time gap

He was ill for half a month in a daze, from the persistent high fever at the beginning to the severe cold that could not get better no matter what, Lu Han's already thin body was almost dragged down by this cold and fever, which is not considered a serious illness up.

At this time, the small face was so thin that only two big eyes remained.

Minshuo watched Luhan take the medicine and lay down, then tidied up the house silently, and took care of Luhan for half a month, the two of them tacitly did not bring up the past between their "fathers".Minshuo didn't know how much Luhan knew about those things, but Luhan didn't ask or tell, and he just didn't want to mention it.

Every day at Luhan’s place in the shop, it’s very hard to run three heads, Minshuo also lost a lot of weight, and his round bun-like baby face has become thinner than a dumpling, but seeing Luhan getting better day by day, he still feels Very pleased.

My father asked about Luhan a few times, and Minshuo stopped me every time I wanted to visit Luhan.

I don't know why, but he just vaguely feels that Lu Han doesn't want to see his father, and he doesn't want to bring up the old grievances between his parents.

Although there is also his selfishness in it, but he would rather Luhan have the same thoughts as him.

With this in mind, he silently closed the door and left, and had to cook for his father and Grandpa Lu when he got home.

Although he has always taken care of Grandpa Lu in the past and treated him as his own grandfather, the kind of filial piety to help his father atone for his sins is still different from what he feels now after knowing that he is Lu Han's grandfather.

I always want the elderly to eat better. No matter how busy I am, I will still find time to go to the hospital to help my father take care of Grandpa Lu.

I bought a fresh fish and planned to make soup for Grandpa Lu.It is very inconvenient for the elderly to eat when they have a stroke, and most of the time they can only eat liquid food.This is how Minshuo's cooking skills were developed.

When he got to the door of the house and was taking out his keys, the sudden ringing of the phone made his hands tremble in fright, and the fish jumped out of the plastic bag and fell to the ground, struggling and flicking its tail.

"Hello, Dad?"

"Minshuo, come to the hospital quickly... No, hurry up and bring Xiaolu to the hospital!"

"...What's the matter? Dad, please speak slowly, what's the matter?"

"Xiaolu... Hurry up and find Xiaolu... If your grandpa Lu is dying... Hurry up and find Xiaolu..." Minshuo's father's voice was already choked up, and the noisy voice in the hospital mixed with his father's shout made Minshuo My head felt tight for a while.

Luhan was suddenly awakened by Minshuo's anxious voice in his sleep, and he opened his eyes bewilderedly, and was forcibly pulled up by Minshuo and put on his clothes.

"What's going on here?"

"Follow me to the hospital..." Minshuo said, the movements of his hands froze for a moment, his eyes flickered, and he quickly helped Luhan find the shoes and socks.

"I don't need to go to the hospital, I'm already fine." Lu Han blankly took the shoes and socks and asked while putting them on. He just woke up and was not fully conscious, and he didn't even have time to think about why he had to wear shoes and socks together.

"Grandpa...your grandpa...you have to go and see him with me, or he's going to die."

There was a buzzing sound in Lu Han's head, as if some string suddenly snapped.

He was forced to face the problem that he had been evading in bed for half a month, and was forced to face it in this way. He was a little dazed for a while, but his hands and feet seemed to have his own consciousness, and he quickly dressed and followed Minseok walked out.

Until you reach the door of the hospital emergency room and look at the red flashing lights.Lu Han managed to regain a little consciousness.

The person inside was his father. He forgot how many years he hadn't seen him, and how many years he didn't even dare to recall that face that was so similar to him.

What a wonderful thing blood is, that person has no similarities with his character at all, he has a bad temper, and his only hobby other than drinking and gambling is abusing his wife.

But he has a face that is so similar to that person that it can almost overlap.

He should hate that person, but Luhan is hesitant at this moment, the person he hated for so many years is dying at this moment, he can't help but clenched his fingers, he doesn't understand why he is still worried about him.

In my mind, I vaguely recalled that when he was very young, that person also hugged him, smiled at him, held his hand and bought him candy.At that time, he didn't have the pungent alcohol smell that couldn't go away for a while, and he didn't know how to raise his hand to knock Lu Han out of the room.

It's just that such memories are too long and too rare, and Lu Han can only recall a few fragmented pictures even if he tried his best to recall.

"Xiaolu, the operation will take a while, let's just sit and wait." Minshuo looked at Luhan who was standing tense, feeling a little worried.

From the moment he entered the hospital, he stared straight at the light at the door of the emergency room, stood there without saying a word, didn't even blink his eyes, Minshuo was afraid that this would continue with Lu Han's newly recovered body will break down again.

"Will he...will die?" Lu Han's voice was a little tense, as if it came from a very far away place.

"The doctor said it's still possible to wake up." Minshuo avoided the important ones.

Grandpa Lu had a cerebral hemorrhage before he had a stroke, and he was already paralyzed. Who knew he would have another cerebral hemorrhage today.At such an age, the doctor said that there was a lot of bleeding, and the possibility of waking up was very slim. Even if he could come out of the operating room, there was a high possibility of brain death and becoming a vegetable.

But he couldn't tell Lu Han about this.Luhan hadn't even met his grandfather yet. Thinking of this, Minshuo suddenly couldn't understand the turbulent emotions emanating from Luhan's body, even though he was related by blood. Wrong, but to a grandfather who has never met, even if he is a relative, he doesn't have much affection at all.

But Luhan's nervousness and sadness, mixed with some resentment that he couldn't understand, made Minshuo inexplicable, but he was sweating for him.

He vaguely felt that if Grandpa Lu died like this, Lu Han would probably collapse.He doesn't know where this idea came from, he just doesn't want to see Luhan collapse.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room finally went dark, the doctor took off his mask and came out, glanced at Lu Han standing at the door, walked past him to Minshuo's father.

"The hematoma was removed in time, but the situation is still not optimistic. The patient is old and has been paralyzed for many years. It is hard to say whether he can recover." The doctor said and patted Minshuo's father's increasingly stooped back: "Be mentally prepared, and you will also be able to recover." Don't beat yourself up too much. You tried your best, we all know that."

Because he is the doctor who has been attending Grandpa Lu, so he knows a little bit about the things in between.Looking at the middle-aged man who lived with guilt for most of his life, the doctor couldn't bear it.

Lu Han almost listened to the doctor's word for word with his ears upright, but he seemed to have a language barrier and couldn't understand it anyway.

"What does he mean? Is it successful or not? Will he die or not?" Luhan held Minshuo's arm tightly.

Minshuo's face turned pale from the pain of being caught by him, Luhan at this moment made him feel very strange, the hand that grabbed his arm was like a pair of iron pincers, trying to pinch his bones.

"Don't panic, Xiaolu. The doctor means that the operation is still very successful, and the recovery depends on Grandpa Lu's own body." Minshuo struggled to pull out his arm while comforting him.

"Don't worry, Grandpa Lu has had a stroke these years, but my father and I have come to help him recover. The atrophy of his body is not serious, and he should be able to carry it through. He recovered from the cerebral hemorrhage last time. It will be fine, don't worry about it."

Luhan looked at Minshuo's pale face, with sweat dripping from his forehead, realizing his gaffe, hurriedly let go of his hand and lowered his head in embarrassment.

"In the future, I'll take care of him."

Time is running out, when Lu Han suddenly thought of this word, he felt a sharp pain in his heart.

"Actually, birth, old age, sickness and death are even more terrifying. Because if they are gone, they are gone, and there is no expectation." Zhang Yixing's voice suddenly rang in his mind.

Luhan was a little out of strength, slumped on a chair in the hospital corridor, the white walls in the hospital were so dazzling.