I want to be your white moonlight

The beating was really uncomfortable, and there was no pain anywhere in my body. I hurried to the hospital and exhausted the last of my strength.

Having said that, before that, Huo Sirong had never hit me, except when he rubbed his nose with snot bubbles when he was ten years old, he couldn't bear to catch me and spanked my ass.

That punch almost knocked my soul out, I was in too much pain, and I didn't bother to bother with him, in fact, I lost consciousness soon.

After waking up, he showed me the letter from my brother.

Huo Sirong, you are really good, you want me to be an inflatable doll for you, okay, I lick dogs, I am humble, I admit it, and I will do whatever you want.But why do you ask me to pay for your liking, to be a blood bag for Lin Yan?

What do you take me for, am I not human?

Just a dog that can be used and slaughtered whenever it is called?

Why do you want to be together happily in the future? It’s not a Grimm’s fairy tale. The prince wants to kiss his princess to wake him up. I’m not happy.

I used Lin Yan's life to threaten Huo Sirong to marry me, he cares so much about Lin Yan, he will not refuse.

Sure enough, Huo Sirong agreed.

Oddly enough, I wasn't happy at all.

Lying in the ward, my blood was drawn, and the blood loss led to hypoxia, which prevented me from thinking calmly and clearly.

I'm struggling, why don't I just forget it, why bother, why not give up, and break up with Huo Sirong, I don't want to entangle with him any longer, I don't want to lower my posture for the sake of someone who hates me. into the dust.

After the blood was drawn that day, Huo Sirong appeared. I felt that I might be like a ghostly bone that had lost all flesh and blood. I frightened him so much that he stood by the door, looked at me, and walked towards me for a long time. .

I opened my mouth, and said weakly: "Huo Sirong, I have a little bit, I want to give up."

I don't like to call him Mr. anymore, he doesn't deserve it.

Huo Sirong looked at my arm with many small holes pierced by the needle, and asked, "Give up what?"

"Give up on you." I lowered my eyelids, and carefully stuffed the mottled and ugly arm back under the sheet, lest I would show my feet again.

He didn't say anything, just sat in the ward for a long time, until Wen Yao urged him to leave early the next morning.

It was my birthday that day, Wen Yao brought a mango cake, Wen Yao said Huo Sirong bought it, I didn't quite believe it, he didn't even know my birthday, how could he prepare the cake in advance.

I dropped the cake.

Huo Sirong came in.

He threatened me with a power of attorney, and asked me to sign the marriage application immediately. He wanted to trap me and let me be a blood bag for his Lin Yan for the rest of his life.

OK, I sign.

Even if all my ideals that have nothing to do with Huo Sirong and only care about myself are wiped out by him, I will not allow the possibility of Huo Sirong and Lin Yan to be together in the future.

Huo Sirong said to me that day: "You are stupid."

It's pretty silly.

Then, not long after, my mother passed away.

People in this world who were sincere to me have left one by one.

The huge blow of my mother's death left me at a loss, but Huo Sirong handled everything in an orderly manner.He packed up his relics, bought a cemetery, and invited a funeral procession to bury his mother who had worked so hard all his life.

That night, when I was most helpless, Huo Sirong and I exchanged wedding rings in the cramped back seat of the car.

He hugged me, and at that moment, I seemed to feel something called the end of time.

Huo Sirong took me back to his villa, he said that this will also be your home from now on.

Family?

After my mother passed away, I had no home.

I nodded and thought to myself, no, this is not my home.But these words were never told to him.

Huo Sirong is not my family, even though we are married.I am just a dispensable passer-by in his life, not as precious as my brother.

But maybe Huo Sirong's care gave me the illusion that I could be a little presumptuous.

I called him Lao Huo, and he agreed.He can cook by himself, and when I come back, the food at home is already on the table.When I don't want to have sex with him, Huo Sirong just hugs me.

Those simple and ordinary things made me wake up in the middle of the night one night, in his hot arms like iron tongs, as if I went back to 11 years ago, when he was ten years old, he hugged me and said: "Forget it, go to sleep. "

You definitely don't know how much I like you, appearing in my world with such a golden light, making the stars in the sky dazzling.

I don't care about your illustrious life experience, your brilliant brilliance, or your always stern face, I just want you to treat me better, not too gentle and not too indifferent.

I thought everything was settled, Lin Yan left, Huo Sirong and I got married.

Then Huo Sirong handed me over to Lin Qishan in exchange for Lin Yan.

Huo Sirong is a liar.

I was locked in the basement for two years and forced to forget Huo Sirong, so that I felt a strong vomiting when I saw his face.

In the first three months after returning to China, Uncle Gao and I stepped up to arrange everything later. Lynch Shan didn't know about it. In fact, he thought I was just a mediocre person with no ambitions, so he wasn't vigilant enough.

On the day of returning home, I heard that Lin Yan had a car accident.Huo Sirong must have thought it was me, I carried my backpack and went to the downtown hospital.

I just want to know, if Huo Sirong finds out that "my" life is hanging by a thread, will there be any regret on his face.

I was wrong, Huo Sirong recognized me.

He trapped me with a bracelet and said, "The person I like, love, and want is you."

Is he crazy, or is there something wrong with my ears?

I couldn't see his face anymore, so I found the blindfold to avoid him.Huo Sirong was as domineering as ever, he threw me on the bed: "Lin Xiang, remarry."

Why, if you say you get married, you get married, and if you say you remarry, you remarry?

impossible.

I knew the plan was still working as intended, and Joey took me.

I don't remember very clearly what happened afterwards. The memories of that period in the goldfish brain are all fragments that can be broken at the touch of a touch. I only know that he sent me away for the third time.

It doesn't matter, I almost gave up on this person.

If I knew in advance that the crew of "Vertical and Horizontal" had invited him, I wouldn't spend money to clear up the relationship and run into the crew to become a screenwriter.

However, since Huo Sirong sent it to your door, how can there be any reason not to slaughter it?

By then my stomach pain was already so bad that I became very lethargic and spent most of my time sleeping, and in my sleep I could forget about pain and hunger.

Huo Sirong pestered me non-stop, which made me feel tired.

My body has been tossed too much in the past two years, no matter how young I am, I can't stand such torture.When Dr. Chen Lin handed me the physical examination report, my mind went blank. I didn't think about anything, and I couldn't think of anything.

I don't want anyone in this world to remember me after I die. I hope they all forget Lin Xiang and his boring and humble life.

I asked Uncle Gao to send Lin Yan back, and I said to him: "You just live as me, take care of grandpa and grandma, don't make them sad, as for Huo Sirong, you can do whatever you want."

Lin Yan didn't agree, he said I was out of my mind.

I took him to my mother's tomb. This was the last time I paid homage to my mother. I thought to myself, if we meet again in the future, it may be the next life.

When a person is about to die, his words are good. I dug out all the unwillingness buried in my heart and exposed it to dry in the wind. I had a heart in a hurry, but I was imprisoned by hatred and anger.

I thought it was the last.

Huo Sirong sent me to the hospital, he said: "Lin Xiang, Lin Xiang, don't be afraid, it's okay, you won't die, Lin Xiang, I will accompany you, I will accompany you wherever you go."

"What if I die?"

"Then I'll be a widower for the rest of my life." He emphasized: "You won't die, don't think about it, Professor Yuan said, it can be cured."

Huo Sirong didn't ask anyone to take care of me, he did it himself, I blamed him when I was in pain, and beat him up weakly, Huo Sirong hugged me tightly, kissed my side cheek, and took the salty Sweating astringently, he said: "Lin Er, bear with it, be good, be obedient."

Huo Sirong served the urinal, delivered three meals, changed clothes, wiped the body, gave massages, took doctor's orders, served tea and water, comforted and took care of everything, he did it himself.

In the middle of the night, he secretly wiped his tears behind my back. He thought I didn't know, but I turned my back to him, and heard his suppressed sobs, and he said: "Unlucky boy."

Huo Sirong is more afraid of my death than anyone else. He regards Professor Yuan as a reincarnated Bodhisattva. Whenever he looks at Professor Yuan's eyes, it seems that he really wants to confess him. Professor Yuan is embarrassed by him.

Grandma went to Hanshan Temple, the most efficacious place in our area, and asked an old Taoist to do fortune-telling for me.She got a hexagram of good fortune, and she couldn't help repeating when she came back: "Xiangxiang will live a long life."

Huo Sirong left behind the divinatory fortune, secretly carried it on his body, got up early and prayed late, and kept secret from me.

The day before the operation, Huo Sirong had to take me on the Ferris wheel."We start over," he said.

I felt terrified for no reason and told him that I didn't dare.

Huo Sirong didn't say anything, but hugged me even tighter.

Surgery, adjuvant chemotherapy, and the difficult process are omitted.I just didn't expect that, as Huo Sirong said, I could escape from this disease. Professor Yuan said: "Congratulations, you are basically cured."

At that time, I suddenly thought that the medical level of human beings is already so advanced.

Huo Sirong said that I was worrying for nothing.

I know he is waiting, and when I get better, he will repeatedly ask me to remarry him.At that time, I already clearly understood that Huo Sirong liked me, not Lin Yan.

It's really impossible to pretend that he took care of him day and night, with all his clothes on his clothes. Even his immediate blood relatives may not be so careful.He transferred Huo's assets to my name without reservation. His legs hurt uncontrollably when it rains on cloudy days. It didn't get better, it was all left over from filming.

After getting discharge clearance, I ran.

Huo Sirong, that bastard, spend my money, please mercenaries arrest me.

That day I was attending a friend's birthday party on a cruise ship in Fukuoka. Before I had time to chat with the new lady I met, Huo Sirong's people were alarmed.

He took me back to Ningbei, went to the hospital for a reexamination, and after getting the doctor's health report, he took me back to his small villa.

Huo Sirong said: "You take another year or two to take care of your body completely."

Come on, who would have trouble with good health.

The relationship between Huo Sirong and I finally changed from tossing each other to hurting each other, and gradually evolved into an ordinary daily life of father and son.

Huo Sirong whispers in my ear every day, the nutritionist said what to eat today, the designer he invited delivered the clothes made for me, where are we going to play tomorrow, he finished reading a novel by President Ba, hope Test it out on me.

I don't know how long this routine will last, but I know that once Huo Sirong reverts to his old ways, I will immediately get him out of the house.

Huo Sirong wrote a letter in blood to promise that he would never be an asshole again, and that he would treat me well all his life.I rolled my eyes, disapproving.

Huo Sirong said I like you many times, but I didn't reply a word.

I like what you say, and I won't say it again. As for remarriage, it will take until the Year of the Monkey.

One day, Huo Sirong asked me if I had forgiven him.I said, I don't know.

Huo Sirong asked me again, do we grow old together?

I thought for a long time and nodded.

The author has something to say:

It's over

The next book will be "Divorce"~

Visually, it is another stormy baptism orz