time gap

Luhan can't remember how he walked home.

Back and forth in my mind, it was always the choked confession of Kim Min Suk's father and his high school classmates.

How many times he said sorry, Luhan can't remember.Just found it very noisy.

Why did you come back here in the first place?

Just wanted to come back and see.

But I didn't expect to meet the people I knew before.

How could he have imagined that Minshuo's father was the classmate who locked him in the container.

The world is really small.Lu Han actually wanted to laugh a little.

Should hate that person, right?Seeing him again should have punched him in the face without hesitation.

But facing such an old, guilty face, Luhan didn't hit him, but comforted him with words in the role of "Luhan's son".

"It's all over, and my father doesn't mind anymore." Said so comfortingly.

Although the fact that the father and son not only have the same face but also the same name is confusing Minshuo and his father, it is easier to digest than the fact .

What happens if you tell the truth?Think of him as a monster?

Lu Han raised his hand to cover his eyes.

In my memory, the night in this seaport town is very quiet and dark, so I was forcibly locked into a container by several children of the same age without anyone knowing, and no one offered a helping hand.

But now even here at night, the neon lights are flickering, making it impossible to sleep peacefully.

So the past is over, right?

The heart twitches and hurts, is it hate?

"I'll take you to see your grandpa tomorrow, Xiaolu? Uncle Jin is sorry for your father. I have been looking for him all these years. Although I couldn't find him, Minshuo and I have been taking care of him since your grandpa suffered a stroke and was released from prison. I hope you When Dad comes back one day, he can meet your grandfather again. After all, he is the only relative..."

"Uncle is sorry for your father, and I will be sorry for him in this life. After he disappeared, uncle has always regretted it. Uncle doesn't ask your father to forgive me. Uncle only hopes to do something to compensate your family."

"Go and see your grandpa, Xiaolu, the old man is getting old, and he's talking about your father's name all day long. I just want to see my relatives again before I die."

Minshuo's father's voice echoed in his mind over and over again.

Want to see him?

The man, the man who killed his mother with his own hands.

That, the man who should be called father.

Memories that were thought to have been sealed in dust surged in his mind, and those memories that were sealed in his body were like unsealed beasts wantonly biting every nerve in his body.

The mother's cries for help, the father's growls, the uncle who always eats at home, and the amiable man who everyone said was the mother's lover shouted and cursed.

Word by word, after so many years, it is still clearly carved on the pericardium little by little with a small blade.

The tentacles of memory rubbed those traces little by little to force him to remember, but the pain was suffocating.

Lu Han wrapped the quilt tightly and curled up on the bed, the hot tidal air along the coast couldn't keep him warm.

At this moment, he just wants to hide in Wu Shixun's broad embrace, without thinking about anything, and absorb the heat of his body with peace of mind.

Just like all these years, Oh Sehun, he is the destination and source of all the warmth.

When did the tears flow out, how can people have so many tears.

My head hurts like it's about to explode.He wanted to fall asleep in a daze, but he was constantly awakened by those flashback memories.

I don't know how long it took until I fell into a warm embrace.

"Sehun, is that you?"

"..."

"Sehun..."

"..."

"Wu Shixun..."

"Drink some water, little deer..."

Lu Han struggled to open his eyes, and after his eyes finally focused, he saw Jin Minshuo who was holding his upper body in his arms and holding a cup in one hand.

At this time, the pretty baby face was a little serious and anxious, and it lost its childishness and became a little more mature.

"Drink some water, you have a fever, drink the water first and I'll take your temperature and then go buy medicine for you."

Minshuo said as he handed the water in the cup to Lu Han's lips.

Lu Han swallowed mechanically, his throat was really sore, it felt like it was about to burst.

After Minshuo fed Luhan and drank water, he was busy helping Luhan take his body temperature, buy medicine and cook porridge.He was wearing the light blue striped T that Lu Han gave him, like a spinning top spinning in the room.

Lu Han smiled while drinking the porridge, his throat hurt a bit.

"Why did you suddenly have a fever? You didn't close the windows when you slept last night?" Minshuo finally finished his work and sat down, watching Luhan drink porridge.

Yesterday when Luhan left home, the dazed look in his eyes made him flustered inexplicably, but at that time his father's mood was also very unstable, so he had no choice but to stay at home with his father.

Although he felt a bit strange when he knew that Luhan was also surnamed Lu, after all, this surname is rare.

But he never thought that Lu Han was actually Grandpa Lu's grandson.

The world is still really small, but thinking about it like this actually makes me feel sad.Why is it Lu Han?

What my father owes to Uncle Lu and the Lu family probably won't end in this lifetime.Can Luhan really forgive him?If not...

Minshuo didn't dare to think about it.

I waited anxiously all morning, as if waiting for a trial, but Luhan hadn't come in the afternoon.Minshuo finally couldn't sit still and came to Luhan's house. He knocked on the door for a long time but no one answered. The moment he opened the door with the spare key that Luhan left in the store, Minshuo's hands were trembling. How afraid he would open the door? The door found that Lu Han had left.

Compared to an empty room, seeing Luhan lying on the bed with a fever made him feel more at ease.

How could you have such an idea! Minshuo clenched his fists, very annoyed.

"I don't know, maybe I forgot to close the window." Lu Han regained some strength after drinking half a bowl of porridge. Although his head still hurts, at least he didn't feel so cold.

"Can I take two days off?"

"It's okay, you can rest at home, your body is important, you can go when you are better, it's okay."

"Look at me... look at my grandpa's matter, let's wait for two days. I'll tell your father when I'm well." Luhan lowered his eyes, not wanting Minshuo to see the emotion in his eyes.Even though he tried his best to restrain himself, there was still some tremor in his voice.

Minshuo also turned his face away, he doesn't want to discuss these things with Lu Han, he would rather not have these things, but he has no choice.

"Okay, it's okay. When do you want to see him... Your grandfather is gone, when will I take you there... The old man has been in better health in the past two years, and he will be fine for a while."

After saying this, the two didn't know what to say for a while, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Minshuo remembered what his father had said, frowned, and reluctantly opened his mouth: "My father...want to see your father...I don't know, can I do it?"

Lu Han suddenly raised his head, he was too shocked yesterday, for a while he only remembered that he was the son of "Lu Han", but he forgot about it.

"My father... my father has passed away." If he should have died long ago, he should have died.

Minshuo was even more embarrassed, so he had to say "I'm sorry" softly

"I'll come to see you tomorrow, and you should rest yourself. What do you want to eat? I'll prepare it and bring it to you tomorrow?" It would only be more embarrassing to stay here. Minshuo just wanted to escape at the moment, he couldn't resent his father, everything It's not his fault, but he still feels unable to face Luhan.

"It's okay. I should be fine after I sleep. I can cook by myself."

Luhan wanted to get up to see Minshuo off but didn't have time, watching him flee the room like a runaway rabbit.Lu Han felt helpless.

Minshuo is a very kind boy, he shouldn't blame himself, obviously, it's not his fault either.

But who is wrong?

Lu Han rubbed his forehead, which was still a little hot, and got back under the quilt, not wanting to think about it.

Since I came back, I also met.What should be faced, will be faced sooner or later.