four year itch

Before meeting Xu Ruibai, Ye Jia always thought it would take a long time to fall in love with someone, but later he found out that it only takes a second to fall in love with someone.Before today, he always thought that it would take a long time to give up on someone, but now he realizes that it only takes one second to decide to give up on someone.

He could finally understand Yu Yi's last smile now, it was a smile where all unwillingness was defeated by powerlessness.He may be even worse than Yu Yi. These years, he has let his world revolve around Xu Ruibai, and he lives in fear every day, fearing that one day he will lose contact with Xu Ruibai, and his own world will collapse.

It was he who kept hinting to himself that if he wanted to integrate into Xu Ruibai's world, he had to lose his dignity and dignity, and in the end he ended up like this.

Ye Jia got on the bus, and the scenery outside the window kept flashing in front of his eyes. A group of college students on the bus were excitedly planning the upcoming spring outing plan. They were clean and thin, and there were no signs of aging on their young faces. Every movement All with vigor.Ye Jia couldn't help wanting to get closer to them, wanting to use their youth to soften his aging body.

The girl's youthful voice is still singing in the earphones, "However, it is said that love is wonderful, don't be greedy for life and death, how can you love you so much that you donate myself to you, and you are afraid that you will turn gratitude into sorry..."

He seemed to see his youth slipping by in front of his eyes, and the scene was full of Xu Ruibai. At that time, he didn't know that this was actually his whole life, his whole love.

He has loved him humblely for four years, so it should be more decent to separate.

Ye Jia looked out of the window, and there were new shoots on the dead tree branches by the roadside. Spring was finally coming, and he could survive this long winter by himself.

It's just that it's warm and cold at the same time, and it turns out that the spring is cold, and it can freeze and kill young people.

When Ye Jia returned home, it seemed as if the thread that had been pulling him for four years had been snapped in an instant. He felt tired and weak. He lay down on the bed and fell asleep without hesitation. Retiring to the second line, he just wants to have a good rest and make up for all the sleep he lost for others.

He slept so darkly that he didn't know what day and night it was, and he didn't care about the fact that he had to go to work.Fortunately, nothing was missed, and besides, he had nothing to do.

Early the next morning, Ye Jia went to the company with her resignation letter in hand.

The editor-in-chief's expression changed instantly when he saw the resignation letter, thinking that he had said something in a hurry at the signing event, so he hurriedly apologized to him, and was surprised to keep him. It's almost flattering.

If it had been a few months ago, Ye Jia might have been moved a little bit, and felt that he was of some value to the editorial department, and he might have agreed to stay in a moment of enthusiasm.But when he came to his senses, pulled himself out again, and examined calmly, he already understood that these harmless and fundamental retentions were all because of Xu Ruibai, so these expressions naturally didn't spark a spark in his eyes.

After confirming again and again that it was not because of his own reasons, the editor-in-chief reluctantly agreed to accept his resignation.

Ye Jia said that he would have to live in the company's dormitory for two days, and he would not leave until the moving company he had agreed with came to his door.Now the editor-in-chief became more gentle, and comforted him that he could live in peace, since no newcomers in the company wanted to use the dormitory anyway.

Ye Jia thanked the editor-in-chief and left the company. Looking at the unfamiliar faces coming and going downstairs, he sighed a long time. He got rid of his shackles and felt relaxed. He began to look forward to it again. The new distance, just like when he was standing at the station with his suitcase two years ago.He was eager to share this feeling with others, but unfortunately he didn't have many friends, so he thought of Shen Qingchuan.

Of course Shen Qingchuan readily agreed, but he expressed a little apologetic that he was at work, so the two made an appointment for dinner, and Ye Jia treated them.

The bored Ye Jia went home and slowly packed his luggage when the doorbell suddenly rang.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Xu Ruibai standing at the door with him. Ye Jia was not surprised by Xu Ruibai's arrival. He knew that the news of his resignation would reach Xu Ruibai from the editor-in-chief sooner or later. He just didn't expect Xu Ruibai to come. So fast.

"I heard that you have a cold, so I brought you medicine." Xu Ruibai smiled gently, as usual.

"Thank you, come in." Ye Jia also smiled, as if nothing really happened to them.

Xu Ruibai walked in, handed him the bag in his hand, and told him intimately, "The small bags have been divided, you drink two bags a day, remember to warm up when you drink."

Xu Ruibai is like this, as long as he wants, he can be meticulous, and as long as he wants, he can also be as cold as ice.

"Thank you." Ye Jia took the bag, put it aside casually, turned around and walked to the living room, and asked, "Would you like tea?"

Xu Ruibai was stunned, he felt that something was wrong with Ye Jia, but he couldn't tell.He just had an intuition that the storm was coming, so he followed Ye Jia in order to find some sense of security.

"Well, have you eaten yet?"

"Yeah." Ye Jia responded a little coldly while throwing tea into the cup.

"Then go drink the medicine first."

"It's okay." Ye Jia casually refused, not intending to get the medicine.

The room was quiet again, except for the humming sound of the kettle, Xu Ruibai rarely felt flustered, so he had to find some topics to break the unbearable silence, "My new book is coming soon."

"Ah."

"The cover is the one you chose."

"I know."

"Have you seen the full version of the characters?"

"Ah."

The conversation couldn't continue here, because Ye Jia didn't seem to be interested in this topic at all.This is too abnormal. In the past, whenever he talked about comics, Ye Jia would always respond with boundless enthusiasm. He liked the light in Ye Jia's eyes at that time.

"Ding", the kettle broke the silence between the two of them, Ye Jia picked up the kettle and poured it into the cup, the rising heat covered Xu Ruibai's sight, he couldn't see the expression on Ye Jia's face clearly, just as he couldn't read Understand Ye Jia's heart at the moment.

"Actually, there are still some problems, do you want to take a look?" Xu Ruibai asked.

Ye Jia put down the kettle in his hand, turned to look directly into his eyes, there was no excitement, no disappointment in those eyes, only a pool of calm, he said: "Rui Bai, I resigned."

Xu Ruibai was so stared at by Ye Jia that he couldn't speak. After a while, he frowned and said with some displeasure, "I just said, let you watch the plot."

Ye Jia sighed: "Rui Bai, you can say whatever you want. I'm very tired."

Xu Ruibai was taken aback, as if he didn't believe that Ye Jia really said the words, his eyes became complicated, and after a few seconds he said solemnly: "Don't go, is that okay?"

"No." Ye Jia smiled, but her tone was undeniably firm.