time gap

Wu Shixun drove the car, frowned and pursed his lips, thinking bitterly about what he did last night.Why can't I remember a single detail, I just remember going to the celebration banquet with my colleagues, I never drink alcohol on weekdays, but because I refuted the face of my colleagues and didn't let them go to the club, and it was really difficult for everyone this month, so Those who didn't want to spoil the fun also drank wine.

and after?Obviously the memory is still clear on the way home, but I can't remember at what point it was suddenly broken.

This feeling is really annoying.

This is also the reason why Wu Shixun doesn't drink. It's not that he doesn't have the capacity for alcohol at all, but he can drink quite a bit.But I don't know where the "point" of drunkenness is.Most people will have a feeling when they drink alcohol. When they are about to be drunk, they will know that they are about to be drunk and can't drink. Where is the limit? Most people who drink well are rare.

But he didn't, he could stay sober and drink a lot, but suddenly he became drunk to pieces.

Maybe he was awake and talking to you one second, but he doesn't even know what he will do in the next second.It was as if there was a switch that was suddenly turned on.

This feeling is very bad, I don’t remember it, but the people around me know it, but the behavior under the control of alcohol cannot be deduced by common sense. After waking up, I will be very anxious to know, but I dare not ask, afraid of what I have done The unbelievable things that got out of control, but I can't think of them even after trying my best.

I was afraid, it was like this every time, I was so scared to death.

But can you say luck?Fortunately this time, when he woke up, the person lying next to him was Lu Han.

At the red light, Wu Shixun stopped the car and rubbed the corners of his eyebrows.He took a deep breath.The thought made him feel ashamed.

Memories from three years ago surged back, and the feeling of self-loathing once again made him feel like he was in an ice cave, and he tightened his coat. He is not a person who is afraid of the cold, but he still feels cold.

On that day three years ago, Lu Han also kept pretending to forget that day.

When Wu Shixun woke up, the person lying next to him was Dolly.

It was a week after Lu Han ran into Zhang Yixing again on the street. From the initial shock to the final cry of joy, the two of them were tired of being together for almost a week, as if they wanted to finish all the unspoken words in the staggered time of these years .

Although Wu Yifan and Wu Shixun had all kinds of white eyes and pantothenic acid during the period, the reunion scene of the two girlfriends was still in full swing.

That day was Saturday, and Wu Shixun called to say that his work had become regular, and his colleagues wanted him to treat him to celebrate, so he would not go home for dinner.

Coincidentally, Wu Yifan's intermittent workaholic flared up again, and he said he had to work overtime all night.

So the two girlfriends felt at ease, and decided to let Lu Han stay at Zhang Yixing's house.

It seems that everything in the world happens to be completely unreasonable, and in retrospect, it feels like a ridiculous joke made by God.

Stupid human beings can only be clowns who make God laugh.

Wu Shixun, who has always been a good drinker, was only 21 years old at the time, and he didn't even know that he had the ability to break down when he was drunk.

He has always been invincible and the last one to be sober in the small drinking place in the school.

That day, it was shochu at the dinner, then went to the karaoke room and drank beer, and the last CLUB came with a big wave of foreign wine.

In the inexperienced Wu Shixun, the hidden switch in his body was turned on for the first time on that day.

What happened later, even today, three years later, he still can't tell because he doesn't remember at all.

Even the handwriting that was wiped off by an eraser would at least leave a trace on the paper, but the memory that was wiped off by alcohol in his mind did not leave a single trace.

But the irony is that the moment Luhan walked into the house with Zhang Yixing, Wu Shixun will never forget the trust that broke like ice in those usually gentle eyes.

Luhan's eyes at that time were like a scald on his heart that would never heal. In the days when Luhan disappeared, Zhang Yixing's disdainful eyes every time he faced Zhang Yixing, every time Luhan came back In one hug, the scar was uncovered again and again,

Let him never forgive himself.

Let him dare not open his mouth to ask no matter what, Luhan, where did you go during those two years of disappearance?

Why did you leave without a word?

And why, come back suddenly without warning?

He just feels that every day when Lu Han is by his side is like a picked up happiness, which makes him fearful and has to cherish carefully all the time.Afraid of losing him again.I'm afraid that when I wake up, everything is just my own wishful dream.

Do people who are in love always have a kind of tacit understanding, like he was afraid that Lu Han would ask him about that day, but Lu Han never asked.

No question was asked why he would sleep in their bed with a woman.

It was not asked who the woman was.

He was not asked about his relationship with that woman.

As if nothing had happened, he just closed the door lightly, and pulled Zhang Yixing back out.

Then everything is business as usual.

It’s just that suddenly one day, without making a sound, without even taking a single belonging, on a certain morning, when Wu Shixun woke up, Lu Han disappeared.

Two years later Lu Han suddenly came back, he was afraid that Wu Shixun would ask him where he had been for two years, but Wu Shixun never asked.

Did not ask him why he left without saying a word.

He was not asked where he had been for two years.

Nor did he ask why he came back.

He just treated him better and gentler as much as possible, gave him a better life, and didn't want to give him a reason to leave again.