Bamboo horses come around the bed

Xiao Qing didn't speak, but just left straight away.

Xiao Bai sat down on the chair decadently, tears finally streaming down his face.

Because he was afraid of being seen by others, Li Tian had no way to hug him to comfort him, so he could only silently wipe his tears with a tissue, comforting her all the time, and then suddenly made a decision in his heart.

After Xiao Qing said those words, he also felt very sad. After all, such a thing hurts others and hurts himself, not to mention that the other party is the closest relative!

After walking out of the cafe, Xiao Qing called Qiao Yu immediately, her voice choked with sobs, "Yu, come and pick me up."

Qiao Yu didn't know what happened, she was only out shopping, why did she cry when she called?

This was Xiao Qing's rare voice, so he rushed to Xiao Qing's side immediately.

When he arrived, Xiao Qing was sitting in a flower bed by the roadside, his eyes were blank and he didn't know what he was thinking?There were no tears on her face, but there were tears in her eyelids that stubbornly refused to fall.

"What's going on?" Qiao Yu asked.

Xiao Qing didn't come back to his senses for a long time, he didn't speak and Qiao Yu didn't dare to speak, he just kept looking at him worriedly.

After a long time, when Qiao Yu thought that Xiao Qing would not answer again, Xiao Qing finally spoke.

"Yu, do you know? Xiao Bai likes a man, can you think of who that man is?"

When Xiao Qing said this, Qiao Yu thought that the other party's lover would definitely not be a simple person, so he immediately answered, "It can't be Brother Li, right?"

There was a mocking smile on the corner of Xiao Qing's mouth, Qiao Yu could already think of it, why didn't he think of it? ,

Besides Li Tian, ​​who else is the man who has been haunting Xiao Bai's side?I should have thought of it a long time ago. If I had thought this way a long time ago, I would not be so surprised when I saw it again.

Seeing the smile on Xiao Qing's face, Qiao Yu knew he was right.

"Have you seen them?" Qiao Yu asked.

Xiao Qing nodded, "Of course, otherwise I would still be buried in the dark. My father actually left my mother because of a man, and now he still hopes that I will forgive him. His man is still speaking for him. Things like this I never thought it would happen to me," Xiao Qing said with a bitter smile.

Thinking of what Li Tian said just now, he felt very uncomfortable. Why should he forgive those who hurt him and his mother?

Although it is not harm, leaving means harm.

Qiao Yu can understand that although his father and mother are always by his side, he can think of Xiao Qing's feelings, because when he saw Xiao Qing when he was young, he didn't have his father being bullied by other students.

If he hadn't acted in time and stayed with Xiao Qing all the time, it would be hard to imagine what Xiao Qing would be like now, and it would be hard to imagine what it would be like to be bullied, so he could understand why Xiao Qing didn't forgive Xiao Bai.

The important thing is that he can't speak to anyone now, he can't speak for Xiao Qing on Xiao Bai's side, and he can't speak for Xiao Bai on Xiao Qing's side.

As a middleman, this is the saddest thing for him, so he just wants to accompany Xiao Qing quietly.

The two of them sat by the flower bed for a full two hours, Xiao Qing didn't speak, and Qiao Yu didn't speak, but just being by Xiao Qing's side made him very happy, and his heart felt less sad.

After returning home, Xiao Qing's mood did not improve, but when he saw Xiao's mother, he immediately regained his senses and stopped thinking about what happened just now.

Although he knew that he should tell his mother about this matter, but considering his mother's mood, he still didn't say it.

He also didn't want to know how his mother would react if she knew that her former husband was with another man.

So it's better not to say it, but if Xiao Qing doesn't say it, it doesn't mean that no one will say it. The person who said it is Li Tian.

The next day, just after dawn, several people heard the doorbell ringing. An Cheng was the first to wake up, and immediately opened the door. When he saw the people standing outside, he was already surprised, "Brother Li, why are you here?" ?”

It was Li Tian who came, Li Tian who almost had a big fight with Xiao Qing yesterday.

"Where is Xiaoqing?" Li Tian asked.

"Xiao Qing hasn't woken up yet, can you wait here for a while or I'll call him?" An Cheng said.

Li Tian nodded, "There's no need to call him, I'll just wait for him here."

Li Tian didn't wait long, Xiao Qing got up soon, his face froze when he saw the person sitting in the living room, ignored him, and went directly to the bathroom.

Ancheng watched the atmosphere between the two people, and went back to the room silently, always feeling that there was something wrong between the two people.

Xiao Qingming had always respected Li Tianyi before, but this was the first time he saw such a cold face.

After Xiao Qing came out, he saw An Cheng return to the room, and then looked at the people sitting in the living room, "What are you doing here? Do you still want to quarrel?"

Li Tian smiled, "Xiaoqing, what are you talking about, of course I don't want to quarrel with you, I only have something to tell you."

"What's the matter? If you're here to be a lobbyist, then that's all. Don't say any more. Nothing you say is useful to me. I won't listen to anyone." Xiao Qing said.

There was a smile on the corner of Li Tian's mouth, "Where did you go? How could I be a lobbyist, I just want to show you something.

"Speaking, Li Tian took out something in the bag and put it on the table.

Xiao Qing didn't bother to look, he knew that if it wasn't because of other things, it must be because of Xiao Bai's things, so he still didn't want to look.

Seeing that he ignored him, Li Tian handed the things directly to Xiao Qing, "Xiao Qing, even if it's not for Ah Bai's sake, but for the sake of our long-time filming of TV dramas together, please Can you see what I gave you?"

Now that he has said this, Xiao Qing can't refuse. After all, before Xiao Baibai's relationship was exposed, they have always been very good, whether it is cooperation or personal friendship, so they can only sit down helplessly.

Looking at a notebook in his hand, it was not so much a notebook. After opening it, Xiao Qing saw that it was Xiao Bai's diary, from the year he left, more than 20 years ago, until yesterday.

Xiao Qing didn't know where Li Tian got it.But things that can be thought of by the person next to the pillow are of course the easiest to get.

So I looked at it directly, and didn't forget to tell Li Tian before reading it, "Is it really good if you show it like this? If he knows, let's say it. This is what he brought for you to show me?"

Li Tian shook his head, "No, ah Bai didn't even know that I took this diary. I decided to show it to you. Whether you believe it or not, I swear that I really brought this diary myself."

No matter what, Xiao Qing still looked up.

The diary started from the day I left, and the first sentence at the beginning was written, "I finally became a father, my child is very cute, but I'm sorry, I still have to leave."

When seeing this sentence, Xiao Qing's eyes suddenly turned red.

Obviously when I opened it, I thought that I would not have any feelings of my own, but I still couldn't help it.

He could think of the way Xiao Bai looked at him at that time. A child had just been born. As a father, how could he not like it? He could see the deep love and reluctance from this sentence.

"I don't want to leave, my baby doesn't have a name yet, he's just been born for a day, he's asleep there, it's really cute, his mother is asleep on the bed, but there's no way I'm leaving because I I can’t give them happiness. I don’t love the mother of the child, but I love the child very much. They are my flesh and blood. But I’m sorry, my baby. When you are happy, I hope you can still remember me."

Xiao Qing could imagine that when Xiao Bai was looking at him, he secretly kissed him on the cheek, his eyes were filled with reluctance and love.

Such a scene appeared in Xiao Qing's mind when he couldn't control his head, and he couldn't shake it off.

The diary is not written every day, but a memory at any time. Whenever Xiao Bai has something on his mind, he will write it in the diary.

Xiao Qing took a look, and found that for more than ten years, he was alone, there was no other man or woman around him, he was alone, and Xiao Bai was the only one.

In a diary 10 years ago, Xiao Baibai wrote like this.

"In the dead of night, I sat at the table alone, looking at my baby's face that I secretly took on the day I left, and suddenly missed him very much. I really wanted to go home and see my baby, but that shouldn't be My home, that is the home of my children and my wife, that home must not be able to accommodate me now, I wonder if there is a mother who loves her the most and a father who loves her very much, Does he not know of my existence, does he think that I am dead? But this is also good, it is much better for the child to think that I am dead than to think that I have left him. "

Xiao Qing really thought that his father was dead in those years.

"My baby, you have to know that it's not that Dad doesn't love you, it's because Dad loves you too much. Now Dad is penniless, has nothing to give you, and has no ability to support you, so Dad dare not Go back, escape from you. Escape from this reality, but my baby, you must always remember that Dad loves you the most. "

Xiao Qing blinked and covered up the tears in his eyes. He didn't want to shed tears in front of Li Tian, ​​and he didn't want Li Tian to know that he would cry because of such a diary.

But he couldn't help it, he could only endure it stubbornly, he couldn't imagine that when his mother was by his side, there was no one by his father's side, he didn't know whether such a day was real or not, But at least it can be seen between the lines that the diary writer loves his children very much.

Then, a few years ago, another person suddenly appeared in Xiao Bai's diary.

"Today I met Ah Tian again. He is very nice and I like him very much, but my baby, if you know that Dad likes a man, you will definitely feel that Dad is ashamed and disgusting, right? But there is no way, this He is a natural father, he really doesn't like women, if it wasn't like this, father wouldn't have left."

When Xiao Qing saw this, he suddenly had a feeling. When he knew that he liked men at the beginning, he also wondered, would his mother find him disgusting?

But what Xiao Bai was thinking about was whether his own child, that is, himself, would find Xiao Bai disgusting. At that time, Xiao Bai would never have thought that his son had inherited almost all of his personality and liked men.