masculinity

a few days later.

Before I knew it, it was May, and the weather was slowly entering the sweltering hot summer. I also turned on the short-sleeve mode, and the white micro-neck T-shirt became my main color. I have a good figure and a good appearance. , I naturally like white, especially in summer when the sun is bright and the wind is blowing.

And I am particularly obsessed with white, so I naturally bought a lot of white shirts and T-shirts, because they look small and fresh, giving people a clean and pure white feeling, and I feel better.

Since the school does not have a rigid rule in summer, our students must wear school uniforms. Although there are short-sleeved school uniforms, it is up to our students to decide. On this point, I still think the school is more humane.

This is the end of the third class on Wednesday, and I am still doing my homework in physics class, because the evening self-study teacher will explain and ask us to finish it before evening self-study, and there will be no time for us to do it in class , directly to the topic.

There is still one month before the so-called fate-determining college entrance examination. Whether it is a teacher or me as a student, I am squeezing time to review and do the questions. As long as I have time, I will squeeze time to study the question bank.

But only Chicheng hasn't changed at all, he still sleeps on the spot when he's tired, studies when he wants to learn, and disappears if he doesn't want to go to class...

I don't understand why Chicheng is completely different from the outside world. I know his family has a background and power; I know he is a returnee who returned from studying abroad. He won't worry that he won't be admitted to a key university, but Why do I feel that Chi Cheng is deliberately covering up something...

"Lin Xi, how to solve this problem? Can you discuss it with me? Hehe."

Yue Jiaqi came to my side and spoke to me in a very gentle voice, but I didn't realize it, what's wrong with this child?A few days ago, she was very loud and asked me for a math reference book. Today, I took the wrong medicine, so gentle, I feel a little uncomfortable.

"Yue Jiaqi, what's wrong with you?"

I asked her weakly and hesitantly, could it be that she was stimulated by someone, someone told her to be gentle, and then she began to pay attention to her words and deeds?

This is just my guess. I'm still waiting for Yue Jiaqi's answer. I would like to hear Yue Jiaqi say that she wants to be gentle, so I can accept it more easily.

She, Yue Jiaqi, was originally recognized as the school girl, and she was gentle and delicate to other people, but she was not polite at all to my friend and best friend, let alone gentle, and I would be grateful if she didn't abuse me.

"What's wrong with you? Is it because I haven't loved you for a few days... huh?"

As Yue Jiaqi said, the movements in her hands also began to gesture, her eyebrows were beaming, that guy was about to attack me, but I refused, a big man was abused by a woman, where is his dignity? !

Actually, in front of Yue Jiaqi and Chu Keke, I don't have the so-called dignity of a man, so to speak!The two of them didn't treat me as a man at all. For example, they always asked me to guard their seats and bags when eating together. Quietly looking at their backs in the crowd, every time I refused their request, but they always told me as if they had negotiated, let me be a quiet and beautiful man.

I just treated them as weak girls. I am very happy that I met these two girls, a goddess admired by everyone, and a typical student girl with a small and fresh appearance.

Yue Jiaqi was just joking, she smiled and lowered her arms, and looked at me softly, I was a bit puzzled, what happened to this guy today?Why does it feel weird, I can't believe that Yue Jiaqi will exert tenderness on me, isn't the previous dark history a joke?

Thinking about what Yue Jiaqi did to me before, it is impossible for me to admit that Yue Jiaqi will treat me tenderly, unless the sow can climb a tree!

"Hey, Xixi, I was a little excited just now, so I was careless and rude. You can pretend that nothing happened."

What the hell?My first reaction was that this guy would come out today without taking medicine, hey...it's hopeless!

"Lin Xi, don't look at me like this, I have something to tell you."

Yue Jiaqi's expression changed in an instant, she looked at me solemnly, stared into my eyes with her arms crossed, and said, "Lin Xi, I have decided to confess my love to Chi Cheng!"

"what?!"

My voice was a little louder, as if I was frightened, I had already put down the pen in my hand, my eyes looked at Yue Jiaqi's high-spirited expression in disbelief, my convulsed heart twitched violently, my breathing became low, I tried asked a question.

"What did you say?"

Yue Jiaqi looked at me with a smile, looked at me teasingly, and then said with a playful hooked lips: "Why? Such a big reaction, could it be that you are what?

Yue Jiaqi's ending was very long, teasing me brightly, as if I had been slapped in the face, I suddenly yelled at Yue Jiaqi: "I didn't!"

Yue Jiaqi was frightened by me, her eyes were wide open, her mouth was unbelievable, she could stuff an egg into it, um, it was an egg!

Seeing Yue Jiaqi's expression on the opposite side of me, I just noticed that I seemed to be a little impulsive. When the mood eased a little, I showed shame and lowered my head in embarrassment. I didn't have the nerve to look at Yue Jiaqi's face. When something is on his mind, whether it is intentional or not, the emotions triggered are out of control.

"Lin Xi, what's wrong with you?"

Yue Jiaqi's voice is so gentle, so gentle that I am even more ashamed. I lower my head tightly and feel the hot hands on my face. It's like being slapped several times. I can only bear the pain Stay silent.

It's obvious that I like Chicheng because of my convulsions. I don't blame Yue Jiaqi, even if Yue Jiaqi tells me what's on my mind, so what?How can I yell at her, what the hell is wrong with me?

Could it be because Yue Jiaqi likes Chicheng, and Chicheng also wants Yue Jiaqi to be his girlfriend, in name only.I'm jealous and jealous, can there be a gap?Will not!I immediately denied this idea, it is impossible for me to be jealous of Yue Jiaqi, no, I am not such a person.

"I'm fine, I'm sorry, I was a little excited just now."

I thought about how to explain my sudden abnormal reaction, and searched for an excuse in my mind to prevaricate Yue Jiaqi, but I couldn't find a suitable excuse for a while. I was worried that Yue Jiaqi would find out something, and if she knew my secret alive, I would definitely lose it. This friend of Yue Jiaqi...

I looked up at Yue Jiaqi, a little uncomfortable, I was still conflicted, how to explain to Yue Jiaqi, I don't want to lie, but I can't tell the truth.

Knowing the seriousness of the matter, I choose to use lies to cover up the truth. Whether I say I am selfish or timid, I just want everyone to be well. I, Lin Xi, can wrong myself for the sake of others.

"It should be me who said I'm sorry, I... I didn't know you were so disgusted with homosexuality."

Yue Jiaqi's face was full of sorry, and her eyes were full of guilt. Yue Jiaqi helped me find an excuse. I should have been happy, but I couldn't be happy. Looking at Yue Jiaqi's face and her clear eyes like water Eyes, I am stunned, as a boy, is this really okay?

I asked myself deep in my heart, when did I become so selfish and took lying as a habit. In the past, whenever I told a lie, I would unconsciously touch my nose and blush. What about now?hehe……

"It's okay, it's not your fault."

The few words were my answer to Yue Jiaqi. In her opinion, I must be in a bad mood and didn't want to say too much. In fact, I was guilty and didn't know what to say.

Yue Jiaqi still looked at me with worry and guilt, and I felt even more uncomfortable looking at myself, so I simply stopped looking at her, but I saw that the whole class was watching Yue Jiaqi and me, so many eyes seemed to be people entering The zoo looks at the eyes of animals, curious, full of interest...

I really want to slap myself a few times, it's okay to slap me, Yue Jiaqi followed my gaze and noticed everyone's gaze, she looked at the students and smiled, and said with a sloppy eye: "It's okay, Lin Xi was just saying that the last time he met a mad dog, he was more angry, and everyone is ready for class."

Yue Jiaqi is worthy of being a class leader, and her leadership role is quite effective. After hearing what Yue Jiaqi said, the students felt that there was nothing to see, so they dispersed and went about their own business.

Before I could recover my emotions, I noticed the figure standing at the door of the classroom from the corner of my eye, and I was a little dazed. Why did Chicheng look at me with that probing gaze? !

Deeply wanting to spit me out, it was the first time I saw Chi Cheng's eyes, curious and yearning eyes, as if wanting to pry open my skin, insisting on finding out what's true or not inside.

Since class was about to start, Yue Jiaqi patted me on the shoulder as a way of consolation, and went back to her own seat. He went from the classroom door to the seat, just right!At that moment...

Yue Jiaqi and Chi Cheng passed by, Yue Jiaqi probably lowered her head shyly and did not look at Chi Cheng, but Chi Cheng confidently raised her head and glanced at Yue Jiaqi beside her, the girl lowered her head in shame, and the boy stood by her side to guard, I suddenly Thinking of the picture of a certain TV series, the romance is strong, so romantic.

My heart tightened, they were really a good match, the man was handsome, handsome and tall, the woman had a good figure and good looks, a pair of golden boy and jade girl could not be better.

A vague sense of frustration flooded my heart. It turned out that I had always been a fool looking at the moon. I knew that I couldn't get that person, so I insisted on being bruised and bruised before letting go.

But I'm a glass heart...

Chi Cheng glanced at me at the last second when he sat down, I don't understand what is hidden in his gaze, but I know that he has a panoramic view of everything I have just now, maybe he will treat me differently.