large and small cars on the road, the roaring engine sound when starting, the harsh friction sound when braking, and the non-stop sound of horns make the road on the edge of the street very lively.

But such a lively and cheerful scene cannot infect every corner and everyone in this city.

Li Xia sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the coffee shop, resting his chin with one hand, stirring the espresso mechanically with the other hand, staring blankly at the street outside.

The busiest urban area and the happiest people, but none of these belong to Li Xia.

Two days ago, the bureau chief specially called himself, notifying him of the specific location and time of the blind date, and specifically asked Li Xia to dress up, but the bureau chief didn't disclose any news about the other girl, and he didn't even give him a call, just Tell Li Xia that the other party is a freshly graduated college student named Fang.

That's why Li Xia has been sitting here half an hour ago during his hard-won vacation, in a daze of boredom.

"Hello, is this Mr. Li?"

A nice and gentle female voice rang in his ears, Li Xia immediately turned his head and looked at a girl in her 20s who stood there shyly.

"Ah, yes, are you Miss Fang?"

Li Xia, who received a nod from the other party, immediately got up, nodded in a gentlemanly manner, and invited Miss Fang to sit down.

"A cappuccino, thank you."

Sure enough, she is a cute and young girl, and the things she drinks are so cute.

This is even worse, Li Xia has a headache, rubbing his temples, he naturally does not know how to deal with such a gentle girl who can pinch water.

Looking at Fang Rongrong on the opposite side, her cheeks were flushed with embarrassment. The male forensic doctor introduced by her relatives was in his 30s and still unmarried. She thought there was something wrong with Li Xia, but Fang Rongrong immediately denied her opinion Guess, this forensic doctor is not only young but also very handsome!

The two of them looked at each other in silence for a long time, until Li Xia asked:

"Miss Fang, what is your name?"

"Fang Rongrong, my name is Fang Rongrong." Fang Rongrong answered a little louder, still looking very shy.

"My name is Li Xia."

"Well, I know." Fang Rongrong smiled and said: "My uncle told me your name, and I also know that you are a forensic doctor."

Li Xia nodded, took a sip of coffee and said, "It's a scary job, isn't it?"

"I think it's pretty good." Fang Rongrong's answer obviously surprised Li Xia. In the past, other people would show a lot of strange expressions when they knew his occupation. This Fang Rongrong is obviously different.

"Thank you." Li Xia said from the bottom of his heart.

"Actually," Li Xia organized some vocabulary: "Ms. Fang just graduated from university, why did she want to go on a blind date so quickly? I mean you are still young, don't young people nowadays advocate free love? Why would you choose a blind date like this?" What kind of method?"

"Uncle insisted that I come." Fang Rongrong shrugged, and slowly relaxed, but also a little helpless: "Uncle praised you very well in front of my parents, so they wanted me to come on a blind date, saying that you are a good man There is nothing you can't ask for." Fang Rongrong's face turned red when she said this.

Can't wait,

For some reason, the figure of Huagan suddenly flashed in Li Xia's mind, and he quickly shook his head to get rid of this bad thought.

"What's wrong?" Fang Rongrong looked at Li Xia and shook her head suddenly, a little confused.

"It's okay." Li Xia took a sip of coffee while concealing it.

The one in front of me is the director's niece. If she doesn't deal with it properly, she may have a hard time in the bureau in the future.

But look at Fang Rongrong again, the girl who just graduated, it seems that she is not deeply involved in the world, so I can't lie to her.So Li Xia put down the cup and took a deep breath.

"Actually, Ms. Fang, I think we might not be suitable."

Fang Rongrong opened her mouth a few times, they had only met for less than half an hour, and they didn't know each other well, why did Li Xia suddenly say that?

"Is it my problem?" Fang Rongrong asked: "If so, me"

"No, no, it's not your problem, it's my problem." Li Xia gritted her teeth and told the truth: "You are fine, Miss Fang, it's my problem."

"I like men, I, I'm gay."

Phew - I finally said it, and I felt a lot more comfortable all of a sudden.

But looking at Fang Rongrong on the opposite side, she was already stupid.Li Xia felt cold in his heart, did he really speak too fast?Sure enough, most people still can't accept those three words?

"puff--"

Hearing the laughter, Li Xia thought it wasn't Fang Rongrong who laughed, but when she looked again, Fang Rongrong covered her mouth, and the branches of her laughter trembled wildly.

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